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「家姐喺你十三歲時走嘅。」輔導員重複林蓁說的話,並拿出一張紙,在上面畫出一條生命線。8964 copyright protection319PENANA3ckl0SHUuw 維尼
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「我唔想佢走。」半晌,林蓁說:「我完全完全唔想佢走,但無講出嚟。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAcn0vrPIiXY 維尼
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在那次林蓁請父親不要再打家姐的小插曲以後,姊妹二人便陷入更僵持的冷戰,這次,連林蓁也不想主動哄家姐,她自覺沒有錯,不論是手或其他工具,打在身上也是會痛的,甚至留下瘀痕。若是為了一時意氣而承受皮肉之苦,回頭看會覺得愚蠢吧?這僅僅是次道歉就可以解決的事!8964 copyright protection319PENANAK8SOshcYrg 維尼
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只要讓父親高興了,不再做出惹他生氣的事,有些衝突是可以避免的。林蓁完全無法理解家姐的倔強為求什麼。8964 copyright protection319PENANAK2pu4noyts 維尼
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她自問全是好意,可是家姐不接受,還反過來說她「無骨氣」,這下子,換她委屈起來。8964 copyright protection319PENANA2Vt4AzPudU 維尼
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以後,林蓁再看見家姐被打,雖然仍然怕父親,腦中卻有更強烈的聲音:喂,家姐say sorry咪無事,上次都係咁。漸漸,她竟覺得家姐被打是自找的,如果是林蓁自己,一定可以停止這局面。8964 copyright protection319PENANAcVC0gtqbPE 維尼
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因此,林蓁竟生出莫名其妙的驕傲,跑去揶揄家姐:8964 copyright protection319PENANAwjumbjtpqG 維尼
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「叫咗你唔好激阿爸,係咪衰呢。」8964 copyright protection319PENANA2pUGomenMh 維尼
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「關你咩事。」家姐看都不看她。8964 copyright protection319PENANA8sSdTm0G8L 維尼
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「你哋咁樣打打打,好嘈!嘈到我同細佬做唔到功課。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAmkXZW0ZO2q 維尼
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「你剩係識死讀書,除咗做功課,你仲識咩?」8964 copyright protection319PENANAn0TMwWusai 維尼
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「我起碼唔會畀阿爸打。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAJr5MjAv4Vo 維尼
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「你以為啦,哈,以後就到你。」8964 copyright protection319PENANA2VG4vMBEFQ 維尼
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「如果真係打我,我會叫佢停,唔會唔出聲囉,好叻咩。」8964 copyright protection319PENANA3EtC05C2EA 維尼
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家姐沒有再說話,只是看了林蓁一眼又一眼,忽然別過頭去,推一推她,再入房。8964 copyright protection319PENANA0UYACvIhZr 維尼
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林蓁不明所以,但沒有探究,也不在乎。8964 copyright protection319PENANAr1HTGSWPpV 維尼
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姊妹二人越來越少說話,可是,也無故意激怒對方。一年又一年,家中的空白越來越多,縱使聲音依然吵鬧,父親依然會打家姐,父母之間依然互毆和爭吵,可是這些那些的動作和聲音,竟只日復讓林蓁覺得更空虛,像看了很多聽了很多,仍和他們好遙遠。8964 copyright protection319PENANAgcWflQY9Mf 維尼
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家庭成員互相之間,其實並不了解近況。她有時怕飯桌上太靜,下秒似要風雲色變,為瑣碎事吵起來,便由自己首先填滿這空白,說起學校的同學。8964 copyright protection319PENANAfJ5rsEqHfn 維尼
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「班長已經有幾日無返學!唔知係咪身體有咩事。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAJfaoqtenMv 維尼
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其他人沉默。8964 copyright protection319PENANAxm2LreDrJC 維尼
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「啊——今日又突擊測驗讀默成語,中文老師成日都係咁。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAW1cnvz4sRT 維尼
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其他人沉默。8964 copyright protection319PENANAdpAOTyqYKH 維尼
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「仲有呢,我哋級又有人拍拖,已經係第三對啦。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAjlhCAsZXPa 維尼
