I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN9p1xgBO5
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHfGSdFfGN
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAat34xQmN
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eBLJLqMqA
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15lc1IjrvS
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeS3Qu9jwrL
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOT3lMTpPW
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVer9OlDq0L
He's already someone else's. 978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCgHrysv3a
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