I was standing outside taking a drag from a cigarette when a car came into the parking lot, and since I didn’t have any other appointments today but this one, I knew exactly who it was. When Kendall got out, she looked up at me, her golden eyes glassy.436Please respect copyright.PENANA4Dqxjctd2U
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I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.436Please respect copyright.PENANAJd0QiZAAhs
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Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—436Please respect copyright.PENANAAPe9iEdOEH
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“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”436Please respect copyright.PENANAgARTOLfzJw
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I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.436Please respect copyright.PENANAswAvEVzvSc
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“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAAwi6mzNcv2
436Please respect copyright.PENANAl4aPPeUVRk
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”436Please respect copyright.PENANApdXosYHBVk
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I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAvtXu4x3gFl
436Please respect copyright.PENANAQokvD1ntLl
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.436Please respect copyright.PENANAcwREsvhQLO
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As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.436Please respect copyright.PENANAKIYHRnYcVj
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.436Please respect copyright.PENANAaoazdc2Pt2
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Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.436Please respect copyright.PENANACIUTltYwMg
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I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”436Please respect copyright.PENANANtAP5PNsdX
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Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.436Please respect copyright.PENANACAQg5pxzpt
436Please respect copyright.PENANAineAU9fLhs
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”436Please respect copyright.PENANA6kOeafTc8x
436Please respect copyright.PENANAolWTmZC8fy
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.436Please respect copyright.PENANAhjlQpw5gUr
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAyJlUkaDm07
436Please respect copyright.PENANAhAKKudKk95
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”436Please respect copyright.PENANAJq0RN0EZ7U
436Please respect copyright.PENANAw3yCV9KUAl
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAOS6RFe7VuM
436Please respect copyright.PENANAlnE6wu4lMp
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.436Please respect copyright.PENANABfqL07ljd7
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAnASfy6WlgD
436Please respect copyright.PENANA4Jfaiibj5q
He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.436Please respect copyright.PENANANSjhlG6jIc
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAy5QiDdpaNg
436Please respect copyright.PENANAdZSjw583qX
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.436Please respect copyright.PENANArre0QmUKVp
436Please respect copyright.PENANA5fBHAYB3G5
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”436Please respect copyright.PENANA0tJsKqxwUF
436Please respect copyright.PENANASTvJQcUXWv
“Okay,” she said.436Please respect copyright.PENANAvzZGbwJQ5M
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“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.436Please respect copyright.PENANA76sNXm3nHo
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“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAk8i2EdBf2h
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“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAf6sn9T6MIj
436Please respect copyright.PENANAiGI24y9RSR
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAwsbwsX3vPb
436Please respect copyright.PENANAAvWqeBhVNl
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAQ25n6iB5dE
436Please respect copyright.PENANAzQqQ9MjrRN
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.436Please respect copyright.PENANAeajaSlxvur
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”436Please respect copyright.PENANA6nRAoT7seR
436Please respect copyright.PENANARq8LHEs1zd
I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.436Please respect copyright.PENANAJd0QiZAAhs
436Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1wwmQY00C
Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—436Please respect copyright.PENANAAPe9iEdOEH
436Please respect copyright.PENANA1cFZaESzZr
“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”436Please respect copyright.PENANAgARTOLfzJw
436Please respect copyright.PENANALincRDimuz
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.436Please respect copyright.PENANAswAvEVzvSc
436Please respect copyright.PENANAbOXbWrXBFX
“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAAwi6mzNcv2
436Please respect copyright.PENANAl4aPPeUVRk
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”436Please respect copyright.PENANApdXosYHBVk
436Please respect copyright.PENANAakWCS44ljF
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAvtXu4x3gFl
436Please respect copyright.PENANAQokvD1ntLl
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.436Please respect copyright.PENANAcwREsvhQLO
436Please respect copyright.PENANArji0i2Yxog
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.436Please respect copyright.PENANAKIYHRnYcVj
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.436Please respect copyright.PENANAaoazdc2Pt2
436Please respect copyright.PENANABrTsX1aKmw
Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.436Please respect copyright.PENANACIUTltYwMg
436Please respect copyright.PENANAxcY7tYRfBj
I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”436Please respect copyright.PENANANtAP5PNsdX
436Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1zqac5KKX
Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.436Please respect copyright.PENANACAQg5pxzpt
436Please respect copyright.PENANAineAU9fLhs
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”436Please respect copyright.PENANA6kOeafTc8x
436Please respect copyright.PENANAolWTmZC8fy
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.436Please respect copyright.PENANAhjlQpw5gUr
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAyJlUkaDm07
436Please respect copyright.PENANAhAKKudKk95
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”436Please respect copyright.PENANAJq0RN0EZ7U
436Please respect copyright.PENANAw3yCV9KUAl
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAOS6RFe7VuM
436Please respect copyright.PENANAlnE6wu4lMp
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.436Please respect copyright.PENANABfqL07ljd7
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAnASfy6WlgD
436Please respect copyright.PENANA4Jfaiibj5q
He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.436Please respect copyright.PENANANSjhlG6jIc
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAy5QiDdpaNg
436Please respect copyright.PENANAdZSjw583qX
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.436Please respect copyright.PENANArre0QmUKVp
436Please respect copyright.PENANA5fBHAYB3G5
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”436Please respect copyright.PENANA0tJsKqxwUF
436Please respect copyright.PENANASTvJQcUXWv
“Okay,” she said.436Please respect copyright.PENANAvzZGbwJQ5M
436Please respect copyright.PENANAVDh27AEidw
“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.436Please respect copyright.PENANA76sNXm3nHo
436Please respect copyright.PENANA1FpoxljQ5Y
“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAk8i2EdBf2h
436Please respect copyright.PENANAQCHSp0PiNt
“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAf6sn9T6MIj
436Please respect copyright.PENANAiGI24y9RSR
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAwsbwsX3vPb
436Please respect copyright.PENANAAvWqeBhVNl
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”436Please respect copyright.PENANAQ25n6iB5dE
436Please respect copyright.PENANAzQqQ9MjrRN
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.436Please respect copyright.PENANAeajaSlxvur
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”436Please respect copyright.PENANA6nRAoT7seR