Who am I?39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3kxLWdVRS
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRN9IG20LRA
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmswOS8iPI
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2vbSntouq
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g29ihkqTU
but I feel like I’m stuck.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgiXVWBSG2
I don’t know what I want.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX68y24HD1
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXFjbNED7L
I want to have a dream.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWlPoi4YU0
Have a goal.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHy1AvpsVz
Try to achieve it...39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm5A7CRWuh
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIoVKTWrXT
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAcRpLQvmj
I’m alone, trying to dream,39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycAXTU9sia
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdKZpKzKl9
after a long journey,39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4P9f1xdgd
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...39Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0QFKVJb9z
