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No Plagiarism!DtwPphYMrziu6uEoxmw9posted on PENANA 一如往常地敲了熟悉的白色房門,在聽到開朗的「請進」後,我便走了進去。坐在病床上的老師對我抱以微笑後,改坐在床旁。8964 copyright protection35PENANAH2wShSq3y1 維尼
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我拉了一旁的空椅,在她面前坐下。她兩腳保持著差點踢到我小腿的幅度晃著,大概是遇到了什麼開心的事吧。8964 copyright protection35PENANATCy0Det6Mr 維尼
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「身體還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAFpd3izJXGX 維尼
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雖然老師看起來很雀躍。但那比起昨天又更加消瘦點的身軀,希望只是我的錯覺而已。8964 copyright protection35PENANArxwBKwv94o 維尼
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「快死了。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAQgBnTgW8cI 維尼
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「…………能不能換個笑話?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAmnL6WAqJ6O 維尼
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老師調皮地笑,接著說:8964 copyright protection35PENANATW7b0e7CBE 維尼
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「我剛剛打電話給我的父母了。『可以來看我嗎?』我這樣跟他們說。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAMvSEG44QxA 維尼
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「這是……新的笑話?」8964 copyright protection35PENANACzt6Ny1EC8 維尼
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「是你要我『找回來』的啊。」8964 copyright protection35PENANALLU6YEnqEm 維尼
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「…………」8964 copyright protection35PENANAzESIW7xEXN 維尼
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連這都忘了?她不滿地睥睨我,彷彿在這麼對我說。 8964 copyright protection35PENANAcCL9gv0btP 維尼
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昨天在我的安排下,我和老師在學校逛了一圈後,到了我的教室。然後,我在那裡得知了她一直以來都怎麼和自己的命運纏鬥著,以及最終為何做出這種選擇。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5XVf8TnJcm 維尼
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接著,老師與她的學生們再次重逢。經過了一段時間的敘舊,也解開了當初的心結。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdmsVTFQb1J 維尼
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往後會繼續朝著自己的目標邁進,下次見面就是同學會了。這是學生們在最後離開時,和老師約定好的事。8964 copyright protection35PENANACKSKFvf74v 維尼
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我會去找老師以前的學生們,也是為了讓老師瞭解,她所關心的學生如今正努力地走在自認為正確的路上。甚至還能反過來關心妳的他們,已經不是能讓老師擔心的對象了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzX4kKXjmxe 維尼
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當然也不必害怕和這樣的他們說再見。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsyafqauK37 維尼
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而我在那時向背對著海的老師說的那些話……8964 copyright protection35PENANAwMZn90aHHR 維尼
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「妳都瞭解了?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAUAqm9yLNs7 維尼
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「我可是老師啊。這不是理所當然的嗎——喂!張、張澈同學!」8964 copyright protection35PENANABLAvMnyhFF 維尼
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我起身,抱住她。已經顧不了這麼多了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAExBbh9KEbY 維尼
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「我、我不記得你是這麼強硬的孩子……」8964 copyright protection35PENANATnZnSFpxi5 維尼
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「我做了這麼多,總該給些獎勵吧。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA27nXKsh9BP 維尼
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我將自己與情感埋進她的肩窩,或許是我這突如其來的舉動嚇到她了,她的身體略微僵硬。8964 copyright protection35PENANARLY483zf7e 維尼
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「拜託……就這樣待一會。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAkkahOAkQoO 維尼
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我低聲呢喃。8964 copyright protection35PENANAP0kuYjvX6m 維尼
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如果我不這麼藏著自己的臉,有些東西就要隨著放心的心情流露出來而被她發現。8964 copyright protection35PENANA4HQIqMQrX0 維尼
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聽到我這麼說,老師就只是小心翼翼地撫摸我的後腦勺。8964 copyright protection35PENANAuPg8lDPGnx 維尼
