嘎嘎的前言:90Please respect copyright.PENANALeiFBsD4fd
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˙因為收到了人參太太的回禮,太開心了~因此強烈想要在12/31最後寫出這篇原先就想到的短篇,但沒想到還是變成了新年第一篇  ̄ ▽  ̄ 這篇我真的覺得小堤難得坦率&展現脆弱,我不禁覺得有些心疼 T W T 90Please respect copyright.PENANAN2v1guU61I
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˙沒想到我的龍年最後會在寫稿中渡過xdddd 我喜歡龍年~真的!雖然發生了很多事,痛苦難受的事不少,但也是在這一年認識了很多我很喜歡的朋友,心境上也有很大的轉換,希望接下來的一年大家都能開開心心的渡過 > w <90Please respect copyright.PENANADM9X2WCv5e
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˙藤代生日了wwwwww但我應該無法寫出賀文,乖~我會在性轉本中彌補你的(喂)我一直都覺得哨聲是寫自HIGH的,若有在看&想交流的同學拜託跳出來~xddddd90Please respect copyright.PENANABRTOainS0R
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「這是什麼?」小堤搖了搖手中包裝完整的紙盒,望向坐在沙發椅上悠閒自在喝著茶的涉澤。90Please respect copyright.PENANAONpe8eNGgu
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注意到他的視線,涉澤慣性的淺笑著。90Please respect copyright.PENANAAU92Ce4AUv
禮貌客氣的溫和笑容中多了份輕鬆和溫柔。90Please respect copyright.PENANADGLYmOjARj
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「禮物,送你的。」涉澤放下茶杯微微的傾身,說著這種理所當然完全沒解答到的廢話。90Please respect copyright.PENANAhGH4IWxLuZ
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小堤忍不住在內心吐槽著。90Please respect copyright.PENANA20KInbQoLg
但在對視上那雙帶著笑的眼後,這句話說不出口了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ7bfyLrqT
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「不拆開來嗎?」涉澤興趣濃厚的再度開了口。90Please respect copyright.PENANAGTxMN0eCCy
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頓了一下,小堤咕噥了聲才笨拙的拆解著漂亮的包裝袋和裝飾。90Please respect copyright.PENANAdC3lYHinDq
包裝紙彼此磨擦和透明膠帶撕開的聲響逐一漫延,好不容易才看到盒子本身,沒有任何的裝飾和說明就是單純的一個白色紙盒。90Please respect copyright.PENANACrzDDSeqGI
讓小堤也起了好奇心,想知道裡頭裝的是什麼。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFaLoQ1L8dd
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〝咖〞90Please respect copyright.PENANACk63ua3SQu
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盒子開啟的瞬間他稍微的抬起頭,對上涉澤溫柔的雙眼而後刻意的忽略低下頭。90Please respect copyright.PENANAQxyMnnI3rp
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「這是?」看到平攤摺的乾乾淨淨躺在盒內的淺白色布料,他疑惑的偏頭伸手將那件衣物拿了出來,上頭只是刷上了簡單的英文字母和漂亮帶有復古色調的地圖。90Please respect copyright.PENANADulnJdCBWn
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抖了抖把衣服整件打開,抓著檢視著。90Please respect copyright.PENANABGm8dZB0VP
小堤總覺得有哪裡怪怪的……90Please respect copyright.PENANAG3wId474zo
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「涉澤。」直盯著那件T-shirt他皺著眉喊了聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAPqmzxAbyV0
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「嗯~~」涉澤輕應了聲,連帶的這聲回應都帶著濃濃的笑意。90Please respect copyright.PENANArNJIYvnTQv
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這讓小堤莫名感到有些不爽。每一次每一次每一次的相處都總是如此,在他還搞不清楚的狀況下就正中對方的下懷,側頭他看了看依舊笑笑的涉澤。90Please respect copyright.PENANAHSBprg8F3E
耍他就是這麼有趣嗎?90Please respect copyright.PENANAxUhr3FOlUL
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「你不覺得這件……有點太大了嗎?」小堤忍耐著不發作,他可不相信涉澤不知道自己平常穿的衣服尺寸所以買錯這種爛理由。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgnEKH1w6Cs
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「嘛~店裡只剩這件,我想反正是買回來給你當睡衣的所以大一點也無妨吧。」涉澤聳聳肩不以為意的這麼說。90Please respect copyright.PENANAnOhWNjwBA4
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盯著那件衣服看,小堤總覺得還是怪怪的……90Please respect copyright.PENANAg8Km2JsBnq
