「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfdnuJp8Kk
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb3fCkOPLe
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOzVbgB42P
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fF62eKGx5
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBFLbMdAyG
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQdROjk1XK
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIqlZ1dmKz
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTEzBMch6G
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVlYFb51q0
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx5Fpz0Q7l
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOGqcxfeQQ
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeP6gfjyaZ
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpPsOGy6OG
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEAztnDAe9
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJkaSF4QMW
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjjKjoA5pe
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyYjn1E9LE
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa45jgK3avs
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QAFHwfFuV
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvakMsLB3DQ
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRf5vGclIT
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLKT5cMTVK
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBelYKOPyEC
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ5BIitWhY
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5YZ8ATxaT
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS91sr7S5X
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZvEGSYF1R
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUCj2OF1lo
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMCqRwHxcY
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93kXkRNpTF
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvJg5ByI0n
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbyQFsPTpO
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8frliZ9GYw
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOY5QaDqo5
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2vJswRb9a
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahsBtXIRo3
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWECNH4mim
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AYUtViLhC
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwBaxX4vJt
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjqmGa8x4A
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwVGbmh5qU
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqJpq0TSuB
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE3nzxQkOj
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwbAinwRjJ
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1lm5kW7jI
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk8yaOHFvE
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4iaSI4FtE
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsmXv6AjFw
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYeQegNQXj
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS06Ti3qBT
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCjBMnEO5r
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3GtNd46Xg
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86qG7dvBgK
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CWoGe7jJd
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJPErlNjE8
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NIEYqWJi1
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIEwucUfc7
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F98sTeLOa
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡastZ1hqmCO
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH0PkuTz0l
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90CEbe7wKH
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6CUUnkQhM
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT2WysJEKR
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjry7OYLWoa
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbK1mW0Ucj
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWTPfIO34q
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyndRthQdF
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfsbBsuXem
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我的衣服嗎？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoB0jL5K5t
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQHIZl89yI
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx3h0jwj7M
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1tKNupWPd
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpM7cG5IP0
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELRDiDElrI
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFkCrogUxd
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm24HcSLszh
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ry06WJA6J
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TU762SZMd
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KDvxd2Y0N
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnjI5Zch43
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMwO2Yb282
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIz6QYV0A2G
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡji2G52Hmsj
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