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舌頭動彈不得。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDdfhBMb4B
濕淋淋的手指鉗著舌，黏稠的水滴從大開的嘴角流出。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXnJoRowI1
而雙手早在最一開始時就被捆起，失去了作用。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCwLXmXme0
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「哈……嗚……」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5kZItYLFQ
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一隻手臂從身後扣著肩膀，掌心的汗水貼著皮膚，陌生的呼吸搔弄著後頸的神經。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVsqxZ8BQN
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「乖乖聽話，看著前面。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2uJMQta6o
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他搖了搖頭，將眼睛閉得死緊。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyZI64bYN6
身後的人對於自己的指令被無視感到不快，抓著他的腰，將性器抽出大截，重重的插入後穴，比快感更深刻的痛楚將壓抑著的眼淚逼出。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGXwklxxPm
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「還不打算聽話嗎？」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5nt11fwjI
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口中的手指探進喉嚨深處，難以抑制的嘔吐反射襲來，但身體卻被緊扣著，空無一物的胃裡只有酸意往上湧，難以呼吸。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThBCR3iA1m
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他屈服的睜開眼睛，在模糊的水光之中，他看見被映照在玻璃上，唾液和淚水淌過下巴，渾身赤裸的自己。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamMWTIFGVb
身後鑿著他的性器重重的將他刻在玻璃上，屈辱的字跡被永遠的留在上頭。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBjCScHSYS
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「沒錯，就是這樣。只讓外頭的人看見，本人卻不看什麼的，不覺得很不公平嗎？」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x8g4sYTnr
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不是的，他根本不想被人看。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuKwG9CBwx
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMzXHfrHeo
「看，下面的人只要抬起頭就可以看到你現在站在這裡被人幹的樣子。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaeoHRL9hZ
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不，不會被看見的。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QPKm5L9bl
他時常經過這棟大樓，從外面根本看不見裡面的。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13WBkqMTFs
一個穿著西裝的行人抬頭，不知被什麼吸引住視線，緊盯著這扇窗不放。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZIP1nlf0v
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「你覺得下面那個人會是你的粉絲還是記者呢？」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBrcyil97Q
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不，不可能看見的……303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M72mn0F1O
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「哈……你喜歡被人看著吧？平常在台上表演的時候總是笑得很開心的樣子。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3IYQYe6LM
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不是這樣的。他再次搖了搖頭。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKf2hhCMif
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「我有說錯什麼嗎？你不就是為了你最喜歡的工作而接受條件的嗎？」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzf1cWocyW
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCocgAy9SCS
如果最近有除了我以外的人找你出去，你都要拒絕掉，不管是誰。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv48vX0zPB
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他當然記得，那不過是幾小時前的事情。不單是他處於現在這情況的原因，還是更早之前經紀人的囑咐，他都記得一清二楚的。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLUCbyIsUr
雖然說不管是誰一概拒絕，但當對象是遠比經紀人要來得高階的事務所幹部時，他跟經紀人都沒有反抗的餘地。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvEu1qBmmA
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMxkAYmpBa
自稱是粉絲的幾人跟在後頭，示好的握手異常的黏膩，手指在手上揉捏著，眼裡的笑意讓人感到不安。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gtih7Kz0x
在耐著性子打過招呼之後，「我們想要你的初夜」，對面的人輕巧的說出這種話，然後事務所的幹部堆起笑容，代替他回答了「沒問題」。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aG26M5dGw
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這關係到事務所接下來半年的演藝活動，就麻煩你好好招待了。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuBqREUKAk
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkuJD2HgoA
他把頭抵在玻璃上，看著下方的大樓下來來去去的人影。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyjzOzmXJ5
有人抬起頭，看著牆上的螢幕；有人舉起相機，對著廣告看板拍照；有人的視線瞟過這扇窗。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKOeRD1jRR
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「說起來，今天是你十八歲生日對吧？」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcjLRYFlrA
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有誰抱著包裝精美的禮物跑向另一個人；有純白色的雪落在灰色的柏油路上；有聲音在耳邊叨念著這個日子。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJene2YAB7S
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不，不要提起這件事。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqOLVHoND2
想縮起身體，用厚實的棉被把自己裹起來；想藏起表情，用溫熱的洗澡水把眼淚蓋過。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoprrmvoVUV
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「官網上的資料搞不好是假的，在聖誕節生日也太剛好了吧。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnbn5xOpQH
