I was standing outside taking a drag from a cigarette when a car came into the parking lot, and since I didn’t have any other appointments today but this one, I knew exactly who it was. When Kendall got out, she looked up at me, her golden eyes glassy.494Please respect copyright.PENANAFA7KuWmaVF
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I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.494Please respect copyright.PENANAON2j8XdQL5
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Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—494Please respect copyright.PENANA1sVm4CGhUH
494Please respect copyright.PENANA3jydbOqg8s
“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”494Please respect copyright.PENANAPok67lyc4J
494Please respect copyright.PENANAGs1TxCzkMY
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.494Please respect copyright.PENANA3shrIOcW2b
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiB0fWs5WOF
“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”494Please respect copyright.PENANADFNXzewHuC
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiun3tgtv7d
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAe7GKmePX6B
494Please respect copyright.PENANAVxpP6PvuKw
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”494Please respect copyright.PENANA0zBPclURQI
494Please respect copyright.PENANAYoJCFbyAty
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.494Please respect copyright.PENANABUhEiHbsoW
494Please respect copyright.PENANAlrurZ4KAfC
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.494Please respect copyright.PENANANAtsTBAuo2
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.494Please respect copyright.PENANAxrj6Bygamk
494Please respect copyright.PENANAGjri1j0tLi
Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.494Please respect copyright.PENANA0NieG1FaHE
494Please respect copyright.PENANAKPQTPSXtgf
I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAYfD0SWoG83
494Please respect copyright.PENANA6NUmLdQVgS
Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.494Please respect copyright.PENANAbOKGrcuSPr
494Please respect copyright.PENANAUOnCR62hUa
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”494Please respect copyright.PENANAethnPZ0pfk
494Please respect copyright.PENANAgdn1UsHD7v
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.494Please respect copyright.PENANACybZNd0st8
494Please respect copyright.PENANAWg15lAyJq3
Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAxTJfiCQTWW
494Please respect copyright.PENANAsalysKnNia
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”494Please respect copyright.PENANASxlagEJmz6
494Please respect copyright.PENANA9C8aM0iBuX
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAi41MB0HsSI
494Please respect copyright.PENANAtuKBCILQXY
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.494Please respect copyright.PENANAhRylSZWbtq
494Please respect copyright.PENANAre95qejPs0
“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAjVRY3hEgEg
494Please respect copyright.PENANAIPww8u4BiM
He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.494Please respect copyright.PENANAbUGzKHZNS6
494Please respect copyright.PENANAlJMB8Hw3HW
“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAaCq1EGXgO9
494Please respect copyright.PENANAotOnynJgm8
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.494Please respect copyright.PENANAzuOauuG8VK
494Please respect copyright.PENANAh4SgvsxBaI
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”494Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8T1IMG9X0
494Please respect copyright.PENANAb01lBMfNm7
“Okay,” she said.494Please respect copyright.PENANAoI4Gt7esNY
494Please respect copyright.PENANAfN9ufBN6Tl
“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.494Please respect copyright.PENANAVauBAq4TC8
494Please respect copyright.PENANAoVQDrCGNCC
“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAv4ldJbeweP
494Please respect copyright.PENANAhIeijN3wpT
“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAy6zoMOG354
494Please respect copyright.PENANAzb8Q6HyZRK
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”494Please respect copyright.PENANA6rJJ0jNQRr
494Please respect copyright.PENANAA43rqbaaPw
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAM7de2mt2wh
494Please respect copyright.PENANADMOjndnVty
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.494Please respect copyright.PENANApJmwVymdUT
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”494Please respect copyright.PENANA2A53hXIIWx
494Please respect copyright.PENANA4qJPQpmxrv
I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.494Please respect copyright.PENANAON2j8XdQL5
494Please respect copyright.PENANA2TRhJViNIf
Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—494Please respect copyright.PENANA1sVm4CGhUH
494Please respect copyright.PENANA3jydbOqg8s
“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”494Please respect copyright.PENANAPok67lyc4J
494Please respect copyright.PENANAGs1TxCzkMY
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.494Please respect copyright.PENANA3shrIOcW2b
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiB0fWs5WOF
“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”494Please respect copyright.PENANADFNXzewHuC
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiun3tgtv7d
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAe7GKmePX6B
494Please respect copyright.PENANAVxpP6PvuKw
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”494Please respect copyright.PENANA0zBPclURQI
494Please respect copyright.PENANAYoJCFbyAty
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.494Please respect copyright.PENANABUhEiHbsoW
494Please respect copyright.PENANAlrurZ4KAfC
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.494Please respect copyright.PENANANAtsTBAuo2
494Please respect copyright.PENANAoEaKrdCBNR
The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.494Please respect copyright.PENANAxrj6Bygamk
494Please respect copyright.PENANAGjri1j0tLi
Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.494Please respect copyright.PENANA0NieG1FaHE
494Please respect copyright.PENANAKPQTPSXtgf
I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAYfD0SWoG83
494Please respect copyright.PENANA6NUmLdQVgS
Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.494Please respect copyright.PENANAbOKGrcuSPr
494Please respect copyright.PENANAUOnCR62hUa
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”494Please respect copyright.PENANAethnPZ0pfk
494Please respect copyright.PENANAgdn1UsHD7v
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.494Please respect copyright.PENANACybZNd0st8
494Please respect copyright.PENANAWg15lAyJq3
Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAxTJfiCQTWW
494Please respect copyright.PENANAsalysKnNia
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”494Please respect copyright.PENANASxlagEJmz6
494Please respect copyright.PENANA9C8aM0iBuX
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAi41MB0HsSI
494Please respect copyright.PENANAtuKBCILQXY
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.494Please respect copyright.PENANAhRylSZWbtq
494Please respect copyright.PENANAre95qejPs0
“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAjVRY3hEgEg
494Please respect copyright.PENANAIPww8u4BiM
He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.494Please respect copyright.PENANAbUGzKHZNS6
494Please respect copyright.PENANAlJMB8Hw3HW
“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAaCq1EGXgO9
494Please respect copyright.PENANAotOnynJgm8
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.494Please respect copyright.PENANAzuOauuG8VK
494Please respect copyright.PENANAh4SgvsxBaI
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”494Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8T1IMG9X0
494Please respect copyright.PENANAb01lBMfNm7
“Okay,” she said.494Please respect copyright.PENANAoI4Gt7esNY
494Please respect copyright.PENANAfN9ufBN6Tl
“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.494Please respect copyright.PENANAVauBAq4TC8
494Please respect copyright.PENANAoVQDrCGNCC
“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAv4ldJbeweP
494Please respect copyright.PENANAhIeijN3wpT
“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAy6zoMOG354
494Please respect copyright.PENANAzb8Q6HyZRK
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”494Please respect copyright.PENANA6rJJ0jNQRr
494Please respect copyright.PENANAA43rqbaaPw
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”494Please respect copyright.PENANAM7de2mt2wh
494Please respect copyright.PENANADMOjndnVty
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.494Please respect copyright.PENANApJmwVymdUT
494Please respect copyright.PENANAiRJodSuBsx
“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”494Please respect copyright.PENANA2A53hXIIWx