陽光正好的下午,卡卡西躺在草地上,手上拿著《親熱天堂》,卻沒有打開,僅僅是閉著眼睛,享受陽光的沐浴。372Please respect copyright.PENANAHoeZlivCXl
驀地,一道陰影自上落下。372Please respect copyright.PENANASahDtldTn1
他睜眼,好探究原因。372Please respect copyright.PENANA6yaYNzINV7
楓站在他頭頂前方的草坪,彎腰從上頭俯瞰他。372Please respect copyright.PENANAb5pM95xaVA
黑眸映出她逆著光的臉龐。372Please respect copyright.PENANANay69qXKDr
海藍色的雙眸此刻清澈無比,垂下的金髮在陽光下閃耀著,幾縷橘髮夾雜其中。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOfvvTogqsg
這麼悠閒的時光,就好像年少時,大家都還在的日子。372Please respect copyright.PENANAvwpUSlNCCv
看著她,時不時會想起從前。372Please respect copyright.PENANAidMFdaHw4e
可是明明那都是她想要揮別的過去了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAT7GuqV4fwH
半晌,卡卡西愣愣地開口:「妳,為什麼回來?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAIkFwWR2RDj
聞言,楓怔住。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOiOyAVGcNz
此時,卡卡西的黑眸中沒有情緒,只是沈思。372Please respect copyright.PENANAbZj047kjbS
「嘛,沒事。」他笑,站了起來。「我去晃晃,回頭見。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAkAlQ17L7Bm
「楓玥姐後悔過嗎?」而現在,滿臉繃帶的鳴人,在聽聞了她的故事後,嚴肅地問她。「為了復仇而離開木葉。」372Please respect copyright.PENANA1aT60kuP5s
這是她給鳴人的說法。畢竟高層的黑暗,她並不想說與一個12歲的孩子聽。372Please respect copyright.PENANAt4TyYwZ5n4
「後悔過。」她低眸,輕聲說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAzZmLm1hnKt
陽光透過窗戶灑在鳴人的床上,卻始終觸及不到她。372Please respect copyright.PENANARcZHtkBLB7
鳴人的眼神變得柔和。372Please respect copyright.PENANAKGSYXU2OwR
「那麼……佐助也會後悔嗎?」像是在尋求希望般的語氣。372Please respect copyright.PENANAyetRZ7Lr8H
「我不知道。」372Please respect copyright.PENANA1WEsI3x0oP
「楓玥姐,妳為什麼後悔?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAO0IisLYgPo
是啊,為什麼想要回到這個支離破碎、暗的看不清前方的地方?為什麼她仍舊想撿起那些碎片,儘管刺的她手心血流不止?就好像在盲目地相信著,當這些碎片被拼湊起時,她能再重見光明一樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANAObZvn1Qd7x
那時候,凱問她,怎麼不早點回來,她說,她怕。復仇、自尊、自責、自卑,她給了那麼多理由,卻又不止這些。372Please respect copyright.PENANAMyh78cE3gv
「這裡,是我的家。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAx3Cf7AuSeX
畢竟那些美好的時光,是在這裡度過的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAPjgoN4eW5M
承受過她的絕望,也乘載過她的希望。372Please respect copyright.PENANACJyTr1J4Ze
她不是沒想過回來,但有些東西,觸碰了,就太傷人了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAL0LbFMvr5q
有多深刻,就有多傷痛。372Please respect copyright.PENANA0xFU0TZcM4
回來與不回來的原因,自始至終,都是一樣的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAeCfqxpcyFB
語落,鳴人彷彿在剎那間看見她轉瞬即逝,卻直達眼底的笑容。372Please respect copyright.PENANAZRHOeS8N4I
曾經離開的她,如今也心甘情願地回來了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAZdkkbMYbdd
因為卡卡西老師也在嗎?372Please respect copyright.PENANAyg4l1CAhkB
片刻後,鳴人嘴角上揚,露出潔白的牙齒。372Please respect copyright.PENANAzfRcJQuTyt
「這樣啊。」他說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAmAjV3gJ7Vk
也許有一天佐助也會因此而回來,因為,這裡是佐助的家;因為,他也在這裡。372Please respect copyright.PENANAizsMJvmfuI
「那麼我也不會放棄的!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAsmdnZRgmD1
楓怔然,鹿丸則是微微一笑,抬步離去。372Please respect copyright.PENANA6kRbKWw2RN
