今天一整天都在昏睡164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUVvPjPtHN
原本沒打算要發日記164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ryH0NSqVb
但突然冒出一個念頭164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXuiOofYQU
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SzlYuRlSd
跟 看到未來164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K3Ny33PzP
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrvbMsrZ99
能等到結婚生子164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTAr0EHob4
有我的孩子164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhlTBVmhrl
我自己的孩子164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2Id23aVfC
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwSm9aNQoR
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Grb1eUdP
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVctCfPTKf6
我會變成什麼樣子？164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbarg2E9Syb
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ8h9IKMZD
沒有愛的人164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaUWn1epDG
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40LTD4ykVh
好像是在逃避什麼164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNiyP6Oj3p
又像在渴求什麼164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIUAszbbUQ
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZpzWxnpHZ
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ0hKeRe6a
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne6wMJ2Gkm
請容許我幼稚下去吧164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7zXxWhg6j
這禮拜學校出了不少事164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6WgXBPJMl
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNf7AZEotr
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabYG2r7m8V
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWalaBsQvx
所以不清楚164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy1War32PL
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5g4rK3rIA
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnnSHbpMJz
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P1aGZByHF
大概是這種想法吧164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcAZqgPGBP
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5rhBju5p6
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XWydYttee
會選在大家都看得到的地方164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3I6dE8ZNd
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrnirzNNPq
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsELkgzMCbV
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWjQlJeeXf
我也是164Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx960FtBOlq
