Who am I?176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8wXodEh59
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDprRgcoJi
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdVzuukCoC
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqeGcr0IWl
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuxMEdRggY
but I feel like I’m stuck.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxfeGksjZJ
I don’t know what I want.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeYCdEJSkF
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWq9NDdHKC
I want to have a dream.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4Kfrwq8d1
Have a goal.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZuYKb00Em
Try to achieve it...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcoy3AqHF6
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6twLZSgTn
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS2T0u3cqd
I’m alone, trying to dream,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWoVZrTfoH
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V8nNawdr4
after a long journey,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvdEjMvnrt
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M7sN5FH8L
