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秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5xixbCLFz
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「完好？」現在的她問。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S5vlXuCIK
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「無缺？」曾經的他問。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQODhqXj9oC
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很多人說他生活美滿。家境富裕，頭腦聰明，五官英氣，身材高大。聞言他總是假笑，笑對方客氣得過份。奈何對方從未察覺他的笑容雖假，情感卻是真實而強烈的：他的確認為對方很過份。他想要的從不是這種生活，可惜每次對此表示厭棄時，總有人批評他不知足。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0LpoWIuT5
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIyAAHVLpZ
輕嘆一聲，繼續前行。踏踏踏，沙沙沙，聲聲撕心裂肺。像父母的哭罵，令人痛，也令人愧疚不安。無論他們如何呼天搶地，他終究永遠不會回來。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm3d4CXU2J
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYOn8UjkhH
遷入新居，展開新生。吃力，困難。已然表達得很清楚，對方還是假裝不知該使用哪個稱謂。有人說不介意，有人說很平常，話題和目光卻只停留在胯下之物。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXPY5PCH2f
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwrCkSvHLf
無處訴說的孤獨日夜縈繞不散。曾發誓永不後悔，曾以為自己是多麼堅毅勇敢，曾相信世界其實不是那麼單一而絕情……636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fBeU9cszZ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXkjVNJtdb
步出公園，拐了幾個街口，來到醫院門前。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG3m5VeIcX
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「醫生，早晨。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2bciYN5GQ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VvYTw9oZm
「早晨。近來身體好嗎？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98UGpvppUg
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq5YUmvglp
「好……不過……」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMYfiUKZoW
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp8dFwN6h9
「不過甚麼？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQkHx1UUqN
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3JhJAscv4
「我想再做手術。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUMaVG9b0R
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMeOG6EmNT
「為甚麼？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XGRwPjHml
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iN1JIZLVB
「不適應現在的生活。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJVQBlWSOo
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT12YVIhXL
「不適應身體的變化或是有其他困難？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUGFsVl2xA
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmpLrzbMNP
「是生活上的困難……其實我很滿意現在的身體，我覺得這才是真正的自己！過往的我根本不是我！可惜旁人都不是這麼認為……」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdZFpgO7RE
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzpmHLwzmZ
「所以你想要回以前的性別？」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCsMAmpgdP
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FnJqvDl0A
「不——我是不想要任何性別。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP1J0Igbua
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zFoB5s4AP
「噢……抱歉我還未能捕捉到你的思路。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxYiu55PTe
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFT0292533T
「這些日子，我遇到的問題大都源於旁人無法定徹底認同我是男或女。如果我沒有特定性別，可以在『男』、『女』、『跨性別』、『無性別』幾個類別之間遊走，可能會更自由！」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhe13ZN0x8
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「依我看來，你再次做手術之後，將要面對的問題會更多更嚴重。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFejTLiJs1
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezAcVcLa1v
「我理解你的意思，但我還是想要放手一搏——我堅信每次改變都會帶來新的可能、新的希望。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLGJXs33Jh
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7FGmiZmCd
「既然你堅持，我會按程序寫信轉介你去心理輔導部門作專業評估。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy6hAAdg8P
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp8qKbeFSi
「謝謝你。」636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnEnIssyqh
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跟醫生多聊一會後，她步出醫院，再次走經公園。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBxMHh24h4
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOiVxJ06cd
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。她慢步於公園大道，有意無意踏在枯葉上。沙沙沙，聽來已然粉身碎骨，看來完好無缺。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKgUsyoSox
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFt7U9DRJ2Z
「以前未完好。」現在的她說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcsALBDOAT
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHti1ABeAel
「將來會無缺。」曾經的他說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhJJfetbuF
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBnkSz8x0n
她笑了，笑自己傻，笑自己依然沉浸在幻想世界當中，相信自己的人生將來一定會變得完好無缺。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauFn1VMJ5r
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明知無人能斷言明天一定會更好。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc0xL2BvoQ
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奈何人總需要一個努力的原因、一個繼續活下去的原因。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvdMLZX2mR
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那個原因名為「希望」。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jkhqKyYW9
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「我定要繼續努力。」現在的她說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDwoufWwuZ
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJLGvvJry5
「好好活下去吧。」曾經的他說。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7DrTJxKWB
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm5mxNhyaK
秋意綿綿，涼風颯颯，樹梢偶爾掉下幾片黃。636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPo0vsqNT4
636Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKcH1YfjSQ
她慢步於公園大道，放眼欣賞沿路風景，不再留意地上的枯葉。
