嘎嘎的前言:78Please respect copyright.PENANACe1bcLSZal
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˙沒想到這麼快就到小堤的生日了(遙望)前兩個禮拜寫完後我就逍~遙~到了現在xd 前兩天回神才發現”欸!小堤生日快到了!”時間過真快,趕緊來最後的修稿xdddd78Please respect copyright.PENANA9cfiSjVQ2K
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˙和涉澤的慶生文不同(沒那麼吵xd),這篇是從小堤視角&小時候開始的。想寫一些關於小堤自己的家庭的事,畢竟《關於下午茶》中大多都是涉澤家和涉澤的家人佔得滿滿的xd那時就算想再塞些小堤家的事也塞不進去了啊xddddd78Please respect copyright.PENANAZJw8hOK3rc
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˙我後來覺得自己愈來愈喜歡小堤啊  ̄ ▽  ̄78Please respect copyright.PENANAVwkn5eylfc
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小堤健太郎有個音樂盒。78Please respect copyright.PENANAuuZQuwODyT
那是他從已病逝的媽媽那得到的禮物,打開來旋轉發條就能聽到輕盈的旋律從其中傳來。帶著爽朗的笑容他注視著正傳來音樂的正方形音樂盒。78Please respect copyright.PENANAXbRa8ALuzH
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「媽媽妳也有聽到嗎?」他趴在窗沿,視線從音樂盒轉往向上抬頭注視著天空,在小學生的眼中似乎能夠捕捉到從音樂盒冒出的一個個音符標上天空的場景。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMCnka0h4zz
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小堤閉上眼睛想像著那樣好聽漂亮的音符傳達到天空的樣子。78Please respect copyright.PENANAP9JQhdKsSh
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『好漂亮~~』78Please respect copyright.PENANAowDwKRw0oG
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嘴角撇著,原先趴在窗邊的男孩倏地跳起來。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8xxS7D1RWI
抓著放置在旁邊的運動毛巾。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEPahrXG6NI
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「好!今天也要努力!」小堤大喊了一聲就往玄關外衝。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjJzRlwIE2n
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在活力十足的小孩奔跑出去後,明亮的客廳安靜了下來。78Please respect copyright.PENANAPdB1Bt98jO
落地窗附近靠沙發椅的置物櫃上有張照片,上頭是一家三口的合照,每一個都笑得相當開心,健太郎在正中間左手邊的爸爸用力的揉著他的頭,兩人臉上的笑容是相同的爽朗。78Please respect copyright.PENANACE80Z0tVEz
至於右手邊則是健太郎最喜歡的媽媽。78Please respect copyright.PENANANaehcxQZOP
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被留在原位的音樂盒還是響著悅耳的音樂。78Please respect copyright.PENANAIcMJJ1FnWn
窗戶也依舊是開著,這時在另一邊的房門打開了,頭髮有些亂翹的小堤爸爸站在那。78Please respect copyright.PENANAo8TEnfdgt5
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「唉呀~~那孩子又忘了關窗戶~~」小堤勇人抓了抓頭走過去將窗戶關上,然後注意到放置在那的音樂盒,微笑著,「早安啊~薰。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAjoTLiQMZiA
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他溫柔的拿起音樂盒闔上放到合照前面。78Please respect copyright.PENANA74QfoPpaVT
伸了個懶腰後,打開冰箱撇了幾眼,再慢慢的踱步走向浴室。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMFq2nys0HB
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時鐘顯示的時間為早晨5:30,小堤一家一天的開始和還有媽媽在的時候一樣,都是從5點開始的。在身為媽媽的薰生病之前健太郎就迷上足球擔任守門員。78Please respect copyright.PENANAG6pRzTrjmL
那段簡短的日子便當、開水那些都是薰在準備,然後薰會去看那孩子的每一場練習賽,就算只是在場邊當後補她也會去。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZfB98l3swk
那張合照就是健太郎首次擔任先發比完賽後拍的。78Please respect copyright.PENANAUftGEr9wet
然後……他的薰就生病住院,開始很長期的抗病過程。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8g5LPdwrmk
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「啊啊啊~~想太遠了,一個小時候健太郎就會回來了……早餐要做些什麼好呢?」小堤勇人一手抓著牙刷一邊思考著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYgLJcRZdtE
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他最愛的人離開已經快要一年了,健太郎也即將升上五年級。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3U811RpiV5
薄荷口味的牙膏在嘴中蔓延開來,在那時他原本以為自己再也無法振作起來,但只要看著健太郎-這個他和薰共同也是唯一的孩子的笑容,那份不安和孤獨就會被驅散。78Please respect copyright.PENANAkZqV8eZ31p
那孩子愛上了足球,一開始是自己無意中帶著他玩的,沒想到健太郎會如此的喜歡並且不停的磨練守球門的技巧。78Please respect copyright.PENANApRMskIMjxD
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「那就做個蛋捲外加煎培根給他的努力一個鼓勵好了!」小堤勇人嗽好口,望著鏡子豪邁的笑著,然後步出浴室像個早起的大叔般肩上披了條毛巾。78Please respect copyright.PENANAOpOrddl1sq
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〝嘿咻〞一聲蹲在冰箱前拿出需要用到的食材,又〝嘿咻〞一聲扶著膝蓋站起。78Please respect copyright.PENANAiiMPUb1pYx
他今年34歲但舉止行為卻已經像個大叔般,不過是個陽光大叔就是了。抓了抓頭他把那堆東西放在距離沒幾步的廚房平台上。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnApn3gmCnS
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34歲,這個年紀有的人是單身的菁英份子,大公司有頭銜的人。78Please respect copyright.PENANANgysJQyDGD
他的同學不少是這樣,也有的是平凡的上班族,而他選擇了自由度更寬廣的人生,用金錢來換取的,因為他深深明白自己不適合從事一般公司制度的工作。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3a8SsXqJ5X
他喜歡陽光、奔跑的感覺,也喜歡音樂和泡茶。也是因為這樣他才能認識到薰。78Please respect copyright.PENANA0oUyL6ef1S
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最初開始他確實和很多同學一樣,進入到公司上班,壓抑著每天每天都感到相當的窒息,然後他發現在安靜的一角有間很寧靜的下午茶店。他喜歡那間店的氣息。78Please respect copyright.PENANAT0oD6TtC9c