看著對方認真苦惱的模樣,涉澤苦笑著站起身走到小堤坐著的沙發後方,手軸輕靠在沙發上低下頭在他額頭上吻了下。90Please respect copyright.PENANAodXPHYXDEI
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「快去洗澡吧,時間有點晚了。」涉澤湊到他耳邊輕聲溫柔的催促著,同時手輕柔的捏了捏小堤的頸部。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYf8HdUge3j
90Please respect copyright.PENANARnKvnNYEOC
力道剛好,讓小堤舒服的微瞇起了眼。而後略微的點點頭抓著那件T-shirt步向浴室。90Please respect copyright.PENANAVwHplq1TLB
涉澤帶著淺笑看著那個熟悉的背影,等到人進入浴室後才轉回視線將桌上已喝完的茶杯收拾清洗好,把小愛、橘子跟柚子這一狗兩貓趕去睡後關掉客廳的電燈。90Please respect copyright.PENANAnCNqdoaI2z
靜靜的回房,打算等隔了有點久好不容易才見面的人一起入眠。90Please respect copyright.PENANAhHy1RskQUC
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「都睡啦……」洗好澡的小堤站在浴室門外,小聲的確認。90Please respect copyright.PENANA7BSAlrzsuB
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寧靜的黑暗中,明亮的只有身後從浴室中散發出來的溫暖橘光和熱水蒸氣,他聽得到空氣裡小愛熟睡後特有的打呼聲和兩隻上了年紀的貓咪緩緩的呼吸聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANA0bcJeQA2ys
看著這片黑,他想起了這固定賽季的循環。90Please respect copyright.PENANArB56OwgNeP
總是自己在這個家裡,起床、吃飯、出門上班、回家……90Please respect copyright.PENANA53Q78QJJ7V
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「總是自己一個人哪~~」小堤嘆了口氣,轉頭視線被他和涉澤兩人共有的房間中微微透出的微弱光線給吸引到。90Please respect copyright.PENANAWM6JynT8Qn
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然後,他才想起來現在不是只有自己……90Please respect copyright.PENANAosrWpy5UfZ
掘強的揉了揉眼,他抿了抿唇才悄悄的踏上有些冰涼的地板往房間走去。90Please respect copyright.PENANAjRRGfcuFvD
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〝嘎〞90Please respect copyright.PENANATG573epyRC
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映入眼中的是坐在床上看著書的涉澤,那瞬間小堤除了安心還多了些更多說不出是什麼的感受。90Please respect copyright.PENANAqSZuQ8i07R
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「洗好了?」聽到房門打開的聲響,涉澤抬起頭笑笑的詢問著。90Please respect copyright.PENANANIt8VXj2Ay
「嗯。」彆扭的回應,在剛察覺到自己想法而有些不自在的小堤愣愣的站在房門前沒有任何的動作。90Please respect copyright.PENANALiAwxlzDyE
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注意到對方的反應,原先視線回到書本上的涉澤再度抬頭看著還站在那的小堤,看到人乖乖的穿上自己先前在西班牙買的衣服他會心的一笑,過大的T-shirt恰好的遮掩掉大半小堤睡覺時慣穿的運動短褲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAKN9MlXk67a
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「你不睡覺嗎?」涉澤不著痕跡的看了幾眼才緩緩的開口,手還順勢的拍了拍身旁的空位。90Please respect copyright.PENANAvbpZIzWZUY
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「唔……嗯……」愣愣的回答但卻絲毫沒有任何的動作。90Please respect copyright.PENANAM1Ro8lPUVt
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涉澤無奈的嘆了口氣,將書本闔上放置到身旁的床頭櫃上,挪了挪身體到屬於小堤睡那位置,淡笑著直視依舊站在那不肯動的傢伙。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFuaVQziQrt
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「健太郎,過來吧。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAnQNnRecgbJ
「……」90Please respect copyright.PENANA1Efu5xAzFG
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「健太郎?」90Please respect copyright.PENANATyYt0eiqnm
「……為什麼你說過去我就要過去。」90Please respect copyright.PENANArqkPvtKpYh
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這番有些幼稚的回話讓涉澤有些想笑,然後看著小堤碎唸顯得有些不甘的樣子但卻還是乖乖的走到自己面前。90Please respect copyright.PENANAd2swIz25Tu
到底是在鬧什麼彆扭呢?90Please respect copyright.PENANArF8eEGTF8x
看著強硬把自己擠回去鑽入被單中的小堤,涉澤思索著。90Please respect copyright.PENANAZVahWOwwEH
