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舌頭動彈不得。290Please respect copyright.PENANAphANZsmGHL
濕淋淋的手指鉗著舌,黏稠的水滴從大開的嘴角流出。290Please respect copyright.PENANAA3t8dWkDj6
而雙手早在最一開始時就被捆起,失去了作用。290Please respect copyright.PENANAEvLHSCkSPu
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「哈……嗚……」290Please respect copyright.PENANAFJl1C47Efb
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一隻手臂從身後扣著肩膀,掌心的汗水貼著皮膚,陌生的呼吸搔弄著後頸的神經。290Please respect copyright.PENANAiHdAaGHEYu
290Please respect copyright.PENANAMbeI9NURiF
「乖乖聽話,看著前面。」290Please respect copyright.PENANAprxXJwIagj
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他搖了搖頭,將眼睛閉得死緊。290Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1Kt0XrdKX
身後的人對於自己的指令被無視感到不快,抓著他的腰,將性器抽出大截,重重的插入後穴,比快感更深刻的痛楚將壓抑著的眼淚逼出。290Please respect copyright.PENANANjyA3sVAuw
290Please respect copyright.PENANAfM8uQZNNRG
「還不打算聽話嗎?」290Please respect copyright.PENANAdCXwQyvXHi
290Please respect copyright.PENANA4RTo718l7B
口中的手指探進喉嚨深處,難以抑制的嘔吐反射襲來,但身體卻被緊扣著,空無一物的胃裡只有酸意往上湧,難以呼吸。290Please respect copyright.PENANAABtfiCx3nn
290Please respect copyright.PENANAk9KnQeLI7m
他屈服的睜開眼睛,在模糊的水光之中,他看見被映照在玻璃上,唾液和淚水淌過下巴,渾身赤裸的自己。290Please respect copyright.PENANA9K3udJXiZM
身後鑿著他的性器重重的將他刻在玻璃上,屈辱的字跡被永遠的留在上頭。290Please respect copyright.PENANA1X6Zstdf7s
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「沒錯,就是這樣。只讓外頭的人看見,本人卻不看什麼的,不覺得很不公平嗎?」290Please respect copyright.PENANAyMoG5ylIh1
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不是的,他根本不想被人看。290Please respect copyright.PENANAzcLoH1qEwr
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「看,下面的人只要抬起頭就可以看到你現在站在這裡被人幹的樣子。」290Please respect copyright.PENANA9FVZAJUNdy
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不,不會被看見的。290Please respect copyright.PENANADn9ZLJu6BY
他時常經過這棟大樓,從外面根本看不見裡面的。290Please respect copyright.PENANA4bQ0Z1dX4V
一個穿著西裝的行人抬頭,不知被什麼吸引住視線,緊盯著這扇窗不放。290Please respect copyright.PENANAG5b2QR2iuE
290Please respect copyright.PENANAZMQzRVG7NM
「你覺得下面那個人會是你的粉絲還是記者呢?」290Please respect copyright.PENANAsvVCVRyb1e
290Please respect copyright.PENANAMbrqdY8QOI
不,不可能看見的……290Please respect copyright.PENANAbQKwlJ0s7w
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「哈……你喜歡被人看著吧?平常在台上表演的時候總是笑得很開心的樣子。」290Please respect copyright.PENANAycXvSMT1Jv
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不是這樣的。他再次搖了搖頭。290Please respect copyright.PENANAxbX8AlhJlN
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「我有說錯什麼嗎?你不就是為了你最喜歡的工作而接受條件的嗎?」290Please respect copyright.PENANAq0wsN69gdf
290Please respect copyright.PENANAf2JUkodTDK
如果最近有除了我以外的人找你出去,你都要拒絕掉,不管是誰。290Please respect copyright.PENANAawheAb8umZ
290Please respect copyright.PENANAVNfAYFZoRR