薰是那裡的店長,他們就是那樣慢慢認識的。78Please respect copyright.PENANASiVBeHmCiZ
因為他們總是有好多話題能聊,喜好很接近,他總是默默的羨慕著她。在那間店裡薰似乎總是很安心、很快樂,他希望自己也能像她一樣……78Please respect copyright.PENANA1W4dsbMl7S
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於是在那天的午後,他灌了罐紅茶後提了離職。78Please respect copyright.PENANAt6iKMyvyd0
在那之後他考取了些執照,包括卡車的、怪手的、導遊的,逐漸的開始在國內外帶團旅遊的生活,去了不少地方、看了很多很新奇的事物,而他總是不忘回到那間店和薰分享這一切。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQiOi6NTbMs
那把被他塵封的小提琴在他離職的那天拿了出來,換好弦繼續的演奏下去,有時候店裡沒什麼人他會用那把小提琴拉些好聽的曲子給薰。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjFSE7bi8nZ
他們就是這樣慢慢的交往著,直到後來求婚、薰的微笑答應、結婚。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAivEUtWFeo
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「那時候真的~好幸福啊~」勇人帶著淡淡的淺笑煎著培根。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXISt1M9K
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之後他們靠貸款買下這間在東京郊區不算大的房子,還是一棟普通的公寓。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8DuZUKJkTR
但對他們來說這就是剛剛好的幸福,他將導遊的工作辭了這樣才不用經常和薰分離,改找份開車載送商品的宅急便工作,薰則還是繼續經營那間下午茶店。78Please respect copyright.PENANARB0FiFanrd
而後孩子出生,很平淡一般的幸福但他們真的很快樂,然後……在健太郎升上三年級那年薰病倒了……往返醫院和家裡的日子算不上艱辛,只是那時他很害怕,不安於那個溫柔的薰是不是要消失了?78Please respect copyright.PENANAV7WxW48pnc
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『一點也不可怕噢~~沒事的。』78Please respect copyright.PENANAB0u20V16T8
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他還能回想起那個溫柔的嗓音笑著這麼說,連同撫摸自己頭部的溫度和暖度……78Please respect copyright.PENANAo4nTxXKe4T
一年的努力後薰還是走了,但至少在離去前她回到這裡和自己還有健太郎一起生活了將近半年左右,走的時候絲毫沒感覺到痛苦就只是睡著了而已。78Please respect copyright.PENANAf0mm1BH0QG
他記得那天握著的薰的手和逐漸靠過來的重量。78Please respect copyright.PENANAzWrnGVCitp
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『勇人,都交給你囉~~家裡要維持乾淨,知道嗎?』78Please respect copyright.PENANAw04MvKf0P4
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這句話就是她最後留給他的話。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGTxunEUzxI
包含在其中的有很多,像是要好好照顧健太郎、維持好一個家、房貸……就是因為夠信任他所以她才能這麼放心的離開。於是他後來開起卡車載送長途的貨品,這樣的工作只要接得多賺得也不會太少,同時要調配時間也方便。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZvzKDxOWXZ
再怎麼說……都不能讓已經失去媽媽的孩子更加孤單吧。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJqgIjeA9wZ
健太郎每一場的球賽、校慶、家長會他都盡力排除萬難去參加,有時假日他也會帶健太郎去走走,和一般家庭一樣。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9qHhDSXn6O
在薰離開後很奇妙的他沒有太多的感覺,每一天醒來、入眠的時刻他都覺得她就在身邊對著自己微笑,閉上眼他就能感覺到。78Please respect copyright.PENANAVLGDZuJvxW
然後不知不覺薰去世已經過了一年。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQavu0kLQ78
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「今天是做煎培根和蛋捲噢~~還有牛奶~~」小堤勇人邊炒著平底鍋內的食材邊帶著微笑說著,「薰啊~~我有好好照顧健太郎,你放心吧。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAQESOX4v28x
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從那天之後,他養成了邊做事邊和薰報告的習慣。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGFb3QZC1p4
將煮好的早餐裝盤好,放在各自的位子上他坐了下來,抬起頭看著牆上的時鐘。還有五分鐘就六點半了,那孩子快回來了……78Please respect copyright.PENANA4xGHN7qjzd
望著對面空蕩蕩的椅子他發著呆,回想起那天默默哭得唏哩嘩啦兒子。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYMnr6MZCXA
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在那之後他們都有一小段時間無法適應,但也很快的重整好心情。78Please respect copyright.PENANAkwU8HcsEMA
健太郎沒多久就又恢復往成的活力,他知道那孩子懂得真正的堅強也知道那傢伙明白該怎麼做才能讓他喜歡的媽媽安心。78Please respect copyright.PENANAd3eKw3A1y4
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「還好有你呢~~不然爸爸不知道該怎麼辦才好。」小堤勇人靠著椅背抬起頭呼了口氣,唇邊是很溫暖的微笑。78Please respect copyright.PENANAoHXSeP10kd
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〝咖、砰!〞78Please respect copyright.PENANAloqSbhPwzq
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「爸~~我回來了!」相當有活力的小孩大吼聲從門那邊傳過來,還伴隨著大門被用力關上的聲響。78Please respect copyright.PENANA2DxvX89LTU
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原先望著天花板的他,恢復姿勢帶著無奈的笑容看著坐在玄關努力脫掉球鞋的傢伙。78Please respect copyright.PENANAlL3Cfz6eCQ
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「先去洗手……不!你還是去沖個澡好了。」78Please respect copyright.PENANATHDSmg0HkA
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「好~~3分鐘就好!等我一起吃早餐!」78Please respect copyright.PENANA8RnK8G5mb3
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只見活力十足的小男孩一把抓起放置在沙發上早就準備好的衣物,接著碰碰碰的衝進位於廚房旁的浴室中,邊跑邊脫等抵達浴室時只剩件白底繡著黃色的小鴨內褲。78Please respect copyright.PENANArNh4kAV2Yo
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「等等!記得要把髒衣服丟在外頭的竹籃裡啊!」他忍不住高聲提醒著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnwUtFCuKXc
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「好!」隨著相當有精神的回應就是浴室大門碰一聲被關上,沒多久就聽到水嘩啦嘩啦的聲響。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJbmaVGt3uF
