No Plagiarism!D4LVcHE9XHn9mU9htDCVposted on PENANA 這幾天,江映幾乎沒怎麼在百合莊好好待著。8964 copyright protection40PENANAoHTlbe5lNp 維尼
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天剛亮,她就揉著眼睛從床上爬起來,輕手輕腳地換衣服、綁頭髮,再拎著筆電和資料出門。她沒開燈,怕吵醒還在睡夢中的沐藍,只靠手機微弱的光亮確認時間與路線。早餐通常是便利商店的飯糰和黑咖啡,在趕往捷運的路上匆匆解決,然後一整天不是泡在出版社,就是窩在市區的共享空間裡修稿。8964 copyright protection40PENANAGsshyVUKrm 維尼
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最近這本長篇進入倒數階段,責編和排版團隊進度壓得緊,幾乎每天都在催改回覆。最麻煩的是,一週內已經改了三次封面標題,還加插了一個番外篇,她原本設計好的章節結構全部打亂,只能硬著頭皮重編。8964 copyright protection40PENANAijZx1KqIB9 維尼
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她白天專注地盯著電腦螢幕,指節僵硬、眼壓高到幾乎會頭痛。到了晚上七八點,總算從出版社出來時,才發現外頭天色早已全黑。手機訊息一堆,大多是編輯那頭新的意見,也夾雜著幾封讀者來信和沐藍傳來的貼圖或簡單問候。8964 copyright protection40PENANAjo1kHUWQNp 維尼
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「要吃晚飯記得買菜喔——」8964 copyright protection40PENANAIYpgwSfm6K 維尼
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「下雨了,你有帶傘嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAlZOOdHf2p7 維尼
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「我寫了新橋段妳有空幫我看看嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAujlX6D8gKm 維尼
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她每次看到都會笑一笑,但也只能簡短回一句「好,等我回家」。8964 copyright protection40PENANA0wdHHq4fvV 維尼
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回到百合莊時已是晚上九點,有時甚至十點半。她推開房門,看見客廳的燈還亮著,沐藍在沙發上縮著身子,披著薄毯子打著瞌睡,電視還放著音量很低的重播節目,像是在等她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAv4jodfH9rR 維尼
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江映放輕腳步,先去廚房把便當加熱,再替沐藍蓋好毛毯、關掉電視。8964 copyright protection40PENANAbDOZo6FHWq 維尼
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「我回來了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA4CW78goqpH 維尼
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她輕聲地說,像習慣性對一個熟睡的戀人告白,但沐藍通常都會迷迷糊糊睜眼,抓著她的手說句:8964 copyright protection40PENANA7WGeAJuWbk 維尼
「嗯,辛苦了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAws4lG6xfdP 維尼
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江映笑著蹲下來,摸了摸她的頭髮——然後繼續走回自己的筆電前,開始處理編輯剛寄來的第二輪修正建議。即使疲憊,她仍得完成。8964 copyright protection40PENANAkzDARTlmHG 維尼
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洗澡是在凌晨一點後的事,腳步聲已經小到像貓,怕吵醒隔壁房間的人。她總是在熱水下閉著眼站好幾分鐘,等肩膀的酸感和腦袋的悶脹稍微退去,再慢慢地、靜靜地回到房間。8964 copyright protection40PENANAlqP3r9u6eK 維尼
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然後是最寂靜的時間。8964 copyright protection40PENANA0KCZunXgYA 維尼
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她坐在床邊,燈光開得極暗,盯著手機日曆與便條,將隔天要修改的章節逐條列點。沐藍已經入睡,呼吸平穩,手還無意識地搭在江映那側的被角上,彷彿在潛意識中抓住她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAuLEjsRUdq1 維尼
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江映望著那只手,有那麼一瞬間,覺得心裡有些悶,但她只是深吸口氣,熄掉螢幕,在天還沒亮之前倒頭睡去。8964 copyright protection40PENANAkl9ssXm8bz 維尼
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而這幾天,沐藍總是在不經意間,想起那天偷聽到的對話。8964 copyright protection40PENANAUUp20eVKi7 維尼
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──「妳總得回家吧,爸媽已經不年輕了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAkb6PdsSp1I 維尼
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──「媽也很想妳喔,回家吧,映。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAg131zyahT3 維尼
