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電鈴響了一陣子,不是焦躁急促的連續按壓,而是像打盹一樣,在短暫的安歇之後,突然的警醒,但又立刻睡了回去。271Please respect copyright.PENANAm4ysPRshX2
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リンドウ一邊用毛巾擦著頭髮,一邊快步走出浴室,打開家門看看是誰做出了這一連串的騷擾行動——雖然他內心早有了答案。271Please respect copyright.PENANA18Rek3pVmI
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「……之後我跟早希一起去買東西了。她這樣偷偷摸摸跟在人後面卻反過來被嚇一跳的樣子,不覺得很可愛嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANA1kFrjqPPKJ
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リンドウ站在爐邊煮著熱水,在身後人的話語中,捕捉著嗶嗶啵啵的泡沫破裂聲。271Please respect copyright.PENANAciM8XHdsx4
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「惡作劇是沒關係,但別太欺負人喔。」271Please respect copyright.PENANA1mZVgsxGr8
將可可粉倒進馬克杯裡,並用手指彈了彈包裝袋,讓粉末能順利地進到杯中。271Please respect copyright.PENANAdaBiAIReI4
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「我才不會這樣呢,リンドウ不相信我嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAh3BMfLU2zv
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壺中的熱水倒進杯中,沉沉的水聲和水蒸氣充斥著耳膜,將他短暫的和外面的世界隔離開。271Please respect copyright.PENANAPCROFqojta
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「說的也是,是我想多了吧……」低語混在水氣中,或許還參雜了一點嘆息。271Please respect copyright.PENANARHb9HioIBD
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「リンドウ剛剛說了甚麼?」271Please respect copyright.PENANA7lPPuOZ2xs
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不知不覺間,身後的說話聲已經貼在他的耳邊。271Please respect copyright.PENANAkI2pNBQOTt
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「我現在正在倒熱水,你靠過來會很危險的。」リンドウ這麼說,手緊緊握著熱水壺的握把,在倒完一個馬克杯之後換到下一個。271Please respect copyright.PENANAOdew4uZzVC
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會很危險的。明明已經這麼說了,但身後的メノウ還是將手伸了過來,貼著他握著熱水壺的手。271Please respect copyright.PENANAJv7M6gCqt3
外頭的冷空氣似乎還沒從メノウ身上消去,寒意順著他的吐息掠過リンドウ耳後,蔓延全身。271Please respect copyright.PENANAYgFH3gxuej
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細小的雪落在後頸上,透過按在手上的重量,他可以感覺到背後的人正踮著腳尖——踮著腳尖,出於自身意識而非偶然地親吻著他。271Please respect copyright.PENANALa3Pa1Zi2O
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「メノウ,你這樣我很困擾。」リンドウ嘆了口氣。271Please respect copyright.PENANAKQnhImiImW
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搔著他手背的手指,蹭著後頸的唇,那些壞心眼的逗弄在リンドウ的話語之後停下。271Please respect copyright.PENANAkNQg1DkZqs
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「很困擾?」メノウ在他耳邊輕笑:「リンドウ真的是這麼想的嗎?」メノウ的輕笑聲像是冬日吹來的冷風,貼著耳後,讓身體凍的發麻。271Please respect copyright.PENANAqt4iq7tKDA
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你是在忌妒吧。有個聲音在耳邊這麼說,細雪中混著冰錐,猝不及防的扎在純白色的雪地裡。271Please respect copyright.PENANAeXF0AIEHkz
リンドウ反射的從聲音的源頭避開。271Please respect copyright.PENANAgw4WgmdgKo
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並不是忌妒。他一邊摀著左耳一邊回應,雖然聲音聽起來或許沒什麼說服力,但「沒有忌妒」這句話並非謊言。271Please respect copyright.PENANAWE4sRv1KWc
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「既然リンドウ這麼說的話,我就這麼認為好了。」メノウ聳了聳肩,朝他亮了亮超市的提袋,展示自己買的義大利麵調理包們。「我買了很多義大利麵,リンドウ喜歡哪種口味?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAbtsjwzPugy
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「選メノウ你喜歡的就好了,我沒什麼想法。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAwC36RUt6cq
「這樣啊,那就隨我的想法,」メノウ將超市的提袋放下,手指挑起リンドウ的下巴。271Please respect copyright.PENANA6nBU1neW8n