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「妳會繼續走下去嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAQoLrc69fgC 維尼
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我說話的聲音意外微弱。連我自己都無法確定這只是心裡話,還是已經在空氣中散開的隻字片語。8964 copyright protection35PENANAEflKwBfkkx 維尼
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「嗯。直到走不動為止。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAzKDPO9LfWj 維尼
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老師既溫柔又肯定地回答我。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2UF5dodF6g 維尼
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「真的?」8964 copyright protection35PENANABzgZRAwl1k 維尼
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「真的。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAhOR3U8GrP5 維尼
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「不能騙我喔。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAi2LNU6Y0wi 維尼
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「如果我騙你呢?」8964 copyright protection35PENANABhJjE5OwGT 維尼
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「我會咬斷妳的舌頭再自殺。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAbqiqdAOj5m 維尼
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「和張澈同學殉情感覺也不壞。但是不行喔,我已經決定要能活就盡量活了。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAipYBGJtLpi 維尼
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老師輕笑。8964 copyright protection35PENANAi3Zqf76bnu 維尼
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我們就這樣維持了一段平靜的時間,直到老師突然說「撒嬌時間結束!」我才捨不得地離開那份溫暖坐回椅子上。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5rUfvyxuhG 維尼
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本以為她又會像以前一樣放肆嘲弄我,但她只是以寧靜的眼神看著我而已。使得空氣中瀰漫著一股正經的味道,但又不會太過嚴肅。8964 copyright protection35PENANADIbKuuV2yu 維尼
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「張澈同學,謝謝你。」8964 copyright protection35PENANABdC0KlZ0W9 維尼
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她帶著幾分堅決的表情,接著說:「這次是真的。」8964 copyright protection35PENANApeoYsRzT9h 維尼
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「……嗯。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAZ6v9mdmhtC 維尼
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我不知道該怎麼應付這氣氛,只能含糊地回答她。8964 copyright protection35PENANAnMG5i0xaOr 維尼
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幸好,這稍微感到難為情的氣氛並沒有持續太久。8964 copyright protection35PENANAo7rTr6byba 維尼
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老師突然拍了一下手,說道:8964 copyright protection35PENANAisAwCozHYW 維尼
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「回到正題!張澈同學,有件事得拜託你。」8964 copyright protection35PENANACDDX5AI1ZV 維尼
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我看著老師將雙手合十放在她嘴前。8964 copyright protection35PENANAmA7WtMHTOJ 維尼
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「才剛謝謝完,又要請求別人?」8964 copyright protection35PENANA7tZNWFGLV2 維尼
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「會告訴你三圍的。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAlbarbXuAcC 維尼
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「拜託了!這件事務必請我幫忙。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAKcmfvqJAd1 維尼
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我也將雙手合十,然後嘆氣。8964 copyright protection35PENANAoL4Nn2aRqS 維尼
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老師像是看穿我的心情。她笑著說:8964 copyright protection35PENANADEANnIsTGd 維尼
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「還要靠這種小劇場才能將對話進行下去,我跟你的關係真扭曲呢。」8964 copyright protection35PENANARVAAfeAUmG 維尼
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其實剛剛老師拜託我時,我早就決定要幫忙了,卻還是故意為難她。但老師似乎每次都能看穿我,然後馬上配合我的話。對於彼此這點無聊的相處模式,我感到些許的安心感。8964 copyright protection35PENANAw2rBEQsd9J 維尼
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「我對於扭曲且病態的關係並不討厭喔。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAmR1v5du8di 維尼
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我聳聳肩。8964 copyright protection35PENANAm4LgXPxfhV 維尼
