將頭先同呂晨既對話講左比阿琪知後，阿琪笑左一個耐人尋味，「如果，我都好似呂晨咁意志堅定就好。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFWmjz4ePN
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聽到阿琪咁講好，我不解問佢：「妳好唔意志堅定咩？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWGGEwjLWz
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「我係一個，好易心軟既人……」阿琪嘆左口氣話：「好多事情，我知道都係因為我一時心軟而做成，就好似今晚咁，就係一時心軟先會見我前男友，點知最後比佢打，比佢淋可樂。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0opSAMuLc
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我用手摸一摸可憐既阿琪個頭，「而家無事拿。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72GlE7U7IP
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「嗯。」佢微笑點一點頭。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwozMcoIZC
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食完野後送左阿琪返去，去到佢屋企樓下後，佢話：「下次再同你去飲野補返數。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLsXMPoGfK
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我點一點頭後講：「快Ｄ返去休息啦，妳今日都累拿。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI09TMjqiNX
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我望住阿琪行人樓既背影，見到佢入升降機先安心咁走，行到一半路程，阿琪ＳＤ到一個ＭＳＧ比我。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvuxD0IFDP
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阿琪；可以同你做朋友，真係開心381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lL2LZucyA
我：以後我地兩個日子仲有咁多，有排妳開心381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLaGqjk4yX
阿琪：一定會381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC38D3l9BUD
阿琪：阿牛，我有Ｄ野想講381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv5v4lMdhq
我：我諗我知妳想講咩，ＪＵＤＹ先前都有同我講過381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdeMa0bK18
阿琪：真係？381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLltgKWzhmN
我：嗯381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU24dDbHHM
我：我可以等下381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7lUR3WIjl
阿琪：嗯（開心）381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vdswtlpYy
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我先前以為，如果阿琪同我講而家唔想拍拖，我果句「我可以等下」會好難先ＳＤ到出去，但無諗過原來正常情況係可以咁順暢，都係果句，可能，我今晚飲左Ｄ酒壯膽掛。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN51aOFcOi
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返到屋企門口前面，都已經係６點幾，我好小心翼翼咁開門……「咁早返啊死仔……」都係嘈醒左。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8fYOnga1G
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「老牛大人……」我用我一貫既方法，傻笑咁對住佢。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlol6jAF0K
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「陪我飲早茶。」佢一講完就唔理我既意願，拉左我出門，「老牛大人，我成晚無訓過，你比我訓下好唔好啊。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYdqnFhDBv
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「同邊條女搞咁勁成晚無訓過啊。」老牛大人依然咁搞笑。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAVx1ykDrD
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「邊有啊老牛大人。」我答佢。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGmVZ6nDkp
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「咁又係，你個款最多未三分鐘搞完。」老牛大人用一個不屑既眼光望住我，「都唔知點解你遺傳唔到我既優良傳統。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmx2VzpOrE
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「阿爸！無啊！」我有時真係頂佢唔順。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx1wD8W1aA
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「作死你啊咁大聲！嘈住你娘親訓覺啊！」佢打左我個頭一下話。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OXdjwzq4d
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去到茶樓，我成個人謝晒咁坐係度，而老牛大人就無理過我，佢自己點左好多點心後，就問：「最近有無咩事唔開心啊？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKI9P6Z5OZ
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佢咁樣一問，我坐直返個身答佢：「無啊，好平常。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABSzMuQKZ0
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「咁你上次問我既野，解決左未？」佢問。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyquWHLx4J
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我笑左笑答佢：「邊有咁快。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6D3LnX9NS
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老牛大人佢笑一笑，搖一搖頭話：「竟然有個女仔可以搞到我個仔咁，呢個女仔真係唔簡單。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfr7Mw7iJS
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「阿爸……我有Ｄ野想問你？」我問。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LM7fmQ1xB
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「問啊，性技巧果Ｄ我都答到架，你阿爸我仲有心有力架。」老牛大人笑吟吟咁講。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqqaMXs9ba
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有時真係比老牛大人激死，「我想問，如果你堅持左一樣野好耐，但到最後你先發覺原來你所堅持既野係錯，同唔值得，但你已經花左好多心力落果樣野度，你會點做啊？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJOYI9MBOB
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老牛大人好淡定咁飲左啖茶，食左粒燒賣，然後話：「仲記唔記得，我上次話有樣野下次先話你知既？」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfY30f1T4C
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我回憶左一下，然後點一點頭。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ro41hUU9n
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「堅持去愛，係好難既事，但係放低，仲難。」老牛大人一路食一路講：「當一個人一開始決定要為一件事堅持到底既時候，一定唔會諗呢件事值唔值我同對與錯，佢地會無條件付出自己既所有，又會無條件去接受痛苦，直到佢地既所有耗盡，直到佢地忍受痛苦已超過底線，佢地先會諗，呢件事係未值得，係未錯呢？但都只不過係得過諗字，因為佢地先前付出左咁多，如果放棄，未姐係打自己既嘴巴。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69QNUiitNh
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聽完老牛大人既說話後，我答：「面子既問題。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2bWGtNOsU
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「最近醒左ＷＯ，獎你食個叉燒包。」老牛大人夾左個叉燒包比我，然後話：「所以話，能夠選擇放棄既人，係要用好大勇氣，因為佢地要先否缺自己，然後先可以灑脫地放下一件事。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIYA2boVxJ
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老牛大人呢一段講既時候輕鬆，但意義深長既說話，令到我諗係呂晨同ＪＵＤＹ，佢地兩個其實都好似，呂晨有一個對佢差既男朋友，而ＪＵＤＹ有一個對佢唔多好但佢又好愛既男人，呂晨要值住收兵黎報復，平衡返男朋友對佢既傷害，而ＪＵＤＹ就有個好受佢既男人，填補返佢心靈上既空虛。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8665oUV20
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只不過，而家呂晨能夠灑脫離開，但ＪＵＤＹ仍然拖泥帶水，就好似老牛大人講既一樣，要否定自己，先可以灑脫放下……381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVE5so4YZK
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我好欣賞呂晨可以有咁大勇氣去否缺自己以前所做既野，亦有可能，佢以前一直都想否缺自己，只不過無一個好既機會，而尋晚就係一個機會比佢好好否缺自己。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeOjFzbGEG
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而ＪＵＤＹ，佢否缺自己既機會，要幾時先到呢？381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweg6hRe0CK
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「仲咩成副諗樣啊？」老牛大人既說話，將我由問題入面拉返出黎，「……咁快，就想放棄？」佢問。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviBmWq9bOn
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我搖一搖頭，「邊會咁快，我大把時間。」381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfG7463KnUY
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我笑左一笑，老牛大人都笑左一笑，我係唔會咁快否缺自己既，學呂晨果句，要意志堅定。381Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGvuSRkZZb
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