回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmURhixbGOV
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQY4dVfi5z
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT026NupyFW
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wkZb4RpHY
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrcMPcevLQ
我的眼淚不斷湧出來631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNDuX8jvf9
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OJIrCDMW7
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPv0LJ98Cw
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0SksuAqp7
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3iewWRidE
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfdgPbq5H8
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vzZ25VdW7
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH50saTcbo
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR2vV0Rm33
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnkuBzZqE2
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2yuBNxsF4
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUT1Y9Ersv
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbvjkiT5pr
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ezAuhvGU7
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5iRdva9lI
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKw2en9SI6
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxR8WiZJUn
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFWQn4HZui
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiQTZqwLmU
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可惡！連手機也沒電！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpHQYJHkzk
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8xL6SQq3X
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgRmynvdzN
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NGOZodMRm
我仍然有呀怡．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QRRZ41SRL
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電話沒電。631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZtd5cIbAz
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSTKs9Zddf
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5VCXBctDs
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第６次撥號，終於通了631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW5gacSJbS
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4kJyiNvxh
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79E7bSuVgn
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAD3tvDVfP
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdYQzPLc6x
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqepchhEbN
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESRL3VqYuH
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhysMIFDWF
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9H44QMHaX
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRAawoF5HQ
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlKsCozHpI
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dVrf7PUbf
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnzaVyED1j
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwNYMhsygK
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvIpxfe9Ja
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「你．．等陣有野做？」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTNlegoGoJ
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVEPvdjqJf
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcY6w4bl3S
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeBbCwHXNw
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAqewkPtJx
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcETbtpN5f3
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0T9sCDcAl
我仔細想想，還是算了631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvTdoaUkHG
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRF3aBnX0N
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE53OmujJx
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchq0BMEVDP
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiBKPBdYg7
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQq88b5UuA
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpbudlcK2M
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR8Uoh0AqG
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDpwckiNqZ
我也只好乘巴士回家631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMLpmrvjoc
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7M6OdHdKP
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyDN0n5SjX
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回家後．．我不知如何開口631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQXq3wUN6o
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoenHd2u8p
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupN4KxSL85
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmP9rIrN7l
家人可說是我的死穴631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxwXatHEva
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicy6ud0tTO
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMow3p8fQu
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfaziDhQRL
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很累．．我真很累631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkbFyD28yI
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我躺在床上631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwNG8cpm6Y
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWamslU35FF
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6mropYNJh
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！631Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7mQAYqqRo