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──「妳有才華,別浪費掉了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANABit2mKqWvi 維尼
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江承傑的聲音一字一句,像魚鉤一樣在她心底來回勾刺。8964 copyright protection40PENANAMDzWz4cLi6 維尼
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她沒有聽到江映最後怎麼回的。那天,她裝作什麼都沒發生,等江映哥哥離開後才假裝剛起床,一如往常地拉著江映去買午餐,沒說破,沒提起。但那句「妳總得回家吧」,像根倒刺,卡在她的喉嚨和夢裡。8964 copyright protection40PENANAtxqV67PWFC 維尼
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她不敢問。8964 copyright protection40PENANAL8AQzld8Ol 維尼
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問了,就等於承認自己偷聽了。問了,就得聽江映親口說出那些,她最怕聽見的答案。8964 copyright protection40PENANAahwMrxr2AW 維尼
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這幾天,江映變得很忙,忙到她幾乎碰不到人影。清晨出門,夜深才回來,有時甚至連訊息也不回。8964 copyright protection40PENANADXAtpkFl2U 維尼
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沐藍一開始只是等──從沙發等到床上,從手機的訊息欄等到乾脆拿出筆記本亂寫幾句字。但江映的回覆總是簡短:「還在忙」「我晚點回」「明天改稿截止喔」。8964 copyright protection40PENANAJS3Lc9kICh 維尼
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她看著那句「我晚點回」,眼神空空地盯了五分鐘,然後回了個貼圖,過了三小時也沒有已讀。8964 copyright protection40PENANA2H1UP2zBPd 維尼
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本來是想幫忙的。她還記得自己說想試著寫小說,那天江映摸摸她的頭,笑著說「那我們就一起當百合莊的寫作組合」,她還傻乎乎地在本子上畫了兩個Q版頭像,標上:「映姊與藍藍的寫作日誌」。8964 copyright protection40PENANAW4UfdiLdUP 維尼
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但現在,江映好像又回到了她無法觸碰的那個世界──職場、編輯、截稿日,忙碌到只剩下電話另一頭的聲音和鍵盤的敲擊。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgw7XRfANm6 維尼
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她並不怨。真的不怨。8964 copyright protection40PENANADo7RoVS8bg 維尼
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只是,心裡有一種濃霧壓著胸口,壓得她晚上睡不好,白天也提不起勁,總覺得江映在一點一點地……遠離她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAOnfZwW5D8f 維尼
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那種感覺像是小時候被遺留在遊樂園的時候,轉頭才發現老師和大家已經走遠,手機又沒電,整個人縮在角落哭著等。只是現在的她已經不會哭了,只會一遍遍拿出手機,看看訊息是否有新回覆,然後在心裡擬好幾百次的對話開場,最後什麼也說不出口。8964 copyright protection40PENANAsS1FtF8Hi0 維尼
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──她是不是,真的要走了?8964 copyright protection40PENANAuskyZk2En9 維尼
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──她是不是,回家了,就不會再回來了?8964 copyright protection40PENANAiYcEPgtn4x 維尼
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她不知道,也不敢問。越是這樣不確定的情緒,就越積越深,像杯子底部沒喝完的咖啡,漸漸變涼、變苦、變濃,直到整個人開始變得不像自己。8964 copyright protection40PENANAByw4oq1agp 維尼
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她的文字也寫不下去了,腦袋裡滿是江映匆匆離去的背影。8964 copyright protection40PENANAKh2hzzeSlB 維尼
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她越來越沉默,卻越來越渴望江映的回頭──哪怕只是摸摸頭也好。8964 copyright protection40PENANArVrwzlzeyQ 維尼
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夜深了,百合莊的窗外只有蟲鳴。8964 copyright protection40PENANAtLdjZAeUob 維尼
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江映今天又晚回來了。比昨天還晚。8964 copyright protection40PENANAF47wJaAeVA 維尼
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門輕輕打開,江映一如往常地脫下外套、換上室內拖,動作小心翼翼,像是不想吵醒沐藍。但沐藍根本沒睡。8964 copyright protection40PENANABBzbvcojLc 維尼
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她背對著門側躺著,眼睛盯著手機的螢幕發呆。訊息停留在三小時前,她發了一句:8964 copyright protection40PENANAjmpaqk77HO 維尼
「要吃宵夜嗎?我等妳一起。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAUxfZPepkBg 維尼
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底下的顯示還是:「未讀。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAOrYoFw6wmf 維尼
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「沐藍?妳還沒睡嗎?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAzrIoXu6B2x 維尼
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江映語氣很柔,彷彿什麼都沒發生。8964 copyright protection40PENANAAIPgFWzT9S 維尼
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「嗯。」她輕聲應了一句,仍沒轉頭。8964 copyright protection40PENANAY0Pg2Qoqio 維尼
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江映沒發現異樣,走過去摸了摸她的頭頂,笑著說:8964 copyright protection40PENANAtEhSYECyem 維尼
「今天稿子順利結束了,明天總算能睡晚一點。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAq2xdmoexoI 維尼
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沐藍點點頭,卻沒有回話。頭髮底下的眼神悄悄暗了下來。8964 copyright protection40PENANAn1wkCbnImb 維尼
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江映沒注意到她的沉默,只當她困了,也沒多說什麼,就去浴室洗澡了。水聲響起,混雜著她哼著的旋律──是她們一起看過的動畫主題曲。8964 copyright protection40PENANAC4Qup07f7D 維尼
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但那些聲音,此刻卻讓沐藍感到煩躁。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiOaNl0oAqI 維尼
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她轉過身,看著那隻一直沒亮起的手機螢幕,然後又看向書桌邊──那張她們曾經肩併肩寫作的桌子,如今堆滿了校對稿與雜亂的便條紙。她放在那兒的筆記本,被壓在最角落,封面都已經積了點灰塵。8964 copyright protection40PENANAWMlIjOBmra 維尼
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她記得自己曾說過會努力追上江映。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVjO68Fvbzn 維尼
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但她從來沒想過──那麼努力往前走的江映,會不會根本不打算等她。8964 copyright protection40PENANAZABSBNKtn3 維尼
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隔天早上,江映果然睡過頭了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAKVJ9zdW9S2 維尼
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「哇啊啊啊完了完了我十點的電話會議——」她頂著亂糟糟的頭髮衝出房間,沐藍在廚房做著早餐,一句話也沒說。8964 copyright protection40PENANApQw9oSiW6Z 維尼
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「沐藍,我今天真的沒辦法陪妳吃了!我先跑了!晚點再聊喔,啾咪──」說完,江映就踩著那雙布鞋一溜煙跑了出去,留下桌上的熱牛奶和吐司緩緩飄起白霧。8964 copyright protection40PENANAGR58j53sSX 維尼
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門「喀噠」一聲闔上。8964 copyright protection40PENANAYDmpOphXLo 維尼
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沐藍看著那兩份早餐,沉默地放下鍋鏟,輕輕坐到椅子上。桌面另一側的椅子空著,對面的位置彷彿越來越遠。她想像江映坐在那邊,一邊喝牛奶,一邊跟她講今天要改幾萬字的稿子,然後順手把自己碗裡的煎蛋撥過來。8964 copyright protection40PENANATyinVpwDwp 維尼
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──但那個畫面現在只剩回憶了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAGkGpoHLA4t 維尼
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她撐著下巴,忍不住拿起手機點開備忘錄,那是她前幾天寫的草稿。看了一眼,又刪掉幾句。8964 copyright protection40PENANAADC7uhWDXz 維尼
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她忽然覺得很滑稽。明明是自己說想寫小說的,到頭來卻只是每天在等待別人回訊息的無聊人罷了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAwEGp7pKRGb 維尼
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當天下午,江映又沒回家吃飯。8964 copyright protection40PENANAaeNjJlpUqd 維尼
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她說有臨時的編輯會議,要直接留在出版社加班。8964 copyright protection40PENANArsedQilvJv 維尼
