我跟Joyce討論應否報名參賽，Joyce表現得很雀躍，很想報名的樣子，反而是我有些猶豫，我已很久沒比賽過，雖然近來恢復了練習，但好像還欠缺些什麼，我想，可能是信心吧！
我借口說這些大型歌唱比賽很依賴強勁後台，怎知Joyce這樣的回應:
「我就是你的後台！若果我們一起參賽，我們就是彼此的後台。」
這個比賽會先來一個被稱為海選的過程，但在入圍海選之前，需要上載一段唱歌影片供評審挑選。
為了拍攝影片，我奉獻了我的第一次，到街頭表演，並即場攝錄，直接以表演片段上載供大會選拔。為了吸引評審的眼球，我們捨棄普通busker的一般風格，沒有台風衣著簡約，靜靜的以結他伴奏唱歌。我們打扮到跟正式歌星一樣，穿起從淘寶購入的歌衫，改以卡拉OK音樂伴奏，即席載歌載舞。
我跟Joyce有著同一個心念，反正人到中年時日無多，已經沒有什麼顧慮，沒什麼可以輸，倒不如趁這機會放盡來玩，好讓自己沒有遺憾的離開人世。
我想，我現在有這樣的勇氣，除了來自Joyce的鼓勵，還有更大的原因來自阿儀，我要以身作則，幹一些成績出來，好好鼓勵她讓她振作。況且從現實角度出發，我若果真的可以揚名立萬，賺到豐厚收入，我倆的晚年，才沒後顧之憂。
我跟Joyce順利殺入海選，但大會要求海選的參賽歌曲，不可以跟先前上載的歌曲重複，我們唯有再行挑選。
Joyce說很久沒到過卡拉OK，反正需要選歌，於是跟從她的提議。
最終我選擇了克勤的「當找到妳」參賽，我想憑歌寄意，想不分先後的唱給你和阿儀聽。
Joyce也認為我適合演繹這歌。至於Joyce，她挑選了Connie的「相逢在半生。」
她說唱這歌時有種莫名的感觸，特別是以下幾句歌詞：
「怎麼不跟你早相親，過去各在長路打滾，虧空多少情緣愛債，今相逢在半生…….」
其實感觸的，又豈止是你？
我們大清早到了電視臺，但已經大排長龍，原來直到中年還發著歌星夢的人，多不勝數，我腦海想起星爺某電影的金句：
「沒有夢想跟一條鹹魚沒分別。」
為了不想做鹹魚，大家都施盡渾身解數，標奇立異之輩也不少，但大多不超過十秒就被叮走。我跟Joyce當作趣劇來看，借此舒緩心裡的緊張情緒。
Joyce說昨晚睡得不太好，樣子更顯得有點憔悴，我跟她說說笑話，她回報微笑，但笑得有點生硬。
但其實，我比她更緊張，也許內心真的有著沉重包袱，背負了很多東西，包括個人的成敗榮辱，阿儀的將來等等，有種許勝不許敗的壓力。雖說沒有什麼可以輸，但若果再輸，我基本上一生的成敗，不用蓋棺已可作總結。這些排山倒海的思緒，使得我整個人崩緊起來，先前是我安撫身旁的Joyce，但後來反倒要她鼓勵。
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckysWLXVUv
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauhKskxsTQ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznEpwTE9d3
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl66d0zTKzk
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIi42GIkmF
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD6epgrcZ2
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5FgDcvQlt
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXp907t6jk
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnKIPDkQnQ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWBHINUee6
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElR7R6c4ac
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy07X7xMbZ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxs9espioB
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhleLEfZ2A
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd57YadCRg
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORt90rZhuh
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThXLnsl1eH
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBviNAHH3RN
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0u66shov8
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQrhQoUKqQ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDMBRrdeaM
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rd8S7NAsI
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn32IhafTPd
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiKXIkVRhJ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Y0oc2LMP
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8fTdrf9xZ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHf1EEkkHk
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5R5OZmYyL
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZuIhE9bD0
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqdPlnypv8
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEFGUgHKeI
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9uD2zUzmA
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wjvUCQ9SU
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uo6PgrjPg
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUBexE97KW
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EOzQjqbK4
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKTXEMGmz3
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViyCY5rHSS
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAsQlunUd2
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6wYNgnJet
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E6bh3Hvjt
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGospN8q49S
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa28qmFJsK
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO5JJmCuiJ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBUtBpeMfb
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEpYBdsk3G
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyO64QGxxm
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW8DYhtKub
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm0exqibl7
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLhSZYBq6c
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlSeEoepol
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEcrCwXqKM
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokvQbaa12A
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81RPgheU8A
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaYkvI0zjb
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuHxC1YJNR
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVwdDIv1EA
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw88MVvAumo
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMhM1wyj62
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbnH3bsjwV
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM2nfwy6hS
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡku2uCOYWgM
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQJE8xxrxJ
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uhQHdYt2s
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQvhsA5h90
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngvOcTYSNp
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0wsBOQqlO
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxRLGRTBhS
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOBL4cwxzf
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovXBzFNAPB
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hkHJNCr7r
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfkIU3897H
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqBSqlxZeG
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWHPRigRS3
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn3SMjnP9q
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJfnkNgQ3w
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JIsZIQbYB
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTldEQ7qZsD
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23v5iaNwW8
183Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthSMalfDSM
而在思緒仍未平復之際，大會宣佈我的名字，輪到我上台參賽了………..
ns216.73.216.238da2
