陽光正好的下午,卡卡西躺在草地上,手上拿著《親熱天堂》,卻沒有打開,僅僅是閉著眼睛,享受陽光的沐浴。394Please respect copyright.PENANACBcmoFANW2
驀地,一道陰影自上落下。394Please respect copyright.PENANAbEq6NBKXd8
他睜眼,好探究原因。394Please respect copyright.PENANAc23nm7Zxtg
楓站在他頭頂前方的草坪,彎腰從上頭俯瞰他。394Please respect copyright.PENANA0KYqoEYI2Y
黑眸映出她逆著光的臉龐。394Please respect copyright.PENANA0ql0lJyTa6
海藍色的雙眸此刻清澈無比,垂下的金髮在陽光下閃耀著,幾縷橘髮夾雜其中。394Please respect copyright.PENANAkjRlvd1Lwv
這麼悠閒的時光,就好像年少時,大家都還在的日子。394Please respect copyright.PENANAFnuT1v1MA9
看著她,時不時會想起從前。394Please respect copyright.PENANAl94m7En1bE
可是明明那都是她想要揮別的過去了。394Please respect copyright.PENANA2KiYHrusx7
半晌,卡卡西愣愣地開口:「妳,為什麼回來?」394Please respect copyright.PENANADzP2tjW4vI
聞言,楓怔住。394Please respect copyright.PENANAOLKngRC9Ox
此時,卡卡西的黑眸中沒有情緒,只是沈思。394Please respect copyright.PENANAeShfE2hI1o
「嘛,沒事。」他笑,站了起來。「我去晃晃,回頭見。」394Please respect copyright.PENANA1hKcEb3aG8
「楓玥姐後悔過嗎?」而現在,滿臉繃帶的鳴人,在聽聞了她的故事後,嚴肅地問她。「為了復仇而離開木葉。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAmXnElLuoEF
這是她給鳴人的說法。畢竟高層的黑暗,她並不想說與一個12歲的孩子聽。394Please respect copyright.PENANAdLXqVFV8oy
「後悔過。」她低眸,輕聲說。394Please respect copyright.PENANAsDoj4DjKyq
陽光透過窗戶灑在鳴人的床上,卻始終觸及不到她。394Please respect copyright.PENANAiWHDvW2jgI
鳴人的眼神變得柔和。394Please respect copyright.PENANA1FwOuhvLBX
「那麼……佐助也會後悔嗎?」像是在尋求希望般的語氣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAbemoCmjiJQ
「我不知道。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAg46DjJCk9V
「楓玥姐,妳為什麼後悔?」394Please respect copyright.PENANAOqUp3j791v
是啊,為什麼想要回到這個支離破碎、暗的看不清前方的地方?為什麼她仍舊想撿起那些碎片,儘管刺的她手心血流不止?就好像在盲目地相信著,當這些碎片被拼湊起時,她能再重見光明一樣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAld3AMim8CV
那時候,凱問她,怎麼不早點回來,她說,她怕。復仇、自尊、自責、自卑,她給了那麼多理由,卻又不止這些。394Please respect copyright.PENANALjqDHUIHTm
「這裡,是我的家。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAIpZLf9HyyI
畢竟那些美好的時光,是在這裡度過的。394Please respect copyright.PENANAKkcYgpyltm
承受過她的絕望,也乘載過她的希望。394Please respect copyright.PENANABpkNpFL7Y2
她不是沒想過回來,但有些東西,觸碰了,就太傷人了。394Please respect copyright.PENANArSlflNz5wF
有多深刻,就有多傷痛。394Please respect copyright.PENANAmEBmTTyQzk
回來與不回來的原因,自始至終,都是一樣的。394Please respect copyright.PENANAuUpsZu8lw6
語落,鳴人彷彿在剎那間看見她轉瞬即逝,卻直達眼底的笑容。394Please respect copyright.PENANAF1qHcQxb80
