4.2章說過,因康雯的「催促」(部份原因),我參加了青見。我的青見個案經理,是梁姑娘。174Please respect copyright.PENANAkdXrRfJdCF
174Please respect copyright.PENANAmb7ha5UW05
我就打電話給梁姑娘,訴說這些事:大埔4K工小圈子一夜之間莫名其妙地瓦解,很擔心父母離世......說到途中,居然又忍不著哭......174Please respect copyright.PENANAPPgv9XHzis
174Please respect copyright.PENANAUgTky0nY9k
我很想找快點找到新工作,以讓自己有點寄託,減少胡思亂想。174Please respect copyright.PENANAca0ySnTUsf
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfkaGlYWe3M
梁姑娘說,一些社福機構也有類似的半年4K工,著我到某些網站尋找。又說她工作的青少年中心,也有這些空缺,著我可申請。174Please respect copyright.PENANAY37ODzKHG5
174Please respect copyright.PENANAMqPWPyrLUy
郵寄了不下十多封這些半年4K工的求職信,有間甚至是近在我家樓下的青少年中心,結果就和當年向《 YES!》徵友欄索取女孩地址一樣,幾乎全部石沉大海(1章)。174Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9eBzsSRSY
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjgzWDfnzjN
唯一有回音的,是梁姑娘工作的青少年中心。很明顯,是梁姑娘背後動作,識人好過識字。174Please respect copyright.PENANAttNkstrhTK
174Please respect copyright.PENANAtgUdPevlEI
不意外地,2004年4月中,成為了梁姑娘工作的青少年中心的員工,又一個半年4K(參考:阿源的TVB初次訪問出街後,有社工跟進他,也是帶了他進青少年中心做這些臨時工)。174Please respect copyright.PENANAm1H8sD29pG
174Please respect copyright.PENANANh2O6REhvY
起初,我情緒仍然低落,但一直告訴自己,這是嶄新的一頁,不要再情緒低落了。當然,這裡也有其他4K人,我盡力融入,希望結織朋友。174Please respect copyright.PENANA0mBGbmxtpF
174Please respect copyright.PENANALLFSE51JhH
沒料到,這裡的,是比卓絲更仆街的仆街,更瘋狂的針對、孤立、邊緣化。174Please respect copyright.PENANAJNgXLDTlSs
174Please respect copyright.PENANAWBT5N9UjKG
之前大埔某政府部門那裡,還有個小圈子加入。青少年中心這裡,我完全被孤立完全被邊緣化,徹底社死(我到底社死了多少次呢?)。174Please respect copyright.PENANAmP4jyi3xzo
174Please respect copyright.PENANANepX2nwHhM
沒事可做,揭一揭報紙,也被批評。不是批評一次,而是幾乎隔天便借故重提嘮叨。直到我遞辭職信,又被挽留,才沒再提。174Please respect copyright.PENANA9PR2OmZZcG
174Please respect copyright.PENANAd4QdS9hKmj
聽到有人對梁姑娘說:「總之我聽埋聽埋,我對佢印象就係唔好!佢喺呢度都攪成咁,將來出到去,我唔知佢點算....」,梁姑娘沒作聲,只有一臉無奈。這個「佢」,準是我,一定係。174Please respect copyright.PENANAI3IyCIDXZb
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2YXZEEG7hr
連梁姑娘,也身受其害。相信因為我,她一定聽不少「你做乜帶隻咁嘅嘢入黎」之類說話。174Please respect copyright.PENANAZOOdobJRIO
174Please respect copyright.PENANA9r24TWm0ek
後期,甚至去到連眼尾看見同事填文件,也被照肺:「你唔係人哋上司,你冇權睇人哋做乜!你咁睇人哋填文件,係質疑同事工作,仲質疑埋同事既上司,雙重質疑,破壞呢度既融洽和諧......」174Please respect copyright.PENANAW7F9Jmj7xd
174Please respect copyright.PENANAlp9lbCYUqP
某人生日,全4K人高調吹雞去唱K,唯獨留下我一個。174Please respect copyright.PENANAnNyRSQyVWl
174Please respect copyright.PENANA6WaooDEyfe
全4K人吹雞去台灣玩,當然又是.......174Please respect copyright.PENANAIGx9FxOlqS
174Please respect copyright.PENANAu0pKB0E8q1
2004年10月,又到半年約滿期了。臨別秋波,梁姑娘也很無奈,也說不出我到底做錯了甚麼、得罪了那些「人」甚麼。唯有推介我看《人性的弱點》,說是探討人際關係,對結識朋友、改善人緣有幫助。174Please respect copyright.PENANAeP26a5KAWx
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjuAofA01TD
滿懷怒火地離開這裡後,本為期一年的青見服務,也超額結束,梁姑娘也沒再找我。174Please respect copyright.PENANAlCWqIQZqGT
