回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUbS9oYKu1
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q5XEawoqx
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvhTGyTI6F
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlOi6ykmgH
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAD3QynN87p
我的眼淚不斷湧出來657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M2Kxmu5Iu
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSGQgZ7rbr
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWM8d8JAR6
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB4MMIxcMM
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSVVrAdxbI
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GdPWB3inq
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AQSBOuCqW
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0ECKZ9Iac
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA2jsXmR5z
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyBpTEaVrx
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7h6klTnNW
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNE4DXbRw4
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARLe0ywjjS
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UVYwdKvab
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTqYWZd1Tb
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j79r8upMu
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCLLAazgiw
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVnR01F4j7
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGDhl27aH3
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可惡！連手機也沒電！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC05StI11ql
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSjZpiRRtG
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g905PJnC3
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQFxGTaxxt
我仍然有呀怡．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o9jCtfo4M
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電話沒電。657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnMJDPg4uh
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGMibfUQvx
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3elMkucfnq
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第６次撥號，終於通了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFK01TTDlc
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmwI38IOOQ
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zjr1svqX8
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yZ0qK4ayx
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgJAVXUK1A
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBGgOoPHU8
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF0QUnqjHF
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwRW8NVckd
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaaby295zc
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QHBEtI4fj
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATZ7v6pxo7
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEokF9kNs3
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG22GdW0xP
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AoCmugdnD
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfC7QHyw4R
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「你．．等陣有野做？」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaifvf8zxd
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LPkemZZ8u
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7CSPekUjE
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKywl53Q8xF
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjmgbiJeoM
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJFTskawNn
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbuN9PmJR4
我仔細想想，還是算了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqexHeLsbN
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy6yqXDBCX
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNNR9GBKXp
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WuAB39ek0
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhCDcLq5P5
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqgh6Gx2o2
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy32oFdX3vb
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBd7tvIz5c
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIBIlC3MQs
我也只好乘巴士回家657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rShGC0Hak
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6Vefqr4sp
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFisGYrtWrA
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回家後．．我不知如何開口657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyLFOiCrWC
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19zLGUOQ5Y
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc9alw2ii2
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7AUhca6rB
家人可說是我的死穴657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN785YcuM4
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCeRihka7X
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDLZobVNUY
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVExbLBqlR
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很累．．我真很累657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1xICsIbXM
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我躺在床上657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBCKFN8dnx
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvzMbHGQFE
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEVXuMjdF4
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！657Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwclVUCuLF3
