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失明之後,我開始害怕「未來」這兩個字。8964 copyright protection119PENANAQ4gkTh5eVb 維尼
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不是因為黑暗,而是因為不知道自己能不能還得住那些承諾。8964 copyright protection119PENANAOnn86uHnqm 維尼
能不能再照顧她、陪她走過那些我曾說要一起跨過的風浪。8964 copyright protection119PENANAAxMMdAnwFL 維尼
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那晚我躺在床上,翻來覆去,聽著她平穩的呼吸,卻遲遲不敢碰她。8964 copyright protection119PENANAWHw7E95uuq 維尼
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她睡得那麼安穩,而我卻睜著眼睛,看著自己看不見的世界,腦袋滿是那些沒說出口的恐懼。8964 copyright protection119PENANAfBwUR0SVEG 維尼
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如果有一天她累了,如果有一天我真的成為她的負擔……她會不會離開?8964 copyright protection119PENANAjotHy3nCVB 維尼
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我以為我壓得很好,直到她輕輕問我:「妳還沒睡對不對?」8964 copyright protection119PENANA54hPK9Jr1X 維尼
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我一頓,沒出聲。8964 copyright protection119PENANAhrc219HhMF 維尼
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她轉過身,輕輕抱住我:「妳在想什麼?」8964 copyright protection119PENANA1omb6Zw2ta 維尼
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我終於低聲說出那句:「我有點怕……怕將來我做不到自己想做到的事,怕……妳會後悔陪著我。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAwAAulk02fx 維尼
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她沒急著回應。8964 copyright protection119PENANAWUCiYf5hyQ 維尼
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只是用手摸著我臉頰,然後貼上額頭:「湛霖姐姐,妳記得嗎?以前我剛進單位的時候,我也是天天失眠。」8964 copyright protection119PENANA882AGwT3Zc 維尼
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我一愣。8964 copyright protection119PENANAOWlBqZfTpc 維尼
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「那時我覺得大家都比我聰明、比我能幹,我根本不應該待在那裡。但我撐著。8964 copyright protection119PENANAlPmQrwoubu 維尼
沒人教我業務,只有侯前輩在那邊冷嘲熱諷,我害怕到只能躲在檔案室裡哭、發抖,然後偷偷擦掉眼淚再出來裝沒事。」8964 copyright protection119PENANADxw3w3bqp6 維尼
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我慢慢收緊抱她的手:「我那時還沒調過去,不知道妳那麼辛苦……」8964 copyright protection119PENANAO8Ad0TvJUm 維尼
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「可是妳後來來了啊,」她說,「妳會在我喝水的時候遞紙巾,會在我筆記本寫太滿時借我一頁,會在我站著發呆時輕輕問我:『妳還好嗎?』在我崩潰躲起來時,找到我、靜靜地在我身邊陪我。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAZ0Pxk4Ijg5 維尼
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「湛霖姐姐,妳也曾陪我走過我以為會撐不過去的日子。」8964 copyright protection119PENANADwfdwHZAOd 維尼
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「所以,未來就交給我來一起撐,好不好?」8964 copyright protection119PENANAeMlNa2qKdf 維尼
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我沒說話,只把她整個人拉進我懷裡,抱緊。8964 copyright protection119PENANAuE3dcpZi0H 維尼
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她在我耳邊說:8964 copyright protection119PENANA4LrLOSJSxp 維尼
「妳要是怕,就靠著我睡。我會陪妳過一輩子,這不是承諾,是我想做的事。」8964 copyright protection119PENANAKRILlyqxtZ 維尼
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我聽見這句話的時候,眼淚止不住地落了下來,卻也第一次安心地睡著了。8964 copyright protection119PENANATDMYxf0eaQ 維尼
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黑暗裡,我什麼都看不見。8964 copyright protection119PENANAWiO5lDyS7d 維尼
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但我聽得見她的心跳,聞得到她的溫度,感覺得到,她一直都在。8964 copyright protection119PENANA9rlaO5OWXi 維尼
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