曾經離開的她,如今也心甘情願地回來了。394Please respect copyright.PENANAihxNoc3RrR
因為卡卡西老師也在嗎?394Please respect copyright.PENANA1gGQP9yVrl
片刻後,鳴人嘴角上揚,露出潔白的牙齒。394Please respect copyright.PENANAE2qqy7gceO
「這樣啊。」他說。394Please respect copyright.PENANASNAbOMNeLN
也許有一天佐助也會因此而回來,因為,這裡是佐助的家;因為,他也在這裡。394Please respect copyright.PENANAHpKmEkNFjp
「那麼我也不會放棄的!」394Please respect copyright.PENANAd22zClA8QP
楓怔然,鹿丸則是微微一笑,抬步離去。394Please respect copyright.PENANAxLvenH4an6
回來了呢,那個朝氣的笨鳴人。394Please respect copyright.PENANAT69bffl7aB
「鳴人……。」小櫻呢喃,彷彿在思索什麼。394Please respect copyright.PENANAifaWopn13s
鳴人看向她,笑容依舊。「放心吧,小櫻,我會遵守約定,把佐助帶回來的!因為堅守自己說過的話,就是我的忍道!」394Please respect copyright.PENANAmqZh2VScqj
燦爛的笑容映在綠色的眸上,產生波瀾。394Please respect copyright.PENANAYDzhNQmOpN
女孩微笑過後,便抬步離去,腳步沉重。394Please respect copyright.PENANAJFu75exK0b
楓沉思的目光跟隨女孩離去的背影。394Please respect copyright.PENANAbTIZ5nGj9u
她知道,成長,只是一瞬間的事;如果失敗,就會一蹶不振。394Please respect copyright.PENANAhwB7nMdQER
就像她一樣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAIFTJefHqsG
她收回視線,轉頭向鳴人說道:「我該走了。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAxsva8ZHTPU
鳴人點頭,顯然也是在意方才小櫻沉重的表情。394Please respect copyright.PENANAyFwt0FOUal
肯定是因為他沒能履行諾言吧。394Please respect copyright.PENANAJrmyi5jPfu
-394Please respect copyright.PENANASFiGcrD74N
「卡卡西老師?」小櫻剛出病房門口,就見卡卡西倚著門外的牆站著。394Please respect copyright.PENANAan0Ksf1TOc
卡卡西只是微笑,舉起手指放到嘴的位置,示意她不要讓裡面的人知道。394Please respect copyright.PENANAhSRE5U9tsz
小櫻只是困惑地點點頭,跟老師招了招手後便離去。394Please respect copyright.PENANA8RUEtwrJvV
本來只是想來探望鳴人的,沒想到楓也在這。聽見往事,他不禁駐足。394Please respect copyright.PENANAU2sOIyDAvD
接著,他再次聽見開門聲,於是轉頭望去。394Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8cB8pzyQ7
陽光照得她皮膚白皙,海藍色的眸因詫異而微微睜大。她仍舊戴著那雙手套,從她在他懷裡哭泣的那天開始。394Please respect copyright.PENANAOWfg5LzO8I
卡卡西看著楓,心像是被丟了石子的池水,漣漪不斷。394Please respect copyright.PENANAbyk8GmMT85
其實他也很清楚,他說「要跟以前一樣」的承諾,是假的。394Please respect copyright.PENANAz9Nqh0em7O
他們不過是心照不宣而已。394Please respect copyright.PENANA3wLh6jkHQ6
「記得那天,我問妳離開,是因為尹還是團藏嗎?」他開口。394Please respect copyright.PENANAoENECnd6tU
楓怔了怔。394Please respect copyright.PENANAvvTZMkKucb
「記得。」她回答。394Please respect copyright.PENANAf2zKxdmHF1
「我其實更想問,妳為什麼不告訴我?」394Please respect copyright.PENANAoTKTAqubYb
