Who am I?84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslOklmzEXf
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qf5wGPNRS
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWVZ2SlVhJ
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGQsCaOcZd
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoXdb2WfNU
but I feel like I’m stuck.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhZ97jzoyq
I don’t know what I want.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWjzYr5vul
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxwLl6ilW1
I want to have a dream.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKgIwEDDyy
Have a goal.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpSDPJ2Bl3
Try to achieve it...84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp3No084XA
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SRrGBKPR5
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqS71hcJdGJ
I’m alone, trying to dream,84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTlE1bYTRm
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0s6RTrUKn
after a long journey,84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gNoCRyPN3
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...84Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOoMixqE5B
