回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWByGuyy3W
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqk9umGz7k
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLjzthimMY
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6lg0vLuOE
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi9rnj4sPN
我的眼淚不斷湧出來577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKJWSwPxzc
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiBIE9OhGK
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡat93p5CdO1
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OKp2WSwjK
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqVxGwjB5q
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcmQBVUirX
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF1O0nV62i
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytjGa5bT57
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46CmJVVf1g
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nPKrOmAV4
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVoSHzG1z8
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RapNWvYPF
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbqrf9dUIy
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6X5EEZ4iC
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXk4KMQlQgA
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Kezg5JCuP
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlqPbJ6weF
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLHlHmjz1P
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hSyY0Yy7F
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可惡！連手機也沒電！577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QC6uNIZXg
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcgsDpx60j
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjejAKJvltI
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16npBiyCZt
我仍然有呀怡．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlu6AhCKdZ
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電話沒電。577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs5KQexZjg
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPwui9VQrr
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jEpmWDmjY
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第６次撥號，終於通了577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xfUJkcm61
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2uX5YZ0Vp
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0RZdmkvHv
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmsFzxZcLv
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM2pBtGu4w
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgQHIbz1tk
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wn1uXVPQQ
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhaXc3U6te
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaryGm16lZL
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrzHqbwLwz
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOh2PtNMgj
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne4xDFOxOI
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv47W00Cc4
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuRpFl8ooU
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxnJJqyMOm
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「你．．等陣有野做？」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwN6Vjc3N6
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaiQ1rthXO
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYMd7gIJ8M
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgKhPLnrMK
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPrzwfK1rO
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgVjIjFbjd
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM44yG7n2K2
我仔細想想，還是算了577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsHNDsx2dN
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecKckXIHII
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9zfb1z2VI
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1bKPWZvho
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIvnU7xRyz
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew08O52UXF
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSjBJ7IIYZ
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAfvRLviaE
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriPHFIxpDJ
我也只好乘巴士回家577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E7iiyxTaP
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbOENJnQV1
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMsyjuiMRl
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回家後．．我不知如何開口577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFMSuiySMM
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1e5GPddZR
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwdnqYw8Dt
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvkEocznqN
家人可說是我的死穴577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD08Rj2e0j7
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCQdTwib6I
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdiDOEnfUK
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PTt6hqS1D
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很累．．我真很累577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iya1jCdWj
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我躺在床上577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4kDOq7NZn
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76aNoK45zT
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQUWGwKJlm
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！577Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYPzy1qAuW
