狄米特閉上眼睛,只聽見喀的一聲,還有彈簧的震動。他渾身震了一震,偷偷睜開一隻眼睛,發現自己還活著。他摸摸脖子,慶幸自己那裡沒被開一個洞。446Please respect copyright.PENANA2EX3qbTbsK
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「我怎麼可能殺你呢,小笨蛋。槍裡面最後一顆子彈都放完了。」瓦洛加笑著起身,跳下桌,伸出手來,要將全身都嚇軟的狄米特扶起來。446Please respect copyright.PENANAwsKWxXXZ9u
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「我只是想要讓你知道真實世界的可怕,以後你就不敢再做這種傻事了。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAdqPvI4XabD
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「委員長,你……你不是……」446Please respect copyright.PENANAqAGi53yqpB
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「是真演技還是假演技,我看得出來。我確定你只是普通的小鬼。我不想傷害你。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAworNskT1Po
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瓦洛加摸了摸狄米特的領子,道:「老前輩用的子彈爆發力很強,你被這麼多血噴到,一般的方法除不掉的。你得來我家一趟。」狄米特嘻著臉認為終於沒事,鬆懈下來。瓦洛加見他這樣皮,眉一豎,道:「把地抹一抹再走!五分鐘內不把血跡敷衍過去,當心我折你手指!」446Please respect copyright.PENANAswH9IGUik0
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「委員長家好寒酸喔。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAmMMnad0kgq
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穿過電燈壞掉的小套房樓梯間,打開彷彿面無表情,也沒有門牌號碼的貧乏鐵門,映入眼簾的,是和鞋櫃與玄關擠在一起的廚房流理台、靠窗的一張鐵欄杆軍旅單人床、狹窄到近乎可悲的沙發,還有用大皮箱充數的茶几。所有外套、衣物,疊得整整齊齊,一絲不苟地收在床舖底下的紙箱子裡。446Please respect copyright.PENANAMZDITNZNQN
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這裡沒有電視,只有錄音機。整個屋子裡唯一的光源是夾在單人床欄杆上的輕型檯燈,牆壁則是空蕩蕩的;為了省去油漆剝落的麻煩,遍佈漏水跡象的水泥牆索性赤裸而光禿。446Please respect copyright.PENANAth2UfERS7V
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「這是了無生趣的人住的地方。」瓦洛加道,「所有沾到血的衣服脫下來。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAePoY8cXkMS
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一邊說,一邊淡淡地心想:「況且這裡總有門格勒來過留下的氣味……我真心希望這是我的錯覺。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAQiX28uHvZ9
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狄米特脫衣服脫到上半身赤裸的當兒,剛好瞧見瓦洛加快速地輸入三十三個密碼,打開皮箱,再輸入三十三個密碼,拿出夾層裡的製劑。狄米特看著不由得發呆。446Please respect copyright.PENANASHgzPUSHWc
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「這種粉的用法很簡單,和一些水,用調羹沾在衣服上即可。它首先會破壞所有DNA物質,再來是所有血液裡的血紅素。將衣物放置一會兒,再到流理台上用水沖掉,像這樣晾一晾。」瓦洛加微笑著,「我們KGB上上下下人員外出辦事、殺人滅口的必備良品。保證不留證據。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAwj08GzRY5y
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狄米特繼續發呆。瓦洛加替他細心地處理血跡,沒多看一眼身邊男孩年輕、健壯的肉體,道:「你頭髮上的那些也要處理掉,去浴室等我。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAjFF7iVcMIG
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狄米特只好踅去浴室,推開門;眼前的空間簡直讓他表情都扭了,暗自心想:446Please respect copyright.PENANA444k5ZU8We
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「咱們委員長鬧哪樣,這間浴室的狹窄程度,可以角逐金氏紀錄了……」446Please respect copyright.PENANAILMj4x2lr5
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他試著把角落的板凳拖出來坐下,頭卻去敲到洗手台。狄米特啊了一聲,登時腫起一個小包,接著他又不幸被後方馬桶絆到。瓦洛加沒聲沒息地走過來,一邊將稀釋的化血粉劑加入洗髮精裡,皺皺眉道:「你真的有夠笨手笨腳。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAh4Ff175Fvh
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「是你的浴室太小了!」446Please respect copyright.PENANAgzhi5EIj3C
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狄米特才剛剛掙扎著在板凳上坐定,瓦洛加把馬桶蓋輕輕蓋上,在窄小空間中一派優閒地坐下,立刻將手指埋進他柔軟的自然捲間。446Please respect copyright.PENANAvMpSljf7UX
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「你可以靠在我的小腿上沒關係。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAPwMQ0ofbZA
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瓦洛加柔柔的聲音,讓狄米特下意識照著他的話做。男孩抬眼看看洗手台上方的鏡子;可以看到瓦洛加淡、恬靜、垂著眼的表情。在髮間穿梭的手指,令他鬧了一天的心終於靜下來。446Please respect copyright.PENANAsUuISlf9SR
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「原來我父親出入光明會那樣的地方;你覺得他也是類似的人嗎?」446Please respect copyright.PENANAKo8pkyiCSh
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「我覺得你父親應該不會害自己的孩子。別的你不用過問。」446Please respect copyright.PENANA1eIlVgLB8p
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「這個組織做的事,聽起來很可怕。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAqO2aDvpZpQ