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看著放在那的電子鐘,不到兩分鐘浴室門就被打開了。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9zDjhE2Kso
一團熱氣散開,帶著清爽笑容的小男孩用披在肩膀上的毛巾擦拭著頭髮。78Please respect copyright.PENANAWakCX833sB
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「呀~~活過來了!喝水喝水~~」小堤邊擦著頭髮邊走向廚房,倒了杯開水接著咕嚕咕嚕的灌下肚,「哈!得救了!」78Please respect copyright.PENANAHO5LRxo2Ms
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小堤爸爸用著饒富有趣的神情和笑容觀看著自己兒子一手豪邁舉起杯子一手插著腰的喝水姿態,喝完後還用手抹了抹嘴巴接著笑得一臉爽朗的樣子,這讓他忍不住想吐槽……XD78Please respect copyright.PENANAXzBH8xocbP
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「你呀~~喝個水像老人一樣,你爸爸我就算了,你才幾歲啊?」望著啪啪啪走過來開心的看著早餐的健太郎,他忍不住伸出手用力的揉了揉兒子的頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAttUjazJJDq
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「哈哈哈哈~~爸~~別鬧了啦~~」努力的掙脫老爸的大手,小堤笑得相當的燦爛,眼睛閃閃發光的拿起餐具後才看著把手伸回去的爸爸,「這樣才好啊~~兒子和你像不好嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAoxZNcgH9oi
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「虧你說的出口。沒辦法啊我們父子就是太像了。早知道該多生個女兒,像你媽媽那樣溫柔不知道該有多好……」小堤爸爸摸著頭自顧自的説著,注意到空氣中突然的沉默抬起頭看到坐在那有些落寞的兒子。「健太郎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAxbySRZLovg
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「爸爸……我還是……有點想媽媽……」78Please respect copyright.PENANA3eJTgGX99r
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小堤垂著頭放下原先握在手中的餐具。78Please respect copyright.PENANAWxjLyWe6AO
看著這樣的兒子他默默的嘆了口氣,對著健太郎招了招手。78Please respect copyright.PENANAqUWixrbMOz
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「過來吧。」78Please respect copyright.PENANARAltNezND3
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很沒精神的走到爸爸面前,默默的站在那……一秒、兩秒……然後用力的撲進爸爸的懷裡。78Please respect copyright.PENANA520nI4Nvay
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「好乖好乖~~」像是摸狗狗般小堤勇人大力的搓揉著健太郎的頭,緊緊抱著在他耳邊輕輕的説,「媽媽不喜歡看到健太郎哭的~~要勇敢噢~~」78Please respect copyright.PENANA7YNsibtmpZ
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早晨小堤家的餐廳相當寧靜。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qp8kRJJLT
爸爸抱著有些重量的兒子輕輕的搖晃著,哼起屬於他們這一家人回憶歌曲。那是放置在沙發旁矮櫃上的音樂盒中會傳來的音樂。屬於媽媽的歌……78Please respect copyright.PENANA4Zx68FSpnx
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「那我出門囉~」78Please respect copyright.PENANA4xAk82rlzD
「路上小心。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAN2pGVafWUa
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健太郎帶著笑容有活力的在玄關大喊著,至於小堤爸爸則是帶著溫柔的笑容對著他揮揮手,送他出門上學。就和每一天一樣。78Please respect copyright.PENANAydx7eJbiBd
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「隱連者~~♪忍者~~忍者~~」小堤邊哼著朝日電視台每周五下午17點到17點半播放的戰隊主題曲邊下樓,只有那個時間他會不練球準時回到家裡就為了看這個節目。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAfyISMpx7Q
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今年播的戰隊主題是忍者,他真的覺得酷斃了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAFgk1CXYKP3
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「作業寫了、便當帶了、足球和手套也帶了……嗯~~」站在公寓大樓面對著巷子他左右晃著腦袋檢試著,然後露出一抹自信的笑容,「好!今天也要好好學習還有練球!」78Please respect copyright.PENANAR3AWjgKnEu
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大喊一聲後,健太郎兩手握著書包的背帶一路就往學校的路途衝。扛在肩上裝在網袋中的足球和手套隨著跑步的幅度敲擊著他的背。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3aNrU1go2U
迎面走來一個和自己年紀差不多但神色相當沉穩的褐髮男孩,他帶著開心的笑容繼續向前邁步奔跑著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAowH6efhuXv
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「嗯?」擦身而過的瞬間涉澤克朗除了感受到因對方的奔跑而產生的一陣風之外,他還感覺到某種熟悉感,那大概可以算得上是守門員的直覺吧。連同一起的還有傳送到耳邊輕淡的音樂盒的聲音。78Please respect copyright.PENANA92gH2sVmON
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他停下腳步回頭望著早就跑遠相當有活力的背影,淡笑著:「一大早的還真是有精神哪~~」78Please respect copyright.PENANAx1G4A0F52t
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直到那個背影消失在遠處的轉角,他才微笑著轉回視線打算繼續向前走。78Please respect copyright.PENANA1VOAl5kgTr
腦袋中突然的浮現出剛才那個和自己年紀差不多的男孩跑過身邊時背上的球袋和手套,想到這他閉上眼旋即又張開,露出自信的笑容。78Please respect copyright.PENANACIk5KgaisK
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「是守門員吧,希望有天還會碰面。」涉澤看著自己的手掌這麼說,隨後淺笑著搖搖頭要自己別莫明的在意這短短的相遇,然後他繼續邁步向前。78Please respect copyright.PENANAixlg0eNsl6
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黑髮的小男孩爽朗活潑的笑著繼續跑向學校,褐髮的沉穩男孩則是悠悠哉哉的朝著反方向尋找著能夠自主練習的地方。78Please respect copyright.PENANAfBze25bgiz
背對著往反方向前進的兩位守門員,大概沒預料到三年後還真的在球場上遇到了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAOPp18kS8fl
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空氣中有著淡淡的音符飆揚著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAtSBowpTXWS
