「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSQUmBxBSc
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgpwd8qhyZ
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDMGxJxYa9
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhC2inTXKP5
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLHYLa2Bs6
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECCilNKG6Q
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGfnQDbnhv
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdtxjsR7VI
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg0adCMWWJ
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhJXordkfS
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4QiY6YWpt
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP37Go3rQH
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAt9VHPWZug
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhwbXM5QwC
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iktSeLMJC
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetbrCLykiV
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV3ZlC0pAz
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DoD8pPJ2x
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78aTPqk0ka
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvlZjhneh2
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GqYrqiRDj
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN8HJTZeIx
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvINVUbhRHd
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKl49cDmNx
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWDwG5gLQI
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwACJBCZvnK
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji8IGAn1oQ
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwP8v73FX1
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uaz2sqxri
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhLbo5TX9l
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOH8emjXd2q
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9oSRwesXZ
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ouUSBOkld
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HDKeYklDF
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GibVB8Pxq
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFs852qBtZ
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqY37oIXU3
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9lPkrL68r
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5SFTlDFoL
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoq3WyIoWG
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOs3CL07qm
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNQLyQRrrz
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzknmCnjAXJ
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeKq3tmg10
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWTSxZ3AEX
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp252XaolJ4
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZtM2MpAst
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTsqOjxtqA
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ21OPV1Cov
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8XXsP7Nxg
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xd0EPvxdi
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YHUi69jZa
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ4oxBSGSY
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleKPeCeHJA
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANdQ2cM0cy
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh2AvQ05KS
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYd1FW9fgr
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOjN4CP5uz
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIY9ADefdD
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwySehNiILG
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi4Ur2fdif
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJu1fInmpe
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQW1IuHBQQ
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb4TINb2Ny
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3eWAuC3gv
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFZVTduMTd
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbY67pdnNm
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgEUbvwtyB
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我的衣服嗎？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz2fmTmDnw
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kk3n7J51T
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc3d3auNK7
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhfiNHN7Ob
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrNHjt7WSW
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDEDpUIdd6
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qlgk0wiXd
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErUVcKGekY
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm4VBI6PSx
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27wllZuxtr
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF1Kk9RqNY
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08ZMroqoOp
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FKf6Spyr5
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6haN5sIzIV
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。254Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43W6j7xKpf
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