他當然記得,那不過是幾小時前的事情。不單是他處於現在這情況的原因,還是更早之前經紀人的囑咐,他都記得一清二楚的。290Please respect copyright.PENANA6OaezXeuqJ
雖然說不管是誰一概拒絕,但當對象是遠比經紀人要來得高階的事務所幹部時,他跟經紀人都沒有反抗的餘地。290Please respect copyright.PENANAPJi3E5Ge9B
290Please respect copyright.PENANAdWgfOd5tqg
自稱是粉絲的幾人跟在後頭,示好的握手異常的黏膩,手指在手上揉捏著,眼裡的笑意讓人感到不安。290Please respect copyright.PENANAhQNLzzdPK0
在耐著性子打過招呼之後,「我們想要你的初夜」,對面的人輕巧的說出這種話,然後事務所的幹部堆起笑容,代替他回答了「沒問題」。290Please respect copyright.PENANArCL96cX0vW
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這關係到事務所接下來半年的演藝活動,就麻煩你好好招待了。290Please respect copyright.PENANAHauHQDyWQl
290Please respect copyright.PENANAHDzCiSIJdY
他把頭抵在玻璃上,看著下方的大樓下來來去去的人影。290Please respect copyright.PENANANWpiJWKCpx
有人抬起頭,看著牆上的螢幕;有人舉起相機,對著廣告看板拍照;有人的視線瞟過這扇窗。290Please respect copyright.PENANAoX3DkvJ9FA
290Please respect copyright.PENANAXlL71168sl
「說起來,今天是你十八歲生日對吧?」290Please respect copyright.PENANAm2B6M1eGeW
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有誰抱著包裝精美的禮物跑向另一個人;有純白色的雪落在灰色的柏油路上;有聲音在耳邊叨念著這個日子。290Please respect copyright.PENANA9d3593opMw
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不,不要提起這件事。290Please respect copyright.PENANA4zKwZDhRep
想縮起身體,用厚實的棉被把自己裹起來;想藏起表情,用溫熱的洗澡水把眼淚蓋過。290Please respect copyright.PENANA20wXD2gL6B
290Please respect copyright.PENANAGzSGrs7QIl
「官網上的資料搞不好是假的,在聖誕節生日也太剛好了吧。」290Please respect copyright.PENANAVP3mIIRnYo
另一個沉默已久的聲音這麼說。那是他亟欲忽視的,這個空間裡存在著的第三人。290Please respect copyright.PENANAQolpAbW73P
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「但是滿十八歲是肯定的,事務所也不想冒險,對吧?」290Please respect copyright.PENANAT6sSgZ27Mq
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「嗚……吚……不……」290Please respect copyright.PENANAmmiWeO9dzm
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就算是說謊也沒關係,只要能解脫就行了。290Please respect copyright.PENANAmtiQ7eQCGW
想忘記今天,忘記這個瞬間和這個場所,以及外頭晃眼的雪和幸福。290Please respect copyright.PENANAH8VT8BYB28
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然而被插入手指的嘴只能吐出動物一般的哀鳴,就算說了謊也沒有人會聽見,只有話語以外的雜音充斥著耳膜。290Please respect copyright.PENANAiCWOU4hPhu
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急促的呼吸,肉體撞擊的聲響,體液在碰撞中產生的黏稠水聲。290Please respect copyright.PENANAcRwZJvWDz5
290Please respect copyright.PENANA25o45ZnYE6
「讓窗外的人看了,也自己瞧過了,是不是也該讓我看看?我也是你的招待對象對吧。」290Please respect copyright.PENANAVsxcmn8Zpp
玻璃杯尖銳的碰撞聲,皮鞋踩在地毯上鈍重的腳步聲,逐漸靠近的另一個人的聲音。290Please respect copyright.PENANAiGvenzaSyf
290Please respect copyright.PENANA3JV6FPRtLU
金黃色的烈酒在玻璃杯裡搖晃著,身後的手臂扣著他轉過身,下體的毛髮磨蹭著他的身體。290Please respect copyright.PENANALJXeGpcKAa
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「如果今天是你的生日的話,這就當做是慶祝吧。」290Please respect copyright.PENANAn0uMOlwDYN
苦澀的酒水在男人手裡搖晃著,混著冰塊從頭頂澆下。290Please respect copyright.PENANA8LkJ5lo7mW