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「在晚飯之前,先做一次好了。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAfJ3k70DCPK
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其實在メノウ來之前,在進浴室之前,他正準備煮晚餐,但在水煮滾之後,卻突然沒了做飯的心情。271Please respect copyright.PENANAeKmU0QXSz9
不如就直接去睡覺好了。這麼想著,他將火切熄,將食材收回冰箱裡,煮滾的水就這麼放在一邊。271Please respect copyright.PENANAdKcT20ZjuL
在水溫即將和室溫同化時,門鈴就這麼響起,為了給在外頭晃了老半天的メノウ一杯熱飲,那些水再度被煮沸,一半倒進了馬克杯裡,另一半被晾在一邊,在空氣中冷卻。271Please respect copyright.PENANARoHA0TZkhj
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反反覆覆的沸騰和冷卻,或許一會兒還會為了跟メノウ的晚餐而再度被煮沸也說不定。271Please respect copyright.PENANASZrqfmZqCK
被這樣戲弄著,應該覺得很厭煩吧。271Please respect copyright.PENANAwdFqC1gsj9
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リンドウ伏在メノウ腿間,手撫上沉眠著的性器,指尖從前端撫到根部,熟稔的挑弄敏感點,將慾望喚醒。271Please respect copyright.PENANAFhzWgd02K2
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裝著義大利麵的塑膠袋躺在地板上,依稀能看見袋裡還有幾個小小的方盒——明顯和義大利麵無關。271Please respect copyright.PENANAiylpYLXBOZ
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メノウ來他這裡從來不會只為了吃晚餐或聊天這點瑣事,他一直都是知道的。271Please respect copyright.PENANA2msxkJw4bu
在打開門之後,不管メノウ和他閒談了甚麼,一起做了甚麼,其中都不會少了性,有的只是先後的問題。271Please respect copyright.PENANAombLzr0aif
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リンドウ閉上眼睛,張口將挺起的性器含入口中,用舌頭輕輕舔舐前端,空下來的手伸進自己褲子裡摩挲著性器。271Please respect copyright.PENANAqwl8GCHgjs
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就像熟悉自己的身體一般,他知道如何挑起メノウ的興致,用什麼樣的方式舔弄能讓メノウ心癢難耐的抓著他的頭髮。271Please respect copyright.PENANA2PSC8fAmsC
今天如果要做的話,還是粗暴點好了。リンドウ心想。271Please respect copyright.PENANACDCBmD1Elk
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在寒冷的日子裡,用疼痛到發熱的性填滿僵硬的身體,像用熱水沖散粉末一般,將乾澀的內裡溶解。271Please respect copyright.PENANA7gDj5iiyKL
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他睜開眼睛,向上瞥了眼メノウ的表情,在那雙手捏緊他的肩,紅橙色的雙眼被快感溢滿時,不懷好意的堵住出口。271Please respect copyright.PENANAyURhGw2kZZ
只見メノウ的眼神從快感中回復,在意識到發生甚麼之後,平靜的朝リンドウ露出微笑,按在肩上的手輕輕的撫上他的臉頰。「リンドウ今天心情不好啊,我竟然沒注意到,對不起。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAS5QpV85l31
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溫柔在下一個瞬間揪住他的頭髮,毫不留情的跩著他,口腔被強硬的填滿,連呼吸的空間也沒有。271Please respect copyright.PENANAZtnHZDFPBn
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「嗚……嗚嗯……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAcioTjYwSoO
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雄性的氣味佔據所有感官,這讓他短暫的陷入恍惚,像是凝視著一地的雪色,眼睛和意識都被迷惑住,甚麼都感覺不到。271Please respect copyright.PENANAFAYefFNkRX
喉嚨深處被反覆衝撞,本能的收縮想將侵入身體的事物排除,卻因為被抓著頭髮而無法反抗。271Please respect copyright.PENANAFHjAdl5WSn
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不管是疼痛還是意識,所有疑問和感受都是空白,只能張著嘴承受メノウ的衝撞。271Please respect copyright.PENANAFZQkPLGUKK
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在恍惚中不經意地往上瞥,汗濕的橘紅色頭髮、凝結的霧白色吐息,以及在情慾中蕩漾的瑪瑙色瞳孔,憑著メノウ這些反應,冷卻的水滴就能溫暖起來。271Please respect copyright.PENANADSjFCtfOCQ
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我果然還是……271Please respect copyright.PENANAjBOMUo3O5W
那就像冬日雪地裡一團不息的暖火一般,凍壞的手感知不到溫度變化,直到靠的太近,灼傷皮膚時才會發現危險。271Please respect copyright.PENANAOVmZQpNxhu
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就在這時,メノウ低下頭和リンドウ的視線對上,リンドウ還來不及細看他的表情,便被按在メノウ恥骨上,性器頂住咽喉處,然後射入深處。271Please respect copyright.PENANAHNZJqD7ZI6
