幾小時後。 37Please respect copyright.PENANA2f7FWJ6h8Z
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「食飯!」雖然下廚部分參與不多,大多由阿媽主導、控制火候,且教我分辨生熟。但平日習慣沉默的我,亦興奮吶喊着,急不及待品嘗自己廚藝。 37Please respect copyright.PENANASreInG16Wd
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儘管,阿媽囉嗦煩人、要求高得可怕。37Please respect copyright.PENANANzeKQYBPFb
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但當煮好一碟餸,那種成功感,確實難以言喻。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAKdQ6JdVwaU
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換是以前,我大概隨便吃幾口,隨意夾幾樣喜歡餸菜,亂嚼亂吞幾口,就放下碗筷,關上房門玩手機,或是趕出門與女友見面。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAvChMT5HtoD
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如今,既想留住美好、逐一細味欣賞,但又要趕於變涼前吃,否則未及新鮮般熱辣好味,味道會隨時間遞減。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAcBaPK7sQIr
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單是蒸水蛋,就能伴幾碗飯,更何況還有薯仔炆雞翼?37Please respect copyright.PENANAc4xqxCjCRP
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「嗯~」我不自覺發出讚歎聲,恨不得有三張嘴、四個胃,一口氣鯨吞每碟餸菜,同時卻儘量放慢速度,不捨得就此吃完。 37Please respect copyright.PENANASsO1yhsCkH
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對比之下,阿媽遲遲未有動筷,僅觀察我反應。 「37Please respect copyright.PENANA9EbXqS5wmo
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做咩唔食?」 37Please respect copyright.PENANAhLJqg5pIKu
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「好唔好味?」 37Please respect copyright.PENANAyhdQugqt7R
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「好味,緊係好味。」我笑逐顏開說。正準備多吃幾口,證明餸菜好吃,眼角恰巧瞄到她空空如也的飯碗,隨即改變主意,將雞翼夾向碗內。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAlrBWpr2h6x
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「你試吓。」說罷,我埋頭吃飯,迴避阿媽反應。 只聽她「好啊」一聲,便開始動筷,「幾好,雞翼唔太鹹,你醃得唔錯。」她接着說。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAdDVB12XmXl
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我扮作忙於進食、未有回應,內心卻雀躍萬分,自豪得到她認同。 37Please respect copyright.PENANABCC6HXCFEK
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只不過,阿媽卻比我想像中吃得少,片刻就放下碗筷、拿着手機一直望。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAnV2bFntat4
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「仲有好多,你唔食?」37Please respect copyright.PENANAO7cOmosg37
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「我差唔多飽,留翻比你食。」37Please respect copyright.PENANA18N2Evw7qB
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此話一出,就知這為善意謊言。說實話,我當然想一人吃光所有飯菜,但無阿媽一同分享、享受這味道,單純坐旁邊玩手機,感覺恍如同獨自吃飯,失去同枱食飯氣氛。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAa0SfiHluP6
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「阿爸身體好大食,你都一齊食、唔好睇手機。」說罷,我將蒸水蛋夾向她,阿媽先是頓一頓、再欣慰一笑,放下手機,與我共聚晚餐。 37Please respect copyright.PENANASdMhaLsNEe
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「手機有咩睇?」我好奇道。37Please respect copyright.PENANAzBe51Ld6Kf
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「睇翻頭先啲相。」她邊說邊遞給我看,笑得開心燦爛。眼看她如此高興,剛才的指導,全是值得有意義,「你哋得閒都影多啲相,以前影得太少。」阿媽淡說。37Please respect copyright.PENANAmPGLOqJnrv
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相片,算是令人死去活來物品。合照,能凝住當刻快樂,但同一時間,又會勾起傷悲、陷入回憶。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAkiirV44efd
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曾有段時間,我連翻開相簿勇氣也沒有,單是看到阿媽笑臉,經已哭成淚人,那種後悔感覺,花上一生時間去彌償也不夠。37Please respect copyright.PENANAPSNdzXjL41
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但經過今天,我大概能好好正視,不再逃避過去。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAqADlOOKEYk
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「嗯。」 或者會再流淚,但至少不再自責。 37Please respect copyright.PENANAkQiEZsE8o9
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但總有一天,阿爸也會離我而去,屆時,我又會抱憾終生嗎?37Please respect copyright.PENANA6EC50xloQ5
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