「哎唷，隔著浴廉又看不見，你還在生氣啊？」背後傳來小蝶206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2WbfzHaeH
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試探的尋問，隔著兩層薄被，可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOPT8mV10O
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「你還記得嗎？志珊，高中畢業以後，有好幾年我們都沒有見206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1oysUdNcA
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面耶，而且你後來搬出來住，要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfMIkmUW3v
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，根本就找不到你的人，更別說像最近這樣一起過夜，現在讓我好206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90Ii7vQ5dX
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦！」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN8NUyog6V
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低，國中剛入學時，好不容易從206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gh2xBtbg4
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班，我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRpYj1MUHG
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，從那時候起國中三年和高中三年，都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmka2SqFyF5
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我繼續假裝睡著，不搭理小蝶的自言自語，而小蝶不曉得是睡206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuM1R4jBq9
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不著，還是知道我還沒睡，自己一個人喃喃說下去。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6p4vGeex6I
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「說起這個，就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹，無論是搭帳篷還206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyxhWGA1jC
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是燒碳烤肉，你都可以一個人做得很完美，那個時候我就覺得未來206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnywzUtix2
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的，志珊一直都很厲害，成績比206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99pkWMVgAr
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我好，就算你爸反對，你還是念了大學夜間部，然後白天在你爸的206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb19k3TdH6
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公司工作，畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位，還把公司帶進上巿上櫃206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkiQRMqW5H
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的境界。」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO9gsxskgP
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背對著小蝶，我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期，印象中那206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc81sMFSJXH
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個時候的我，只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋，不願意求助於人，更不願206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpddOl6lDY
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱，或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望，才會206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Wwui7VxU
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJnFTFPYQf
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學，畢業到現在常常都是待業中，每206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zjEfwxeD1
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次都在想，為什麼我不是志珊呢？志珊長得漂亮，又不只在事業上206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JbGvU2Kfb
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有成就，連感情史都那麼豐富，簡直就是我想當的那種人。」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslXdVwxEJk
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當我有什麼好？只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋，放不下長達二十206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Z70zZfzo
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年的感情，更放不下比天高的自尊心，才將全部的心力用來工作，206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVPtu7cdkV
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂，這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的？206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlPMvjtGBw
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「如果我是志珊的話，劉華軒一定會在意我的，才不會三不五206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRliHkEjqG
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時就給我搞失蹤，也不會總是讓我等他，唉！」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEke4Jmghex
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聽到這裡，我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP9L31wx6s
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蝶，跟高中時期的她一樣，心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人，雖然206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC25gMrO2oh
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當時和現在對象不同，但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLHFL95pyK
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「說來說去，你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXAwN6KyqU
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「不要吃醋嘛！」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來，這是她的撒嬌攻勢206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJck0WQTsgG
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，十年不變。「轉過來啦，你還在生氣哦？」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2JxWes32r
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「沒有，有什麼好氣的嗎？」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近，拉206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOalagU9bPN
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴，佔用我的時間，206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElkrtsxYYR
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還佔用我的床，再來又浪費下一個五年，浪費我的同情心。」206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQZNb4lTVs
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許久，我的房裡只是一片靜默，我知道那些話可能刺傷她了，206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXb3w7RwwfD
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但我又何嘗全身而退？206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t1HGajAoY
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高中時期就是這樣，小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協，次次配合著對方206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts6h6SXBjJ
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，連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變，如果當時沒有發現對方206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7F3fsH4Px
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劈腿，小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶，不會念大學與劉少爺相遇，而是206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriJeAVRIHL
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跟著那個人出國，過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SsAqLO6ew
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩，卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQJgfmlImY
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的重大決定，例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間，處於學業延206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlomAVl8sqS
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畢，連工作都找不到的慘況，仍然甘之如飴。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2As1EKpaz
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如果用生命愛一個人，能夠得到對方相同的回報，我希望我也206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIqqnT5UOl
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣，可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此，她即使得206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlpQIUAVaV
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不到對方相同的回應，還是一如既往的用生命去愛，而我卻是還沒206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOZcH94wWs
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開始就放棄了，連有沒有回應都不想去確認。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4txDuWbhAZ
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這樣的我，難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎？206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mbLS4HJuZ
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字，閉上眼不去看她的反應，但206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV0o0b7lHk
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心裡很清楚，容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶，絕對會馬上就接受我的206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo2pJmNffy
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道歉。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtzZ5RvN3G
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微涼的體溫靠近，溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩，小蝶用雙臂攀住206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyH3Y7Aqbw
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我的右手臂沒接話，我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。206Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oPz2F1Zdu
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