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一次意外，我失明了。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqUW897OGI
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9P9AEl7CD
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「是誰？」我問。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq46JUsN4w
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無人回答。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvToJTnyph
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmsg4XZ0CB
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJrNcDKc6t
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLobaIlE6Iu
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BuhmudlcL
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插——315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uTtfpdO94
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVgkIOy2x7
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuQy8WQJQb
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他沒能回答我。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15PWdbXYcd
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6NBpKahIk
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30YYLxYIrI
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「是誰？」我問。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHXRYxl7Uy
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無人回答。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQRFOZoHNE
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUouJJZQfiu
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOf6MP9ELJ
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「是誰？」我問。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLTufNPBTw
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無人回答。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ0ItCRchc
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoD1JkVBH5
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1SGWIrlVn
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJn7m8X1rR
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwbHxBy0c7
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85pmWtFEVc
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鬼？315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwgyBq7ZHL
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寒意蝕骨。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXXavgLZSq
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p7ShIsV3M
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我瀕臨崩潰。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNnAPCDojM
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1LceOJpKP
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQZmz2iXl2
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一言驚醒夢中人。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfSmW5ixb7
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡileM7EfmcB
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決不坐以待斃。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlohJ9YX9N
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我要主動解決他們。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpuUC9RCXX
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcZuX9pQlu
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死不暝目。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PNbmZ2Ta6
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2GbJHURjk
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzmAHWfIYO
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQGDlCEx9d
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwxTgckZU0
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wRrWAIKSq
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqPBcDxqPL
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiot5XYCEv5
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VVrp6KPgU
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXtIvMC4Mn
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死寂。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJN1Oux1IAZ
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又是那一道目光。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yB78PYGvk
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哪來？315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSbGUyMg6F
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不在別處——在我心中。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF4eHHuj08
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFT1jEOneQ
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6eHcASBga
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf15rljeC6y
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開膛，欲取心。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtHpfclFEM
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發現沒有心。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ijE4Bqke0
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只有一片虛空的黑。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHzwLPEUmD
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如深淵。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToVEyWYD1k
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無盡。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRH31jWet7
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