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一次意外，我失明了。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxG8Uxed0G
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOlbqC37tB
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「是誰？」我問。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnokLfx3q0t
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無人回答。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzdVqPUQ2x
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZvncjyEt3
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMPX9To8jd
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7gU8M5LP5
296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBJwJ2Uxwb
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLT43ISXqZ
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插——296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaHDkhAgNv
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQozRFmrFyy
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuphDUloYU
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他沒能回答我。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEosSNgZP8
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg7uf0GxqN
296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJ3yF7PBut
誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQVWkfrs0q
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「是誰？」我問。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxx6Qflexoy
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無人回答。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n759saUeI
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTB96NZ5zqw
296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmSNFZh4pF
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MCQ2iFK2d
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「是誰？」我問。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e606WlWX7
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無人回答。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPuXsRRRIL
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vd2NFf2Js
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUKgGGPXMP
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzQxTiao2s
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREXqOd9dMq
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz0AzUsLYR
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鬼？296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchwFcNKx1k
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寒意蝕骨。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLHvLljgc5
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOQp44zKol
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我瀕臨崩潰。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmf4dXpDTs
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNVYVbZRSB
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecvupmNo76
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一言驚醒夢中人。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3swLr8BTH
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdZLSdl19P
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決不坐以待斃。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW61ygCZnU
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我要主動解決他們。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqqI4Q2JKN
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkQCKOL3lP
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死不暝目。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9npVkXMSJN
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5T4UGisGN
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c0zqySgkK
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsz8AzOjSt
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEa3Vu1ipU
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5fvBGdkqk
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCWWP5dt2L
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRUaKxxlQs
296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnyWDzX65U
薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfdoLrHfyf
296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q9FWllNDh
手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkZNRYv2TN
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死寂。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb8VQwEixj
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又是那一道目光。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2d65LP2bi
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哪來？296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHVpfFSGC2
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不在別處——在我心中。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMFJdhc3WD
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYM2O9vXxM
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHZDvH1TYf
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGzbMl5N3u
296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIl7xrAQL5
開膛，欲取心。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOo4UZB0YD
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發現沒有心。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKTRAjA30c
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只有一片虛空的黑。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3rnsJX82O
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如深淵。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2KcCqZRpi
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無盡。296Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PyD1QNumf
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