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秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatikZtnUxK
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「完好？」現在的她問。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEZARQjhAT
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「無缺？」曾經的他問。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dfgr5Wuzr
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVK8H4MBJ88
很多人說他生活美滿。家境富裕，頭腦聰明，五官英氣，身材高大。聞言他總是假笑，笑對方客氣得過份。奈何對方從未察覺他的笑容雖假，情感卻是真實而強烈的：他的確認為對方很過份。他想要的從不是這種生活，可惜每次對此表示厭棄時，總有人批評他不知足。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYFysUZBW7
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumy0B7lP9a
輕嘆一聲，繼續前行。踏踏踏，沙沙沙，聲聲撕心裂肺。像父母的哭罵，令人痛，也令人愧疚不安。無論他們如何呼天搶地，他終究永遠不會回來。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIJYG0FZwE
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遷入新居，展開新生。吃力，困難。已然表達得很清楚，對方還是假裝不知該使用哪個稱謂。有人說不介意，有人說很平常，話題和目光卻只停留在胯下之物。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Bs0rBbhCK
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無處訴說的孤獨日夜縈繞不散。曾發誓永不後悔，曾以為自己是多麼堅毅勇敢，曾相信世界其實不是那麼單一而絕情……741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3oNKefVi3
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrT9DEQZhZ
步出公園，拐了幾個街口，來到醫院門前。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfAgdl095g
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「醫生，早晨。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1m5xTFFAh
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjLcKxXNow
「早晨。近來身體好嗎？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZeLTjRgUq
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXnMFQNQEe
「好……不過……」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M8srlB5FI
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbmIWJ1e7K
「不過甚麼？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRnaK07vIP
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1R8ERc4VQ
「我想再做手術。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rRdzafMGn
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuQMqChowu
「為甚麼？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqTIlFfxXq
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnIUe1LFF0
「不適應現在的生活。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0W1ZuuyRFh
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E3knaUtrT
「不適應身體的變化或是有其他困難？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1qYeNvGDX
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9SAtZMRGh
「是生活上的困難……其實我很滿意現在的身體，我覺得這才是真正的自己！過往的我根本不是我！可惜旁人都不是這麼認為……」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYn1s39r3L
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BAoROhobg
「所以你想要回以前的性別？」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8UY0Ht5zC
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSW8LsPd6M
「不——我是不想要任何性別。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2OsLwvXak
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGRRaBeqj6
「噢……抱歉我還未能捕捉到你的思路。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3HsS2MvIK
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5wBk9VVT3
「這些日子，我遇到的問題大都源於旁人無法定徹底認同我是男或女。如果我沒有特定性別，可以在『男』、『女』、『跨性別』、『無性別』幾個類別之間遊走，可能會更自由！」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVDulW41Xf
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6gqeuOZs1
「依我看來，你再次做手術之後，將要面對的問題會更多更嚴重。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZDVPFh2yi
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLKqblQP3s
「我理解你的意思，但我還是想要放手一搏——我堅信每次改變都會帶來新的可能、新的希望。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1MNALNnFm
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「既然你堅持，我會按程序寫信轉介你去心理輔導部門作專業評估。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDsnlK4zsz
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「謝謝你。」741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivUctqPtRl
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跟醫生多聊一會後，她步出醫院，再次走經公園。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzrhJAeSqP
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvs83sAyXP
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj2t2v43kr
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「以前未完好。」現在的她說。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzclX45hA4X
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys0qHJshSn
「將來會無缺。」曾經的他說。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzpcAKbO8f
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmTZ0cDXwi
她笑了，笑自己傻，笑自己依然沉浸在幻想世界當中，相信自己的人生將來一定會變得完好無缺。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDj3dt72QX1
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明知無人能斷言明天一定會更好。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWFzlnwTPT
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奈何人總需要一個努力的原因、一個繼續活下去的原因。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6daFi7daKN
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那個原因名為「希望」。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eqxkbjvNN
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「我定要繼續努力。」現在的她說。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UOPBQU0JP
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTX0pq8dJ88
「好好活下去吧。」曾經的他說。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHjJ95odJ1
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj5b6h2C0I
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcljegJLeNB
741Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fuDNajAaI
她慢步於公園大道，放眼欣賞沿路風景，不再留意地上的枯葉。