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「你不是說要睡了。」賭氣的背對著自己的背影這麼說,這才讓涉澤回過神來。90Please respect copyright.PENANAph6v1sU49P
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「嗯,晚安。」側身將床頭的抬頭拍掉,他緩緩的躺下。90Please respect copyright.PENANAfsdoMLqdgP
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不過,難得回家一趟身邊有人能夠一起入眠,涉澤才捨不得這麼早闔上眼,雙手伸過去將人攬入自己懷裡。90Please respect copyright.PENANAJVyB0CIALC
小堤依舊維持著原姿勢,沒有任何的反應。90Please respect copyright.PENANAXmMpjlUC5L
涉澤笑笑的注視著這個熟悉的背影,而後雙手不安份的伸進對方的T-shirt中……這才是他買這麼大件的原因,能夠輕易的觸碰到。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgytkO6rCfG
結實的腰腹和胸口,微微的起伏和溫度……都是他熟悉的一切。90Please respect copyright.PENANA8wSGYypvrU
……也讓他很想念。90Please respect copyright.PENANAyoKJMVClo2
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「哇!你幹嘛!」小堤驚呼了一聲,整個人跳起轉過身來怒瞪著仍舊躺在原位笑著的涉澤。臉上表情不停的切換,最後像是想到了什麼臉整個刷紅,「不行!」90Please respect copyright.PENANAoQ8Asc93lv
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看著小堤表情豐富的轉變,涉澤饒富趣味的不打算打斷。只在對方激動的話語落下後,才姍姍的將人轉過身去,雙手再度伸入衣服中磨蹭著小堤敏感的腰腹。90Please respect copyright.PENANAHXES4HJrVu
90Please respect copyright.PENANAJOfpkQhCyB
「不行什麼?」故意的湊到小堤耳邊壓低聲音詢問著,最後輕輕的吻上小堤早已紅透的臉頰。在看到對方緊張的緊閉著眼的神情後,他無奈的嘆了口氣略微的鬆開手,「我今天沒那個打算,只是太久不見了而已。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAWx8qUAqIZg
90Please respect copyright.PENANAM7MgL9XUHC
「……」小堤微持著原姿勢不敢動,原先緊閉的眼慢慢的張開。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFRbb5RuBL0
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除了涉澤的手觸碰的敏感也因為自己多餘的想法而羞愧的想找個洞鑽,以致於涉澤沒動他也不敢動。90Please respect copyright.PENANAjgjx3vKYT8
90Please respect copyright.PENANADJWF9cg8qN
「健太郎。」涉澤呼喚著他的名然後坐起身來,他熟悉的大手一下一下的輕柔畫過自己的頭,每一下都讓他不自覺得顫抖,那樣的溫柔和自己喜歡的撫摸。90Please respect copyright.PENANA4uKYCtJOad
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到底要等多久?90Please respect copyright.PENANAiuoszbBcJs
要多久才會真的不用只有自己在這裡,在這張床上熟睡?90Please respect copyright.PENANAGkwJjsSMSW
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「……」默默的坐起身,小堤微側過身直視著涉澤沒回話。90Please respect copyright.PENANA8AIMom798Z
90Please respect copyright.PENANAg6rQO7xiFc
「健太郎。」一直以來很喜歡的聲音再度開口呼喊著自己的名,還沒反應過來前腰部再度感受到那雙手,只是這次不是觸碰而是擁抱,還有靠在頸側的重量跟柔軟髮絲搔過的感受,「你知道為什麼這件衣服這麼大件嗎?」90Please respect copyright.PENANAFCvD1KJbUa
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「……不知道。」感受到難以言喻的心跳,他能夠感覺到另外一個人的呼吸,另外一個人的溫度。90Please respect copyright.PENANAlUiFxIiUjA
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「因為這樣比較容易能感受到你。」這麼說著,涉澤的手滑入衣服中緊緊的……緊緊的抱著,肩頸的重量又更加的加重,「還有,這是我的衣服尺寸。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAi1RQuVC5yb
90Please respect copyright.PENANAbBsGzrkDF7
「……為什麼?」帶了點鼻音他這麼問,小堤是知道的,隱約知道答案會是什麼。手覆蓋上在T-shirt中的涉澤克朗的手。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaA6ROmHAu5
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「記得現在這個擁抱。」輕呼了口氣,涉澤這麼說。然後再更加的收緊雙手形成的圈,「我不在家的時候,穿上它就當作是我抱著你,像現在這樣。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ19415ZwE
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什麼嘛~90Please respect copyright.PENANAXVKsBHgiKL
一股不甘願油然而生,小堤在也忍耐不了,覆在對方手上的手用力的緊抓著涉澤的手。90Please respect copyright.PENANAmyqwrkCkip
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「狡猾。」小聲的回答,小堤緊抓著那隻手像是唯一一般的抓著,溫熱的液體在自己還未察覺前先行滑落而下,然後就停不下來,「你真的是太狡猾了。」90Please respect copyright.PENANA0kpfg9GArG