另一個沉默已久的聲音這麼說。那是他亟欲忽視的，這個空間裡存在著的第三人。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ycWfur8mM
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「但是滿十八歲是肯定的，事務所也不想冒險，對吧？」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSQ8f9Z6XO
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「嗚……吚……不……」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkgg9YzQfZ
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就算是說謊也沒關係，只要能解脫就行了。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdsn3wqBPH
想忘記今天，忘記這個瞬間和這個場所，以及外頭晃眼的雪和幸福。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoLZGukv5r
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然而被插入手指的嘴只能吐出動物一般的哀鳴，就算說了謊也沒有人會聽見，只有話語以外的雜音充斥著耳膜。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzur4HbH0Oq
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急促的呼吸，肉體撞擊的聲響，體液在碰撞中產生的黏稠水聲。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGTMxJczYd
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「讓窗外的人看了，也自己瞧過了，是不是也該讓我看看？我也是你的招待對象對吧。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9uzQ27iA0
玻璃杯尖銳的碰撞聲，皮鞋踩在地毯上鈍重的腳步聲，逐漸靠近的另一個人的聲音。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBhhX7iMMb
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金黃色的烈酒在玻璃杯裡搖晃著，身後的手臂扣著他轉過身，下體的毛髮磨蹭著他的身體。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRrRsx3S97
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAO4YEomBD
「如果今天是你的生日的話，這就當做是慶祝吧。」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2YLSKcILI
苦澀的酒水在男人手裡搖晃著，混著冰塊從頭頂澆下。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrg4OYAYiU
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR7U04kTP3
緊閉的眼皮擋不住酒精，刺激的氣味嗆的他難以呼吸，酒水順著身後人的手指流入口中。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7GN8tUnBT
睜不開眼睛，不敢用鼻子呼吸，全身的肌肉被突來的寒意束緊，不斷的顫抖著。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48Oa5nS3PX
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好痛，好冷，過去理所當然的呼吸和吞嚥如今變得異常艱難。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyhjugpGM8
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6hDGFOo7x
灼熱感從眼皮滲進眼底，他睜開雙眼，睫毛上的酒滴就這麼落入眼中，將視野染上火焰。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WxQER86Zw
朦朧的視線裡，玻璃杯被倒扣在一邊，對面的人拉開褲鏈，將他的腿抬高——303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtEeZsPWdl
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「咳……不……嗚……」303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG6fHlGeR4
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不，不行，會壞掉的。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVIOuTwpQ3
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身後的人的手指佔滿他的嘴，將他的恐懼壓回喉嚨裡。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlkR3l4OAg
身前的人的性器將早已被填滿的穴口撐開，將尊嚴連同肉體撕扯開來。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCQ005A9zJ
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpbqVnStsc
好痛，好痛，眼前一片鮮紅，顫抖和呼吸被強硬的中斷，只剩血液在暴力的抽插中緩慢的流動。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbcJzjT9wE
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BjT6qxtJc
我從今以後會變成怎樣呢？名為意識的線劇烈晃動，只餘下殘影。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJmbRQLDuV
恍惚間，他的雙眼飄向窗外，灼熱的刺痛逐漸退去，只剩下窗外白色的雪景。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGiN2zbJS3
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9Y3ByNWHK
下半身在最初的撕裂之後，似乎連尋常的疼痛都感受不到了，只是隱約的，有誰深入一點，退出一點，微小的痛苦交錯著。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejIEAtxDVk
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QtvxpQf2n
只是像說好了一般，兩個人一起抽出，唯有膨大的前端留在身體裡。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwedW4le1wY
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMpd647l0w
我在離開這個房間之後，還能像原來那樣活著嗎？303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0xZsjgVik
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OECxLowGf
沒有形體的鐘數著秒，在倒數結束後，狠狠的撞進深處，純白色的聖夜裡響起血紅色的哭號。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYDOvdojt6
從尾椎骨到髮絲都被純粹的痛苦佔滿，耳裡填滿了嗡鳴，眼前只剩下破碎的雜點。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrtPdWgc9q
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJtwvezmjm
這具身體最終連如何呼吸都忘了，意識在此刻遠離。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyfDDkvB3m
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——我還能離開這裡嗎？303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3U7fIKU4N
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再次醒來時，整個房間裡只剩下他一個人。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SwEii0zjU
地毯濕答答的，被各式各樣的液體浸透，烈酒和融化的冰，淚水、唾液、血液，以及事到如今才漸漸回想起來的難堪的失禁。303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09YrGWt2HJ
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6cG7udiwu
明明是躺在這樣冰冷的表面上，被冬季的空氣環繞著，不知為何身體卻很熱，就連思考和時間都被熱度熔毀，世界在眼前扭曲旋轉，303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDCQ5vGyF7
303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JdIUhYn65
最後變成雪一般刺目的空白——303Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TBvrCTrDN
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