No Plagiarism!qhLQQEDCqotJmwwgFpWvposted on PENANA 我攬住阿欣,一直以嚟夢寐以求嘅嘢終於都實現…8964 copyright protection469PENANAztTspqsEA1 維尼
但我攬住佢,諗住肥婆,代表啲咩…?8964 copyright protection469PENANANcNETeElyL 維尼
我自己都唔知。8964 copyright protection469PENANAJdkjipVhhx 維尼
小phillip嘅反應好誠實,但同時亦都提醒咗自己要推開佢,廢事尷尬…8964 copyright protection469PENANA8zLGQ1PKPz 維尼
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我唔知點樣答佢,所以唯有迴避佢嘅問題。8964 copyright protection469PENANAfw8xRhkMTw 維尼
如果大腦唔使負責思考,咁樣我一早已經有答案…只不過,呢段時間入面同肥婆經歷得太多…種種片段都拉扯緊自己,叫自己唔好衝動。8964 copyright protection469PENANA9fDkfMsjeB 維尼
後尾餐飯係點樣完,食咗啲咩,途中講咗啲咩我已經唔係好清楚,靈魂好似抽離咗出嚟咁,我變到一個機械式嘅自己去同阿欣對答…8964 copyright protection469PENANA8MVRS6qVqs 維尼
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「陣間陪我散步吖。」就食完飯嗰陣阿欣同我講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAgpLJtI5go1 維尼
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「嗯…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAOdwVkMPEd1 維尼
六月嘅夜晚唔算太熱,我同阿欣喺維園入面,再一次行嗰條唔知已經行過幾多次嘅散步徑。8964 copyright protection469PENANAdtvIJeKZPa 維尼
「係呢,你…嚟緊sem break有無咩打算?」阿欣問我。8964 copyright protection469PENANA267I9Abk9W 維尼
「無呀…都係hea住過㗎啦…」8964 copyright protection469PENANArs118uzjcz 維尼
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「到時先算…」我講。8964 copyright protection469PENANASkzpQPJsnB 維尼
「你唔同咗…」阿欣講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAjySgHFN1eP 維尼
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「嗯…可能…做到有啲厭掛…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAiuTEzoCFSf 維尼
「你係唔係識咗啲新朋友…?」阿欣問。8964 copyright protection469PENANARvUIQuDHas 維尼
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「無…上次喺又一城溜冰…咪撞到你…同個女仔嘅…」阿欣講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAAXafFvAEVk 維尼
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「嗯。」我答。8964 copyright protection469PENANA3hJziXLYw9 維尼
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「唔係呀,都係呢幾個月先識…不過幾啱key。」我講。8964 copyright protection469PENANANCwDOPc4Fq 維尼
「哦…咁…嗯…」阿欣好似欲言又止咁。8964 copyright protection469PENANArZz4PWqHvX 維尼
然之後我哋就靜咗繼續行…行吓行吓,阿欣突然之間嚟一個急停,再捉住我隻手…8964 copyright protection469PENANANqNCW8Fr6Y 維尼
「你係咪…變咗喇…?」阿欣用楚楚可憐嘅眼光望住我,唔知係我錯覺定咩,仲好似見到有淚水喺佢眼眶入面蕩漾,幾乎就要跌出嚟…8964 copyright protection469PENANAJJFyjQ2bTE 維尼
維園燈光好暗,我望唔清楚…8964 copyright protection469PENANAL4pscWLuWD 維尼
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「你知㗎!」佢用力捉實我隻手…8964 copyright protection469PENANAkGb1wok4VP 維尼
「我…我…我都唔知…」我講…8964 copyright protection469PENANAwGoUBXYf6J 維尼
曾經我以為,我對阿欣嘅感覺係唔會變,無論過幾多幾多年,我覺得自己都可以一直鍾意佢…又或者,我覺得自己每一日瞓醒都會重新鍾意佢一次…直到再無聽日為止…8964 copyright protection469PENANAI6VZZAERbY 維尼
佢係我第一個真正鍾意嘅人,無錯雖然毒撚係好易動情,但我好肯定我對佢唔係三分鐘貨仔…8964 copyright protection469PENANALfgXecZYRp 維尼
雖然無一齊過,但我已經當咗佢係我初戀…我哋一齊睇戲,一齊做義工,一齊食飯,一齊行山…我哋除咗拖手攬錫同扑嘢之外都已經做齊情侶會做嘅嘢…我真係好撚鍾意佢…8964 copyright protection469PENANABqKOM9GXV5 維尼
我以為…我唔會變…8964 copyright protection469PENANAvhsHL2m4Dg 維尼
如果曾經咁深信嘅嘢,喺呢一刻變到咁陌生…我已經唔係好識面對自己嘅感情…8964 copyright protection469PENANACPbSzjcGlW 維尼
「我唔準呀…我唔準你走…我唔準你變呀…」阿欣今晚第二次攬埋嚟…8964 copyright protection469PENANAMYu0MFfVMJ 維尼
佢啲頭髮仲係咁香…身體嘅軟熟程度令小phiilip再次變身小phiiillllliip…8964 copyright protection469PENANAOAxU9Rm6rt 維尼
我想推開佢,但阿欣就攬到我實一實…8964 copyright protection469PENANAZI4YnzpyKQ 維尼
「咁…好囉…」我摸摸佢個頭講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAVCBSKc6VOG 維尼
「我追返阿欣了…」返到屋企之後我即刻同J鋒講。8964 copyright protection469PENANA52B36Okt7W 維尼