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「嗚……咳咳……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAoSS9xbArFY
在被放開之後,リンドウ有些狼狽的嗆咳著,但甚麼都沒能吐出,精液的黏稠感殘留在喉嚨處,似乎連聲音都被困住了,一時之間甚至忘了要如何發聲。271Please respect copyright.PENANAxAfY961C5k
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メノウ在他面前蹲下,伸手托住他的下巴,拇指伸進他口中,像是在確認甚麼似的戳弄著內部。271Please respect copyright.PENANACWFDdTwl50
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「嗚……メノウ?」因為嘴裡被メノウ的拇指佔著,說話變得含糊不清。271Please respect copyright.PENANAvV4PfHLjV0
リンドウ用困惑的眼神看著メノウ,不明白他為甚麼要這麼做,而メノウ似乎沒接收到他的疑問,自顧自的說了一句:271Please respect copyright.PENANA3za3L2zcj8
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「頭髮還是濕的,在到床上之前還是先把頭髮弄乾好了。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Bg4lhNpz
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空氣和身體是焦灼的。271Please respect copyright.PENANA8Sa2XLnfls
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「嗚……嗚哈……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAJtTCDEyT2I
リンドウ弓著腰跪坐在地上,雙膝併攏顫抖著,頭頂則是吵雜的吹風機聲和乾燥的熱風,以及撥弄著頭髮的メノウ的手。271Please respect copyright.PENANAYByCzfBfKH
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「リンドウ別亂動喔,不把頭髮弄乾會感冒的。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAwAnuVLT055
「我……知道……啊……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAbKG4bOQJEN
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一起吃晚餐、幫忙吹乾頭髮,這些行為就像戀人一般,但其中參雜著許多不純之物,像是在廚房裡口交,或是像現在這樣,說是怕リンドウ「寂寞」,把跳蛋放入リンドウ體內,一邊幫忙吹頭髮,一邊由上往下觀看リンドウ喘息掙扎的樣子。271Please respect copyright.PENANAC1SB98g3Bx
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所有一切都以感官的享受為優先,他們的關係不過如此,硬要說的話或許還有上下關係,メノウ坐在沙發上,而リンドウ則跪坐在地毯上。271Please respect copyright.PENANA8Wlo4Jaryl
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第一次純粹是偶然,在炎熱的夏夜裡,透過杯中酒水和一旁的人兩眼相對,手率先於頭腦貼在對方的大腿上,嘴越過理智朝對方發出邀約。271Please respect copyright.PENANAaYf8swbd04
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在空氣蒸騰的夜裡,意識朦朧的他跟一個有著似曾相識面容的人做愛,直到隔日清醒他才知道自己惹上了誰。271Please respect copyright.PENANAfwiaGkgR1G
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據メノウ所說,那晚是リンドウ主動搭訕他的。271Please respect copyright.PENANAzXKlHN53kQ
含著一口酒和人接吻,把手伸到對方胯下求歡,整個人貼在メノウ身上又哭又鬧的,醜態盡出。271Please respect copyright.PENANAYKawTrIKsu
甚至在最後還將メノウ按在床上,硬是讓他插入自己。271Please respect copyright.PENANAnnXRdEdvqm
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如果是其他人的話,リンドウ或許還會懷疑對方的敘述過於浮誇,但因為對方是メノウ——是那個不會因為對象而扭曲話語的人——,所以即便是這般連自己都難以想像的荒謬行徑,他也認命的接受了。271Please respect copyright.PENANAPNjJKTo7JB
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「所以,リンドウ昨晚是在『狩獵』嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAfvi9xUhPdE
只見メノウ坐在床邊的沙發椅上,背對著窗外的陽光,一邊喝著酒一邊興味盎然的問。271Please respect copyright.PENANARG30NtRIYz
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「對不起,メノウ。雖然只是道歉可能沒辦法彌補你甚麼……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAjuyMi9JdeK
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「リンドウ是不是搞錯我的問題了?我並沒有想從リンドウ那裡得到道歉甚麼的,畢竟昨晚我們玩得很開心。我只是很好奇你為甚麼會做出這種事?」271Please respect copyright.PENANA3Q2IP7YAuo
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這一點不像你,至少不像是現在的你會做的事情。271Please respect copyright.PENANAyEditeMyLv