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「這樣啊。」沐藍發出去後,盯著「已讀」的兩個字,心裡說不上來是輕鬆還是失落。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiioiKfwWKt 維尼
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她突然很想問一個問題。那個她壓在心裡好幾天的問題。但她怕自己問了,就真的沒辦法假裝什麼都不知道了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAWa0peRGT80 維尼
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──她真的會回家嗎?會離開這裡嗎?8964 copyright protection40PENANAYjvjllsJVr 維尼
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──還是,這裡從來都只是個「暫時的地方」?8964 copyright protection40PENANAkZ2NIVyEUM 維尼
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不安與失落漸漸發酵,發酵成一種模糊的痛苦。她的眼睛有些泛酸,卻笑了出來──一個人孤零零地笑著。8964 copyright protection40PENANAQKmoSDYdUc 維尼
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「果然還是……我太貪心了。」8964 copyright protection40PENANASrmOiMesCT 維尼
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她喃喃自語,望著空蕩蕩的門口。那裡曾經每天都會出現一個人,笑著喊她名字,說「我回來了」。8964 copyright protection40PENANA8TCQ5B7YXc 維尼
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但那聲音,好像越來越遠了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAOJt7CdMpwN 維尼
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那天晚上,雨從傍晚就開始下個不停。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVVWAKH5BTY 維尼
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江映從捷運站走回百合莊的路上,一手撐著傘,一手提著裝便當的塑膠袋,鞋底踩進積水濺起水花。她咬著下唇,眉頭緊皺,腦袋裡還在回想剛剛跟編輯開會時的細節,還有那封一直卡在信箱、她卻沒勇氣打開的父親來信。8964 copyright protection40PENANAWF6FR81RPq 維尼
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她其實一整天沒碰手機,直到進便利商店買便當時才注意到:十幾通未接來電,都是沐藍的。8964 copyright protection40PENANAN8TABzZVcS 維尼
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她有些懊惱。這幾天工作一緊湊,從早上的文案修改、午間的會議簡報、到下午校稿與催稿的疲勞轟炸,忙到連喘息都嫌奢侈。有時回到百合莊,連卸妝都顧不得就倒在床上,起床時才發現訊息還沒回、鬧鐘也忘了設。8964 copyright protection40PENANAgJkcYwkxzq 維尼
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「沐藍一定在生氣了吧……畢竟之前答應過她要和她一起寫作,卻失約了三四次。」江映嘆了口氣,自嘲地苦笑。8964 copyright protection40PENANAQeR9nH2rHL 維尼
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她打開門,一如往常地叫道:8964 copyright protection40PENANAypyF9Zrs8S 維尼
「沐藍,我回來了——」8964 copyright protection40PENANAneyHnyCC0m 維尼
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語尾卻卡住了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAVerVPeoFMh 維尼
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客廳的燈沒開,只有走廊昏黃的燈光灑在沙發邊。沐藍坐在那裡,像等了很久。她的雙手正在整齊地把筆記本一疊一疊收好,旁邊是她平常帶出去寫生的小提包,包上還別著那顆她珍藏著江映送的吊飾。8964 copyright protection40PENANAu8bvuRa2x3 維尼
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江映換好拖鞋,一邊走進來一邊小心翼翼地說:8964 copyright protection40PENANAP3sVwVzh0P 維尼
「我買了妳喜歡的便當哦,還熱的——」8964 copyright protection40PENANAJyxk2wOihz 維尼
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「……今天下雨。」沐藍低聲說,像是沒聽見她的話。8964 copyright protection40PENANAR28PFuwe2r 維尼
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「對啊,這雨下超大,幸好我有帶傘……欸,妳怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAWFLxbWLbMI 維尼
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沐藍沒有回答,只是將手上的東西一件件放進包裡。她的動作慢,但異常地有條理,像是在不斷確認自己沒遺漏什麼,卻又像是在延緩某種即將發生的結局。8964 copyright protection40PENANA8TfzJvzCbw 維尼
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江映總算意識到不對勁,放下手中袋子,試探性地問:8964 copyright protection40PENANAGGBN15pHC7 維尼
