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我握著她的手時,她的指尖濕濕的,涼得像剛從海底爬上岸的石頭。8964 copyright protection149PENANAOTAsFoeslm 維尼
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她沒說,但我知道她在抖。8964 copyright protection149PENANAtiyC4O3yDK 維尼
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我沒有問她「妳還好嗎?」,因為我知道她會點頭。8964 copyright protection149PENANA5E27jxE3cL 維尼
就像她總是那樣,把崩潰壓縮成一句話:「我可以。」8964 copyright protection149PENANAoxBGUXehpy 維尼
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但我聽得出她的聲音每一次都更輕了。每一次呼吸裡,都藏著一點點要碎的聲音。8964 copyright protection149PENANAdgOYViDXUm 維尼
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醫生開口的那瞬間,她的手像是抽了一下。我握得再穩,也止不住她的顫抖。8964 copyright protection149PENANAKhtBV8PVol 維尼
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「請問主述症狀?」8964 copyright protection149PENANA0Ic7QXvQDA 維尼
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她吸氣、停頓、彷彿下一秒就要崩潰,但還是用力說出:「恐慌發作頻繁……嘔吐、喘不過氣……情緒崩潰……」8964 copyright protection149PENANATt4fcWigiO 維尼
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我幾乎在她吐出那幾個字的時候,感覺到她整個人都繃緊了。8964 copyright protection149PENANAVL7KeSM9pM 維尼
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我不該讓她來到這一步。8964 copyright protection149PENANAWkPkA9dBNx 維尼
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我該更早拉住她,該在她說「還可以」的時候,拆穿那句話裡藏著的求救。8964 copyright protection149PENANAACSF0LYWFQ 維尼
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「誘發原因?」8964 copyright protection149PENANAihp1pPUT8t 維尼
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我原本以為她會沉默。8964 copyright protection149PENANAstPPcGuAkS 維尼
我準備好要接話,但她開口了。8964 copyright protection149PENANArANYDFWv93 維尼
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「長期職場羞辱……特定上司言語攻擊、工作量不合理……」8964 copyright protection149PENANA1j0mPX0YD6 維尼
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她的聲音發抖。8964 copyright protection149PENANAtDrroPAolz 維尼
但她還是說了。8964 copyright protection149PENANA7xbeRnDTvP 維尼
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我替她補上:「她之前在原單位就有身心科紀錄,我可以提供資料。」8964 copyright protection149PENANAMF3IMiGv85 維尼
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我想讓她知道,這一次,不用一個人硬撐著站在白光下說出痛。8964 copyright protection149PENANAs6NiM6KlWY 維尼
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醫生的診斷,我們早猜到了。8964 copyright protection149PENANAgBaHeOhdmE 維尼
但當他真的說出來:「身心耗損的臨床診斷」、「短期休養」、「焦慮障礙與恐慌症」,我還是忍不住握緊了她的手。8964 copyright protection149PENANAGbCgjM0547 維尼
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我想告訴她:「謝謝妳說出口。」8964 copyright protection149PENANAaDy1dDJDeF 維尼
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她一直都以為,自己如果倒下了,我會連一點光都找不到。8964 copyright protection149PENANAQYhDx1VZX8 維尼
但她不知道,在她試著努力的那些夜裡,我才是被她牽著走的人。8964 copyright protection149PENANADRQuF0VZXm 維尼
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當醫師說出「這份診斷證明可以作為職場調查的佐證」時,我感覺她的肩膀鬆了一點,又馬上收緊。8964 copyright protection149PENANA5bZ4kiIFIU 維尼
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她一定還在想:「會不會是我太脆弱了。」8964 copyright protection149PENANAXAXTfX0rsz 維尼
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我什麼都沒說,只是安靜地握住她的手,像她那晚在我最黑的夢裡那樣,什麼也沒問,只是蹲下來抱住我。8964 copyright protection149PENANA9vPGc0MxFk 維尼
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領藥時,她的手抖得更厲害了。8964 copyright protection149PENANAIYMkNAxjiK 維尼
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她蹲下來,把自己蜷縮在牆角,我連她眼神在哪都看不見,但我知道,她快撐不住了。8964 copyright protection149PENANAuiR8gCAk03 維尼
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她的聲音像風一樣斷斷續續:「我真的……真的好想逃……但我不想讓妳一個人。」8964 copyright protection149PENANATuDAwn7CIE 維尼
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我蹲下去抱住她。8964 copyright protection149PENANAGsL5EAQtbm 維尼
她全身都在抖。8964 copyright protection149PENANAfvX3r16zu1 維尼
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我輕輕地,慢慢地說:「那我們就一起走,走到這些東西不能再碰到我們為止。」8964 copyright protection149PENANAKUFC2Ek2Wh 維尼
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她抓著我,就像過去我的那個「家瑜」抓著那個也想逃的我一樣。8964 copyright protection149PENANAfaRSXi29lj 維尼
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我們交換了角色,但彼此都沒離開過。8964 copyright protection149PENANADPFd9atPe1 維尼
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她握緊診斷書的那一刻,我聽見她吸了一口氣,像是終於讓那口壓著的海水慢慢退了下來。8964 copyright protection149PENANAVGY3vR95WL 維尼
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我知道她還是會怕,會自責。8964 copyright protection149PENANA7Nj34OO0Aa 維尼
但我也知道,她正一步一步,學著把自己放進被愛的那一格裡。8964 copyright protection149PENANANGLkNSAHFG 維尼
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我湊近她耳邊,對她說:「我們會走出去,妳不用撐著了。」8964 copyright protection149PENANAc8Dkif8GQw 維尼
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她沒說話,只是把臉埋進我的肩膀。153Please respect copyright.PENANAmbvaSX0sSd
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她哭了。8964 copyright protection149PENANAIyqz3Aiq4h 維尼
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但那是第一次,我聽見她的哭聲裡,藏著一點點想活下去的力氣。8964 copyright protection149PENANAvZXX2oCSGt 維尼
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她不是一個人了。8964 copyright protection149PENANAubleaWnX2E 維尼
這一點,我一定會讓她記得。8964 copyright protection149PENANARcPStEivz4 維尼
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