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如果知道會是這樣要自己等。會感到無奈和痛苦。90Please respect copyright.PENANAxHOzkJjncs
那當初為什麼要來產生交集呢?就讓自己抱持著對你的敵意到最後再也沒來往不就好了?……不要喜歡上不就好了嗎?90Please respect copyright.PENANAMlJvHMiIYZ
涉澤克朗,你告訴我啊!90Please respect copyright.PENANAofoQ7NlePi
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「對不起。」放置在腰部的手最後緊緊一收,隨後鬆開抹去小堤臉上的淚,靠在他的頸側涉澤喃喃自語般的一遍又一遍的說著這三個字……90Please respect copyright.PENANA6SBIS0sW1z
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後來他什麼也不記得了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAby45X4XZHF
只記得那一遍又一遍的道歉和溫熱的唇,總覺得涉澤有說了些什麼……90Please respect copyright.PENANABigWYuWAkG
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「嗚~~想不起來。」躺在床上,小堤懶洋洋的望著天花板這麼說。90Please respect copyright.PENANAGNbMMaY96P
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天亮了,然後身邊的位置又空了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaXRyYHW9HN
微側頭他看著另外一邊有些不甘,那些不甘除了寂寞以外也是涉澤抵達了他到不了的地方的落寞,足球終究還是在他身上有著深深的刻痕。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6o2AWCVL6y
90Please respect copyright.PENANA6QOyLRtlZS
「唉……起來吧。」倏地坐起身,腳尖往地板探過去,原先以為會感受到從地板傳來的冰涼觸感,但卻是柔軟舒適的溫暖包覆。90Please respect copyright.PENANAcUhx0RqkiI
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疑惑的低下頭看到的是大地色系的條紋拖鞋。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFRdsg4usM3
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「究竟要……」話到嘴前又吞了回去。他可以想到早起的涉澤是多麼小心翼翼的放這雙拖鞋。真是個溫柔到要爛掉的男人。90Please respect copyright.PENANApC5QbBTYr3
90Please respect copyright.PENANAN1PgUtjxQI
他起身感受到身上那件過大的T-shirt抿著嘴想起了昨晚的一些事,不甘心也好、悔恨或痛苦還有那些溫暖,他想自己終究是放不了手的。90Please respect copyright.PENANANc9h4lyyTR
打開房門,走到客廳。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgIiknJRlTZ
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〝汪!〞90Please respect copyright.PENANA64fJ1kfqFi
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小愛興致高昂的叫聲傳來,隨後啪啪啪的開心的奔到自己身邊歡樂的轉著圈邊叫。90Please respect copyright.PENANAZyzXSKLjBY
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「噓!小愛不要叫!打打噢~~」捲起昨天的報紙小堤輕輕的打了下在腳邊圍繞的柯基犬。只見那隻柯基像是被主人摸頭般的瞇起了眼,一臉開心的樣子。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaYjJELhXbv
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手摸過小愛的頭後,小堤覺得摸起來的感覺有些不同,蹲低身體把狗整隻抓起來聞了聞。見狀小愛熱情的靠了過去就想舔,還順勢叫了幾聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAV6fyTwJkKh
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「就跟你說別叫了。」又打了下,小堤笑著站起身側頭撇了眼還在地板上入眠的橘子和柚子,還有餐桌上早已準備好的早餐,「真是的~~就說回來要好好休息吧。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAwSfuflzMw1
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淺笑著,他站在原地閉上眼。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6HspN9OgYv
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〝沒辦法不喜歡。〞90Please respect copyright.PENANADGn1TFJsYL
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他想起了涉澤昨晚說過的話。90Please respect copyright.PENANAj1O2NBVPgK
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「我也一樣啊。」張開眼,他慢慢的步向餐桌。90Please respect copyright.PENANAiqQFbSBoZi
90Please respect copyright.PENANA38HpsTbPN0
寬大的T-shirt輕柔的包裹著自己,讓小堤不自覺得想起涉澤的擁抱。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaYlnoAROEo
是多麼的心機的一個人,讓自己終究還是離不開。90Please respect copyright.PENANAudH0Xlu67m
