回想起自己這麼努力,這麼辛苦600Please respect copyright.PENANArD0sIEwy1z
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程,花了不少金錢時間補習英文,溫習到凌晨達坦600Please respect copyright.PENANAjMVbQ5fjOM
這一切這一切...現在卻什麼都不是600Please respect copyright.PENANAa289WZ29fn
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學,尤其是媽媽,每天也給我湯水..600Please respect copyright.PENANAXlf0qU0L8F
想到這裡,我崩潰了...600Please respect copyright.PENANAO5vsOBwQjl
我的眼淚不斷湧出來600Please respect copyright.PENANAAgmqYDm0ko
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人,我不想..我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕,也不願讓高佬文他們看見,我嘗試冷靜自己600Please respect copyright.PENANAzUaVZaAjg4
但我真的很辛苦..很苦600Please respect copyright.PENANA68k6hxYDCV
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而往後的午餐,吃了什麼,我也不記得,反正都沒有味道...600Please respect copyright.PENANApt4bhNzqUH
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「呀峰,洗唔洗咁頹呀,你肯努力既一定可以上番大學!」 高佬文看見我沒出聲,便希望鼓勵我600Please respect copyright.PENANAE0JtawaBne
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我點點頭,笑笑以示明白600Please respect copyright.PENANAP84OSI7PRo
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「誰都不知我心底,有多暗」這是我現在的感受600Please respect copyright.PENANAPd5vOp8v33
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況600Please respect copyright.PENANAD0z4q174hd
我簡單回覆了,表示不能進大學600Please respect copyright.PENANAjOjHg7IeqI
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「親愛的,任何事都有我陪你,你要繼續加油呀!支持你!」600Please respect copyright.PENANA3iNJ4HBRiz
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現...600Please respect copyright.PENANALTSdf6YXg9
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「多謝你呀!我愛死你啦!我今晚想見你呀,可唔可陪我」600Please respect copyright.PENANAwCz2PBYgRV
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「可以!但我今晚謝師宴,可能要遲D..」600Please respect copyright.PENANAJDw8ueb63c
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「唔緊要呀,我等你!」600Please respect copyright.PENANAnZjMZa6U1w
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對,原來呀怡今天是謝師宴,她可以玩得開開心心,我卻...600Please respect copyright.PENANAmzjYomn4Ix
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辦理好入學手續後,也算暫時放下了一些煩惱600Please respect copyright.PENANAQyML4npFJH
但有些傷感,仍然揮之不去..600Please respect copyright.PENANAssBDzhSlw7
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。600Please respect copyright.PENANALkV9RaTZvP
不知覺間,原來已經晚上8時多...600Please respect copyright.PENANAqY5m4tSt8x
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可惡!連手機也沒電!600Please respect copyright.PENANAmNJRPgIH0x
這天是什麼日子呀!!!!!600Please respect copyright.PENANAcuJneyxXXT
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一個人的晚飯後,便開始等待呀怡的來臨。600Please respect copyright.PENANArYemYDhtSt
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰,在我失意的時候,還有女朋友陪伴600Please respect copyright.PENANAeaVyvhklXg
我仍然有呀怡..600Please respect copyright.PENANAHGcM9bbNmB
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電話沒電。600Please respect copyright.PENANAmqg12IoRYz
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼,利用街上電話亭打了很多次,也沒人聽..600Please respect copyright.PENANA7l9TXChfiq
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣...呆呆地等,不知等什麼,就像廢人一樣600Please respect copyright.PENANA5bnTjmlzXM
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第6次撥號,終於通了600Please respect copyright.PENANAgJo5bXpAGU
「你係邊呀,我打左好多次比你啦!」600Please respect copyright.PENANA1hd41PoSov
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「喂喂..喂..呢到收得好差呀,我仲影緊相,好快,好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚600Please respect copyright.PENANAOWRjEPL70J
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「咁我轉頭再打比你!」600Please respect copyright.PENANAIcvTeEnQ12
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難道連呀怡也不關心我...我的情緒真的負面至極點,我很想發洩!600Please respect copyright.PENANA5Zfbkx7huI
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過了30分鐘,終於看見呀怡600Please respect copyright.PENANATO5LSJ5GUy
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她的確裝扮得很美,一身吊帶長裙,加上淡淡的裝,還有身上的香水600Please respect copyright.PENANAEhMuCMJHsA
這一切在我眼前,令我怒火有點減退,始終這天是呀怡開心的日子600Please respect copyright.PENANAOA3xemZvsA
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩,為何要我等這麼久600Please respect copyright.PENANAEfARggekIV
但理性想清楚,這是我的失敗,為何要別人承受呢?600Please respect copyright.PENANAifY7wwKCEB
所以我也像平常一樣,笑著面對600Please respect copyright.PENANA5FrQN9Gqoj
