Fayth Has Feelings, Too - Fayth's Journal

Fayth's Journal

Jul 6, 2020

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AGAIN (sorry)

Are you my diary?

I mean, pretty much.

I just keep writing

My thoughts on

your pages again and again.

Thank god no one is reading

my poems.

They are very personal,

thank you very much.

My poems have mostly been

about Mara lately,

and it’s going to stay that way

until I find a new friend.

Next week is Fall Break,

so hopefully I can have a new

friend by then.

And maybe I’ll stop thinking

so much about Connor…

like, I know he would never

like me, but I seriously think

he’s the most… everything

boy to walk this earth.

My heart is going to die

from all of the feelings

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MARA Pt. 2

Maybe she hates me, but there’s no way to know for sure

And hopefully she might miss me a teensy tiny bit, because I miss her a lot

Right now, she is with the popular girls and won’t even blink an eye at me

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ANGRY

I WANT TO SCREAM

BUT I CAN’T BECAUSE

MY PARENTS ARE

SLEEPING SO I AM

SCREAMING IN MY

MIND AND WRITING IN

ALL CAPS BECAUSE

THAT IS PRACTICALLY

SCREAMING.

AHHHHHHHHHHH.

WRITING CAPITAL

Hs IS ACTUALLY

CALMING

HHHHHHHHHH

ok i think i'm done

now i think i will

write an entire poem

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the small girl

i’m the small one in my

family.

4’10 and ½

~~evry~~ every inch counts

for me.

my dad is 5’11 and

my mom is 5’5,

so I should be pretty

tall-ish when i grow up.

i hope.

mara was average height,

i was always 2 inches

shorter than her most

of the time.

i wonder how tall she is now…

oh yeah, and derik is

already 6’ so… ummm

yeah

(also i am so so so sorry

about my mood swing)

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