90Please respect copyright.PENANAavYgMiIrXv
「麻煩的傢伙。」輕嘆了口氣他端起碗喝了口味噌湯。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6aHdmO6bDN
90Please respect copyright.PENANABCrkoSqoi0
輕亮的陽光透進了室內,新的一天再度展開。90Please respect copyright.PENANAF8eNfXofRB
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˙因為收到了人參太太的回禮,太開心了~因此強烈想要在12/31最後寫出這篇原先就想到的短篇,但沒想到還是變成了新年第一篇  ̄ ▽  ̄ 這篇我真的覺得小堤難得坦率&展現脆弱,我不禁覺得有些心疼 T W T 90Please respect copyright.PENANAN2v1guU61I
90Please respect copyright.PENANAjZMtmOGF52
˙沒想到我的龍年最後會在寫稿中渡過xdddd 我喜歡龍年~真的!雖然發生了很多事,痛苦難受的事不少,但也是在這一年認識了很多我很喜歡的朋友,心境上也有很大的轉換,希望接下來的一年大家都能開開心心的渡過 > w <90Please respect copyright.PENANADM9X2WCv5e
90Please respect copyright.PENANAaKacI7aa41
˙藤代生日了wwwwww但我應該無法寫出賀文,乖~我會在性轉本中彌補你的(喂)我一直都覺得哨聲是寫自HIGH的,若有在看&想交流的同學拜託跳出來~xddddd90Please respect copyright.PENANABRTOainS0R
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「這是什麼?」小堤搖了搖手中包裝完整的紙盒,望向坐在沙發椅上悠閒自在喝著茶的涉澤。90Please respect copyright.PENANAONpe8eNGgu
90Please respect copyright.PENANANRJer1Qcbf
注意到他的視線,涉澤慣性的淺笑著。90Please respect copyright.PENANAAU92Ce4AUv
禮貌客氣的溫和笑容中多了份輕鬆和溫柔。90Please respect copyright.PENANADGLYmOjARj
90Please respect copyright.PENANAyOpdGxWjtb
「禮物,送你的。」涉澤放下茶杯微微的傾身,說著這種理所當然完全沒解答到的廢話。90Please respect copyright.PENANAhGH4IWxLuZ
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmwTHPvCsan
小堤忍不住在內心吐槽著。90Please respect copyright.PENANA20KInbQoLg
但在對視上那雙帶著笑的眼後,這句話說不出口了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYQ7bfyLrqT
90Please respect copyright.PENANAe05TVRbtVs
「不拆開來嗎?」涉澤興趣濃厚的再度開了口。90Please respect copyright.PENANAGTxMN0eCCy
90Please respect copyright.PENANAe8a1MiGHMV
頓了一下,小堤咕噥了聲才笨拙的拆解著漂亮的包裝袋和裝飾。90Please respect copyright.PENANAdC3lYHinDq
包裝紙彼此磨擦和透明膠帶撕開的聲響逐一漫延,好不容易才看到盒子本身,沒有任何的裝飾和說明就是單純的一個白色紙盒。90Please respect copyright.PENANACrzDDSeqGI
讓小堤也起了好奇心,想知道裡頭裝的是什麼。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFaLoQ1L8dd
90Please respect copyright.PENANAGt8uVWSveV
〝咖〞90Please respect copyright.PENANACk63ua3SQu
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盒子開啟的瞬間他稍微的抬起頭,對上涉澤溫柔的雙眼而後刻意的忽略低下頭。90Please respect copyright.PENANAQxyMnnI3rp
90Please respect copyright.PENANA35aD5mUzHz
「這是?」看到平攤摺的乾乾淨淨躺在盒內的淺白色布料,他疑惑的偏頭伸手將那件衣物拿了出來,上頭只是刷上了簡單的英文字母和漂亮帶有復古色調的地圖。90Please respect copyright.PENANADulnJdCBWn
90Please respect copyright.PENANATz1K3ji1k8
抖了抖把衣服整件打開,抓著檢視著。90Please respect copyright.PENANABGm8dZB0VP
小堤總覺得有哪裡怪怪的……90Please respect copyright.PENANAG3wId474zo
90Please respect copyright.PENANAM6VvV2IJmS
「涉澤。」直盯著那件T-shirt他皺著眉喊了聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAPqmzxAbyV0
90Please respect copyright.PENANAFesaVK6b3c
「嗯~~」涉澤輕應了聲,連帶的這聲回應都帶著濃濃的笑意。90Please respect copyright.PENANArNJIYvnTQv
90Please respect copyright.PENANA4BDiwtLh9M
這讓小堤莫名感到有些不爽。每一次每一次每一次的相處都總是如此,在他還搞不清楚的狀況下就正中對方的下懷,側頭他看了看依舊笑笑的涉澤。90Please respect copyright.PENANAHSBprg8F3E
耍他就是這麼有趣嗎?90Please respect copyright.PENANAxUhr3FOlUL
90Please respect copyright.PENANAxggjflo4CM
「你不覺得這件……有點太大了嗎?」小堤忍耐著不發作,他可不相信涉澤不知道自己平常穿的衣服尺寸所以買錯這種爛理由。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgnEKH1w6Cs
90Please respect copyright.PENANAGFrp56wyJr
「嘛~店裡只剩這件,我想反正是買回來給你當睡衣的所以大一點也無妨吧。」涉澤聳聳肩不以為意的這麼說。90Please respect copyright.PENANAnOhWNjwBA4