290Please respect copyright.PENANARJzB4MWaWv
緊閉的眼皮擋不住酒精,刺激的氣味嗆的他難以呼吸,酒水順著身後人的手指流入口中。290Please respect copyright.PENANA6ocEcptY3Q
睜不開眼睛,不敢用鼻子呼吸,全身的肌肉被突來的寒意束緊,不斷的顫抖著。290Please respect copyright.PENANAWiOgvlF3z9
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好痛,好冷,過去理所當然的呼吸和吞嚥如今變得異常艱難。290Please respect copyright.PENANAppp00iTASy
290Please respect copyright.PENANAU8j8XzT2hk
灼熱感從眼皮滲進眼底,他睜開雙眼,睫毛上的酒滴就這麼落入眼中,將視野染上火焰。290Please respect copyright.PENANACiA5Px7qTL
朦朧的視線裡,玻璃杯被倒扣在一邊,對面的人拉開褲鏈,將他的腿抬高——290Please respect copyright.PENANA0A0R2amBHP
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「咳……不……嗚……」290Please respect copyright.PENANAlwwNzd4NwV
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不,不行,會壞掉的。290Please respect copyright.PENANAGWh7RKGH63
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身後的人的手指佔滿他的嘴,將他的恐懼壓回喉嚨裡。290Please respect copyright.PENANAJkH494qBMq
身前的人的性器將早已被填滿的穴口撐開,將尊嚴連同肉體撕扯開來。290Please respect copyright.PENANA2vQcYQPLXK
290Please respect copyright.PENANA5f9vMyyJIW
好痛,好痛,眼前一片鮮紅,顫抖和呼吸被強硬的中斷,只剩血液在暴力的抽插中緩慢的流動。290Please respect copyright.PENANAzW241p305c
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我從今以後會變成怎樣呢?名為意識的線劇烈晃動,只餘下殘影。290Please respect copyright.PENANANf71YOKvam
恍惚間,他的雙眼飄向窗外,灼熱的刺痛逐漸退去,只剩下窗外白色的雪景。290Please respect copyright.PENANAsW1XPAoFPv
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下半身在最初的撕裂之後,似乎連尋常的疼痛都感受不到了,只是隱約的,有誰深入一點,退出一點,微小的痛苦交錯著。290Please respect copyright.PENANA3x6SPbUcQD
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只是像說好了一般,兩個人一起抽出,唯有膨大的前端留在身體裡。290Please respect copyright.PENANAolc4wbWfzd
290Please respect copyright.PENANAtOjT4gcPgt
我在離開這個房間之後,還能像原來那樣活著嗎?290Please respect copyright.PENANA1VqS8trqYH
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沒有形體的鐘數著秒,在倒數結束後,狠狠的撞進深處,純白色的聖夜裡響起血紅色的哭號。290Please respect copyright.PENANAFO58hN9Mws
從尾椎骨到髮絲都被純粹的痛苦佔滿,耳裡填滿了嗡鳴,眼前只剩下破碎的雜點。290Please respect copyright.PENANAyetCKN4PM2
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這具身體最終連如何呼吸都忘了,意識在此刻遠離。290Please respect copyright.PENANAs9wZhTGii1
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——我還能離開這裡嗎?290Please respect copyright.PENANAIDXwCfBU7A
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再次醒來時,整個房間裡只剩下他一個人。290Please respect copyright.PENANAYSaF0npSMU
地毯濕答答的,被各式各樣的液體浸透,烈酒和融化的冰,淚水、唾液、血液,以及事到如今才漸漸回想起來的難堪的失禁。290Please respect copyright.PENANAJhOj3PNZ4l
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明明是躺在這樣冰冷的表面上,被冬季的空氣環繞著,不知為何身體卻很熱,就連思考和時間都被熱度熔毀,世界在眼前扭曲旋轉,290Please respect copyright.PENANAJ94qa49MqY
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最後變成雪一般刺目的空白——290Please respect copyright.PENANAw7xZODeQql