楓沉默了半晌,道:「告訴你,只會讓你為難。」394Please respect copyright.PENANANDS5Hqx568
「讓我去追妳,有比較不為難嗎?」他低眸。394Please respect copyright.PENANAPQplxy1DSR
突如其來的問題讓她啞口無言。394Please respect copyright.PENANAuE2uipca1y
「我並不想傷害你,卡卡西。」394Please respect copyright.PENANA47oJlBh9kI
卡卡西雙手插在口袋中,低眸思索。聞言,他不禁笑了下。394Please respect copyright.PENANASpzzIylVsD
所以,她就在他的食物裡下藥?他那時候那麼信任她,她卻利用他的不知所措逃走了。他甚至曾經想過,是不是他把她逼走了,在她最需要依靠的時候,他卻因為自己的感情而讓她陷入困境。394Please respect copyright.PENANAt7zxvZfcj5
她卻說不是,說是因為尹,還告訴他,他愛琳。394Please respect copyright.PENANAxOJvFDM5Ap
有無數個理由離開,卻沒有一個理由為他停留。394Please respect copyright.PENANAjJVE72l7vy
連團藏的事,她都不說。394Please respect copyright.PENANA1vfgbjjW9H
「家,是嗎?」卡卡西抬眸。394Please respect copyright.PENANAdtFR6INFHB
他都聽到了。394Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6LWr1p9p7
心上的疤,就像是被揭開一樣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAkcIXj8bt6j
想起方才她在雨中抱著他。394Please respect copyright.PENANA2afQti2q8L
呵。394Please respect copyright.PENANAv9zwyl579W
聞言,楓瞥過頭,閃避他的視線。394Please respect copyright.PENANAbZlTFucDbV
金髮映在黑眸中,沒了往日的光芒。394Please respect copyright.PENANAvEd7bOgtRZ
明明他都帶不回來的人,卻讓綱手大人和自來也大人帶了回來。究竟在她心裡,他又佔了多少位置?394Please respect copyright.PENANABIZnhMNrjZ
她說,這裡沒有了家的樣子,可他呢?他們一起經歷過的歲月算什麼?394Please respect copyright.PENANAJunESirLpd
她憑什麼說丟就丟?394Please respect copyright.PENANAIEzgwGGgJD
驀地,楓聽見腳步聲,一抹溫暖擦過她的肩。394Please respect copyright.PENANAEWccdOuYRS
「妳沒資格。」他的聲音很輕,帶點沙啞。394Please respect copyright.PENANAXn20O59LKe
長睫輕顫,楓微微抬頭。394Please respect copyright.PENANAWVbV1GbHJY
「喲,鳴人。」卡卡西已經走進病房。394Please respect copyright.PENANAagAW7Pghz5
「卡卡西老師?」鳴人活潑的聲音。394Please respect copyright.PENANAoDmueHXZhu
兩人沐浴在陽光下,耀眼的她無法直視。394Please respect copyright.PENANAWUhCgUncME
她轉頭,望向窗外便能看見慰靈碑。手輕輕覆上窗,抿了抿嘴。394Please respect copyright.PENANARo2DP2sBI0
半晌,她抬步離去。394Please respect copyright.PENANAS8lA1Y13Iq
「楓玥?」清麗的女聲響起。394Please respect copyright.PENANAhRJJZ4zGM7
楓在大街上遇到了紅。394Please respect copyright.PENANAh3JjIKgEtA
「妳要去哪?」紅微笑。394Please respect copyright.PENANA46FTCILnKm
去哪嗎?她也不知道。394Please respect copyright.PENANAt0BmLoRt0C
「楓玥?」394Please respect copyright.PENANASnOJD3iALM
她的腦海裡閃過的是卡卡西看她的眼神。有著責怪,也有著受傷。394Please respect copyright.PENANA3FIRNH4vyO
