原來那個關卡,是每位參賽者要邀請一位好朋友或親人跟他合唱,而在比賽前更要拍攝短片,剖白邀請這位親朋好友的原因。
我對那次海選的差劣演出仍有著陰影,況且關係乎Joyce可否再晉級,我害怕我的演出會拖垮她,於是我斷然拒絕。
但她卻史無前例地堅持,密集的發短訊過來:
「我一定要你來!」
「我們不是說過要當彼此的後台嗎?」
「我只想和你唱。」
「你不來,我就唯有退出比賽。」
此刻我已經有一點意亂,之後她更直接來電,說了一句令我很感動的話:
「走到這一步,無論取得冠軍與否,我已經當是贏了,但沒有你跟我同行,我就算拿到冠軍也有遺憾,你若果願意前來,就算最終被淘汰,我也心滿意足!」她更開始抽泣起來,
我第一次聽到她的哭泣,之前她情緒病未癒,也未曾流過一滴眼淚。
我有股想立即向她表白的衝動,若非身處阿儀家中,我已經跟Joyce說出心底話。
踏進電視臺的錄影廠,方發覺面積是這麼細小,我們因為要出鏡,需要讓化妝師在臉上補補粉,我就趁上粉的時間,觀察一下其他參賽者,驚覺到他們帶來的朋友,很多根本是具知名度的圈中人。本來心情一直緊張忐忑,但一看到這批公眾熟悉的面孔,發覺這個比賽只是一場遊戲,忽地有種舒懷的感覺,整個人都放輕了。
Joyce延續著她過往的親切健談,跟其他參賽者和粉絲,或寒暄幾句,或打卡拍照,好不忙碌。她的比賽片段在網上有極高的點擊率,相信經過這個比賽,她大可以放心在歌唱方面發展,不用再做保安埋沒天份。
綵排過後,正式埋位on air。Joyce不斷鼓勵和安撫我,不過我回應說現在心情很輕鬆,到了正式比賽,踏進台階之際,我還跟Joyce說笑,好像不太在乎這比賽般。當然到正式唱歌的時候,我的心情還有一點點激動,但那是因為我終於可以跟她拖手,不讓Jason專美。
我跟Joyce無休止的一路唱著一路目光交流,面上都露出微笑,彼此都感應到心裡面的一些獨特情意,我們這一刻不是在比賽,而是旁若無人地享受熱戀,這短短幾分鐘,我們沐浴在相戀中,我衝破心裡的禁忌豁出去,不再理會別人的目光,以至阿儀會有什麼反應,已經亳不在乎。
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誰再管分不分開,只要在這刻全無拘束的愛….」那一天在她家,她和我想做而未做的事情,在眾目睽睽之下做了,完全沒理會台下的起哄………..