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瓦洛加從鼻間嘆了幾乎無聲的長息,狄米特可以從鏡中,看見他像是忍受痛楚一樣地閉上眼睛:「你是個外人,你把它想成這樣就夠了:光明會只是個權力結構。曾經有些人想依憑它的力量,做點好事,例如林肯與甘迺迪先生;但是絕大多數會眾想要用它得到更多權力。歷史運行到後來,心存善意的人一個個被剷除,權力結構一日日黑暗下去。倘若這世界足夠理想,這秘密組織無立錐之地,想必會默默地消失吧。446Please respect copyright.PENANAXQzaJnt7Am
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人類不貪心,狗咬狗般的投機市場便無法存在,以物質掛帥的鬥爭世界、銀行家的遊戲,將再也無法靠低三下四的華爾街招數永續。當貪婪是人類的常態,這世上最強的人便非銀行家莫屬。若人心經常處於殘暴、自我膨脹,主宰世界的角色,自然為凱薩大帝、尼布甲尼撒等窮兵黷武的人物。若世上人性空虛、愚蠢,便風水輪流轉,輪到耶穌會與宗教裁判所登上最強的寶座,依此類推…… 此乃天經地義。所以光明會是吃人心的怪物。好了,你站起來靠在洗手台上,我幫你沖掉。這種粉劑在人體上留太久很傷身。」446Please respect copyright.PENANACBbzp30pRb
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「當世界足夠理想——你的意思是,達到馬克思先生構思的那種理想世界嗎?」446Please respect copyright.PENANAwn3QClR5jN
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狄米特抹抹鼻子,乖乖聽話地雙手撐在洗手台上,讓瓦洛加用蓮蓬頭沖他。446Please respect copyright.PENANAqrDEBz8xHJ
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「不,小朋友。我認識一個很重要的人,他說:太遙遠的信仰會腐敗,太聖潔的理想很虛偽,只要每個人心愛的人在那裡會笑,那大約就是個理想世界了。畢竟烏托邦般的主義肉眼根本看不見,但是戀人的笑顏,卻是人人愛看的。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAJbGvWMXkPd
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「委員長,你這樣笑很好看。」446Please respect copyright.PENANATMb9OwbXFi
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狄米特向著鏡子,看見瓦洛加的臉頰像情竇初開的少年一樣緋紅,有些出神。兩人的眼神在鏡中對上;心情被看透,瓦洛加羞澀生慍怒,用蓮蓬頭敲了一下他的頭:446Please respect copyright.PENANAUl2xszRTxk
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「我跟你說這些做什麼。你知道得夠多了、太多了,我看以後不要再查下去了。查了又怎樣?憑你,連光明會中最小的角色都扳不動。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAIQbyQyfibN
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「為什麼那個人沒有跟你一起住聖彼得堡?」446Please respect copyright.PENANAHtHK3jB1u3
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一種茫然、苦甜的哀傷,在瓦洛加藍色的眼睛中像藍翅豆娘點著水面,一閃而逝。接著他展開半透明、易凋零、易碎的美好笑顏:446Please respect copyright.PENANANAPuYAYtJV
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「我覺得我有好好向他道別過了。」446Please respect copyright.PENANA1QvhVRiRlr
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狄米特把頭伏在洗手台上,不作聲,故意不去看瓦洛加現在的表情。水流簌簌地從他的頭髮奔落臉頰,他毫無來由地覺得很生氣。446Please respect copyright.PENANAOTJWAic8Cb
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「你從今以後一定要乖乖聽上司的話,還有父母的話,不要問太多問題,也不要想太多。」瓦洛加說著,掛上蓮蓬頭,把一條毛巾拋到狄米特的頭上,用力地搓一搓。446Please respect copyright.PENANAKhQb6AwyZW
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「你一夜沒回去,我明天會親自打電話向你的父母解釋。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAyCGZz5Y8nx
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當晚,瓦洛加讓狄米特睡自己的床,因為大男孩身材高挑,根本擠不下瓦洛加既窮酸又窄的沙發。446Please respect copyright.PENANArzU6sNo0gl
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「原來委員長聞起來是像這個樣子。」446Please respect copyright.PENANA2mClKV81s7
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床舖的被子不足以在冬城聖彼得堡禦寒,狄米特只好將自己裹得更緊一點,一邊碎碎念著:反正裹得再緊,真正的委員長也不會過來用雙手擁抱他,自作多情。一點點髮油膩人的微香,肥皂,無名男性麝香,還有想著某人自慰時留下細而微,精液的蛋白質氣味。夾帶在乾淨的氣息中,彷彿經過仔細清洗,卻像誰的淚痕一樣洗也洗不乾淨。446Please respect copyright.PENANAJh3qcBeqNP
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「這個味道有夠寂寞。」446Please respect copyright.PENANA97TITHAebO
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狄米特悻悻地自言自語,轉過身面對斗室的黑暗。他看見陰影中浮現出瓦洛加白色的幽影,躺在沙發上,用雙手蓋住眼睛。狄米特輕聲問:「委員長,您睡了嗎?」446Please respect copyright.PENANAx5dHJrQBvj
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「我很難真正入睡,怎麼了?」446Please respect copyright.PENANAntDbKxsloI
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「你的戀人,知不知道你住這種了無生趣的破地方?」446Please respect copyright.PENANAO1uccey9T5
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「有什麼關係。我的戀人總是想辦法說很傻的傻話讓我笑,所以我實際上住在微笑之國裡。」446Please respect copyright.PENANAPu8ExLKhSY
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「大人說的話真是令人無法理解。」狄米特氣鼓鼓地翻過身去。446Please respect copyright.PENANAi04leVJFll
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待續446Please respect copyright.PENANAnYIb5Zrdjg