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「我也是。真有默契。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAJi5yVW59Yx 維尼
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「那到底是什麼事?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAYDRYBXbRII 維尼
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我將話題拉回正軌。8964 copyright protection35PENANAH0VRNTPQQw 維尼
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「我的父母會來找我……」8964 copyright protection35PENANAv9i88Ls03W 維尼
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她話說得很小聲,似乎有點難以啟齒。8964 copyright protection35PENANAignY8GJGAb 維尼
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「對於來找妳這件事……他們感到不方便嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAl9V2z8qolk 維尼
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我試著猜測。8964 copyright protection35PENANAlBwkSK65qn 維尼
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「不、不是……他們反而高興到說不出話。畢竟,我這不孝的女兒竟然說願意見他們。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA8063r6gfTX 維尼
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老師不好意思地擺弄自己的髮尾。8964 copyright protection35PENANAwWNTf3TyDV 維尼
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「那不是很好嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAu6H186z8wr 維尼
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我越來越搞不懂了,老師已經肯開始接納她曾經躲避的所有,那還有什麼好擔心的?我困惑地看著她。8964 copyright protection35PENANAgAlNKW0jlT 維尼
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老師反覆深呼吸,彷彿下定了什麼決心。8964 copyright protection35PENANAxXaVSNuxoQ 維尼
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「到時候我的父母來見我時,他們會住在我家……就是你去過的那間公寓。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA4fXyRFn8x4 維尼
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聽到老師這麼說,我的腦海裡浮現那間公寓的畫面。8964 copyright protection35PENANAvt59mLGdj6 維尼
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「所以……妳在擔心什麼?……難道是妳家太亂?」8964 copyright protection35PENANACL4Uw0SHCa 維尼
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「……差不多是這樣。總之我希望張澈同學能陪我先回家一趟。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAlcOHC05uDQ 維尼
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「可是我上次去的時候很乾淨啊。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAMZra1tITDN 維尼
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那時候以為老師家政能力是零,想狠狠數落她一番。結果事與願違,竟然比我想像中還要乾淨。8964 copyright protection35PENANAiqrFSoK0Tw 維尼
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「……主要是我的房間。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA8LoB9bFTqg 維尼
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老師難為情地說。8964 copyright protection35PENANAdBjZRqJFmk 維尼
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我很少看到她這樣,到引起我的興趣。8964 copyright protection35PENANA1mcXkZGm0e 維尼
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「房間?有什麼不可告人的糟糕東西嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAy8FE93Ok6k 維尼
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我開玩笑的。一個女人總不會像青春期的男生一樣,房間藏著情色的東西吧。8964 copyright protection35PENANAP1zAxjwcjv 維尼
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在此也鄭重呼籲各位父母別去亂翻自己兒子的房間,尤其是床套底下或是書架後方。如果是以掃除的名義不小心找到男孩子的寶物,那請以關愛的態度將其放回原位。但竟然不是以掃除這種正當理由而去為翻而翻,然後還在兒子面前像是拿著戰利品般炫耀,這行徑真是太惡劣,是該被天誅的。8964 copyright protection35PENANAU72kkrYb67 維尼
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當然這種公開處刑般的慘痛經驗絕對不是我喔!不是!8964 copyright protection35PENANAVCzfjVmbVy 維尼
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就在我胡思亂想的時候,老師默默將視線瞥向一旁。8964 copyright protection35PENANA2hy6LWcCxy 維尼
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「……有喔。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAGWogURIl3Z 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAtKoo7JgKxD
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她說。8964 copyright protection35PENANAyLncBQ5ZHN 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAUGRfMUCcSL
