今天一整天都在昏睡151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN3fmSxyls
原本沒打算要發日記151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhlHgO9w1I
但突然冒出一個念頭151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF6wx0raQz
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k5KaqLsKc
跟 看到未來151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyA8sTLuqr
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsV0JJJdQB
能等到結婚生子151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi66euvy5YM
有我的孩子151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYmuC6wTnB
我自己的孩子151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpofMYaIHbG
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnjCgDeyhF
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHjsheuelL
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6W6XsCYWe9
我會變成什麼樣子？151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCx6uRhcoT
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAIcorZIBX
沒有愛的人151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3tOM1Wcue
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sn8xJxY6H
好像是在逃避什麼151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzJlFjFioH
又像在渴求什麼151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvwCQYvgAY
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm8BVjj2Rl
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ouq2TadYF
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJQJuaj9Xx
請容許我幼稚下去吧151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWakMuf0hzw
這禮拜學校出了不少事151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfPgxqnybM
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JzAtzfEo9
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvFfalQ6iT
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpA5WpXU8N
所以不清楚151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7PZPL6N8d
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSdvB4hZQ9
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGHKof4lKX
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUmGbDTATH
大概是這種想法吧151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKoiiWfq8a
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJJ3odwZ6U
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiuLUPcJLH
會選在大家都看得到的地方151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJr20WTupF
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJQ4BgVayg
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XT4d7wzyW
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8alNpcmkNI
我也是151Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjPdfcflXN