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「我今日靚唔靚呀?嘻嘻」600Please respect copyright.PENANA0ElgjUsiJi
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「痴線,又會咁靚都有既!」600Please respect copyright.PENANA9fEAcXOvqu
呀怡的笑容,真是沒有輸的空間600Please respect copyright.PENANAJD69nS6VpO
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「哈哈,算你啦!我地快D影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間600Please respect copyright.PENANAfRBxsvrWx3
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「你..等陣有野做?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA1zgyiqoiO4
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「係呀,同班同學去唱K」600Please respect copyright.PENANAhyBXXARrCX
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「你..又話陪我既?」我有點生氣600Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z7F5NVu90
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「呃..但係我應承左去喎..一係你一齊黎啦」600Please respect copyright.PENANAvs4vp1wW14
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「你D朋友我都唔識,加上我依加真係無心情唱..」600Please respect copyright.PENANAZffn9DyxI4
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「吓..咁..你想去邊??或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落600Please respect copyright.PENANAcu9aIpDSNl
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人..就像她剛剛說走了,但30分鐘還未見人600Please respect copyright.PENANAqeahtDGY47
我仔細想想,還是算了600Please respect copyright.PENANATa8lC8GBHX
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「算啦算啦,你去玩啦,我自己返屋企得啦」600Please respect copyright.PENANARkW3UnLrZG
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「喂,做咩又發脾氣呀!」呀怡也有點生氣600Please respect copyright.PENANAdJJvybUJjH
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「唔係呀..咁你今日謝師宴,要去玩呀,咁唔係點呀...」我的怒火也蓋不了600Please respect copyright.PENANAU4RWjcyrtI
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呀怡沒有說話,她生氣了600Please respect copyright.PENANAM51jXYkizI
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「唔係呀..岩岩大聲左,我真係冇野..你去玩啦,我都攰,想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低,我不想再吵交600Please respect copyright.PENANAW5GgzKoyf8
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「我都知你今日唔開心..對唔住,但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」600Please respect copyright.PENANA9F3c2EYJ7J
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「唔緊要啦..你小心D啦,返到去打比我啦」600Please respect copyright.PENANAJxlzuibWIi
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就這樣,我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了600Please respect copyright.PENANAx1zhZ3ajFw
我也只好乘巴士回家600Please respect copyright.PENANA6CmtO2ttbt
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我倚著座椅,呆呆地看,看著車外的風景600Please respect copyright.PENANA4pnR9lVPFE
即使香港的夜景多燦爛,維港兩岸多麼漂亮,我的眼內也只有灰色,心情爛透了!600Please respect copyright.PENANAzUJqPF0YlE
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回家後..我不知如何開口600Please respect copyright.PENANA9YByOShcO5
「峰仔,點呀,依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問600Please respect copyright.PENANAPgIaku8ulM
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「報左幾間,遲D再諗下讀D咩,唔洗擔心呀媽,我冇事」600Please respect copyright.PENANAodynQ1ufAh
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「唔緊要啦峰仔,唔係個個入到架,你會考18分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦!」600Please respect copyright.PENANAN25NsXWRSY
家人可說是我的死穴600Please respect copyright.PENANAHQqJrp9fsR
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媽媽的安慰,令我淚水再次浮現,但我不可以讓他們看見600Please respect copyright.PENANAWkpeKLYbCk
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「媽,我沒事,我去沖涼先啦」600Please respect copyright.PENANA1qUO3J5OV2
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在浴室的我已經忍不了..這天可說是我哭最多的一天,也是我第一天因為讀書而哭...600Please respect copyright.PENANAFAGQFsEmBG
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很累..我真很累600Please respect copyright.PENANABASCTVyaAi
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我躺在床上600Please respect copyright.PENANADqccms3rw0
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢?600Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9R57AXtAO
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也許,我還是自私,想別人關心自己,想別人付出給自己,或是愛情原來就是這樣?600Please respect copyright.PENANAL0Vq8b8jAx
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換了數星期,便到呀怡的放榜日子!600Please respect copyright.PENANAzHLwEQdMbx