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「…………啥?」 8964 copyright protection35PENANApIqcbe9KXK 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAaKHbhErNFQ
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我想我一定聽錯了吧?哈哈。8964 copyright protection35PENANAxR1zDZgzqZ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA2VT2pSGnyW
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看到我不解的表情,老師又抱著那曖昧的態度說:8964 copyright protection35PENANAiyvA77an3Q 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAvlwSGosxuh
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「我說…………有喔。」8964 copyright protection35PENANATXlh8S1oaj 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcUnJkZqRfx
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「…………」8964 copyright protection35PENANAj14Rdo3y45 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAHFocuUAcCZ
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「你在想色色的東西,對吧?」8964 copyright protection35PENANA8zqHUsMKBL 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA8hp5reVp8B
8964 copyright protection35PENANATErDnrmUbb 維尼
「沒、沒有!」8964 copyright protection35PENANAtvU06UVY1Q 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAy6SyR2hmsi
8964 copyright protection35PENANAskCKKXzBli 維尼
糟糕。我好興奮。8964 copyright protection35PENANAr6EOiMfL3m 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcMUdx7Otrc
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和醫院取得了外出許可後,我們打算在醫院門口搭乘計程車,直接前往老師的公寓。因為身體抱恙的老師,實在不適合搭乘大眾運輸工具。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJ3FB99g4sJ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAzVN78OhRvJ
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在我的印象中,似乎每個計程車司機都很熱情。果不其然,當我們一上車,司機就開始跟我們聊天。他那過份開朗的態度,像是硬擠出來般令我疲於應付。倒是老師從一開始就感到有趣似地保持微笑。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzEMjGgZfMQ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3XBrzLb4Bb
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「弟弟帶姐姐出院啊!恭喜啊!嘿嘿。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAgSR87XWdie 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANASdbd9SBNgA
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司機大哥從後照鏡窺看我們,說著他這句已重複了五遍的話。8964 copyright protection35PENANArTOeoaa1d3 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANACL9h73nbuq
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「……是啊。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAllqsFoWkKt 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAkIyy6yUwJW
8964 copyright protection35PENANAK16SOd1kso 維尼
我已經懶得和他說什麼了,只好趕緊為這段話劃上句點。8964 copyright protection35PENANASUPxUKnuFz 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfYpljF3Vo9
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「不是喔。我們不是姐弟。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAFnkM058v1v 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANARR9dTWm0Di
8964 copyright protection35PENANAeEO1poHLlj 維尼
老師突然說。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5hOuqSBM9b 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA2C55pVmiK5
8964 copyright protection35PENANAp4sRZrOoTA 維尼
我趕緊用眼神示意她別多嘴,不然又開啟司機的話匣子。但看到她那像是發現新玩具的眼神,我就知道我阻止不了她。8964 copyright protection35PENANAnvJ1HVavej 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANADk8GOd0vTh
8964 copyright protection35PENANAmMQ4hnUiFh 維尼
「我們是情侶呦~」8964 copyright protection35PENANAzl233rYNii 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANABc716VXRzt
8964 copyright protection35PENANAPh9DkmbzUG 維尼
聽到她這麼說,我只能揉著太陽穴嘆氣。8964 copyright protection35PENANAt8iZg5Egem 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA1wl8trtCHn
8964 copyright protection35PENANADymafKYVgw 維尼
「情、情侶——」8964 copyright protection35PENANABVcSLhmIBL 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAbSStvqMA63
8964 copyright protection35PENANAWE8f2aqT8K 維尼
