Who am I?71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Z5UTDtkx
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VDO4VvFxj
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6mpn7eQEX
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswhxyI3ARy
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsayfVfWwl7
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPw5cEuSen
but I feel like I’m stuck.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlgf216gvK
I don’t know what I want.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX9yTLu2s8
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jhok8VcsF
I want to have a dream.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspcDHHh93T
Have a goal.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv0onH6dHs
Try to achieve it...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1RsaqmOEs
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4g795ji1C
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08YpS3JVAc
I’m alone, trying to dream,71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPhgBaNZu0
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgpksIsadR
after a long journey,71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRGJqpoNc0
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5Eb0GfmNy
