又一個夜。星月之下、傾宮之巔，我伏身抬臀，口舌純熟吞吐履癸胯下剛硬陽物，再三激發他的慾望。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Eix2H0lP1
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嗄——嗄——他喉音乾啞，密集而刺激的快感將他捧上仙境，同時亦把他的身體拖向鬼門關。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9Lq4lJPBk
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呀！他滿足，軟癱玉床呼呼入睡。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMEdo1WEJU
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我為他蓋上薄被擋風。他年紀老邁，貪婪淫穢，賤肉橫生，強蠻粗暴。我至今無法接受自己將要待在這人身邊虛耗一輩子。無可奈何，我沒能選擇。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rUgToNPd3
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月落日出，奴僕依命奉上幾匹上等絹帛，亮麗柔滑，最適合裁紉成國君之女身上衣。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FzApDi62V
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「哈！」我聽到絹帛被自己親手撕成碎片的聲音，快感油然而生——親手毀滅美好事物是多麼痛快！「快！給我找來更多絹帛！」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡas8eTB4ui3
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「我最愛絹帛。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67aDqY1Odv
「我最愛你。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW7ms8ojdV
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履癸說，從下而上情深款款望入我雙眸，彷彿直達靈魂。我分不清楚他在真心談情抑或純粹製造浪漫氛圍以添快感。無論原因為何，我只感到噁心。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuev357fYe
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我撥弄長髮，媚態倍添，趁他分神之時突然以兩快三慢的特殊節奏扭動腰肢，給他帶來一浪接一浪強烈衝激。他氣喘，肥肉微搐微顫，十指緊捏我白晳大腿直至完事，留下十顆紅印。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWOMXGxe9M
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「我最愛你。」履癸出乎意料沒有睡去，繼續情話綿綿。他擔心我思鄉，所以築建傾宮，好讓我可以在高處眺望家鄉。他擔心我在原有殘舊宮殿生活不舒適，所以不惜工本粉飾瑤台。他擔心年輕好動的我覺得後宮生活沉悶，所以命人從各地搜羅有趣新奇玩意……624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0kIacuXIK
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我假笑——624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhMww9wH9M
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「從今日起，你只是貢品。」戰敗當日，父皇語重深長提醒我不再是國君之女。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjN9QG1r7c
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「我是貢品，不是人，沒能思鄉。」我感謝他的絕情，使我至今未曾思鄉。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsht7W3f0zl
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我假笑——624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VXWBr5xao
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撕裂，清脆利落。貢品的絹帛包裝被一雙強蠻粗暴的大手拆開。貪婪淫穢的目光帶來屈辱，賤肉橫生的男體帶來恐懼，強蠻粗暴的權勢帶來憎恨。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD4OUYoazL
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我假笑——624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt528mZZCP
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「我也最愛你。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvYbWcrp3J
履癸的愛賦予我權勢，權勢為我帶來舉國上下的憎恨。向履癸進諫的忠臣越來越少，媚諂的奸侫越來越多。任誰都知道這足以導致毀天滅地的後果。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eU4kUDY4D
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履癸命心腹秘密設置暗道，出口附近常備馬車隊以便逃亡。馬車隊陣容不大，容不下五十人。扣除物資與侍衛、奴僕後，估計最終只有十名宗室能登上馬車。我瞭解履癸——他是個自私的聰明人。我和他同是眾矢之的，一起逃亡會方便敵人追捕。若果他偷偷棄我而去，我就會成為誘餌，誤導敵人，增加他逃脫機會。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MOVBc8Z8A
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我佯裝毫不知情，繼續享樂。越不安，越放縱。越憤怒，越狂野。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtdvVWafKX
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我的身心不該如此被蹂躪！我的人生不該如此被踐踏！我的生命不該如此被結束！624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMuTSTxn1n
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「你有煩惱？」履癸似乎察覺我心緒不寧，突然反客為主，翻身將我壓在身下。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6el51l3gJn
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「我……」我沒料到他有此一著，既驚且恐，霎時反應不來。他年邁體弱，房事於他越益吃力，不得不由早期男上女下的主動體位改為近年平躺床上享受服侍的位置。他現在一反常態，可能在打甚麼鬼主意。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4khbxfiH2e
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「別想太多。」他一指輕碰我唇，封住我的思路：「閉上眼睛好好放鬆。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrgtlhSnLr
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我長年處於信任與猜疑交界，身心俱疲。他簡單兩句竟使我理智驀地斷線，眼淚徐緩細流，乖乖閉眼，將身心內外託付予他。今夜的他細膩溫柔，若鳥羽，如貓舌，似花瓣。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztawNM6Uz5
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不安退去，憤怒消散。長埋心底的委屈以呻吟之態宣洩盡出，妖嬈卻淒楚，極樂卻哀怨。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiEW538csa
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完事。我力竭昏睡，迷糊間察覺耳邊唇溫：「我最愛你。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY9NkMYqI8
翌日，日上三竿，我被惡毒日照喚醒。放鬆，惺忪，環視四周。履癸不在，奴僕不在，絹帛不在……624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7htmkzceik
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不對勁！絹帛不在！奴僕們今日沒有如常工作！624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzNsjBJFKx
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我撲至窗前，驚見內亂戰火已蔓延至城邊。今日是逃走的最後時機！624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DcQ3rm7Rd
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抑或……624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOutPX5K49E
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我已錯過逃走時機？624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEs41jsmVL
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無暇整理衣衫髮髻，慌忙奔往暗道。沿路一片狼藉，人人公然打砸搶燒。我沒有阻止，一心只想趕上車隊。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gWuEdnedV
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怕死？當然怕死，但我更怕要接受履癸對我從無半點愛意！他日日說最愛我，我一直不相信，僅報以虛情假意。不過昨夜……我竟開始相信……624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdv7gm1iwTU
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淚眼矇矓。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLHrzfhPBh
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相信甚麼？相信愛？相信這是真愛？624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mzUE4kvKi
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腳步戛然止住。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIlBUogsy7
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「妹喜！你在哪？」履癸嘶啞喊喚聲從前方走廊拐角處傳來。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWbAyDvT1R
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我不敢置信，喜極而泣。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5Zpn02M9O
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履癸竟不顧眾人勸阻，擅離馬車隊，獨挑大刀回宮救我！624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwa6JCmlBr
我和履癸身披蓑衣，腳踏草鞋，穿林逃難。最後與十多名災民擠在簡陋小舟渡河至未經開發的島嶼，隱姓埋名，重新生活。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWolK2QJTk
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兩年後，履癸撒手人寰。臨終前，他對我說：「我最愛你。」624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu70xcVlNg
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我沒有傷心，因為我對他無愛。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ffOOFZEed
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但是，他的愛是我這輩子唯一可以永遠獨享的珍貴事物，為我這輩子遭受過的一切屈辱、恐懼、憎恨添上意義。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSfY6Pe7aZ
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感動。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacY2J1sgHB
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感激生命種種。624Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEzeg7dERu
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