回來了呢,那個朝氣的笨鳴人。372Please respect copyright.PENANAI8oo6m8wgY
「鳴人……。」小櫻呢喃,彷彿在思索什麼。372Please respect copyright.PENANA4W4ua1drV1
鳴人看向她,笑容依舊。「放心吧,小櫻,我會遵守約定,把佐助帶回來的!因為堅守自己說過的話,就是我的忍道!」372Please respect copyright.PENANAv3wkwtXPWH
燦爛的笑容映在綠色的眸上,產生波瀾。372Please respect copyright.PENANAc8CNsQOZqQ
女孩微笑過後,便抬步離去,腳步沉重。372Please respect copyright.PENANAj3EcPXfQeT
楓沉思的目光跟隨女孩離去的背影。372Please respect copyright.PENANAomW0sR2kqo
她知道,成長,只是一瞬間的事;如果失敗,就會一蹶不振。372Please respect copyright.PENANACbNQshyOYD
就像她一樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANABKYQHk5Xqf
她收回視線,轉頭向鳴人說道:「我該走了。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAIXNeP2jHv4
鳴人點頭,顯然也是在意方才小櫻沉重的表情。372Please respect copyright.PENANA6a8Z2zmBSY
肯定是因為他沒能履行諾言吧。372Please respect copyright.PENANAAAG5KTzkuM
-372Please respect copyright.PENANAOIxG7Bh59g
「卡卡西老師?」小櫻剛出病房門口,就見卡卡西倚著門外的牆站著。372Please respect copyright.PENANA5oVO86J1sT
卡卡西只是微笑,舉起手指放到嘴的位置,示意她不要讓裡面的人知道。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOOzWrkbDUa
小櫻只是困惑地點點頭,跟老師招了招手後便離去。372Please respect copyright.PENANAdCM80L5wK7
本來只是想來探望鳴人的,沒想到楓也在這。聽見往事,他不禁駐足。372Please respect copyright.PENANAxRvutFwtaJ
接著,他再次聽見開門聲,於是轉頭望去。372Please respect copyright.PENANAQL7vHBZkSw
陽光照得她皮膚白皙,海藍色的眸因詫異而微微睜大。她仍舊戴著那雙手套,從她在他懷裡哭泣的那天開始。372Please respect copyright.PENANAAnIFcGvExq
卡卡西看著楓,心像是被丟了石子的池水,漣漪不斷。372Please respect copyright.PENANAdw92oISWsy
其實他也很清楚,他說「要跟以前一樣」的承諾,是假的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAvCkXyNSIOg
他們不過是心照不宣而已。372Please respect copyright.PENANA92rp5iifBS
「記得那天,我問妳離開,是因為尹還是團藏嗎?」他開口。372Please respect copyright.PENANAqjBzJXMsdi
楓怔了怔。372Please respect copyright.PENANA9i8vel9pMp
「記得。」她回答。372Please respect copyright.PENANABphDUjEIcA
「我其實更想問,妳為什麼不告訴我?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAEdM92qJ96g
楓沉默了半晌,道:「告訴你,只會讓你為難。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAmTS8wt3DN3
「讓我去追妳,有比較不為難嗎?」他低眸。372Please respect copyright.PENANAKdj9v38crZ
突如其來的問題讓她啞口無言。372Please respect copyright.PENANAc6LNR6wnJf
「我並不想傷害你,卡卡西。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAF9NAHTJCYN
卡卡西雙手插在口袋中,低眸思索。聞言,他不禁笑了下。372Please respect copyright.PENANAiKzNqDavyq
所以,她就在他的食物裡下藥?他那時候那麼信任她,她卻利用他的不知所措逃走了。他甚至曾經想過,是不是他把她逼走了,在她最需要依靠的時候,他卻因為自己的感情而讓她陷入困境。372Please respect copyright.PENANA1sj6wLFNkl
她卻說不是,說是因為尹,還告訴他,他愛琳。372Please respect copyright.PENANAgJ3ToXEhQ7
有無數個理由離開,卻沒有一個理由為他停留。372Please respect copyright.PENANAWRzzD9hO9y
連團藏的事,她都不說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAt8y0Cp7tGJ
「家,是嗎?」卡卡西抬眸。372Please respect copyright.PENANAb1NOlAqgE9
他都聽到了。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOu5Q0j10lQ
心上的疤,就像是被揭開一樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANAqY0WLSXbbQ
想起方才她在雨中抱著他。372Please respect copyright.PENANAQA2CYpcpfs
呵。372Please respect copyright.PENANA4RTbCzP9lh