「妳要出門?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAvKk0N3VH8v 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA7Mb2Yneojk 維尼
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「那、那我載妳?」8964 copyright protection40PENANAikUxaEzmqo 維尼
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「不用。」語氣輕得像雨絲一樣,卻堅硬如冰。8964 copyright protection40PENANApMCWgEwJ5p 維尼
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「只是一個暫時的過客,不值得妳用心。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAyUY1WbW4NH 維尼
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「什麼?」江映愣住了。8964 copyright protection40PENANAtjgtdw1o5h 維尼
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「我聽到了。」沐藍抬起頭,眼睛在昏黃燈光下泛著光澤,「那天妳哥來的時候,我聽到了你們的對話。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAnB0pQMFF7K 維尼
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江映一瞬間像被打了一拳,整個人都僵住了。8964 copyright protection40PENANA0VR26H9wXO 維尼
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「妳說……妳會想一想。」8964 copyright protection40PENANA0MFXoyESBM 維尼
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「那是因為我……我也不知道該怎麼面對……」8964 copyright protection40PENANAGeQbZmciWE 維尼
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「妳什麼都沒說,就選擇沉默,選擇逃避,選擇不回訊息,選擇不面對我。」沐藍打斷她,語氣依舊平靜,卻像石頭一樣一顆顆落在心上。8964 copyright protection40PENANAaUg6qjpYzv 維尼
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「這幾天,妳不是出門很早就是回來很晚,手機常常不在身邊,連我寫作給妳看的時候,妳都只是點個頭說『妳很棒』然後就去接電話。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAaPsKZSAE17 維尼
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江映急了:8964 copyright protection40PENANAuLoK83b9zp 維尼
「我真的不是故意的,編輯那邊催得很緊,我也不知道怎麼同時兼顧……」8964 copyright protection40PENANA6fYaVcYGtH 維尼
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「我知道的。」沐藍看著她,終於露出點悲傷的神情,「我只是……在等妳一句話,等妳回頭看看我。可我等不到。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAJHSzxsdASS 維尼
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江映的手無力地垂下,彷彿剛剛提著的便當袋都成了負擔。8964 copyright protection40PENANAvn9fAc3bPe 維尼
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「我從來沒有說要離開妳……」8964 copyright protection40PENANAH9bMWBJaVy 維尼
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「但妳也從來沒有說妳想留下來。」那句話像一把刀子,輕巧地切進她的胸口,不帶血,卻讓她說不出話。8964 copyright protection40PENANAz4g1wQgfJD 維尼
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「如果妳真的會離開……就請至少告訴我。不要讓我還在等妳吃完早飯,還在煮妳喜歡的蛋花湯,還在幫妳把窗簾拉開、把毛巾晾好……」8964 copyright protection40PENANARdg6X2F8A6 維尼
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沐藍說著,終於垂下眼,轉身拿起傘。8964 copyright protection40PENANAiryKhk2xvB 維尼
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她走到門邊,手握住門把,頓了頓:8964 copyright protection40PENANACZJLc7O0LR 維尼
「我不是真的想走。我只是……想讓妳知道,我有多怕妳走。」8964 copyright protection40PENANAIzoNPLeMdv 維尼
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話落,她推開門,走進雨裡。8964 copyright protection40PENANAfgreN8dktd 維尼
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江映呆在原地,久久沒動。8964 copyright protection40PENANAfoam9imtsM 維尼
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客廳安靜得可怕,只剩下雨聲與尚未拆封的便當,一點點涼了下來。8964 copyright protection40PENANAqOasL2kY6q 維尼
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