以前,那些悲傷都只留在帶土和琳的墓前。394Please respect copyright.PENANAicDPsQrq5T
現在,多了她。394Please respect copyright.PENANAMQ5GT0IxjV
「啊,可能去吃飯吧。」她吃力地回答紅。394Please respect copyright.PENANAE69Ui22AIA
「啊,那要跟我和阿斯瑪一起嗎?」394Please respect copyright.PENANAk6f4hsrpmp
她一直都知道,她傷了他,就算他說沒關係。394Please respect copyright.PENANAEdE0cFDQtQ
她也知道,他們都很卑微,因為失去太多了。394Please respect copyright.PENANAoJffxurf3F
她不敢抓住太多,卡卡西也是,所以只是盡力的守護著同伴。394Please respect copyright.PENANAR1YcFdkTBN
「楓玥?」紅的聲音有些擔憂。394Please respect copyright.PENANA4KfprB6Npl
她又想起那個在鮮綠的草地上豎立的慰靈碑,刻著那麼多名字,埋葬了帶土,也埋葬了尹。394Please respect copyright.PENANACJikNBYpim
在那些露宿野外的夜晚,她不斷想起他,想起他說,要給她一個家。394Please respect copyright.PENANAVxAeD9Zf1x
「別吧,我不想當電燈泡。」她哽咽。394Please respect copyright.PENANASjgaIbRHl9
也想起,她拒絕他的那天,還有他離村前,眼中映著的,她和卡卡西的倒影。394Please respect copyright.PENANAwgyQi0B4tl
她知道,那個因她而失去全部的人,把心都給了她。394Please respect copyright.PENANAiZTffmtioi
對她來說,尹才是最重要的人。394Please respect copyright.PENANAZDvg8mOc7Z
只能是他。394Please respect copyright.PENANAaGNuAzd2K5
這是她唯一能做的。394Please respect copyright.PENANAVvlNpLi42N
「楓玥,妳怎麼了?」紅的手撫上她的肩,輕輕地,一如既往的溫柔,讓她很懷念。394Please respect copyright.PENANAkK9olNA6Wy
就好像,什麼都沒變一樣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAjamoqrnSma
「紅……。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAdEH3EbX6rp
可是,什麼都變了啊,儘管紅仍喚著她的小名。394Please respect copyright.PENANAD2bxVX4clX
卡卡西看她的眼神,仍舊不同。394Please respect copyright.PENANAZGXxupNiPm
她單手擦著臉,想假裝什麼事都沒有。394Please respect copyright.PENANA4xV3w4auWj
紅拉著楓到了旁邊的小巷子裡。淚水不斷自楓的眼眶滑落,紅有些訝異。她知道她難過,但從沒看她哭過。394Please respect copyright.PENANA1lqXBCAkQb
更不要提在大街上哭這種事。394Please respect copyright.PENANAFHZnbPKen9
紅的手撫著她的背,想讓她平復情緒。394Please respect copyright.PENANAkYkGunrXHG
為什麼,紅還能和以前一樣溫柔?394Please respect copyright.PENANAQsMKRbNryf
「妳不怪我嗎?」楓語帶哭意的問,低垂著頭在陰影的壟罩下顯得更為沮喪。394Please respect copyright.PENANAgIS3xVprJI
聞言,紅的手停止了動作。394Please respect copyright.PENANAnWA5mAbePq
「其實你們肯定也很不理解吧?」她微微勾唇,似是自嘲。「我為什麼要不聲不響地消失。」394Please respect copyright.PENANARKriL9fHWc
「是啊,楓玥。」紅緩緩地說,「被遺留下的人是難受的。作為朋友,當然也會懷疑是不是自己一點份量也沒有,妳才能毫無牽掛的離開。」394Please respect copyright.PENANA9RlyRq3x97
紅的聲音仍舊溫柔,語氣卻不如以往。這次,她沒有選擇安慰楓。394Please respect copyright.PENANAikUg2hCBM2
楓的手摀著臉,輕點頭。394Please respect copyright.PENANAF2VBoGvrSb
