今天一整天都在昏睡127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri9vT7tqNY
原本沒打算要發日記127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDXb9vnSnZ
但突然冒出一個念頭127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOJBDofTfc
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiw7lrjMMC
跟 看到未來127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2PEyuDLZW
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpu3LEuA5f
能等到結婚生子127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHbXeyZxtp
有我的孩子127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DUtXLu0ly
我自己的孩子127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CElNXAjWv
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo57H3HzuDH
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY2BO23R2C
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6ICJxe2rH
我會變成什麼樣子？127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBRaklFAFT
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxYoWetvBj
沒有愛的人127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOh40uW6Pj
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknYSOEw102
好像是在逃避什麼127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldlk4oqoHx
又像在渴求什麼127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG16SJoaok
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiajG9IOxWv
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb67O40lKsO
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71mJXvYjLB
請容許我幼稚下去吧127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0zGAk2aUJ
這禮拜學校出了不少事127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmFwmXPKBu
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCBguSwKrT
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n7bA4Ty8R
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWMDgvv7a7
所以不清楚127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedKY1W0sdf
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYu2UEgmbb
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG81Qoc8X3
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbpXdqZ5Xd
大概是這種想法吧127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFENc9CkM6P
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchF37ltKU4
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGaRnwW8ya
會選在大家都看得到的地方127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9X1NgiJ5I
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lwwrLEc1b
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5hLRAYleE
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI79MMuQ5A7
我也是127Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotsWZYAuvm