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「真是的~~說過好幾次了,健太郎這傢伙又忘了關窗。」小堤家已經收拾好碗盤的小堤爸爸無奈的看著在落地窗附近大辣辣打開的窗戶,關上、拿起放置在窗沿的音樂盒放回沙發附近的矮櫃上。78Please respect copyright.PENANATj22na9coF
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他帶著懷念的微笑看著那張照片,隨後拿起外出的包包和便當對著屋內喊了聲:「薰~~我出門囉~~」78Please respect copyright.PENANAk9nncxmgnu
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在大門關上後,屋內恢復了寧靜。78Please respect copyright.PENANACOC7lfBRRS
放置音樂盒的矮櫃被落地窗照射進來的柔和光芒包圍著,幾個音符不經意的再次流瀉出來,全家福的合照上媽媽的笑容相當的燦爛和開心。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9y4rDCeJyr
或許她都知道了,知道多年後自己的孩子會碰上剛才擦身而過的沉穩男孩吧。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMcuwglqg1E
所以偷偷的趁著忘了關上的窗戶和還在響著音樂傳送音符的音樂盒去看了一下,然後她真的放心了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAA0e4k7f9yx
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音樂盒繼續叮叮噹噹的演奏著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAoKQQ7eawsy
是很舒服的一天呢~~78Please respect copyright.PENANAced2xnXh1n
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「健太郎。」78Please respect copyright.PENANALEanCEyqEB
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從背後傳來的呼喚讓原本趴在窗沿上陷入回憶的他轉回頭,還沒來得及看清楚就被對方從後緊緊的擁抱著。放置在窗沿的音樂盒安靜的躺在那。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQv4R8OzuZA
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「嗚啊!涉澤你幹嘛啊!」78Please respect copyright.PENANAHZiQwXbdts
「哈哈~~抱歉抱歉,太久沒見了。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAC4H3kgy3RT
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小堤感受到緊擁著自己的手鬆開了點,馬上掙脫回過頭看到的就是涉澤一臉不好意思的抓著頭,臉上有著靦腆的笑容。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQkn7j2Azmt
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「每天在店裡都有見面,這樣還算太久沒見嗎?」忍不住的調侃著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJMGWOJ720Z
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3cFNXxFIhd
「嘛~~那不太一樣,店裡每天都很忙,我也幾乎都在內場……」涉澤又害羞的抓了抓頭,吞下去的話大概就是〝每天回來家裡也晚了,連抱一下都還會擔心會不會耽誤到你的睡眠時間。〞78Please respect copyright.PENANAcIdykWAlOh
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他們一起開了間下午茶店。78Please respect copyright.PENANA0auHXH41QX
今年的七月份才開幕但生意一直都很好,不過不管怎麼說今天這個日子他都是不會忘記的,過去在國外踢球的那幾年也好或是之後在義大利學習料理的時候,小堤的生日禮物他總是無法在當天送出親口對著對方說〝生日快樂〞,但……今年不一樣了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAUcbKecSUP
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「健太郎,生日快樂。」他輕輕的擁著對方,在小堤耳邊小聲的説著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAHR6nFf4aKk
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寬大的手一伸拿起放置在那的音樂盒,轉動起發條。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9zLoRMEQRx
78Please respect copyright.PENANAYOFEqUTemj
「早說過它已經壞了,發不出聲音了……」小堤看著那個音樂盒有些落寞的垂下頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYUTNfm3fMU
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帶著淺淺的微笑和俏皮的神情,涉澤對著小堤眨了眨眼。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3AfoPgxgQO
繼續轉動著發條然後將那個有些老舊的音樂盒放回窗戶邊。從中傳來和最初相同的溫柔音符。在涉澤懷中的小堤瞬間張大了眼睛難以置信的趴到窗沿上盯著音樂盒看。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZmkfNnxuGL
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「這……這個!」他捧著音樂盒回頭看著在身後的涉澤,臉上是滿滿的驚喜神情。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnGPauzKTFq
78Please respect copyright.PENANAU1k5zTdVic
「你最愛的音樂盒的金屬梳齒生鏽了,我花了點時間才找到優良的工匠打造符合這個音樂盒尺寸的梳齒,還指定要這首曲子。」涉澤揉了揉他的頭,蹲下又是一個從後方來的擁抱,他靠到他耳邊輕輕的詢問著,「你喜歡嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAKFREe96uwX
78Please respect copyright.PENANAOVVF9QqyZw
「嗯!」小堤珍惜的抱著那個音樂盒,有些感動想哭的眼睛閃閃發光的看著涉澤,然後用力的點頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAmXLMKNlI2q
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3pQM9xkfLy
「呵~~那就好。」寵溺的又揉了揉對方的腦袋,涉澤繼續緊抱著小堤,他總是說這是攝取補充養分。笑78Please respect copyright.PENANAf8vVpfiqzQ
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很難得的乖乖的被抱著的營養來源-小堤 健太郎。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYFiKU3BOu4
他在涉澤懷中艱難的呼吸著,原來……原來這個人連這麼一點小事都有注意到啊~~這個音樂盒是從開店的那個月開始突然再也發不出聲音來,忙碌的生活讓他連拿去檢查都沒辦法,沒想到……78Please respect copyright.PENANAzJJy6sWgqk
78Please respect copyright.PENANAKF69ulXnVq
「謝謝你。」這麼說著,小堤抬起頭湊了過去在涉澤臉頰上親了一下。78Please respect copyright.PENANAvSYNdUifcq
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這突然的舉動讓涉澤愣了下,低頭對看然後兩人很有默契的同時有些害羞的笑了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAncXWVREbqz
空白了幾秒,大大的手掌輕柔的抓住小堤的下巴抬起,吻上。78Please respect copyright.PENANAgaJLRaP3sG