「只是我們嘗試要體諒妳,就像妳總是體諒他人一樣,因為我們知道妳正在經歷什麼。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAACRSyjjgvi
儘管她向其他人隱瞞了這麼多,他們仍願意接受她。394Please respect copyright.PENANAexCSUq4Xcs
「但妳有想過,我們知道,是因為我們也經歷過嗎?」394Please respect copyright.PENANA2FSJZrx5sP
紅的話如當頭棒喝,令她不禁抬頭。394Please respect copyright.PENANAxsmJ5Wb03u
「不是只有妳失去了他,尹也是我們重要的夥伴。儘管妳與他才是最親近的,不代表我們就沒有任何失去;妳應該最明白才是,在經歷了帶土和琳的死亡之後。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAIaplkPSKpr
那時的卡卡西,也不理會任何人。394Please respect copyright.PENANADTEFwPbHzS
她明明知道的,被關在外面有多傷人。394Please respect copyright.PENANAupAh7k8EP2
「但妳就是沒辦法信任我們。」紅一語道破。394Please respect copyright.PENANAxKTrej1Iba
紅說出了跟凱一樣的話。394Please respect copyright.PENANAxJCqOxK9FC
那種失落,她也在凱的眼底看過。394Please respect copyright.PENANAeurWXZxOSr
無論是在團藏出現後,沒有求助的她,抑或是在尹死後,不斷責怪自己的她,她從來沒信任過他們,只是一昧地認為自己不會被接受。394Please respect copyright.PENANAZljyquDlaQ
明明開朗,卻仍守著陰影;看似率性,卻總一意孤行。394Please respect copyright.PENANARmKOm3WMrt
她的偽裝,才總是最傷人的利刃。394Please respect copyright.PENANAR9Z1Iev8MA
楓直視紅的眼睛,張口卻沒有沒能發出聲音。394Please respect copyright.PENANAnlmgTi6HuO
就像面對卡卡西一樣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAtKQyWaBfrB
自責的說不出一句道歉。394Please respect copyright.PENANA5Smq50UbCn
「紅,妳在這啊。」阿斯瑪的聲音在楓的背後響起。394Please respect copyright.PENANA59TriKzLSC
「阿斯瑪。」紅應道。394Please respect copyright.PENANAUVEYYqqIvU
「ㄚ頭?妳也在啊?」394Please respect copyright.PENANAu6hMthoJ3m
楓撇開看向紅的視線,仍背對著阿斯瑪,調整著自己的聲音。394Please respect copyright.PENANAHmvCDQpPIZ
「啊,跟紅敘舊呢。」394Please respect copyright.PENANAg1sIwwX2Up
阿斯瑪肯定,也跟他們一樣。394Please respect copyright.PENANAvrT1dRVoUs
紅看著楓的表情,目光中有些擔憂。394Please respect copyright.PENANAhFdONndGxa
「你們不是要去吃飯嗎?我也要回家了,就回頭再見吧。」楓說,微微抿著唇。394Please respect copyright.PENANA0LMLyqqZXt
紅點了點頭,掠過她,拉起阿斯瑪的手。394Please respect copyright.PENANAuHH4m4XYfT
「那回頭見啦,ㄚ頭。」394Please respect copyright.PENANADyf72eFapd
兩人的腳步聲在背後響起。394Please respect copyright.PENANAdxDA3DLa1R
楓看著地上自己的影子。394Please respect copyright.PENANAkQahEUGYeO
可是,她仍想挽回那些,她失去的。394Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ep1jH2eB9
「阿斯瑪、紅,」在腳步聲尚未走遠前,她開口。394Please respect copyright.PENANAYRpo612YcQ
兩人回頭看她。394Please respect copyright.PENANAVG4BnsVhNp
「對不起了。」她說。394Please respect copyright.PENANAhdG686Lail