司機大哥一直不停地向後座瞧著我們。8964 copyright protection35PENANARWzAqMXVGo 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAAHDl4x6kJN
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喂喂。專心開車啦。8964 copyright protection35PENANAVBNCcoKbid 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfiV6y94ykY
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「弟弟也太年輕了吧……」8964 copyright protection35PENANAIFPbwlOrcx 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAOBMsTkVbMU
8964 copyright protection35PENANAPulBJ1YrlJ 維尼
他一邊搖頭一邊感嘆著。8964 copyright protection35PENANAZ6X5XqnRZf 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAtt1a6i8Wlc
8964 copyright protection35PENANAWLIXVV4eao 維尼
老師一轉愉悅的語氣,神秘地說:8964 copyright protection35PENANAULRhraMxv0 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAt66rlOCgmn
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「而且我們才不是因為出院才回家。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAAuvoZcQ5Oi 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAEz8fDyu3jB
8964 copyright protection35PENANA7FDXXMxCdM 維尼
「……那是?」8964 copyright protection35PENANA7YMOGIAQBa 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAxPIhtgWcNW
8964 copyright protection35PENANAnXET7OKw3K 維尼
從後照鏡可以看出司機大哥的表情,已經是等不及想聽八卦的表情。8964 copyright protection35PENANAUV4uUxUQ3a 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAtBn7MoZK6D
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「因為我的病好不了,所以打算要殉情……」8964 copyright protection35PENANAyIP9qhhuFs 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAMCqp4NXs0y
8964 copyright protection35PENANAaFeZZxP5me 維尼
老師故意閉上眼睛。那沉重的態度,讓人以為是真的。但我只想問:我現在跳車來得及嗎?8964 copyright protection35PENANAXsoBQyGQ8P 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAxOOrj4pHze
8964 copyright protection35PENANAe1dsOpbLc5 維尼
「殉、殉情——!喂!弟弟!是假的吧!」8964 copyright protection35PENANA4VoR1SZCgK 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAL72OtgiJJj
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正當我要回應司機大哥「當然是假的」,沒想到老師突然說:8964 copyright protection35PENANA64z7JDwVIU 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAXKXQlMHDET
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「剛剛他說打算先咬斷我的舌頭再自殺。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAvWccGFjoaK 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAuarnr6hcYg
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「…………」8964 copyright protection35PENANAqIWTpIri3S 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAtTScpSD0Sf
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我呆愣地看著老師,她還是一副沉痛的表情,但手指偷偷向我比個「YA」。8964 copyright protection35PENANAaB6anMRHRZ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAuVRaKZpTES
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「那、那個……我先把車開往警察局好了。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA76X2TZ8Smo 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAMroan5qp0m
8964 copyright protection35PENANArifTx4DY38 維尼
司機大哥默默轉動方向盤。8964 copyright protection35PENANAVy1khHXBjv 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAeYavk2g6xL
39Please respect copyright.PENANAcOvlyzo07F
8964 copyright protection35PENANAyn4dTQF4uB 維尼
經過我一番解釋,司機大哥似乎終於相信我了。直到最後,他一直偷偷從後照鏡看著我們,不再多說話。8964 copyright protection35PENANARQbZfj2Exq 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAwKb2rA80Aa
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下了車後,老師舒心地深呼吸,然後大笑。我對她投以譴責的視線。多虧她,本來打算不說話的我,變成車內話最多的人。8964 copyright protection35PENANAxhKQNvkFwE 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAa2OcjmTnAQ
8964 copyright protection35PENANAHVmrobA5wn 維尼
「對、對不起……我只是想看你緊張的樣子……噗、哈哈哈哈——」8964 copyright protection35PENANAfyIiCuRlz4 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAvdLxq9INvY
8964 copyright protection35PENANAseeLwYY38w 維尼
「……那真是恭喜妳成功了。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAi2u4Q0PbGy 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAckjMuN4xwe
