一次意外，我失明了。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwuu6cKXXw
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKzc1zgEDh
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「是誰？」我問。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1kkPKpcNB
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無人回答。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtqrEBnS62
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVzsSrByOf
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid8CaLvCgd
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG1rfElQcJ
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AGg5Ehxso
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插——343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSlw0PD4DK
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnk4AoAIdE
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDfFNHiX6p
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他沒能回答我。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuaV57YAiV
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZZZYnJCLN
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NwQrPgmJC
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「是誰？」我問。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh23Q6H46H
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無人回答。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lTo3PFni7
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAcKlcAIT7
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1g6wWjNQhw
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「是誰？」我問。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwQl4kZgxo
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無人回答。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21aUhMp0MI
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufkzJSNSkb
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4h2nHxY0e
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUskVO2VGf
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ERSZDdo1l
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqtveAt5DP
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鬼？343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7O4G4kIIv
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寒意蝕骨。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhefjF1bjr
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63VJZiLqD0
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我瀕臨崩潰。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPa26WhXce
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQbIctkBRv
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ44lx4PTfD
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一言驚醒夢中人。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rX9u1PYFM
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglxnj6b72b
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決不坐以待斃。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmVn4q3ad9
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我要主動解決他們。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fzbpu41uA
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ63oKF5gWH
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死不暝目。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcnWmrCZ8Q
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK0C0frNlp
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrxKAuN6Pn
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhGi8tgE9d
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIpV7sXhvp
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID5JXYls1h
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6a2wmEnuC
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxsWJ7Y6in
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhkRwcDcGB
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oYGBWATje
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死寂。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCEqoyfgyl
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又是那一道目光。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KSj7Mw9w3
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哪來？343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rQqtgYaEH
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不在別處——在我心中。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfldKRElVO
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpxjteG40S
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS3K8Is4Sy
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6dnEK4HV4
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開膛，欲取心。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVj4w2gUWq
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發現沒有心。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB7lsI2kuj
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只有一片虛空的黑。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92yvX6j2kU
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如深淵。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7z0trxzTG
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無盡。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GVw578Qdo
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