
我跟Joyce討論應否報名參賽,Joyce表現得很雀躍,很想報名的樣子,反而是我有些猶豫,我已很久沒比賽過,雖然近來恢復了練習,但好像還欠缺些什麼,我想,可能是信心吧!
我借口說這些大型歌唱比賽很依賴強勁後台,怎知Joyce這樣的回應:
「我就是你的後台!若果我們一起參賽,我們就是彼此的後台。」
這個比賽會先來一個被稱為海選的過程,但在入圍海選之前,需要上載一段唱歌影片供評審挑選。
為了拍攝影片,我奉獻了我的第一次,到街頭表演,並即場攝錄,直接以表演片段上載供大會選拔。為了吸引評審的眼球,我們捨棄普通busker的一般風格,沒有台風衣著簡約,靜靜的以結他伴奏唱歌。我們打扮到跟正式歌星一樣,穿起從淘寶購入的歌衫,改以卡拉OK音樂伴奏,即席載歌載舞。
我跟Joyce有著同一個心念,反正人到中年時日無多,已經沒有什麼顧慮,沒什麼可以輸,倒不如趁這機會放盡來玩,好讓自己沒有遺憾的離開人世。
我想,我現在有這樣的勇氣,除了來自Joyce的鼓勵,還有更大的原因來自阿儀,我要以身作則,幹一些成績出來,好好鼓勵她讓她振作。況且從現實角度出發,我若果真的可以揚名立萬,賺到豐厚收入,我倆的晚年,才沒後顧之憂。
我跟Joyce順利殺入海選,但大會要求海選的參賽歌曲,不可以跟先前上載的歌曲重複,我們唯有再行挑選。
Joyce說很久沒到過卡拉OK,反正需要選歌,於是跟從她的提議。
最終我選擇了克勤的「當找到妳」參賽,我想憑歌寄意,想不分先後的唱給你和阿儀聽。
Joyce也認為我適合演繹這歌。至於Joyce,她挑選了Connie的「相逢在半生。」
她說唱這歌時有種莫名的感觸,特別是以下幾句歌詞:
「怎麼不跟你早相親,過去各在長路打滾,虧空多少情緣愛債,今相逢在半生…….」
其實感觸的,又豈止是你?
我們大清早到了電視臺,但已經大排長龍,原來直到中年還發著歌星夢的人,多不勝數,我腦海想起星爺某電影的金句:
「沒有夢想跟一條鹹魚沒分別。」
為了不想做鹹魚,大家都施盡渾身解數,標奇立異之輩也不少,但大多不超過十秒就被叮走。我跟Joyce當作趣劇來看,借此舒緩心裡的緊張情緒。
Joyce說昨晚睡得不太好,樣子更顯得有點憔悴,我跟她說說笑話,她回報微笑,但笑得有點生硬。
但其實,我比她更緊張,也許內心真的有著沉重包袱,背負了很多東西,包括個人的成敗榮辱,阿儀的將來等等,有種許勝不許敗的壓力。雖說沒有什麼可以輸,但若果再輸,我基本上一生的成敗,不用蓋棺已可作總結。這些排山倒海的思緒,使得我整個人崩緊起來,先前是我安撫身旁的Joyce,但後來反倒要她鼓勵。
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而在思緒仍未平復之際,大會宣佈我的名字,輪到我上台參賽了………..
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