「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶241Please respect copyright.PENANAYG6DPKdvgh
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。241Please respect copyright.PENANARhh0dzKaOt
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見241Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KFqvN52Z
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址241Please respect copyright.PENANAj6TIvwWjWo
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好241Please respect copyright.PENANAq9oH9OJUFe
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」241Please respect copyright.PENANAnlDyPq4zyT
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從241Please respect copyright.PENANAe0gvYttsV0
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園241Please respect copyright.PENANATKntffyymC
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。241Please respect copyright.PENANAwfuCkciXFU
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡241Please respect copyright.PENANAgQQcbxWzjK
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。241Please respect copyright.PENANANXrigPgAWq
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還241Please respect copyright.PENANAnWAMtmZFz5
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來241Please respect copyright.PENANABUYSSPoIUI
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比241Please respect copyright.PENANAHpCbtcOJsI
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的241Please respect copyright.PENANAamq7pYoiKk
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃241Please respect copyright.PENANADdpfLpBl0T
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的境界。」241Please respect copyright.PENANAMa1BDV47Jn
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那241Please respect copyright.PENANA53iLJG7NuX
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願241Please respect copyright.PENANAfUGO1VSS6X
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會241Please respect copyright.PENANAQa7svxRMc2
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。241Please respect copyright.PENANA8o87Luoh7f
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每241Please respect copyright.PENANAioBu5LkRe5
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上241Please respect copyright.PENANAVDc9lAX4ls
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」241Please respect copyright.PENANAtvYky8Dhqj
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十241Please respect copyright.PENANAXbKJhFEjae
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,241Please respect copyright.PENANAqFnn0u647k
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?241Please respect copyright.PENANAoGpH63Q0h8
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五241Please respect copyright.PENANA2BV3pzyS5G
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」241Please respect copyright.PENANA9pBpESKMjh
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小241Please respect copyright.PENANAksS25DCfBs
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然241Please respect copyright.PENANAUzTti8s3lJ
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。241Please respect copyright.PENANAlP0pufs2QD
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」241Please respect copyright.PENANALNtNT3Ltre
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢241Please respect copyright.PENANAStMa45965g
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」241Please respect copyright.PENANAebIoscS28F
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉241Please respect copyright.PENANAbmJ1WGCJ5d
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,241Please respect copyright.PENANAYYxU2elea5
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」241Please respect copyright.PENANAugoG2xG2oQ
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,241Please respect copyright.PENANADKmjC4Ha8g
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但我又何嘗全身而退?241Please respect copyright.PENANAj5Qtq3yhGf
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方241Please respect copyright.PENANAGKlO2hIqWq
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方241Please respect copyright.PENANAxAgUAfNYw9
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是241Please respect copyright.PENANAajsfNQvqMc
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。241Please respect copyright.PENANANioF8GvH4H
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到241Please respect copyright.PENANAcjjZaEkI3P
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延241Please respect copyright.PENANAD8ZruglAUd
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。241Please respect copyright.PENANAtS4Ad6bsg4
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也241Please respect copyright.PENANAVMWkGkrwPs
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得241Please respect copyright.PENANAgt1hYlA18F
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒241Please respect copyright.PENANAqrdBGPRGxk
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。241Please respect copyright.PENANATqiGJodaAA
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?241Please respect copyright.PENANAJGh61oBLKf
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但241Please respect copyright.PENANAHiQqHFXHH7
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的241Please respect copyright.PENANAp5KHTd3EBS
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道歉。241Please respect copyright.PENANANMEB9hHvKm
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住241Please respect copyright.PENANAQj15clxPEo
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。241Please respect copyright.PENANAEIcsHarV3b
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