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「咁戲劇化?又真係估佢唔到喎!我一直以為佢只係啲吊高嚟賣,收兵嘅八婆,你係得嘅飛少!」8964 copyright protection469PENANAH496JFOWmR 維尼
「佢話佢之前拍過一次拖…以為自己放唔低對方所以先拒絕我…但又話呢幾個月無咗我喺身邊先發覺原來係鍾意我…咁…我見佢都講到咁…又無咩理由拒絕佢嘅…」我講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAe9gnhq1bve 維尼
「你說服緊自己?」J鋒無啦啦問。8964 copyright protection469PENANA0zURQIo9Ef 維尼
「…」8964 copyright protection469PENANANn8rfm8mS9 維尼
「你說服緊自己?」佢又問多次。8964 copyright protection469PENANAVT3SCTyG8B 維尼
「不如我問返你一個問題先…如果miss lin真係應承同你一齊,你覺得你嘅心情會係點…?」8964 copyright protection469PENANAjooY2hwKJL 維尼
「唔…假設性嘅問題我唔識答喎…但我可以好肯定咁同你講,非佢不可。因為我唔係無試過同其他人一齊,而係試過同好多好多其他人一齊,我試過由好多人身上去搵嗰種心跳嘅感覺,之不過當我同其他每個女仔一齊嘅時候,都有種排斥感…」J鋒講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAqUSUss7rPx 維尼
「排斥感…?唔明,講多啲。」8964 copyright protection469PENANAcvAYvOVj1x 維尼
「我都唔係好識形容具體係點樣…就好似一塊puzzle咁,你砌完條女,係砌到呀,塊塊都match到呀,不過出嚟就唔係一幅畫,只係一幅亂出八糟嘅嘢咁囉…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAMPBInlTRKp 維尼
「好似明…」8964 copyright protection469PENANA7HpVQhkPWf 維尼
「咁你對阿欣係咪咁嘅感覺?」8964 copyright protection469PENANAfQziO4srKQ 維尼
「都未砌…」8964 copyright protection469PENANABbZPz2cxJj 維尼
「咁咪砌囉,砌完你就知係咪嗰回事。」8964 copyright protection469PENANA3LQnApaJ1E 維尼
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「唉唔同你講,我沖涼…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAUfFZ8m3hDz 維尼
「898」8964 copyright protection469PENANA0GfwgaqEyi 維尼
聽完J鋒講,我思緒更加混亂…8964 copyright protection469PENANAfNb4YGCny2 維尼
我應該點樣答肥婆…我更加唔知…8964 copyright protection469PENANAOXqaSmfFn5 維尼
「返到去未呀??」阿欣whatsapp我。8964 copyright protection469PENANAKf0ZwT4hFA 維尼
我差啲唔記得應承咗佢返到屋企之後要同佢講添…8964 copyright protection469PENANAm8nsCW7TV3 維尼
「啱啱返到。」我覆,又講咗個大話…8964 copyright protection469PENANAVBEqUJhcRS 維尼
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「等車等耐咗…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAXfGiIPnz0B 維尼
「你下次唔使送我返屋企啦~」阿欣講。8964 copyright protection469PENANAKZG4jeXojM 維尼
「唔得…要嘅…咁夜…危險嘛…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAuqulSQhYub 維尼
「嗯嗯,咁你快啲沖涼休息啦~今晚傾電話?」8964 copyright protection469PENANAU5FDuNDX0p 維尼
「哦…哦好呀…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAvpbzs2u9w0 維尼
「定係你攰呀…?唔傾都得㗎喎…」8964 copyright protection469PENANAiAucoH3Dr1 維尼
「傾…梗係傾啦…我而家去沖涼先,陣間搵你…」我講。8964 copyright protection469PENANA6Mz72RZr3G 維尼
「嗯嗯,你去啦~」8964 copyright protection469PENANAgArSgdfy90 維尼
呼…8964 copyright protection469PENANAaftKTeKT09 維尼
乜原來…拍拖…係咁攰㗎…?8964 copyright protection469PENANAmkfzQH5k9y 維尼
定還是…係唔愛,先咁攰…?8964 copyright protection469PENANAykKAyHrD4C 維尼
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嗰晚同阿欣傾電話傾咗好耐,就好似以前咁,攤喺張床上面,天南地北乜都講一餐,阿欣講咗佢呢幾個月以嚟經歷嘅事俾我聽,又講咗好多佢呢段時間入面嘅感受…8964 copyright protection469PENANAkgR3pErKb2 維尼
佢話佢起初都好猶豫,唔知對我真正嘅感情係點…直到喺又一城溜冰嗰陣撞到,佢話當佢見到我同第二個女仔一齊嘅時候,個心嗱住嗱住痛,但又驚自己未真正放得低前度,怕累咗我,又怕當咗我係替身…所以先一直拖延…8964 copyright protection469PENANA3ekRFMa2J7 維尼
拖延症的而且確係阿欣嘅缺點…但偏偏因為佢呢個缺點,令我認識到肥婆、crystal,仲同佢哋產生咗一啲曖曖昧昧嘅關係…到頭來阿欣嘅拖延症到底係幫咗我定害咗我…我自己都唔知…8964 copyright protection469PENANA8wjXmGc5Tb 維尼
之後佢講到同當搵返佢嘅時候佢好緊張…驚再一次傷害我嘅感情…話其實自己都好混亂…明明係想同我一齊但又無自信之類嗰啲…8964 copyright protection469PENANAIgcolWSsDQ 維尼
我一路聽佢講,一路嗯…嗯…嗯…嗯…8964 copyright protection469PENANAu3qqexPml1 維尼
你話好開心又唔係,你話唔開心又唔係…開心在於原來自己識佢以嚟嘅所有時間原來無白費到…但係咪開心到捵床捵蓆呢,又唔係…8964 copyright protection469PENANAG9h4p4QDJ6 維尼
我攤喺張床上面聽住佢講,望住天花板盞燈…圓碌碌咁…8964 copyright protection469PENANAsqGXQrk771 維尼
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