Who am I?191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxLN5uOzUg
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sAVeQHoWW
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxSjuc1Cut
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJFyYhZpZf
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dGPg0xLQU
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadRKA50NIr
but I feel like I’m stuck.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS4ggdiItT
I don’t know what I want.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnnffd2HIr
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPmfkVpIsT
I want to have a dream.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiLoFdE9Me
Have a goal.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjYQRV8JBc
Try to achieve it...191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojvogY7HPR
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCoUIReumw
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtEaVgUFTd
I’m alone, trying to dream,191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WP0gmh968
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZpETY8uSy
after a long journey,191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGcLYK56O9
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xaexVhDRW
