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秋兒姐姐成程冇再講野,只係一邊執野一邊間中用手背或者衫袖擦一擦眼淚。8964 copyright protection3720PENANASX7rCTJOg7 維尼
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佢既眼淚一大滴一大滴咁流出黎、流下面頰、再滴落地上面。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAotpVtMI4G0 維尼
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執下執下,秋兒姐姐再忍唔住,停低手上既工作,用手掩住口鼻喊左出黎。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAw8UmWGo2Ui 維尼
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喊到個身震震下。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAPzjZGVBxN5 維尼
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喊到眼淚缺堤而出咁。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAuVZMLfUFV2 維尼
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喊到平時明亮既雙眼都扭曲埋,變得暗淡無光。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAS7ny20wLzb 維尼
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但佢拼命忍住唔發出任何喊聲。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA1kd6f5lkwv 維尼
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冇喊聲,只係發出啲類似抽搐既聲音。8964 copyright protection3720PENANALXWgix6r4X 維尼
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我個心突然感覺到好痛。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAEhsNUqLvab 維尼
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甚至比起當日Jonathan拎住佢同秋兒姐姐既合照宣佈佢地拍拖既消息更加痛。8964 copyright protection3720PENANATBITz7MoGs 維尼
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心如刀割。8964 copyright protection3720PENANADkwfyZAdQa 維尼
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但呢樣野係余正熙你自己做成。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAdjdx4VjEl5 維尼
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我想講啲咩出黎安慰下秋兒姐姐,但所有安慰既說話就好似卡住響喉嚨咁出唔到黎。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAvONLyniMRV 維尼
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秋兒姐姐一路喊,我就淨係一路粒聲唔出咁望住佢。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA7xLYDXlv7L 維尼
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呢啲就係我想要既畫面?8964 copyright protection3720PENANAQBE2nvWxjY 維尼
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過左一陣,秋兒姐姐慢慢咁停止左喊,然後再默默咁完成手上既工作,清理完碟碎廚餘之後,再慢慢咁拎住個垃圾筒仔離開房間。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAwYIi1PWNMg 維尼
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然後隔左一陣,佢拎左另一杯水同一個菠蘿包入黎,粒聲唔出咁放響我床頭櫃頂上面,再粒聲唔出就走左出房。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAYdMtcVBMtF 維尼
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一路走時就一路抹緊眼淚。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAOKZiFiZwzQ 維尼
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然後我再聽到屋企大門大閘關上既聲音。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA7hDlItmlc9 維尼
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我到底做左乜野……?8964 copyright protection3720PENANAcvQ1huKtIy 維尼
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我心入面好難受,但我搏命自己呃自己,既然秋兒姐姐揀得同Jonathan一齊,呢啲就係佢應得既,完全唔抵可憐。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAP9Zmm0Bzks 維尼
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大個諗返起,我呢個根本係極度小學雞既反應,傷害既唔止係自己,仲連自己最親愛既人都傷害埋。8964 copyright protection3720PENANApKoDqItGNv 維尼
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不過當時既我只係一個中四既中學生,斷腳斷韌帶受重傷、職業足球呢個夢想破滅、比日本球會放棄、秋兒姐姐同Jonathan拍拖……8964 copyright protection3720PENANACy7DAL0lim 維尼
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同一時間發生響我身上既,冇一樣唔係對我有重大打擊、帶黎絕望既事情。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA9VdbtfiEQg 維尼
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我個人睇上去既自大又自負,但實際上內心其實好懦弱,講到尾只係一隻小學雞,根本唔可以獨立咁處理到咁大既壓力。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA80YYYh0KON 維尼
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實話實說,我響醫院果陣甚至真係有諗過自殺。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAmin3u2Ko4x 維尼
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所以我當時對住秋兒姐姐情緒失控,其實係一件好差既事,但似乎又無可避免地會發生。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA42CJv6LbPU 維尼
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當時其實我好需要有人開解我或者分擔下我肩上既壓力、絕望感。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA811QKD4Y1K 維尼
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而可以勝任呢樣野既人,只有秋兒姐姐同我老豆。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAFxtBFy9A2p 維尼
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呢兩個我最親既人。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA6lq7YPqkmD 維尼
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但係老豆為左頭家而努力返工賺錢,將我交比秋兒姐姐照顧,最多收工返到屋企之後會入房睇下我,不過講到同我傾心事或者安慰下我既話,係冇既。8964 copyright protection3720PENANATn7wLzSHEH 維尼
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至於秋兒姐姐?佢由響醫院果陣已經想開解我,同我一齊承擔痛苦同絕望,只係我由受到Jonathan刺激果下開始,就拒人於千里門外,甚至黎到而家咁傷害秋兒姐姐。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAKvPFiEbAjr 維尼
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既然冇人可以開解到我,我自己就越黎越諗埋一面,諗法越黎越偏激同自怨自艾。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAyk1GTsz0KK 維尼
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我又訓又醒,最後頂唔順口渴同飢餓,拎起秋兒姐姐拎入黎杯水飲同包黎食。8964 copyright protection3720PENANANALkvAZKUm 維尼
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一路食,無力感、屈辱感、絕望一次過湧晒出黎,呢種感覺到我半夜三更要撐住拐杖去廁所時更加去到頂點。8964 copyright protection3720PENANApb9lIkEMkF 維尼
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有水有食物落肚就要去廁所,呢個係人體最正常既生理反應。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAIpxcj5IF9C 維尼
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但係我摸黑咁行出房,拐杖又用得唔純熟,行到去廁所門口想開燈既時候用錯力,成個人仆左落地下,兩枝拐杖一齊直線飛左出廳。8964 copyright protection3720PENANALZl4XkEwgt 維尼
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太黑了,我雙眼睇唔清楚枝拐杖飛左去邊度。8964 copyright protection3720PENANA3KbLUfbg9F 維尼
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屌,我好急尿,但我冇拐杖而且冇開燈起唔到身……8964 copyright protection3720PENANAByhZdbTnOg 維尼
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我要執返枝拐杖……8964 copyright protection3720PENANAjLzSjSLY1D 維尼
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我吃力地用雙手一腳慢慢爬出廳,仲要搏老命忍住膀胱傳黎既一陣陣尿意……8964 copyright protection3720PENANA7uPhZdVs6k 維尼
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大鑊……8964 copyright protection3720PENANAvPZu7gaufo 維尼
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係好彩定唔好彩?可能係聽見我跌落地既聲響,又或者係拐杖撞到野既聲,老豆呢個時候由房到行出黎,黑暗中見到我響地上爬下爬下,驚叫:「熙熙!」然後急忙走過黎扶我起身。8964 copyright protection3720PENANAYnmhJepnHO 維尼
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事實上我真係唔想比老豆見到我而家呢個咁狼狽既樣,但唔係老豆出黎扶一扶我起身,我拎唔到拐杖去廁所之餘仲隨時瀨到一地都係……8964 copyright protection3720PENANAMn45SVHkkI 維尼
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到時我真係要跳樓了……8964 copyright protection3720PENANAsWw35lYJVa 維尼
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