聞言,楓瞥過頭,閃避他的視線。372Please respect copyright.PENANAQb5EBXaG2Z
金髮映在黑眸中,沒了往日的光芒。372Please respect copyright.PENANAZnVqDZA8jQ
明明他都帶不回來的人,卻讓綱手大人和自來也大人帶了回來。究竟在她心裡,他又佔了多少位置?372Please respect copyright.PENANAC0Wa6JPHDe
她說,這裡沒有了家的樣子,可他呢?他們一起經歷過的歲月算什麼?372Please respect copyright.PENANAQNh7VY7kho
她憑什麼說丟就丟?372Please respect copyright.PENANAd7PafdTuEk
驀地,楓聽見腳步聲,一抹溫暖擦過她的肩。372Please respect copyright.PENANAEbSukq5IGj
「妳沒資格。」他的聲音很輕,帶點沙啞。372Please respect copyright.PENANAYpRGarxlHT
長睫輕顫,楓微微抬頭。372Please respect copyright.PENANA3BPMV3F0bB
「喲,鳴人。」卡卡西已經走進病房。372Please respect copyright.PENANAoEFJw2tmx1
「卡卡西老師?」鳴人活潑的聲音。372Please respect copyright.PENANAaeHZmJFw7L
兩人沐浴在陽光下,耀眼的她無法直視。372Please respect copyright.PENANAXnXgSWEYjq
她轉頭,望向窗外便能看見慰靈碑。手輕輕覆上窗,抿了抿嘴。372Please respect copyright.PENANAIpupPVxg51
半晌,她抬步離去。372Please respect copyright.PENANA2PLelJVXBh
「楓玥?」清麗的女聲響起。372Please respect copyright.PENANAzTt5X5uM9O
楓在大街上遇到了紅。372Please respect copyright.PENANAP05LFQzJ2J
「妳要去哪?」紅微笑。372Please respect copyright.PENANA6y2nzisUbD
去哪嗎?她也不知道。372Please respect copyright.PENANAskEez1Pkex
「楓玥?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAwQinTM525t
她的腦海裡閃過的是卡卡西看她的眼神。有著責怪,也有著受傷。372Please respect copyright.PENANAURPVBJO1Wq
以前,那些悲傷都只留在帶土和琳的墓前。372Please respect copyright.PENANASd73ToU0UB
現在,多了她。372Please respect copyright.PENANAn36lKZbmcH
「啊,可能去吃飯吧。」她吃力地回答紅。372Please respect copyright.PENANAtZJVbRm9eb
「啊,那要跟我和阿斯瑪一起嗎?」372Please respect copyright.PENANAxZPQJwLpv4
她一直都知道,她傷了他,就算他說沒關係。372Please respect copyright.PENANArTYsQVllBC
她也知道,他們都很卑微,因為失去太多了。372Please respect copyright.PENANA0luYdxXFoc
她不敢抓住太多,卡卡西也是,所以只是盡力的守護著同伴。372Please respect copyright.PENANA7HZh4Ii4MF
「楓玥?」紅的聲音有些擔憂。372Please respect copyright.PENANAYwriqWLSzi
她又想起那個在鮮綠的草地上豎立的慰靈碑,刻著那麼多名字,埋葬了帶土,也埋葬了尹。372Please respect copyright.PENANAfFjkoeauJS
在那些露宿野外的夜晚,她不斷想起他,想起他說,要給她一個家。372Please respect copyright.PENANAUuCFqxCPcl
「別吧,我不想當電燈泡。」她哽咽。372Please respect copyright.PENANAVbbTHyiyDZ
也想起,她拒絕他的那天,還有他離村前,眼中映著的,她和卡卡西的倒影。372Please respect copyright.PENANAWkzErITPzQ
她知道,那個因她而失去全部的人,把心都給了她。372Please respect copyright.PENANAeUe6Ni9x9L
對她來說,尹才是最重要的人。372Please respect copyright.PENANA27BuceIPQ9
只能是他。372Please respect copyright.PENANArZHyOEjiFB
這是她唯一能做的。372Please respect copyright.PENANA8DceSUkkPM
「楓玥,妳怎麼了?」紅的手撫上她的肩,輕輕地,一如既往的溫柔,讓她很懷念。372Please respect copyright.PENANA0SxpopevW4
就好像,什麼都沒變一樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANArDAifV2jo2
「紅……。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAb5kA3LFcTy
可是,什麼都變了啊,儘管紅仍喚著她的小名。372Please respect copyright.PENANABmKFh7uZfZ
卡卡西看她的眼神,仍舊不同。372Please respect copyright.PENANAy72wixvMzE
她單手擦著臉,想假裝什麼事都沒有。372Please respect copyright.PENANAGBR3PiKXb2
紅拉著楓到了旁邊的小巷子裡。淚水不斷自楓的眼眶滑落,紅有些訝異。她知道她難過,但從沒看她哭過。372Please respect copyright.PENANAqR2CU5brfT
更不要提在大街上哭這種事。372Please respect copyright.PENANAxOnnIK4JEj