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原因說不出口,或許是因為店裡失火而感到不安,或許是失去舞台的陰霾突然浮現,又或者只是單純想喝醉胡鬧而已。271Please respect copyright.PENANAMLeHHOmgAI
不管是甚麼樣的理由都不能說。271Please respect copyright.PENANA6zRJR9a7aA
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「我也想到リンドウ除了道歉跟迴避以外不會多說甚麼,既然甚麼都不說的話,就這麼被我要求補償也沒什麼好抱怨的對吧。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAsCppxSzpPP
「……我會盡我所能的。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAapYyso8Cqf
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在餐廳維修的夏日裡,他們會相約一起讀劇本、演戲,然後上床。271Please respect copyright.PENANAEjssjgFENe
順應メノウ的要求,從旅館到各自的家中,從メノウ按著他的背脊插入,進展到リンドウ主動用腿勾著メノウ的腰,兩人像是上癮般不知饜足的做愛。271Please respect copyright.PENANAiuW3zjvwRw
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這段本以為會一直延續著的關係,最後出乎意料的在冬日連同氣溫一起冷卻下來。271Please respect copyright.PENANA5ZmLzloWSH
直至昨天,他跟メノウ已經三個禮拜沒有私下見面了。271Please respect copyright.PENANAewf0K5rp6B
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第一個禮拜,他先是因為不適應寂寞而感到躁動,在幾次失敗的「醉酒」之後,第三個禮拜身體徹底的冷靜下來。271Please respect copyright.PENANAQn8X1f1o8N
就在他自認跟メノウ之間已然結束之時,メノウ就提著超市的購物袋按響了他家的電鈴。271Please respect copyright.PENANAqwa7fekWZx
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為甚麼會突然過來呢?明明就這麼結束對誰都好。271Please respect copyright.PENANA7iuen4LkUD
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「リンドウ在發呆嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANA5WC3Gv3PrD
回過神時,吹風機的聲音已然停下,只剩下身體裡跳蛋的震動聲。271Please respect copyright.PENANAU12BnmTfQx
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「不,沒什麼……嗚啊——」271Please respect copyright.PENANApDUtiWOSQA
突然加強的震動讓他忍不住軟下腰,躺倒在地板上將自己蜷縮起來。271Please respect copyright.PENANAnDF0qud0Y8
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「對不起,因為リンドウ好像又在想些多餘的事情,所以幫你轉移下注意力。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAsMzEEeQe7T
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啊,是這樣沒錯。リンドウ環抱著自己,因為跳蛋的刺激顫抖著,無法站起身,也說不出完整的話,就連煩惱都變得力不從心。271Please respect copyright.PENANA4EzKsxdlDw
他是為了變得輕鬆而選擇被粗暴對待的。271Please respect copyright.PENANA46uGJIKE6n
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「事前準備應該差不多了,就這麼到床上吧。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAsYfv3yPqFH
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但他為什麼會希望變得輕鬆,他到底是被什麼樣的事物追趕著呢?271Please respect copyright.PENANABz3nYlcAdi
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メノウ伸手撥了撥他的瀏海,帶著憐愛的抹了抹沁淚的眼角:「在我插進去之前你可不能射出來喔。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAVYgiVPyEGN
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啊,他是為了從和メノウ相戀的妄想中醒來而渴望痛苦的。271Please respect copyright.PENANAONsjOu6AMH
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在不跟メノウ做愛的期間裡,他從身體的飢渴和內心的空虛意識到這份心情,並決定要將其捨棄。271Please respect copyright.PENANAP94hYWN2cO
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不管處在什麼位置,他都不是適合戀愛的對象。271Please respect copyright.PENANAx8lwECwF5o
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理想的戀愛應該是包含著兩方意識的,但這些事物往往會在相處的時間裡扭曲。271Please respect copyright.PENANADKyDmeXYgO
他總會為了「理想」而蓋過對方的思想,明明這並不是他的本意,但在對方一次次笑著妥協,最後對他的話毫不保留的接受之後,他便意識到這場戀情和理想已然終結。271Please respect copyright.PENANA8kMSxKMUoV
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已經不想再有更多這樣的經驗,無法接受理想出現破綻,卻也不願意看著喜歡的事物因為自己的追求而變質。271Please respect copyright.PENANAq1zFD3z5N9
