Who am I?414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewFXENxjZS
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0bx4hhf80
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8rgp7IU0U
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8xgoFx8wp
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5QZp3S70N
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO5aQ4GvVG
but I feel like I’m stuck.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6GP81A6uq
I don’t know what I want.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovERaJaNQs
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4Vmr0RzyP
I want to have a dream.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5PI9ddF25
Have a goal.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjjr65Q9Rr
Try to achieve it...414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOCVhhJFle
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLNE9ePQQw
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay2YvDsHiZ
I’m alone, trying to dream,414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hl6GJXC2u
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMUOo7KjXH
after a long journey,414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U0BZZQvp2
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...414Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi48WTD2A9a
