I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAw8nJl5aF
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeSJlZNPud
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkcx2HabsV
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM80wt4xWg
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnSsRobfw2
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1gydC0OOj
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7HEJ2St3t
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnqBedL2S6
He's already someone else's. 892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSQV5R8LbU
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