90Please respect copyright.PENANAd5aXsraZcC
盯著那件衣服看,小堤總覺得還是怪怪的……90Please respect copyright.PENANAg8Km2JsBnq
看著對方認真苦惱的模樣,涉澤苦笑著站起身走到小堤坐著的沙發後方,手軸輕靠在沙發上低下頭在他額頭上吻了下。90Please respect copyright.PENANAodXPHYXDEI
90Please respect copyright.PENANA6avGN00fbT
「快去洗澡吧,時間有點晚了。」涉澤湊到他耳邊輕聲溫柔的催促著,同時手輕柔的捏了捏小堤的頸部。90Please respect copyright.PENANAYf8HdUge3j
90Please respect copyright.PENANARnKvnNYEOC
力道剛好,讓小堤舒服的微瞇起了眼。而後略微的點點頭抓著那件T-shirt步向浴室。90Please respect copyright.PENANAVwHplq1TLB
涉澤帶著淺笑看著那個熟悉的背影,等到人進入浴室後才轉回視線將桌上已喝完的茶杯收拾清洗好,把小愛、橘子跟柚子這一狗兩貓趕去睡後關掉客廳的電燈。90Please respect copyright.PENANAnCNqdoaI2z
靜靜的回房,打算等隔了有點久好不容易才見面的人一起入眠。90Please respect copyright.PENANAhHy1RskQUC
90Please respect copyright.PENANAaeSc78Q6pK
「都睡啦……」洗好澡的小堤站在浴室門外,小聲的確認。90Please respect copyright.PENANA7BSAlrzsuB
90Please respect copyright.PENANAx4WekG0raK
寧靜的黑暗中,明亮的只有身後從浴室中散發出來的溫暖橘光和熱水蒸氣,他聽得到空氣裡小愛熟睡後特有的打呼聲和兩隻上了年紀的貓咪緩緩的呼吸聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANA0bcJeQA2ys
看著這片黑,他想起了這固定賽季的循環。90Please respect copyright.PENANArB56OwgNeP
總是自己在這個家裡,起床、吃飯、出門上班、回家……90Please respect copyright.PENANA53Q78QJJ7V
90Please respect copyright.PENANA9DfObUsxqv
「總是自己一個人哪~~」小堤嘆了口氣,轉頭視線被他和涉澤兩人共有的房間中微微透出的微弱光線給吸引到。90Please respect copyright.PENANAWM6JynT8Qn
90Please respect copyright.PENANAVhWovjB0Z9
然後,他才想起來現在不是只有自己……90Please respect copyright.PENANAosrWpy5UfZ
掘強的揉了揉眼,他抿了抿唇才悄悄的踏上有些冰涼的地板往房間走去。90Please respect copyright.PENANAjRRGfcuFvD
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〝嘎〞90Please respect copyright.PENANATG573epyRC
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映入眼中的是坐在床上看著書的涉澤,那瞬間小堤除了安心還多了些更多說不出是什麼的感受。90Please respect copyright.PENANAqSZuQ8i07R
90Please respect copyright.PENANAmZITg1JJQ0
「洗好了?」聽到房門打開的聲響,涉澤抬起頭笑笑的詢問著。90Please respect copyright.PENANANIt8VXj2Ay
「嗯。」彆扭的回應,在剛察覺到自己想法而有些不自在的小堤愣愣的站在房門前沒有任何的動作。90Please respect copyright.PENANALiAwxlzDyE
90Please respect copyright.PENANACNzZYKPrJF
注意到對方的反應,原先視線回到書本上的涉澤再度抬頭看著還站在那的小堤,看到人乖乖的穿上自己先前在西班牙買的衣服他會心的一笑,過大的T-shirt恰好的遮掩掉大半小堤睡覺時慣穿的運動短褲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAKN9MlXk67a
90Please respect copyright.PENANAdqlm4aJTqU
「你不睡覺嗎?」涉澤不著痕跡的看了幾眼才緩緩的開口,手還順勢的拍了拍身旁的空位。90Please respect copyright.PENANAvbpZIzWZUY
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「唔……嗯……」愣愣的回答但卻絲毫沒有任何的動作。90Please respect copyright.PENANAM1Ro8lPUVt
90Please respect copyright.PENANAUkHvJVYypu
涉澤無奈的嘆了口氣,將書本闔上放置到身旁的床頭櫃上,挪了挪身體到屬於小堤睡那位置,淡笑著直視依舊站在那不肯動的傢伙。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFuaVQziQrt
90Please respect copyright.PENANAFvoufJyFyK
「健太郎,過來吧。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAnQNnRecgbJ
「……」90Please respect copyright.PENANA1Efu5xAzFG
90Please respect copyright.PENANATyHK3HJH5V
「健太郎?」90Please respect copyright.PENANATyYt0eiqnm
「……為什麼你說過去我就要過去。」90Please respect copyright.PENANArqkPvtKpYh
90Please respect copyright.PENANA2FZoxP3sy5
這番有些幼稚的回話讓涉澤有些想笑,然後看著小堤碎唸顯得有些不甘的樣子但卻還是乖乖的走到自己面前。90Please respect copyright.PENANAd2swIz25Tu
到底是在鬧什麼彆扭呢?90Please respect copyright.PENANArF8eEGTF8x
看著強硬把自己擠回去鑽入被單中的小堤,涉澤思索著。90Please respect copyright.PENANAZVahWOwwEH
90Please respect copyright.PENANAQJQgW6JmW1
「你不是說要睡了。」賭氣的背對著自己的背影這麼說,這才讓涉澤回過神來。90Please respect copyright.PENANAph6v1sU49P