174Please respect copyright.PENANAixfNngZp9n
我找了《人性的弱點》這本書看,一邊看,一邊認真反思檢討。只覺得,這本書寫的,若完全做足,簡直是完全失去自我,確沒可能。但我以往,七八成怎也有做,又怎樣?只是一次又一次的「你對人好,唔好望人對返你好」。174Please respect copyright.PENANAo4BdBxvW7j
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfm3F3fNvnJ
這本書,看了約七成,便棄了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAYtgNuPQtnC
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFEYQPPRwgU
數年後,認識了某人,她的脾氣性格,完全是這本書的反面教材:極自我中心、嚴人寬己,但朋友、桃花,還是一蘿蘿飛來蜢。174Please respect copyright.PENANA3iPu3tmGA4
174Please respect copyright.PENANAb6RL1evudk
此時已是2004年底,如4.3章述,2003年那短期課程結識的傻男和康雯,也在這時反面(康雯,「輪班」喎、「工時長」喎,「很忙」喎、「時間難夾」喎),朋友僅餘肥妹。174Please respect copyright.PENANAox2mg06oYf
174Please respect copyright.PENANA21sBEN7ls4
短期課程的康雯。174Please respect copyright.PENANAaBwdywrKHg
174Please respect copyright.PENANA3hyFZ3jPEm
大埔4K工的卓絲、小圈子的3個「朋友」:一輝、地下情侶。174Please respect copyright.PENANA29P8hOzhvx
174Please respect copyright.PENANAV1ENRThHdZ
青少年中心的4K同事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAN0J0bX5MWK
174Please respect copyright.PENANAx932yi1dOz
一個又一個,全部.........174Please respect copyright.PENANAa238XYf30Q
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFkHGdHROsn
冥冥之中、天意、宿命,全部係冥冥之中、天意、宿命。174Please respect copyright.PENANACVumdBGZ2J
174Please respect copyright.PENANAV2CXt48ndR
2003年在那短期課程得到的少許自信,經過這一年半,已消滅殆盡。174Please respect copyright.PENANA1nK24Fy6i8
ns216.73.216.115da2 174Please respect copyright.PENANAmb7ha5UW05
我就打電話給梁姑娘,訴說這些事:大埔4K工小圈子一夜之間莫名其妙地瓦解,很擔心父母離世......說到途中,居然又忍不著哭......174Please respect copyright.PENANAPPgv9XHzis
174Please respect copyright.PENANAUgTky0nY9k
我很想找快點找到新工作,以讓自己有點寄託,減少胡思亂想。174Please respect copyright.PENANAca0ySnTUsf
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfkaGlYWe3M
梁姑娘說,一些社福機構也有類似的半年4K工,著我到某些網站尋找。又說她工作的青少年中心,也有這些空缺,著我可申請。174Please respect copyright.PENANAY37ODzKHG5
174Please respect copyright.PENANAMqPWPyrLUy
郵寄了不下十多封這些半年4K工的求職信,有間甚至是近在我家樓下的青少年中心,結果就和當年向《 YES!》徵友欄索取女孩地址一樣,幾乎全部石沉大海(1章)。174Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9eBzsSRSY
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjgzWDfnzjN
唯一有回音的,是梁姑娘工作的青少年中心。很明顯,是梁姑娘背後動作,識人好過識字。174Please respect copyright.PENANAttNkstrhTK
174Please respect copyright.PENANAtgUdPevlEI
不意外地,2004年4月中,成為了梁姑娘工作的青少年中心的員工,又一個半年4K(參考:阿源的TVB初次訪問出街後,有社工跟進他,也是帶了他進青少年中心做這些臨時工)。174Please respect copyright.PENANAm1H8sD29pG
174Please respect copyright.PENANANh2O6REhvY
起初,我情緒仍然低落,但一直告訴自己,這是嶄新的一頁,不要再情緒低落了。當然,這裡也有其他4K人,我盡力融入,希望結織朋友。174Please respect copyright.PENANA0mBGbmxtpF
174Please respect copyright.PENANALLFSE51JhH
沒料到,這裡的,是比卓絲更仆街的仆街,更瘋狂的針對、孤立、邊緣化。174Please respect copyright.PENANAJNgXLDTlSs