如果能從此都不喜歡上他人就好了,這樣就會輕鬆許多,但當那份情感在心中綻放時,他又無法鼓起勇氣扼死它。即使知道門後站著的是必定會讓他陷入困境的名為戀情的魔物,他還是選擇打開門將他迎了進來。271Please respect copyright.PENANAvYEdwi0T3W
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所以メノウ若是能放著他不管就好了。271Please respect copyright.PENANAiWHFauzVTj
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拖著發顫的雙腳,強忍著射精的衝動,リンドウ費了好一番功夫才來到床邊,而過程中メノウ一直在他身後看著,時不時調整跳蛋的功率讓這段路變得更為艱困。271Please respect copyright.PENANAzhLpQHOimH
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「メノウ……已經可以了吧?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAOohWiFR9rx
リンドウ俯在床上,轉頭央求著メノウ。271Please respect copyright.PENANA9clgNuwSxm
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想射精、想被插入、想要メノウ。271Please respect copyright.PENANAPXseTkIbDG
除此之外什麼都不需要。271Please respect copyright.PENANAur7e9lUJtq
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「嗯,途中都沒有射出來,リンドウ真是好孩子。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAqPmBJIN0JH
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不需要誇獎,也不需要捉弄,想要的只有一個,唯一的一個。271Please respect copyright.PENANARe1MQsEXsf
リンドウ失神地看著メノウ。271Please respect copyright.PENANAtZsM2bI31V
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「但是我還想再多看看你狼狽的樣子。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAB16DyzCEj6
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メノウ的手伸向他的後穴,將震動著的跳蛋推到更深處。271Please respect copyright.PENANA71ZyvxcwfD
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「再放些什麼進去好了,リンドウ這次也能乖乖忍住對吧?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAex1CwYYj8I
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リンドウ猛搖著頭,光是跳蛋被推到深處這個行為就讓他差點射精了,更遑論塞入其他東西。271Please respect copyright.PENANA643SvFmG9n
但他的反對意見並沒有被メノウ接受,纖長的手指無情的將另一個跳蛋推進後穴裡。271Please respect copyright.PENANArsVuhqRmkp
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「嗚哈……住手……」271Please respect copyright.PENANAn00CArIO1e
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リンドウ的手指曲起,緊緊抓著床單。271Please respect copyright.PENANAYKEu6jDCRo
快感像是盛滿杯中的水,再添上任何一點都會失去控制從杯中濺出。舒服,只要再多一點都會變成疼痛,接近盡頭的快樂。271Please respect copyright.PENANAbFwjDgLAAn
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但他真正想要的並不是這個。271Please respect copyright.PENANAHulUATABGZ
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雖然希望被粗暴對待,希望巨大的快感能將思考徹底攪亂,但必須是メノウ才行。271Please respect copyright.PENANAxSOrualdtQ
不管是快樂還是痛苦,其中必須有メノウ的溫度才行。這是在前面兩周失敗的醉酒中知道的,身體已經記住跟メノウ共處的時間,在那些時間褪色之前,他有的選項只有メノウ和孤獨。271Please respect copyright.PENANA6G4ASUjG0h
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所以為甚麼你會過來呢?271Please respect copyright.PENANAVCzEI1hrfo
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リンドウ看著メノウ,被淚水模糊的視線裡,メノウ正在微笑著。271Please respect copyright.PENANAriUQB1S5oQ
他朝メノウ伸出手,揪住他的上衣,將他按在床上。271Please respect copyright.PENANAKpWNO7q1fI
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「リンドウ,你知道嗎?我們第一次做那天,你也是這樣的。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAvW8CNQfVjl
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メノウ躺在床上,沾著潤滑液的指尖撫過臉頰。微弱的涼意讓他醒了過來。271Please respect copyright.PENANA6r2snfogne
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「我跟早希一起出門,說什麼都不觸碰你就這麼讓你不安嗎?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAk7Qqfgv8kB