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打開的音樂盒繼續演奏著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjDCOdI8aiM
它一路陪著小堤,在媽媽消失之後、在和涉澤相遇之後,今後也會一直一直陪伴下去。窗外的陽光真的很溫暖呢,和那天初次的擦身而過時一樣的暖度~~78Please respect copyright.PENANANoKMDofgSx
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˙沒想到這麼快就到小堤的生日了(遙望)前兩個禮拜寫完後我就逍~遙~到了現在xd 前兩天回神才發現”欸!小堤生日快到了!”時間過真快,趕緊來最後的修稿xdddd78Please respect copyright.PENANA9cfiSjVQ2K
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˙和涉澤的慶生文不同(沒那麼吵xd),這篇是從小堤視角&小時候開始的。想寫一些關於小堤自己的家庭的事,畢竟《關於下午茶》中大多都是涉澤家和涉澤的家人佔得滿滿的xd那時就算想再塞些小堤家的事也塞不進去了啊xddddd78Please respect copyright.PENANAZJw8hOK3rc
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˙我後來覺得自己愈來愈喜歡小堤啊  ̄ ▽  ̄78Please respect copyright.PENANAVwkn5eylfc
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小堤健太郎有個音樂盒。78Please respect copyright.PENANAuuZQuwODyT
那是他從已病逝的媽媽那得到的禮物,打開來旋轉發條就能聽到輕盈的旋律從其中傳來。帶著爽朗的笑容他注視著正傳來音樂的正方形音樂盒。78Please respect copyright.PENANAXbRa8ALuzH
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「媽媽妳也有聽到嗎?」他趴在窗沿,視線從音樂盒轉往向上抬頭注視著天空,在小學生的眼中似乎能夠捕捉到從音樂盒冒出的一個個音符標上天空的場景。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMCnka0h4zz
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小堤閉上眼睛想像著那樣好聽漂亮的音符傳達到天空的樣子。78Please respect copyright.PENANAP9JQhdKsSh
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『好漂亮~~』78Please respect copyright.PENANAowDwKRw0oG
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嘴角撇著,原先趴在窗邊的男孩倏地跳起來。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8xxS7D1RWI
抓著放置在旁邊的運動毛巾。78Please respect copyright.PENANAEPahrXG6NI
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「好!今天也要努力!」小堤大喊了一聲就往玄關外衝。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjJzRlwIE2n
78Please respect copyright.PENANAaYhuWR7xOn
在活力十足的小孩奔跑出去後,明亮的客廳安靜了下來。78Please respect copyright.PENANAPdB1Bt98jO
落地窗附近靠沙發椅的置物櫃上有張照片,上頭是一家三口的合照,每一個都笑得相當開心,健太郎在正中間左手邊的爸爸用力的揉著他的頭,兩人臉上的笑容是相同的爽朗。78Please respect copyright.PENANACE80Z0tVEz
至於右手邊則是健太郎最喜歡的媽媽。78Please respect copyright.PENANANaehcxQZOP
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被留在原位的音樂盒還是響著悅耳的音樂。78Please respect copyright.PENANAIcMJJ1FnWn
窗戶也依舊是開著,這時在另一邊的房門打開了,頭髮有些亂翹的小堤爸爸站在那。78Please respect copyright.PENANAo8TEnfdgt5
78Please respect copyright.PENANAoRfb8VL4yG
「唉呀~~那孩子又忘了關窗戶~~」小堤勇人抓了抓頭走過去將窗戶關上,然後注意到放置在那的音樂盒,微笑著,「早安啊~薰。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAjoTLiQMZiA
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他溫柔的拿起音樂盒闔上放到合照前面。78Please respect copyright.PENANA74QfoPpaVT
伸了個懶腰後,打開冰箱撇了幾眼,再慢慢的踱步走向浴室。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMFq2nys0HB
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時鐘顯示的時間為早晨5:30,小堤一家一天的開始和還有媽媽在的時候一樣,都是從5點開始的。在身為媽媽的薰生病之前健太郎就迷上足球擔任守門員。78Please respect copyright.PENANAG6pRzTrjmL
那段簡短的日子便當、開水那些都是薰在準備,然後薰會去看那孩子的每一場練習賽,就算只是在場邊當後補她也會去。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZfB98l3swk
那張合照就是健太郎首次擔任先發比完賽後拍的。78Please respect copyright.PENANAUftGEr9wet
然後……他的薰就生病住院,開始很長期的抗病過程。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8g5LPdwrmk
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「啊啊啊~~想太遠了,一個小時候健太郎就會回來了……早餐要做些什麼好呢?」小堤勇人一手抓著牙刷一邊思考著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYgLJcRZdtE
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他最愛的人離開已經快要一年了,健太郎也即將升上五年級。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3U811RpiV5
薄荷口味的牙膏在嘴中蔓延開來,在那時他原本以為自己再也無法振作起來,但只要看著健太郎-這個他和薰共同也是唯一的孩子的笑容,那份不安和孤獨就會被驅散。78Please respect copyright.PENANAkZqV8eZ31p
那孩子愛上了足球,一開始是自己無意中帶著他玩的,沒想到健太郎會如此的喜歡並且不停的磨練守球門的技巧。78Please respect copyright.PENANApRMskIMjxD
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「那就做個蛋捲外加煎培根給他的努力一個鼓勵好了!」小堤勇人嗽好口,望著鏡子豪邁的笑著,然後步出浴室像個早起的大叔般肩上披了條毛巾。78Please respect copyright.PENANAOpOrddl1sq
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〝嘿咻〞一聲蹲在冰箱前拿出需要用到的食材,又〝嘿咻〞一聲扶著膝蓋站起。78Please respect copyright.PENANAiiMPUb1pYx
他今年34歲但舉止行為卻已經像個大叔般,不過是個陽光大叔就是了。抓了抓頭他把那堆東西放在距離沒幾步的廚房平台上。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnApn3gmCnS
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34歲,這個年紀有的人是單身的菁英份子,大公司有頭銜的人。78Please respect copyright.PENANANgysJQyDGD
他的同學不少是這樣,也有的是平凡的上班族,而他選擇了自由度更寬廣的人生,用金錢來換取的,因為他深深明白自己不適合從事一般公司制度的工作。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3a8SsXqJ5X
他喜歡陽光、奔跑的感覺,也喜歡音樂和泡茶。也是因為這樣他才能認識到薰。78Please respect copyright.PENANA0oUyL6ef1S
