It's been two days since I found the rings. I still have no idea what to do.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eVDUtVC25
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Should I propose? Is it too soon? What if she just isn't interested in getting married?604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKiH0hldnB
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The boxes are now safely tucked under my bed.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c7QEaocQd
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I've gotten back all of my memories, or, at least I think I have. At least, there are no more major gaps which I cannot account for. However, I can't know if I got back all of my memories for sure, because if I don't remember it, I probably don't realise that it's missing.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7ZSFNMBih
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Anyway, back to a much more important matter; Evetta. She invited me to her house today, and didn't even have to give me directions; I remember exactly where it is.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpDerlxiBI
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I remember her reaction to the news:604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRwhTp2jW4
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"Really? Oh, my god, Caleb! I'm so happy for you!"604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCLoZqUOCH
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My lack of memory worried her more than she let on; I know it.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0V4mY0cAkE
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Briefly, I wonder what I should wear; I mean, I am eating dinner with her. Then again, does it matter? I'm her boyfriend, and she didn't dress up when she came over.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUN4Ym2tG6t
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Yes, because that was a sleepover; this is a date.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFFCNFClRd
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I am on the verge of pulling my hair out because I'm trying to pick a fucking outfit to wear. Isn't this the kind of shit that girls and women do? Yet here I am, whipped as fuck, freaking out because I'm afraid that my girlfriend won't like my clothes.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tDIj77EFo
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But then again, I know Evetta; she really won't give a shit. 604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUNuo8IC5T
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I decide to stop listening to my twisted head, and start listening to my instincts.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkNx623bWS
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I pull on a pair of jeans with a black t-shirt, and leave the house with a bag of overnight clothes over my shoulder, with the ring zipped up in the pocket. Just in case.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXHDg8IOzj
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Dinner was amazing.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliIi0iMza9
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Evetta made her pumpkin soup, as well as some kind of vegetable pasta. She ended up asking me to sleep over, and we had a pillow fight, which was a lot of fun. The next thing I knew, she was fast asleep.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFvpjdkBNU
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Today, I want to go out with her; maybe go shopping with her. The thought makes me grin; shopping with Evetta isn't like anything else that I've ever experienced. Her commentary on the other shoppers is absolutely hilarious, and she's just as fidgety as I am; sometimes, we play hide-and-seek in the clothes. 604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRStq3awMz5
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"What do you want to do today?" she asks me.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFnlJGDVbk
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"I don't know; go shopping?"604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1a8qqfZ01
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"Play hide-and-seek?"604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTECmoZKDo
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I laugh.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp4KnZvKs2
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"Yes, Eve. Play hide-and-seek."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi9GCt891A
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She freezes, then looks at me.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRiW74aQZA
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"What did you just call me?"604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3sgVxLx9k
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"Eve."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH1I6aFct1
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She smiles at me; another one of those smiles that warm your insides.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3xyaoMJjN
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I now know why her number is saved under the name "Eve"; that's what I used to call her. That's how she introduced herself to me; she said that she preferred Eve.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3oG3LVi0T
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I prefer Evetta, but I understand why she'd want to use a shorter version of a three syllable name. Additionally, I just wanted to make her happy.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhOd4u6hz0
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"You remember," she says softly."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ7lUJhEli
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"Yes."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZSC6t6o0H
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She kisses me, sweetly, and then it gets more aggressive; we're both fighting for dominance. 604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7JKp2DDym
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Before long, were tongue-fucking each other; I can feel myself getting hard... and I pull back. This just doesn't feel like the right time.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1g2JTDAlO
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She grins at me then gets up, her grin broadening when she notices my hard-on. I feel a little proud, knowing that I'm turning her on right now.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRzoMYpWoZ
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"Come on, Cal. Hurry up and get ready; we're going shopping."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoGBKYpXO1
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We went to the same place that I got her doll from. Apparently, she knows it, too.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIMLTLpQme
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After two hours, she bought skin care and hair care products and the weird, natural deodorant, along with a pair of ripped jeans, these weird-looking sandals with strings, a "bralette" (whatever the fuck that is), and some makeup shit. I did notice that she only picked up blue eyeliner (which looks really nice on her) and lip makeup, i.e. lipstick, some moisturising shit for your mouth, (balm or gloss; I don't remember) and lip liner (what the fuck does lip liner even do?). She doesn't wear heavy makeup.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zGPa5pEpE
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"Why did you buy sandals? We're in the middle of January." I say to her, as we walk side by side, back to her car parked down the street.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYodS2pvdN
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"I bought them for the summer. When is the last time you saw a decent pair of sandals in England?"604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh60BsUOsb
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She has a point there.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT7hWbYufj
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"So, where do you want to go next?" I ask her.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiMTXMY6xQ
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"Trafalgar Square," she says, as we reach the car.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5MyImqArH
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"Okay," I reply; she tosses the things on the backseat, and we drive off.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMXYkIhBfn
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Evetta seems very excited to be going there with me; she doesn't stop talking about it, and by the time we're there, she's pretty much screaming in my ear about the last time we came here, and how I got stuck on one of the lions, and almost broke my ankle jumping down. How embarrassing.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJZHJSiauC
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"Eve, you're screaming, baby," I say to her.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOQBcvLv6M
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"Oh. Whops. Sorry. I'm just excited."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCk3raHc3o
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"I get it; I'm excited too."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVizv4OjNp
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By the time we're out in the square, I can feel the elation bubbling up inside of me. Just being here with her, while she is so happy and excited, makes me happy. This moment, walking around a square full of strangers, being watched by great, stone lions, just feels so... perfect.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2dO9Ctcwd
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What if... now is the time? The time to propose?604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCoz10qm0A
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I have the ring on me, zipped up in my right coat pocket. I put my hand over the pocket, just touching the zipper, not pulling it down.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QVf4fBSCD
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I let the zipper go. 604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEGqLGQPLO
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I look up at her, and she's smiling at me.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthV5GDkp7H
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"Come on, Cal; come out of dream world," she says, giggling. "Lets play on the lions, but try not to twist your ankle this time."604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cWGRIztwt
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Her happiness is infectious; she has me grinning once more. She skips off, and I follow her.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4seOuCAM8X
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She isn't ready, and if I'm going to be honest with myself, I'm not ready. I'll do this when the time is right.604Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoEyeAuH5p
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I'm just going to have to have a little bit more patience.
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