今天一整天都在昏睡192Please respect copyright.PENANANmpNhl6QfQ
原本沒打算要發日記192Please respect copyright.PENANASlTOrHAyRh
但突然冒出一個念頭192Please respect copyright.PENANAE7BTkpzqjg
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡192Please respect copyright.PENANA1dRbsCvaSZ
跟 看到未來192Please respect copyright.PENANArcum7nq78c
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?192Please respect copyright.PENANALmogy8AvsK
能等到結婚生子192Please respect copyright.PENANAuR3CrNloPS
有我的孩子192Please respect copyright.PENANAgxbnZqQx5T
我自己的孩子192Please respect copyright.PENANAVNn8MD7kRk
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛192Please respect copyright.PENANA7LMo6qv9Pc
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...192Please respect copyright.PENANAKtUJ2VNhrS
192Please respect copyright.PENANAsjZsGgUgcD
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現192Please respect copyright.PENANADAglQSAar5
我會變成什麼樣子?192Please respect copyright.PENANAyo8kNxZRDi
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚192Please respect copyright.PENANAXEs7KqQlY5
沒有愛的人192Please respect copyright.PENANA1EZT2itmpn
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了192Please respect copyright.PENANAn5Wan4wqv1
好像是在逃避什麼192Please respect copyright.PENANAqc0Klem7tZ
又像在渴求什麼192Please respect copyright.PENANAguZmByquzV
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑192Please respect copyright.PENANAgR9MBR2iPG
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法192Please respect copyright.PENANAURzxRgvD0F
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱192Please respect copyright.PENANAwHJLk6Sfj3
請容許我幼稚下去吧192Please respect copyright.PENANAGhVRNCuo0y
這禮拜學校出了不少事192Please respect copyright.PENANAJDvd7ifNDz
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了192Please respect copyright.PENANAvYbDiaVcJy
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚192Please respect copyright.PENANAhZBzAW088a
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過192Please respect copyright.PENANAs6NqsW3BE9
所以不清楚192Please respect copyright.PENANA3aFCLFLpRN
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎192Please respect copyright.PENANALPC3fb2CHo
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界192Please respect copyright.PENANAZQOre0VhNs
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂192Please respect copyright.PENANA6SDUS1bJSI
大概是這種想法吧192Please respect copyright.PENANA099k0koWMo
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊192Please respect copyright.PENANA9Uedo5uU7Y
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡192Please respect copyright.PENANAB0PBKHVelJ
會選在大家都看得到的地方192Please respect copyright.PENANAFAPOsBNInv
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎192Please respect copyright.PENANAlGGx6IfG6q
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨192Please respect copyright.PENANAZBDDfFTHEI
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧192Please respect copyright.PENANAEDCaP6AN6P
我也是192Please respect copyright.PENANAMRXTqd5n1b