90Please respect copyright.PENANAJxcWg8rUqj
「嗯,晚安。」側身將床頭的抬頭拍掉,他緩緩的躺下。90Please respect copyright.PENANAfsdoMLqdgP
90Please respect copyright.PENANA5SuzkzhwA3
不過,難得回家一趟身邊有人能夠一起入眠,涉澤才捨不得這麼早闔上眼,雙手伸過去將人攬入自己懷裡。90Please respect copyright.PENANAJVyB0CIALC
小堤依舊維持著原姿勢,沒有任何的反應。90Please respect copyright.PENANAXmMpjlUC5L
涉澤笑笑的注視著這個熟悉的背影,而後雙手不安份的伸進對方的T-shirt中……這才是他買這麼大件的原因,能夠輕易的觸碰到。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgytkO6rCfG
結實的腰腹和胸口,微微的起伏和溫度……都是他熟悉的一切。90Please respect copyright.PENANA8wSGYypvrU
……也讓他很想念。90Please respect copyright.PENANAyoKJMVClo2
90Please respect copyright.PENANAwe5LHkhz5S
「哇!你幹嘛!」小堤驚呼了一聲,整個人跳起轉過身來怒瞪著仍舊躺在原位笑著的涉澤。臉上表情不停的切換,最後像是想到了什麼臉整個刷紅,「不行!」90Please respect copyright.PENANAoQ8Asc93lv
90Please respect copyright.PENANAMIacxmP3y8
看著小堤表情豐富的轉變,涉澤饒富趣味的不打算打斷。只在對方激動的話語落下後,才姍姍的將人轉過身去,雙手再度伸入衣服中磨蹭著小堤敏感的腰腹。90Please respect copyright.PENANAHXES4HJrVu
90Please respect copyright.PENANAJOfpkQhCyB
「不行什麼?」故意的湊到小堤耳邊壓低聲音詢問著,最後輕輕的吻上小堤早已紅透的臉頰。在看到對方緊張的緊閉著眼的神情後,他無奈的嘆了口氣略微的鬆開手,「我今天沒那個打算,只是太久不見了而已。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAWx8qUAqIZg
90Please respect copyright.PENANAM7MgL9XUHC
「……」小堤微持著原姿勢不敢動,原先緊閉的眼慢慢的張開。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFRbb5RuBL0
90Please respect copyright.PENANAosRdad4828
除了涉澤的手觸碰的敏感也因為自己多餘的想法而羞愧的想找個洞鑽,以致於涉澤沒動他也不敢動。90Please respect copyright.PENANAjgjx3vKYT8
90Please respect copyright.PENANADJWF9cg8qN
「健太郎。」涉澤呼喚著他的名然後坐起身來,他熟悉的大手一下一下的輕柔畫過自己的頭,每一下都讓他不自覺得顫抖,那樣的溫柔和自己喜歡的撫摸。90Please respect copyright.PENANA4uKYCtJOad
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到底要等多久?90Please respect copyright.PENANAiuoszbBcJs
要多久才會真的不用只有自己在這裡,在這張床上熟睡?90Please respect copyright.PENANAGkwJjsSMSW
90Please respect copyright.PENANAuKPfBu5rTp
「……」默默的坐起身,小堤微側過身直視著涉澤沒回話。90Please respect copyright.PENANA8AIMom798Z
90Please respect copyright.PENANAg6rQO7xiFc
「健太郎。」一直以來很喜歡的聲音再度開口呼喊著自己的名,還沒反應過來前腰部再度感受到那雙手,只是這次不是觸碰而是擁抱,還有靠在頸側的重量跟柔軟髮絲搔過的感受,「你知道為什麼這件衣服這麼大件嗎?」90Please respect copyright.PENANAFCvD1KJbUa
90Please respect copyright.PENANAMSmnRje3jM
「……不知道。」感受到難以言喻的心跳,他能夠感覺到另外一個人的呼吸,另外一個人的溫度。90Please respect copyright.PENANAlUiFxIiUjA
90Please respect copyright.PENANA0TKKmZnNFc
「因為這樣比較容易能感受到你。」這麼說著,涉澤的手滑入衣服中緊緊的……緊緊的抱著,肩頸的重量又更加的加重,「還有,這是我的衣服尺寸。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAi1RQuVC5yb
90Please respect copyright.PENANAbBsGzrkDF7
「……為什麼?」帶了點鼻音他這麼問,小堤是知道的,隱約知道答案會是什麼。手覆蓋上在T-shirt中的涉澤克朗的手。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaA6ROmHAu5
90Please respect copyright.PENANAQW1UfHrS6x
「記得現在這個擁抱。」輕呼了口氣,涉澤這麼說。然後再更加的收緊雙手形成的圈,「我不在家的時候,穿上它就當作是我抱著你,像現在這樣。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAwJ19415ZwE
90Please respect copyright.PENANAriPh3fDC7q
什麼嘛~90Please respect copyright.PENANAXVKsBHgiKL
一股不甘願油然而生,小堤在也忍耐不了,覆在對方手上的手用力的緊抓著涉澤的手。90Please respect copyright.PENANAmyqwrkCkip
90Please respect copyright.PENANADT3FNkAfn7
「狡猾。」小聲的回答,小堤緊抓著那隻手像是唯一一般的抓著,溫熱的液體在自己還未察覺前先行滑落而下,然後就停不下來,「你真的是太狡猾了。」90Please respect copyright.PENANA0kpfg9GArG
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如果知道會是這樣要自己等。會感到無奈和痛苦。90Please respect copyright.PENANAxHOzkJjncs