174Please respect copyright.PENANAWBT5N9UjKG
之前大埔某政府部門那裡,還有個小圈子加入。青少年中心這裡,我完全被孤立完全被邊緣化,徹底社死(我到底社死了多少次呢?)。174Please respect copyright.PENANAmP4jyi3xzo
174Please respect copyright.PENANANepX2nwHhM
沒事可做,揭一揭報紙,也被批評。不是批評一次,而是幾乎隔天便借故重提嘮叨。直到我遞辭職信,又被挽留,才沒再提。174Please respect copyright.PENANA9PR2OmZZcG
174Please respect copyright.PENANAd4QdS9hKmj
聽到有人對梁姑娘說:「總之我聽埋聽埋,我對佢印象就係唔好!佢喺呢度都攪成咁,將來出到去,我唔知佢點算....」,梁姑娘沒作聲,只有一臉無奈。這個「佢」,準是我,一定係。174Please respect copyright.PENANAI3IyCIDXZb
174Please respect copyright.PENANA2YXZEEG7hr
連梁姑娘,也身受其害。相信因為我,她一定聽不少「你做乜帶隻咁嘅嘢入黎」之類說話。174Please respect copyright.PENANAZOOdobJRIO
174Please respect copyright.PENANA9r24TWm0ek
後期,甚至去到連眼尾看見同事填文件,也被照肺:「你唔係人哋上司,你冇權睇人哋做乜!你咁睇人哋填文件,係質疑同事工作,仲質疑埋同事既上司,雙重質疑,破壞呢度既融洽和諧......」174Please respect copyright.PENANAW7F9Jmj7xd
174Please respect copyright.PENANAlp9lbCYUqP
某人生日,全4K人高調吹雞去唱K,唯獨留下我一個。174Please respect copyright.PENANAnNyRSQyVWl
174Please respect copyright.PENANA6WaooDEyfe
全4K人吹雞去台灣玩,當然又是.......174Please respect copyright.PENANAIGx9FxOlqS
174Please respect copyright.PENANAu0pKB0E8q1
2004年10月,又到半年約滿期了。臨別秋波,梁姑娘也很無奈,也說不出我到底做錯了甚麼、得罪了那些「人」甚麼。唯有推介我看《人性的弱點》,說是探討人際關係,對結識朋友、改善人緣有幫助。174Please respect copyright.PENANAeP26a5KAWx
174Please respect copyright.PENANAjuAofA01TD
滿懷怒火地離開這裡後,本為期一年的青見服務,也超額結束,梁姑娘也沒再找我。174Please respect copyright.PENANAlCWqIQZqGT
174Please respect copyright.PENANAixfNngZp9n
我找了《人性的弱點》這本書看,一邊看,一邊認真反思檢討。只覺得,這本書寫的,若完全做足,簡直是完全失去自我,確沒可能。但我以往,七八成怎也有做,又怎樣?只是一次又一次的「你對人好,唔好望人對返你好」。174Please respect copyright.PENANAo4BdBxvW7j
174Please respect copyright.PENANAfm3F3fNvnJ
這本書,看了約七成,便棄了。174Please respect copyright.PENANAYtgNuPQtnC
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFEYQPPRwgU
數年後,認識了某人,她的脾氣性格,完全是這本書的反面教材:極自我中心、嚴人寬己,但朋友、桃花,還是一蘿蘿飛來蜢。174Please respect copyright.PENANA3iPu3tmGA4
174Please respect copyright.PENANAb6RL1evudk
此時已是2004年底,如4.3章述,2003年那短期課程結識的傻男和康雯,也在這時反面(康雯,「輪班」喎、「工時長」喎,「很忙」喎、「時間難夾」喎),朋友僅餘肥妹。174Please respect copyright.PENANAox2mg06oYf
174Please respect copyright.PENANA21sBEN7ls4
短期課程的康雯。174Please respect copyright.PENANAaBwdywrKHg
174Please respect copyright.PENANA3hyFZ3jPEm
大埔4K工的卓絲、小圈子的3個「朋友」:一輝、地下情侶。174Please respect copyright.PENANA29P8hOzhvx
174Please respect copyright.PENANAV1ENRThHdZ
青少年中心的4K同事。174Please respect copyright.PENANAN0J0bX5MWK
174Please respect copyright.PENANAx932yi1dOz
一個又一個,全部.........174Please respect copyright.PENANAa238XYf30Q
174Please respect copyright.PENANAFkHGdHROsn
冥冥之中、天意、宿命,全部係冥冥之中、天意、宿命。174Please respect copyright.PENANACVumdBGZ2J
174Please respect copyright.PENANAV2CXt48ndR
2003年在那短期課程得到的少許自信,經過這一年半,已消滅殆盡。174Please respect copyright.PENANA1nK24Fy6i8