紅的手撫著她的背,想讓她平復情緒。372Please respect copyright.PENANAp58Knd9tTO
為什麼,紅還能和以前一樣溫柔?372Please respect copyright.PENANAUxw6ZKWccX
「妳不怪我嗎?」楓語帶哭意的問,低垂著頭在陰影的壟罩下顯得更為沮喪。372Please respect copyright.PENANAlHQiDIaqy9
聞言,紅的手停止了動作。372Please respect copyright.PENANAmlJuGWGrl4
「其實你們肯定也很不理解吧?」她微微勾唇,似是自嘲。「我為什麼要不聲不響地消失。」372Please respect copyright.PENANA9bbfPkoZBS
「是啊,楓玥。」紅緩緩地說,「被遺留下的人是難受的。作為朋友,當然也會懷疑是不是自己一點份量也沒有,妳才能毫無牽掛的離開。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAtv428myBvW
紅的聲音仍舊溫柔,語氣卻不如以往。這次,她沒有選擇安慰楓。372Please respect copyright.PENANA7wkYgOCKm5
楓的手摀著臉,輕點頭。372Please respect copyright.PENANAfxIViUgQTd
「只是我們嘗試要體諒妳,就像妳總是體諒他人一樣,因為我們知道妳正在經歷什麼。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAb1hLN74aJw
儘管她向其他人隱瞞了這麼多,他們仍願意接受她。372Please respect copyright.PENANAWaPPvrCaIQ
「但妳有想過,我們知道,是因為我們也經歷過嗎?」372Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jl29zsPZE
紅的話如當頭棒喝,令她不禁抬頭。372Please respect copyright.PENANAcCoq3jJKeE
「不是只有妳失去了他,尹也是我們重要的夥伴。儘管妳與他才是最親近的,不代表我們就沒有任何失去;妳應該最明白才是,在經歷了帶土和琳的死亡之後。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAoflwVVnZGK
那時的卡卡西,也不理會任何人。372Please respect copyright.PENANAurJWZU1rM3
她明明知道的,被關在外面有多傷人。372Please respect copyright.PENANAgssHMO7E7H
「但妳就是沒辦法信任我們。」紅一語道破。372Please respect copyright.PENANAU0bo8DuY4x
紅說出了跟凱一樣的話。372Please respect copyright.PENANAlCLQxFl1lF
那種失落,她也在凱的眼底看過。372Please respect copyright.PENANAp1SBM3TJQU
無論是在團藏出現後,沒有求助的她,抑或是在尹死後,不斷責怪自己的她,她從來沒信任過他們,只是一昧地認為自己不會被接受。372Please respect copyright.PENANAtyL98gdefz
明明開朗,卻仍守著陰影;看似率性,卻總一意孤行。372Please respect copyright.PENANAOT4ovL338N
她的偽裝,才總是最傷人的利刃。372Please respect copyright.PENANASVsWTyK0tb
楓直視紅的眼睛,張口卻沒有沒能發出聲音。372Please respect copyright.PENANAxArAyh0WGa
就像面對卡卡西一樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANAZvRhoPQX6U
自責的說不出一句道歉。372Please respect copyright.PENANAScvjiRHw1r
「紅,妳在這啊。」阿斯瑪的聲音在楓的背後響起。372Please respect copyright.PENANAPpfq2kdbCp
「阿斯瑪。」紅應道。372Please respect copyright.PENANAefeMks8wkh
「ㄚ頭?妳也在啊?」372Please respect copyright.PENANA9wmy7MQ4Dp
楓撇開看向紅的視線,仍背對著阿斯瑪,調整著自己的聲音。372Please respect copyright.PENANAul4SnpNVDy
「啊,跟紅敘舊呢。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAvk6xuW18Ys
阿斯瑪肯定,也跟他們一樣。372Please respect copyright.PENANAx8sBvqshoK
紅看著楓的表情,目光中有些擔憂。372Please respect copyright.PENANAl5ZEeY7lKw
「你們不是要去吃飯嗎?我也要回家了,就回頭再見吧。」楓說,微微抿著唇。372Please respect copyright.PENANAgdiS1OCmeu
紅點了點頭,掠過她,拉起阿斯瑪的手。372Please respect copyright.PENANAQJAlbJHrEo
「那回頭見啦,ㄚ頭。」372Please respect copyright.PENANAlLu0VgNPuU
兩人的腳步聲在背後響起。372Please respect copyright.PENANAmbSmejyMW1
楓看著地上自己的影子。372Please respect copyright.PENANAjF2h6HqXPQ
可是,她仍想挽回那些,她失去的。372Please respect copyright.PENANAnIuCVM9MpV
「阿斯瑪、紅,」在腳步聲尚未走遠前,她開口。372Please respect copyright.PENANAA15a62pHn6
兩人回頭看她。372Please respect copyright.PENANABI488GAOYH
「對不起了。」她說。372Please respect copyright.PENANAWxCQvC0k0X