那當初為什麼要來產生交集呢?就讓自己抱持著對你的敵意到最後再也沒來往不就好了?……不要喜歡上不就好了嗎?90Please respect copyright.PENANAMlJvHMiIYZ
涉澤克朗,你告訴我啊!90Please respect copyright.PENANAofoQ7NlePi
90Please respect copyright.PENANA3mjjvF0LKU
「對不起。」放置在腰部的手最後緊緊一收,隨後鬆開抹去小堤臉上的淚,靠在他的頸側涉澤喃喃自語般的一遍又一遍的說著這三個字……90Please respect copyright.PENANA6SBIS0sW1z
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後來他什麼也不記得了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAby45X4XZHF
只記得那一遍又一遍的道歉和溫熱的唇,總覺得涉澤有說了些什麼……90Please respect copyright.PENANABigWYuWAkG
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「嗚~~想不起來。」躺在床上,小堤懶洋洋的望著天花板這麼說。90Please respect copyright.PENANAGNbMMaY96P
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天亮了,然後身邊的位置又空了。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaXRyYHW9HN
微側頭他看著另外一邊有些不甘,那些不甘除了寂寞以外也是涉澤抵達了他到不了的地方的落寞,足球終究還是在他身上有著深深的刻痕。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6o2AWCVL6y
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「唉……起來吧。」倏地坐起身,腳尖往地板探過去,原先以為會感受到從地板傳來的冰涼觸感,但卻是柔軟舒適的溫暖包覆。90Please respect copyright.PENANAcUhx0RqkiI
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疑惑的低下頭看到的是大地色系的條紋拖鞋。90Please respect copyright.PENANAFRdsg4usM3
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「究竟要……」話到嘴前又吞了回去。他可以想到早起的涉澤是多麼小心翼翼的放這雙拖鞋。真是個溫柔到要爛掉的男人。90Please respect copyright.PENANApC5QbBTYr3
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他起身感受到身上那件過大的T-shirt抿著嘴想起了昨晚的一些事,不甘心也好、悔恨或痛苦還有那些溫暖,他想自己終究是放不了手的。90Please respect copyright.PENANANc9h4lyyTR
打開房門,走到客廳。90Please respect copyright.PENANAgIiknJRlTZ
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〝汪!〞90Please respect copyright.PENANA64fJ1kfqFi
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小愛興致高昂的叫聲傳來,隨後啪啪啪的開心的奔到自己身邊歡樂的轉著圈邊叫。90Please respect copyright.PENANAZyzXSKLjBY
90Please respect copyright.PENANA5qmfOsHcgG
「噓!小愛不要叫!打打噢~~」捲起昨天的報紙小堤輕輕的打了下在腳邊圍繞的柯基犬。只見那隻柯基像是被主人摸頭般的瞇起了眼,一臉開心的樣子。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaYjJELhXbv
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手摸過小愛的頭後,小堤覺得摸起來的感覺有些不同,蹲低身體把狗整隻抓起來聞了聞。見狀小愛熱情的靠了過去就想舔,還順勢叫了幾聲。90Please respect copyright.PENANAV6fyTwJkKh
90Please respect copyright.PENANAMkvFFkeJNs
「就跟你說別叫了。」又打了下,小堤笑著站起身側頭撇了眼還在地板上入眠的橘子和柚子,還有餐桌上早已準備好的早餐,「真是的~~就說回來要好好休息吧。」90Please respect copyright.PENANAwSfuflzMw1
90Please respect copyright.PENANA1MALN6EwXH
淺笑著,他站在原地閉上眼。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6HspN9OgYv
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〝沒辦法不喜歡。〞90Please respect copyright.PENANADGn1TFJsYL
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他想起了涉澤昨晚說過的話。90Please respect copyright.PENANAj1O2NBVPgK
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「我也一樣啊。」張開眼,他慢慢的步向餐桌。90Please respect copyright.PENANAiqQFbSBoZi
90Please respect copyright.PENANA38HpsTbPN0
寬大的T-shirt輕柔的包裹著自己,讓小堤不自覺得想起涉澤的擁抱。90Please respect copyright.PENANAaYlnoAROEo
是多麼的心機的一個人,讓自己終究還是離不開。90Please respect copyright.PENANAudH0Xlu67m
90Please respect copyright.PENANAavYgMiIrXv
「麻煩的傢伙。」輕嘆了口氣他端起碗喝了口味噌湯。90Please respect copyright.PENANA6aHdmO6bDN
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輕亮的陽光透進了室內,新的一天再度展開。90Please respect copyright.PENANAF8eNfXofRB
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