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一次意外，我失明了。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4HJGsnKcc
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQre8J43va
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「是誰？」我問。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfhWgFJUrw
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無人回答。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoEuTIj1wp
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaFrAFOCpU
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYoBrtGlQp
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI5PbiJwXD
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpDY6ibFE0
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插——292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeObEmTuEId
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH95fxOEZVg
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeCRc5IySC
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他沒能回答我。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMqiSeIana
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnI5s4Io2X7
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqKvp44E1B
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「是誰？」我問。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdw2hrctaw
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無人回答。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1elo9JZaam
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTz9KE0HyRw
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOpDuRUdxR
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「是誰？」我問。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfRjnReerT
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無人回答。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVZNm1IAx6
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE7x2V5Chm
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J4mP5VlS8
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYwwuuGWyS
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgE3e1wBid
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYYfpxUXCI
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鬼？292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1hKnM2w1J
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寒意蝕骨。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxs2OpGtpu
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnmkLL27Ei
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我瀕臨崩潰。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXjbT2pWQL
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3usmQj1H3
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSL1mCjXoI
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一言驚醒夢中人。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoYYciLUEC
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9vxZhiSaC
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決不坐以待斃。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBTM492WXe
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我要主動解決他們。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1eqq3xPcP
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbu04yPmOs
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死不暝目。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9IACdcPhd
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqY3MNJnlQ
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlpef5vpcP
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqsHVjOF4J
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaU2nnPZee
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8h7maG0c7
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEVDWM90qi
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgExPfQS4E
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbF5cbwrCh
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat1TUPFPJm
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死寂。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnTdWDkPdo
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又是那一道目光。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsJyCPc4Ww
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哪來？292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLEUmxYIXQ
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不在別處——在我心中。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtbKxRegnM
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qzVKzSnHn
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ8D33oJ9L
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30lUnPS0gE
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開膛，欲取心。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HldLOZaMN
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發現沒有心。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3X2IaJyQf
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只有一片虛空的黑。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G6HXicAsl
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如深淵。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9TzSni0fS
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無盡。292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rRYRLxF7g
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