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學姐自殺後,並沒有留給我太多東西。8964 copyright protection33PENANANDsIXmTR5X 維尼
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傍晚昏暗的房間裡,我裸身坐在地上,喝著苦掉的啤酒,翻弄那些因為主人死去而流落至此的雜物,水珠不時從髮尾滴落。8964 copyright protection33PENANA7XQ0R5BLfO 維尼
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我跟學姐算是很熟的人嗎?8964 copyright protection33PENANACi13e0uCaM 維尼
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從事發後系上那些明顯針對我的疏遠和孤立來看,周圍的人貌似是這麼認為的。8964 copyright protection33PENANARcEfgWBZFv 維尼
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這陣子別打擾我,給我一些私人的空間和時間,去沈澱心裡的悲傷和痛苦,之類的。8964 copyright protection33PENANA67nZifXPUA 維尼
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我並不討厭這樣的狀態,甚至覺得如果往後的日子都是這樣就好了。因為失去摯友而一蹶不振的女生,這樣的人設或許能讓我免去許多人際關係方面的麻煩。8964 copyright protection33PENANAF2xXEEkuEb 維尼
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摯友。8964 copyright protection33PENANASChLKnrTPc 維尼
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怎麼樣的關係才稱得上是摯友?8964 copyright protection33PENANAV5RlzhWtVG 維尼
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學姐曾經問過我這個問題。8964 copyright protection33PENANAcOo3UYtEze 維尼
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在淡水河畔的某間咖啡廳二樓陽台,底下看景的遊客絡繹不絕,街頭藝人在遠方歌唱,微風吹拂,即將落海的夕陽模糊了她的輪廓。8964 copyright protection33PENANASzZnDOTASf 維尼
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「打開 Instagram,限時動態的外圈是綠色的人,就是妳的摯友。」我漫不經心地說,那時我正同時經歷鬱期與生理期,如果不是學姐在電話裡苦苦相求,我是不可能拖著這樣萎靡的身體離開出租套房的。8964 copyright protection33PENANAWSvcN9tgCh 維尼
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「這麼說的話,我大概是個沒有摯友的人。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAyQJrkH4mzC 維尼
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「沒有又如何?本來就不是必要的東西啊。」我抱著肚子彎下腰,幾乎要趴在桌上。8964 copyright protection33PENANAYJrj1bik9O 維尼
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大概是怕我頭髮沾到咖啡,學姐伸手把我的杯子往她的方向挪去,結果不巧碰撞到自己的杯子,幾滴拿鐵灑落在她的碎花洋裝上。8964 copyright protection33PENANAlPppZH4nSF 維尼
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「啊,真是的。」我有些自責地從包裡拿出手帕,遞了過去,但學姐沒有接。8964 copyright protection33PENANAnq7xn41MVN 維尼
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她只是低頭看著大腿上慢速暈染開來的褐色。8964 copyright protection33PENANAJMpd352NA0 維尼
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「我很抱歉。」過了一會,我說。8964 copyright protection33PENANAe2J8LtUwSA 維尼
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「我沒有怎麼樣啊。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAUKTmAroc8Z 維尼
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「妳的眼睛紅了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAkjuTVdKoXT 維尼
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「因為想哭啊。」學姐靜靜地說,聲音幾乎被風聲淹沒,「但不是因為衣服髒了喔,我根本救不在乎這件衣服。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAIZGrD7xQih 維尼
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「那是為什麼?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAJ7wzwkI8Zl 維尼
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「妳這樣只會讓我更難過。」學姐接過我的手帕,低頭迴避著我的視線,「我想,妳應該也能理解吧,這種時候就不該問為什麼。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAXJP3vAduLt 維尼
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「我能理解?妳怎麼會這樣覺得?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAikanDST92h 維尼
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「芳,」學姐依然沒有正視我,「其實我知道,妳一直都有去陳醫生的診所。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAgLXKco2X8j 維尼
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「被妳看見了?」我很訝異。8964 copyright protection33PENANAfdA3KXukKU 維尼
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「沒有。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAImV0uErKUT 維尼
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「那是誰跟妳說的?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAmAnKTeccSj 維尼
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「那不重要。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAey1eQYbLPL 維尼
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「對我來說很重要。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAjt0uWrV088 維尼
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「為什麼?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAUJfjj9LE3V 維尼
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「因為我要揍爆那個洩漏隱私的混蛋。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAJh7wSfdSYQ 維尼
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「妳會知道是誰的,我保證。」學姐閉起眼睛,看起來很疲憊的樣子,「但不是現在,好嗎?就當是為了我。」8964 copyright protection33PENANADuDhwk6Vxn 維尼
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「為了妳?妳知道我為了隱藏這件事花了多少心思嗎?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAEZE3OOGOrN 維尼
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「芳,拜託了,隔壁桌都要聽見了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANANEuHJHPQUj 維尼
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我沒有往隔壁桌看去,但這句話確實引起了我的在意,焦慮感壓制了我微弱的怒火。8964 copyright protection33PENANAkWRWMTjGgi 維尼
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「而且,知道的是我啊。」學姐說,「我們不是好朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAzgUKh8dbpG 維尼
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「我想走了,本來就沒有太想來。」我望著夕陽消失在大海彼端,前所未有地想念著自己的床。8964 copyright protection33PENANAD3Nj8IMPFl 維尼
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「我感覺得到,抱歉這樣強迫妳過來。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA5Nqsdjj7yT 維尼
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「沒事,吹吹風之後,心情也好些了。」我說著謊,慵懶地穿起外套,「一起走嗎?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAcqVLjUczLK 維尼
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學姐沒有搭話,也沒有要收拾東西起身的意思。8964 copyright protection33PENANAWhpbW2usih 維尼
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那是我最後一次和學姐見面。8964 copyright protection33PENANAXwdhwvVdzV 維尼
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