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リンドウ握住メノウ貼在臉頰上的手,將眼睛閉上。271Please respect copyright.PENANANsZ3GMXjKT
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「對不起。」不該開門讓メノウ進來的。271Please respect copyright.PENANABhuBjBgqOx
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明明希望能藉由疼痛來削弱對メノウ的情感,但就連痛苦也得是メノウ給予的才行。271Please respect copyright.PENANA0rHrHY1S1r
讓人陷入瘋狂與不安,耽溺於痛苦和享樂,一邊想著推拒對方,另一邊手卻忍不住撫上對方面頰,當一個人能對另一個人產生這樣的情感,那就能稱作愛情了吧。271Please respect copyright.PENANAhhZdDLIihb
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「我並不是想聽你道歉才來這裡的,リンドウ。你的心裡應該還有比『對不起』要來得切實的話語。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAL6G1MCEOGV
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無法忍耐。當水溫加熱到沸點,當快感積累到盡頭,勢必會失去形狀,從壓抑著的容器中傾瀉而出。271Please respect copyright.PENANAs1hTYUiuQg
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リンドウ彎下腰,吻住メノウ的唇。化作水蒸氣的依戀之情填滿了彼此的口腔和肺部,但メノウ口中所謂的切實的話語,還是沒能說出。271Please respect copyright.PENANAmSx37ev2h8
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他將手伸向身後,小心的拉著電線想將メノウ放入的兩顆跳蛋取出,卻被メノウ拉住手。271Please respect copyright.PENANAA6PCfGCD72
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「就這麼插進去吧。剛剛也說過了,我想再多看看你狼狽的樣子。」メノウ的手指將被稍稍扯出的跳蛋按了回去。「反正更難看的樣子我都已經看過了,這點程度應該沒關係吧?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAPt9wre4OiM
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リンドウ看著メノウ的眼睛,吞了吞口水。271Please respect copyright.PENANACAy4lOI25A
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他知道メノウ想從他這裡得到甚麼,也知道メノウ是刻意提起第一次做時的事情。271Please respect copyright.PENANA3J2OORu3zv
只要是為了自己渴望的事物,那平常對周遭漠不關心的眼神就會變的精明起來,準確且毫無自覺的踩過人的痛處。271Please respect copyright.PENANAQp166bjjdd
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可即便明白彼此的心意,但他還是決定對此緘口不提。271Please respect copyright.PENANAn8Y9F8u7FX
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メノウ的心是屬於メノウ的,不能混入任何一點雜質。271Please respect copyright.PENANAQTLITOkcXn
而リンドウ的感情也是屬於他自己的東西,不能任由メノウ即興的好奇心將其揭開。271Please respect copyright.PENANAk34TbnW611
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リンドウ對於メノウ和他人的親近沒有一絲的忌妒,メノウ對他也沒有真實的愛情。271Please respect copyright.PENANAmogdpkFq1p
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他的戀愛方式僅僅是利用メノウ將自己的情感固定在一個不會受傷的人,即便痛苦煎熬,也勝過死亡。271Please respect copyright.PENANAlSCpQGkfsj
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リンドウ顫著手腳,將後穴對準メノウ的性器,閉上眼睛。271Please respect copyright.PENANAK4oqw3QWp8
在做好心理準備,咬著牙往下坐之後,激烈的快感讓全身的肌肉像是觸電般縮緊痙攣,性器一抽一抽著射出精液,意識失去色彩,接著從灰階變成全然的空白。271Please respect copyright.PENANAyeHtxWLgk0
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睜開眼睛,迎接他的是一片純白的雪地,矗立其中的那人的髮色就像一團暖火似的。271Please respect copyright.PENANAZPslcCnD7p
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雖然知道這世界還有除此以外的季節,但為了不破壞那些美好的事物,所以他選擇了這樣的地方,選擇了不會熄滅的灼傷來作伴。271Please respect copyright.PENANAhOJXHfrcSS
但那團火中寄宿著的事物,總是誘哄著他從這裡離開,春日安逸的午睡,夏天荒唐的性愛,秋季舒適的溫泉,無論是在舞台上還是在日常中,都試圖將他深藏的事物跩出。271Please respect copyright.PENANAZNhstiWhtP
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柔軟的落雪裡混著堅硬的冰錐,他哆嗦著手腳朝那團火靠近,將身體貼近到留下刺痛的鮮紅色。271Please respect copyright.PENANAGokEt8CiCr
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直到將皮膚灼傷到再也無法觸碰他人為止。271Please respect copyright.PENANAHXtk3nLotX