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失明之後,我開始害怕「未來」這兩個字。8964 copyright protection100PENANAfQ55cwUn9l 維尼
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不是因為黑暗,而是因為不知道自己能不能還得住那些承諾。8964 copyright protection100PENANABTofNy1Hzp 維尼
能不能再照顧她、陪她走過那些我曾說要一起跨過的風浪。8964 copyright protection100PENANAS2n6MhbO1d 維尼
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那晚我躺在床上,翻來覆去,聽著她平穩的呼吸,卻遲遲不敢碰她。8964 copyright protection100PENANAQbagT4BXo5 維尼
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她睡得那麼安穩,而我卻睜著眼睛,看著自己看不見的世界,腦袋滿是那些沒說出口的恐懼。8964 copyright protection100PENANA9WFuXnOgtv 維尼
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如果有一天她累了,如果有一天我真的成為她的負擔……她會不會離開?8964 copyright protection100PENANAYgI9ksCqPw 維尼
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我以為我壓得很好,直到她輕輕問我:「妳還沒睡對不對?」8964 copyright protection100PENANAMYT1UpdzLM 維尼
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我一頓,沒出聲。8964 copyright protection100PENANACfchfOuF0A 維尼
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她轉過身,輕輕抱住我:「妳在想什麼?」8964 copyright protection100PENANALfABYxvMTp 維尼
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我終於低聲說出那句:「我有點怕……怕將來我做不到自己想做到的事,怕……妳會後悔陪著我。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAPvaKCrBTkR 維尼
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她沒急著回應。8964 copyright protection100PENANAlPxvjvqcwf 維尼
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只是用手摸著我臉頰,然後貼上額頭:「湛霖姐姐,妳記得嗎?以前我剛進單位的時候,我也是天天失眠。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA0dghEHmMCt 維尼
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我一愣。8964 copyright protection100PENANAI3AyBXipGd 維尼
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「那時我覺得大家都比我聰明、比我能幹,我根本不應該待在那裡。但我撐著。8964 copyright protection100PENANAxpRsrrQcwe 維尼
沒人教我業務,只有侯前輩在那邊冷嘲熱諷,我害怕到只能躲在檔案室裡哭、發抖,然後偷偷擦掉眼淚再出來裝沒事。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAYOZREYfZ4K 維尼
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我慢慢收緊抱她的手:「我那時還沒調過去,不知道妳那麼辛苦……」8964 copyright protection100PENANAhaJVkL4Qgy 維尼
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「可是妳後來來了啊,」她說,「妳會在我喝水的時候遞紙巾,會在我筆記本寫太滿時借我一頁,會在我站著發呆時輕輕問我:『妳還好嗎?』在我崩潰躲起來時,找到我、靜靜地在我身邊陪我。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA1MNEgdfBLg 維尼
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「湛霖姐姐,妳也曾陪我走過我以為會撐不過去的日子。」8964 copyright protection100PENANA2BZHuuPbpk 維尼
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「所以,未來就交給我來一起撐,好不好?」8964 copyright protection100PENANAz3ne9Hwf0J 維尼
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我沒說話,只把她整個人拉進我懷裡,抱緊。8964 copyright protection100PENANAQTFpyCcPrE 維尼
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她在我耳邊說:8964 copyright protection100PENANA95qvQV9aQQ 維尼
「妳要是怕,就靠著我睡。我會陪妳過一輩子,這不是承諾,是我想做的事。」8964 copyright protection100PENANAER0rAFX8QF 維尼
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我聽見這句話的時候,眼淚止不住地落了下來,卻也第一次安心地睡著了。8964 copyright protection100PENANAb1MttplPxA 維尼
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黑暗裡,我什麼都看不見。8964 copyright protection100PENANAd5MqoIoPBa 維尼
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但我聽得見她的心跳,聞得到她的溫度,感覺得到,她一直都在。8964 copyright protection100PENANALKFNJcPJYJ 維尼
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