Who am I?345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8umsO6ZjpB
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQgEpUjMI6
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYzqA5KbOH
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVfeLF7iGU
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6SFSqxkaN
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWlLimIFKq
but I feel like I’m stuck.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqAZXqvMhp
I don’t know what I want.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfPnrrZx7v
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o9QOKGzQN
I want to have a dream.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPb1xcnM0g
Have a goal.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzH0ignp11
Try to achieve it...345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFg4jWRONG
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6suQ34tMFj
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05xgcaf1SF
I’m alone, trying to dream,345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9ayGFRxia
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iosY9DwFH
after a long journey,345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4RrHjwo6h
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn7zLdi4j2