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最初開始他確實和很多同學一樣,進入到公司上班,壓抑著每天每天都感到相當的窒息,然後他發現在安靜的一角有間很寧靜的下午茶店。他喜歡那間店的氣息。78Please respect copyright.PENANAT0oD6TtC9c
薰是那裡的店長,他們就是那樣慢慢認識的。78Please respect copyright.PENANASiVBeHmCiZ
因為他們總是有好多話題能聊,喜好很接近,他總是默默的羨慕著她。在那間店裡薰似乎總是很安心、很快樂,他希望自己也能像她一樣……78Please respect copyright.PENANA1W4dsbMl7S
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於是在那天的午後,他灌了罐紅茶後提了離職。78Please respect copyright.PENANAt6iKMyvyd0
在那之後他考取了些執照,包括卡車的、怪手的、導遊的,逐漸的開始在國內外帶團旅遊的生活,去了不少地方、看了很多很新奇的事物,而他總是不忘回到那間店和薰分享這一切。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQiOi6NTbMs
那把被他塵封的小提琴在他離職的那天拿了出來,換好弦繼續的演奏下去,有時候店裡沒什麼人他會用那把小提琴拉些好聽的曲子給薰。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjFSE7bi8nZ
他們就是這樣慢慢的交往著,直到後來求婚、薰的微笑答應、結婚。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAivEUtWFeo
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「那時候真的~好幸福啊~」勇人帶著淡淡的淺笑煎著培根。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGZXISt1M9K
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之後他們靠貸款買下這間在東京郊區不算大的房子,還是一棟普通的公寓。78Please respect copyright.PENANA8DuZUKJkTR
但對他們來說這就是剛剛好的幸福,他將導遊的工作辭了這樣才不用經常和薰分離,改找份開車載送商品的宅急便工作,薰則還是繼續經營那間下午茶店。78Please respect copyright.PENANARB0FiFanrd
而後孩子出生,很平淡一般的幸福但他們真的很快樂,然後……在健太郎升上三年級那年薰病倒了……往返醫院和家裡的日子算不上艱辛,只是那時他很害怕,不安於那個溫柔的薰是不是要消失了?78Please respect copyright.PENANAV7WxW48pnc
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『一點也不可怕噢~~沒事的。』78Please respect copyright.PENANAB0u20V16T8
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他還能回想起那個溫柔的嗓音笑著這麼說,連同撫摸自己頭部的溫度和暖度……78Please respect copyright.PENANAo4nTxXKe4T
一年的努力後薰還是走了,但至少在離去前她回到這裡和自己還有健太郎一起生活了將近半年左右,走的時候絲毫沒感覺到痛苦就只是睡著了而已。78Please respect copyright.PENANAf0mm1BH0QG
他記得那天握著的薰的手和逐漸靠過來的重量。78Please respect copyright.PENANAzWrnGVCitp
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『勇人,都交給你囉~~家裡要維持乾淨,知道嗎?』78Please respect copyright.PENANAw04MvKf0P4
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這句話就是她最後留給他的話。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGTxunEUzxI
包含在其中的有很多,像是要好好照顧健太郎、維持好一個家、房貸……就是因為夠信任他所以她才能這麼放心的離開。於是他後來開起卡車載送長途的貨品,這樣的工作只要接得多賺得也不會太少,同時要調配時間也方便。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZvzKDxOWXZ
再怎麼說……都不能讓已經失去媽媽的孩子更加孤單吧。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJqgIjeA9wZ
健太郎每一場的球賽、校慶、家長會他都盡力排除萬難去參加,有時假日他也會帶健太郎去走走,和一般家庭一樣。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9qHhDSXn6O
在薰離開後很奇妙的他沒有太多的感覺,每一天醒來、入眠的時刻他都覺得她就在身邊對著自己微笑,閉上眼他就能感覺到。78Please respect copyright.PENANAVLGDZuJvxW
然後不知不覺薰去世已經過了一年。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQavu0kLQ78
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「今天是做煎培根和蛋捲噢~~還有牛奶~~」小堤勇人邊炒著平底鍋內的食材邊帶著微笑說著,「薰啊~~我有好好照顧健太郎,你放心吧。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAQESOX4v28x
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從那天之後,他養成了邊做事邊和薰報告的習慣。78Please respect copyright.PENANAGFb3QZC1p4
將煮好的早餐裝盤好,放在各自的位子上他坐了下來,抬起頭看著牆上的時鐘。還有五分鐘就六點半了,那孩子快回來了……78Please respect copyright.PENANA4xGHN7qjzd
望著對面空蕩蕩的椅子他發著呆,回想起那天默默哭得唏哩嘩啦兒子。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYMnr6MZCXA
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在那之後他們都有一小段時間無法適應,但也很快的重整好心情。78Please respect copyright.PENANAkwU8HcsEMA
健太郎沒多久就又恢復往成的活力,他知道那孩子懂得真正的堅強也知道那傢伙明白該怎麼做才能讓他喜歡的媽媽安心。78Please respect copyright.PENANAd3eKw3A1y4
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「還好有你呢~~不然爸爸不知道該怎麼辦才好。」小堤勇人靠著椅背抬起頭呼了口氣,唇邊是很溫暖的微笑。78Please respect copyright.PENANAoHXSeP10kd
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〝咖、砰!〞78Please respect copyright.PENANAloqSbhPwzq
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「爸~~我回來了!」相當有活力的小孩大吼聲從門那邊傳過來,還伴隨著大門被用力關上的聲響。78Please respect copyright.PENANA2DxvX89LTU
78Please respect copyright.PENANAGrelCVu1mP
原先望著天花板的他,恢復姿勢帶著無奈的笑容看著坐在玄關努力脫掉球鞋的傢伙。78Please respect copyright.PENANAlL3Cfz6eCQ
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「先去洗手……不!你還是去沖個澡好了。」78Please respect copyright.PENANATHDSmg0HkA
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「好~~3分鐘就好!等我一起吃早餐!」78Please respect copyright.PENANA8RnK8G5mb3
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只見活力十足的小男孩一把抓起放置在沙發上早就準備好的衣物,接著碰碰碰的衝進位於廚房旁的浴室中,邊跑邊脫等抵達浴室時只剩件白底繡著黃色的小鴨內褲。78Please respect copyright.PENANArNh4kAV2Yo
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「等等!記得要把髒衣服丟在外頭的竹籃裡啊!」他忍不住高聲提醒著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnwUtFCuKXc
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「好!」隨著相當有精神的回應就是浴室大門碰一聲被關上,沒多久就聽到水嘩啦嘩啦的聲響。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJbmaVGt3uF
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看著放在那的電子鐘,不到兩分鐘浴室門就被打開了。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9zDjhE2Kso
一團熱氣散開,帶著清爽笑容的小男孩用披在肩膀上的毛巾擦拭著頭髮。78Please respect copyright.PENANAWakCX833sB
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「呀~~活過來了!喝水喝水~~」小堤邊擦著頭髮邊走向廚房,倒了杯開水接著咕嚕咕嚕的灌下肚,「哈!得救了!」78Please respect copyright.PENANAHO5LRxo2Ms
78Please respect copyright.PENANAj70hzQcJt8
小堤爸爸用著饒富有趣的神情和笑容觀看著自己兒子一手豪邁舉起杯子一手插著腰的喝水姿態,喝完後還用手抹了抹嘴巴接著笑得一臉爽朗的樣子,這讓他忍不住想吐槽……XD78Please respect copyright.PENANAXzBH8xocbP
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「你呀~~喝個水像老人一樣,你爸爸我就算了,你才幾歲啊?」望著啪啪啪走過來開心的看著早餐的健太郎,他忍不住伸出手用力的揉了揉兒子的頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAttUjazJJDq
78Please respect copyright.PENANAHzGW2jc0MY
「哈哈哈哈~~爸~~別鬧了啦~~」努力的掙脫老爸的大手,小堤笑得相當的燦爛,眼睛閃閃發光的拿起餐具後才看著把手伸回去的爸爸,「這樣才好啊~~兒子和你像不好嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAoxZNcgH9oi
78Please respect copyright.PENANAQn868le05e
「虧你說的出口。沒辦法啊我們父子就是太像了。早知道該多生個女兒,像你媽媽那樣溫柔不知道該有多好……」小堤爸爸摸著頭自顧自的説著,注意到空氣中突然的沉默抬起頭看到坐在那有些落寞的兒子。「健太郎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAxbySRZLovg
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「爸爸……我還是……有點想媽媽……」78Please respect copyright.PENANA3eJTgGX99r
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小堤垂著頭放下原先握在手中的餐具。78Please respect copyright.PENANAWxjLyWe6AO
看著這樣的兒子他默默的嘆了口氣,對著健太郎招了招手。78Please respect copyright.PENANAqUWixrbMOz
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「過來吧。」78Please respect copyright.PENANARAltNezND3
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很沒精神的走到爸爸面前,默默的站在那……一秒、兩秒……然後用力的撲進爸爸的懷裡。78Please respect copyright.PENANA520nI4Nvay
78Please respect copyright.PENANAAY9DJs2pyY
「好乖好乖~~」像是摸狗狗般小堤勇人大力的搓揉著健太郎的頭,緊緊抱著在他耳邊輕輕的説,「媽媽不喜歡看到健太郎哭的~~要勇敢噢~~」78Please respect copyright.PENANA7YNsibtmpZ
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早晨小堤家的餐廳相當寧靜。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qp8kRJJLT
爸爸抱著有些重量的兒子輕輕的搖晃著,哼起屬於他們這一家人回憶歌曲。那是放置在沙發旁矮櫃上的音樂盒中會傳來的音樂。屬於媽媽的歌……78Please respect copyright.PENANA4Zx68FSpnx
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「那我出門囉~」78Please respect copyright.PENANA4xAk82rlzD
「路上小心。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAN2pGVafWUa
78Please respect copyright.PENANAcaDXGtHvTz
健太郎帶著笑容有活力的在玄關大喊著,至於小堤爸爸則是帶著溫柔的笑容對著他揮揮手,送他出門上學。就和每一天一樣。78Please respect copyright.PENANAydx7eJbiBd
78Please respect copyright.PENANALycvsMYKLK
「隱連者~~♪忍者~~忍者~~」小堤邊哼著朝日電視台每周五下午17點到17點半播放的戰隊主題曲邊下樓,只有那個時間他會不練球準時回到家裡就為了看這個節目。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAfyISMpx7Q
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今年播的戰隊主題是忍者,他真的覺得酷斃了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAFgk1CXYKP3
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「作業寫了、便當帶了、足球和手套也帶了……嗯~~」站在公寓大樓面對著巷子他左右晃著腦袋檢試著,然後露出一抹自信的笑容,「好!今天也要好好學習還有練球!」78Please respect copyright.PENANAR3AWjgKnEu
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大喊一聲後,健太郎兩手握著書包的背帶一路就往學校的路途衝。扛在肩上裝在網袋中的足球和手套隨著跑步的幅度敲擊著他的背。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3aNrU1go2U
迎面走來一個和自己年紀差不多但神色相當沉穩的褐髮男孩,他帶著開心的笑容繼續向前邁步奔跑著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAowH6efhuXv
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「嗯?」擦身而過的瞬間涉澤克朗除了感受到因對方的奔跑而產生的一陣風之外,他還感覺到某種熟悉感,那大概可以算得上是守門員的直覺吧。連同一起的還有傳送到耳邊輕淡的音樂盒的聲音。78Please respect copyright.PENANA92gH2sVmON
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他停下腳步回頭望著早就跑遠相當有活力的背影,淡笑著:「一大早的還真是有精神哪~~」78Please respect copyright.PENANAx1G4A0F52t
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直到那個背影消失在遠處的轉角,他才微笑著轉回視線打算繼續向前走。78Please respect copyright.PENANA1VOAl5kgTr
腦袋中突然的浮現出剛才那個和自己年紀差不多的男孩跑過身邊時背上的球袋和手套,想到這他閉上眼旋即又張開,露出自信的笑容。78Please respect copyright.PENANACIk5KgaisK
78Please respect copyright.PENANAUgOc9qvRfw
「是守門員吧,希望有天還會碰面。」涉澤看著自己的手掌這麼說,隨後淺笑著搖搖頭要自己別莫明的在意這短短的相遇,然後他繼續邁步向前。78Please respect copyright.PENANAixlg0eNsl6
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黑髮的小男孩爽朗活潑的笑著繼續跑向學校,褐髮的沉穩男孩則是悠悠哉哉的朝著反方向尋找著能夠自主練習的地方。78Please respect copyright.PENANAfBze25bgiz
背對著往反方向前進的兩位守門員,大概沒預料到三年後還真的在球場上遇到了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAOPp18kS8fl
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空氣中有著淡淡的音符飆揚著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAtSBowpTXWS
