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我跟Joyce討論應否報名參賽，Joyce表現得很雀躍，很想報名的樣子，反而是我有些猶豫，我已很久沒比賽過，雖然近來恢復了練習，但好像還欠缺些什麼，我想，可能是信心吧！
我借口說這些大型歌唱比賽很依賴強勁後台，怎知Joyce這樣的回應:
「我就是你的後台！若果我們一起參賽，我們就是彼此的後台。」
這個比賽會先來一個被稱為海選的過程，但在入圍海選之前，需要上載一段唱歌影片供評審挑選。
為了拍攝影片，我奉獻了我的第一次，到街頭表演，並即場攝錄，直接以表演片段上載供大會選拔。為了吸引評審的眼球，我們捨棄普通busker的一般風格，沒有台風衣著簡約，靜靜的以結他伴奏唱歌。我們打扮到跟正式歌星一樣，穿起從淘寶購入的歌衫，改以卡拉OK音樂伴奏，即席載歌載舞。
我跟Joyce有著同一個心念，反正人到中年時日無多，已經沒有什麼顧慮，沒什麼可以輸，倒不如趁這機會放盡來玩，好讓自己沒有遺憾的離開人世。
我想，我現在有這樣的勇氣，除了來自Joyce的鼓勵，還有更大的原因來自阿儀，我要以身作則，幹一些成績出來，好好鼓勵她讓她振作。況且從現實角度出發，我若果真的可以揚名立萬，賺到豐厚收入，我倆的晚年，才沒後顧之憂。
我跟Joyce順利殺入海選，但大會要求海選的參賽歌曲，不可以跟先前上載的歌曲重複，我們唯有再行挑選。
Joyce說很久沒到過卡拉OK，反正需要選歌，於是跟從她的提議。
最終我選擇了克勤的「當找到妳」參賽，我想憑歌寄意，想不分先後的唱給你和阿儀聽。
Joyce也認為我適合演繹這歌。至於Joyce，她挑選了Connie的「相逢在半生。」
她說唱這歌時有種莫名的感觸，特別是以下幾句歌詞：
「怎麼不跟你早相親，過去各在長路打滾，虧空多少情緣愛債，今相逢在半生…….」
其實感觸的，又豈止是你？
我們大清早到了電視臺，但已經大排長龍，原來直到中年還發著歌星夢的人，多不勝數，我腦海想起星爺某電影的金句：
「沒有夢想跟一條鹹魚沒分別。」
為了不想做鹹魚，大家都施盡渾身解數，標奇立異之輩也不少，但大多不超過十秒就被叮走。我跟Joyce當作趣劇來看，借此舒緩心裡的緊張情緒。
Joyce說昨晚睡得不太好，樣子更顯得有點憔悴，我跟她說說笑話，她回報微笑，但笑得有點生硬。
但其實，我比她更緊張，也許內心真的有著沉重包袱，背負了很多東西，包括個人的成敗榮辱，阿儀的將來等等，有種許勝不許敗的壓力。雖說沒有什麼可以輸，但若果再輸，我基本上一生的成敗，不用蓋棺已可作總結。這些排山倒海的思緒，使得我整個人崩緊起來，先前是我安撫身旁的Joyce，但後來反倒要她鼓勵。
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而在思緒仍未平復之際，大會宣佈我的名字，輪到我上台參賽了………..
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