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直到進了電梯,老師才漸漸平復想笑的心情。然後,她的臉上明顯有著些微的動搖。8964 copyright protection35PENANAODJwsxeQCo 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAfRY2w3iB5b
8964 copyright protection35PENANAJ1mMAe2FxH 維尼
「換妳緊張了?」8964 copyright protection35PENANAvc44Yg4DCD 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAefgCDYBG5U
8964 copyright protection35PENANAZLJZD0yNmT 維尼
雖然我輕鬆地調侃她,但老師的表情比起難為情更多了些不安。那反倒更讓我懷疑她到底藏了什麼。8964 copyright protection35PENANAnY33RjrncB 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANApGbQFitPKX
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我默默跟她走出電梯,然後走進那扇我只進過一次的門。客廳和我第一次來時差不了多少,但能感受得到已經有段時間沒有主人生活過的痕跡。8964 copyright protection35PENANAJDg2MV1mt1 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA38Lhd2oWvt
8964 copyright protection35PENANAsUqSQDupjI 維尼
我跟著老師來到她的房間門口,從剛剛開始她都不發一語。8964 copyright protection35PENANAOuHFUzxcP5 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAOZ423YL3P1
8964 copyright protection35PENANAkrLaevYkBh 維尼
「先說好。那不是你看了會開心的東西喔。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAOmrgLyFN8R 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAW1LEhMYep1
8964 copyright protection35PENANArX3ie1s2xE 維尼
她看著緊閉的房門。像是在叮嚀我,或是在對著自己說。8964 copyright protection35PENANALSxHGGmxel 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAIOYN17oCKW
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我盡量忍著想說「當然,因為那是會讓妳開心的東西嘛~」的心情,點頭表示理解。8964 copyright protection35PENANAimPty23Iuc 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA6X49BNhgbe
8964 copyright protection35PENANAQ4FBHuBjJv 維尼
她對著我嘆氣後,緩緩打開房門。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsnr1vOHIQY 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAvFkE0DrvKv
8964 copyright protection35PENANAlqmaRY2vhN 維尼
在瞥見房裡景象的瞬間,我就愣住了。8964 copyright protection35PENANAcnICkLKyMy 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA8eee8p2Vin
8964 copyright protection35PENANAGghC75tY6z 維尼
「這是……」8964 copyright protection35PENANApxKo5mWI2q 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAqfzg6zj4OE
8964 copyright protection35PENANAjBnMFsTnrv 維尼
我說不出任何話。只能盡量強壓著情緒,不讓它表露在臉上。8964 copyright protection35PENANAGn76ZUw6bs 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAZezXK8eVLU
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不知不覺走進房裡的我,對這房間第一印象就是「亂」。但它的亂並不是沒有整理好房間的那種亂,更像是被一場災害摧殘過。8964 copyright protection35PENANAwD8wwx6bps 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAkutwtHMXlW
8964 copyright protection35PENANAm9sqLdAaAw 維尼
滿地的羽毛灑滿整間房間,一旁有顆被破壞的枕頭。8964 copyright protection35PENANARC6kyzK3G9 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANASnKkxwFFIx
8964 copyright protection35PENANAIFTTkoT7Bd 維尼
窗簾像是被蓄意拉扯過,無力地垂吊在落地窗旁。8964 copyright protection35PENANAMV6T0tWS7g 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANABoMnSPjynQ
8964 copyright protection35PENANAHLFFe7sG2F 維尼
書櫃上只剩零星幾本書,因為其他書都散落在地板上。有的書很幸運,就只是靜靜地橫躺在羽毛旁,有的則看得出來殘破的頁面被損毀、撕碎。8964 copyright protection35PENANA7wFNd4IRZQ 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAIEnToDFPWn
8964 copyright protection35PENANAdjs2iXYzD7 維尼
目光順著地上的書籍再看到殘留鏡子碎片的化妝台。破碎的化妝鏡映照出的景象顯得更加混亂不堪。地上的化妝品分散在周圍,被摔破的指甲油為這悲哀點綴著淒美。8964 copyright protection35PENANApdXtby4TNT 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAoa5ZkiHXVm
8964 copyright protection35PENANAfRD0uFhOKd 維尼
透過窗外唯一的亮光照進房裡,能清楚看見空氣中的塵埃不安定地飄散。8964 copyright protection35PENANAbRYnwnwbch 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA4lYiOHdEUH
8964 copyright protection35PENANA5qRKePCiXJ 維尼
我轉頭看向老師。她咬著下唇,左手緊抓著右臂,像不知道該如何是好的孩子。8964 copyright protection35PENANAD8Vo7FkMBq 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAGQUbdnBKoq
8964 copyright protection35PENANA25aaW7tvQA 維尼