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「真是的~~說過好幾次了,健太郎這傢伙又忘了關窗。」小堤家已經收拾好碗盤的小堤爸爸無奈的看著在落地窗附近大辣辣打開的窗戶,關上、拿起放置在窗沿的音樂盒放回沙發附近的矮櫃上。78Please respect copyright.PENANATj22na9coF
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他帶著懷念的微笑看著那張照片,隨後拿起外出的包包和便當對著屋內喊了聲:「薰~~我出門囉~~」78Please respect copyright.PENANAk9nncxmgnu
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在大門關上後,屋內恢復了寧靜。78Please respect copyright.PENANACOC7lfBRRS
放置音樂盒的矮櫃被落地窗照射進來的柔和光芒包圍著,幾個音符不經意的再次流瀉出來,全家福的合照上媽媽的笑容相當的燦爛和開心。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9y4rDCeJyr
或許她都知道了,知道多年後自己的孩子會碰上剛才擦身而過的沉穩男孩吧。78Please respect copyright.PENANAMcuwglqg1E
所以偷偷的趁著忘了關上的窗戶和還在響著音樂傳送音符的音樂盒去看了一下,然後她真的放心了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAA0e4k7f9yx
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音樂盒繼續叮叮噹噹的演奏著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAoKQQ7eawsy
是很舒服的一天呢~~78Please respect copyright.PENANAced2xnXh1n
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「健太郎。」78Please respect copyright.PENANALEanCEyqEB
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從背後傳來的呼喚讓原本趴在窗沿上陷入回憶的他轉回頭,還沒來得及看清楚就被對方從後緊緊的擁抱著。放置在窗沿的音樂盒安靜的躺在那。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQv4R8OzuZA
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「嗚啊!涉澤你幹嘛啊!」78Please respect copyright.PENANAHZiQwXbdts
「哈哈~~抱歉抱歉,太久沒見了。」78Please respect copyright.PENANAC4H3kgy3RT
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小堤感受到緊擁著自己的手鬆開了點,馬上掙脫回過頭看到的就是涉澤一臉不好意思的抓著頭,臉上有著靦腆的笑容。78Please respect copyright.PENANAQkn7j2Azmt
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「每天在店裡都有見面,這樣還算太久沒見嗎?」忍不住的調侃著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAJMGWOJ720Z
78Please respect copyright.PENANA3cFNXxFIhd
「嘛~~那不太一樣,店裡每天都很忙,我也幾乎都在內場……」涉澤又害羞的抓了抓頭,吞下去的話大概就是〝每天回來家裡也晚了,連抱一下都還會擔心會不會耽誤到你的睡眠時間。〞78Please respect copyright.PENANAcIdykWAlOh
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他們一起開了間下午茶店。78Please respect copyright.PENANA0auHXH41QX
今年的七月份才開幕但生意一直都很好,不過不管怎麼說今天這個日子他都是不會忘記的,過去在國外踢球的那幾年也好或是之後在義大利學習料理的時候,小堤的生日禮物他總是無法在當天送出親口對著對方說〝生日快樂〞,但……今年不一樣了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAAUcbKecSUP
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「健太郎,生日快樂。」他輕輕的擁著對方,在小堤耳邊小聲的説著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAHR6nFf4aKk
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寬大的手一伸拿起放置在那的音樂盒,轉動起發條。78Please respect copyright.PENANA9zLoRMEQRx
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「早說過它已經壞了,發不出聲音了……」小堤看著那個音樂盒有些落寞的垂下頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYUTNfm3fMU
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帶著淺淺的微笑和俏皮的神情,涉澤對著小堤眨了眨眼。78Please respect copyright.PENANA3AfoPgxgQO
繼續轉動著發條然後將那個有些老舊的音樂盒放回窗戶邊。從中傳來和最初相同的溫柔音符。在涉澤懷中的小堤瞬間張大了眼睛難以置信的趴到窗沿上盯著音樂盒看。78Please respect copyright.PENANAZmkfNnxuGL
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「這……這個!」他捧著音樂盒回頭看著在身後的涉澤,臉上是滿滿的驚喜神情。78Please respect copyright.PENANAnGPauzKTFq
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「你最愛的音樂盒的金屬梳齒生鏽了,我花了點時間才找到優良的工匠打造符合這個音樂盒尺寸的梳齒,還指定要這首曲子。」涉澤揉了揉他的頭,蹲下又是一個從後方來的擁抱,他靠到他耳邊輕輕的詢問著,「你喜歡嗎?」78Please respect copyright.PENANAKFREe96uwX
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「嗯!」小堤珍惜的抱著那個音樂盒,有些感動想哭的眼睛閃閃發光的看著涉澤,然後用力的點頭。78Please respect copyright.PENANAmXLMKNlI2q
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「呵~~那就好。」寵溺的又揉了揉對方的腦袋,涉澤繼續緊抱著小堤,他總是說這是攝取補充養分。笑78Please respect copyright.PENANAf8vVpfiqzQ
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很難得的乖乖的被抱著的營養來源-小堤 健太郎。78Please respect copyright.PENANAYFiKU3BOu4
他在涉澤懷中艱難的呼吸著,原來……原來這個人連這麼一點小事都有注意到啊~~這個音樂盒是從開店的那個月開始突然再也發不出聲音來,忙碌的生活讓他連拿去檢查都沒辦法,沒想到……78Please respect copyright.PENANAzJJy6sWgqk
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「謝謝你。」這麼說著,小堤抬起頭湊了過去在涉澤臉頰上親了一下。78Please respect copyright.PENANAvSYNdUifcq
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這突然的舉動讓涉澤愣了下,低頭對看然後兩人很有默契的同時有些害羞的笑了。78Please respect copyright.PENANAncXWVREbqz
空白了幾秒,大大的手掌輕柔的抓住小堤的下巴抬起,吻上。78Please respect copyright.PENANAgaJLRaP3sG
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打開的音樂盒繼續演奏著。78Please respect copyright.PENANAjDCOdI8aiM
它一路陪著小堤,在媽媽消失之後、在和涉澤相遇之後,今後也會一直一直陪伴下去。窗外的陽光真的很溫暖呢,和那天初次的擦身而過時一樣的暖度~~78Please respect copyright.PENANANoKMDofgSx
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