I feel bad. I feel dirty. I feel like I should know better. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg2dQWdsI0
The worst feeling in the world is disappointment. And it's even worse when you're disappointed in yourself. I haven't been completely honest with myself lately. But, I don't think I've been lying either. Is it denial, maybe? I suppose. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKCQ86grVD
In one hand is the side telling me that I know what I'm doing. It's saying that I know what I'm doing, what I'm hoping for is wrong. I'm begging for something to happen that isn't right for me to beg for. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScOm9LRw8t
In another hand I'm telling myself that maybe I am doing the right thing. I'm telling myself that fate has led me to this place for a reason. Right? 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGHHRdCJ8j
In the end I think I always knew that I was wrong. I feel dumb for even thinking that I was even remotely right. What I need to do is to take a step back and think about things. I'm only looking out for my best interest and not anyone else's. I wasn't thinking about the people I could hurt or the relationship that I would be ruining. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ972F2Of2ys
I didn't give that thought a second to occur to me because I was blocking it out. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JoXg23zJh
I didn't want to be wrong, but I was. I was so wrong. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm5VTbjbyt
So, now I'm back at the beginning. Being friendly, but not too friendly. Smiling and laughing, but not too much. Be close, but not too close. Being playful, but not too flirty. Because what I'm hoping and wishing for isn't mine to take. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBuZGsJgxU
He's already someone else's. 999Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OSSsuMw4y
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