「……很亂吧。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA5xLGvs5XDc 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3skGxkGSrA
8964 copyright protection35PENANA5xDgiHG5NC 維尼
她有些難為情地擠出脆弱不堪的微笑。那使我左胸口抽痛著。8964 copyright protection35PENANAqCGnSs9US2 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAMzVneQ9nIi
8964 copyright protection35PENANAtEXt0KAvzp 維尼
我深呼吸後,故意放聲大喊:8964 copyright protection35PENANAOkkjQ8YhtH 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAYqOE5sM82c
8964 copyright protection35PENANALJKXNhPdKy 維尼
「超亂的!」8964 copyright protection35PENANAdPnMUihQ5V 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAYlqkCjBNSZ
8964 copyright protection35PENANAc2FYs1Ilxa 維尼
「…………」8964 copyright protection35PENANAJXAj267jen 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAzsbFlIDlgK
8964 copyright protection35PENANA9xz7CYP6cv 維尼
老師睜大雙眼看著我,我緊抱雙臂對她說:8964 copyright protection35PENANANNlRITCgyz 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA5myX0CHQUm
8964 copyright protection35PENANAPfSfdB61SX 維尼
「早知道就不來了!這下我不是得好好幫妳整理了嗎?」8964 copyright protection35PENANALQEHQUqEHr 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAn7Hi1ZAnXO
8964 copyright protection35PENANA5TGJ9Bx5XA 維尼
「對不起。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA9SGfrLGuxk 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA3vmhg7K9Ni
8964 copyright protection35PENANAPWjzUJiBsW 維尼
她苦笑。8964 copyright protection35PENANAzOZmoyxL1b 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANADprRYgdShe
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我趕緊要老師先去拿掃具和垃圾袋,然後試著平復這令人喘不過氣的沉重。8964 copyright protection35PENANATrdt2FoH76 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPbiqZXXfcL
8964 copyright protection35PENANAiy8SM9OAWk 維尼
這間房間是她過去的心裡寫照。8964 copyright protection35PENANAqd5DF6eHKo 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAQpXtVP6aVr
8964 copyright protection35PENANAp3JYG80gY7 維尼
混雜著擔心、無奈、軟弱,憤怒、悲傷、痛苦。8964 copyright protection35PENANAtEnxr06R4s 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA8rGmNq7AdP
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而我能做的就是保持平常心將它整理好。8964 copyright protection35PENANAbiwevgcoAL 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANADj8o5Ej8O7
8964 copyright protection35PENANA3Qt8DZOJ7E 維尼
我就這樣和老師默默地收拾。這段期間裡,每當撿起一片碎片或是拾起一根羽毛,都能讓我想像得到當初她究竟有多麼掙扎。接著又讓我開始思考,她為何會被這命運盯上。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhFRKcE5sBS
39Please respect copyright.PENANA9ArPHv4PNK
8964 copyright protection35PENANA8clq5e3BgE 維尼
「給你。」8964 copyright protection35PENANA4KflAvahPy 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAYAW2VpkLmc
8964 copyright protection35PENANAxtxHy2nVod 維尼
老師將一杯剛沖泡好的咖啡遞給我,然後坐在我身旁。8964 copyright protection35PENANASW7CGeM942 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANA01DLWb8Rqu
8964 copyright protection35PENANAVkM2yONUCL 維尼
此刻我們正在客廳休息。這大掃除在我將不能用的化妝台搬到社區附近的回收場後,就結束了。8964 copyright protection35PENANABkQ8wrqifV 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANARQgcbfeEOS
8964 copyright protection35PENANAoatelCFOz1 維尼
我喝了一口咖啡,暫時沉浸在這沙發的柔軟中。差點忘了,還得確認要在幾點前回到醫院才行。8964 copyright protection35PENANA3ju63xQbIV 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAt1CPVLHIo2
8964 copyright protection35PENANAerychEGR4W 維尼
這時老師突然開口。8964 copyright protection35PENANAMqFDlM3N8I 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAjGdQ6ckihD
8964 copyright protection35PENANAgPusm9giP0 維尼
「謝謝你。」8964 copyright protection35PENANAzFHh8AUkna 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAghwVZ2cSKP
8964 copyright protection35PENANAu6CtdDW5y0 維尼
她看著我的表情,已經沒有了剛剛的緊繃。8964 copyright protection35PENANAsxLUAApJdM 維尼
39Please respect copyright.PENANAPiUctLVZ5A
8964 copyright protection35PENANAHWJmHm5rWo 維尼
我輕輕地將咖啡放在桌上。8964 copyright protection35PENANA5N6iEeRejq 維尼
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