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其他人沉默。8964 copyright protection319PENANASnRV4lESJa 維尼
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「不過我唔會啦,哈哈!」8964 copyright protection319PENANACzjiYk8nFE 維尼
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她自討沒趣,便不再講。話語是流動的,必須有來有往才能湧出更多,如果沒有,誰都認為這是無意義的暗想。8964 copyright protection319PENANAm3h24nT089 維尼
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始終,林蓁不清楚家姐怎樣。以前,她們很親,家姐很錫她,會把在學校得到的零食或禮物分她,又願意陪她玩爆旋陀螺和過家家扮演遊戲;現在,她只知家姐經常兼職、快要考文憑試,僅此而已。8964 copyright protection319PENANAbg5Gsh9aVQ 維尼
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輔導員沒有追問,只是望住林蓁,她說:8964 copyright protection319PENANAFgkcx2mS7J 維尼
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「我都唔知家姐而家點,連佢IG都無follow。8964 copyright protection319PENANANIU8oPUgEb 維尼
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「我想知佢過成點。8964 copyright protection319PENANA5HD9z2qHTx 維尼
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「不過,我喺佢個bio嗰度,見到佢tag咗個男仔,係public account,我用咗private account嚟follow咗佢。佢哋好恩愛,家姐已經大學畢業咗幾年,出嚟做緊嘢——我唔知佢返咩工,但係OL打扮。」8964 copyright protection319PENANA1lW2nVMpF9 維尼
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林蓁十三歲那年,家姐公開試放榜,取得最佳五科34分的成績,並且跟家裡說:「我攞咗外國大學嘅獎學金,要飛去讀書。」聽說,是一早面了試、考了其他認可考試,大多確認去向及院校,最後只差放榜。8964 copyright protection319PENANAQAatOkeSVG 維尼
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這個消息一出,父親震怒:8964 copyright protection319PENANACw54lmgCH6 維尼
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「邊個畀你出去讀書?仲要咁遠?」8964 copyright protection319PENANALSu99q6BQq 維尼
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「我已成年。」家姐說。8964 copyright protection319PENANATjv7B2Lx1w 維尼
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「個女都咁大,由佢啦。」母親說。8964 copyright protection319PENANAInnXX9G6S0 維尼
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「慈母多敗兒,你咩都唔理,養到個忤逆女而家要去外國!係咪覺得中國差啲啊!崇洋媚外!」父親說。8964 copyright protection319PENANAu4ZsdOo7UQ 維尼
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「去外國先可以見識多啲嘢,你識乜嘢?」母親說。8964 copyright protection319PENANALeer3OrPI1 維尼
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父母又吵起來,繼而動粗。8964 copyright protection319PENANASWeii6HqfA 維尼
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林蓁看著家姐,張了張嘴,想說好多話,最後什麼聲音都沒有發出來。8964 copyright protection319PENANAhTd6tladcg 維尼
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倒是家姐,似已經忘記當日二人曾冷戰和反唇相譏,主動和無法作出任何反應的妹妹說:8964 copyright protection319PENANATF2fwJffEH 維尼
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「啲大口仔全部留畀你。」8964 copyright protection319PENANA5oK31WnJc5 維尼
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姊妹二人都非常喜歡大口仔,覺得他看起來傻傻的、好開心。以前母親只會買一份玩具,告訴二人,誰在接下來的考試排名更前,便可取得大口仔禮物。家姐看起來不太勤力,林蓁總是妄想如果再努力一點、再努力一點——8964 copyright protection319PENANAUVGlJmMkuG 維尼
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無用,最後結果一定是家姐考得更好。8964 copyright protection319PENANAS7KFBUu16z 維尼
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那些大口仔擺設、文具、貼紙,全部都由家姐收入囊中。林蓁沒有求家姐給她,一來願賭服輸,二來她也深深不忿,憑什麼家姐看起來溫習甚少,她卻難以超越?真不公平。她是勤力,但家姐比她聰明得多。8964 copyright protection319PENANAYPhaOmBoQl 維尼
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「吓?」林蓁只能這樣回應。8964 copyright protection319PENANApmZlroGPhS 維尼
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「係啊,以後成間房都係你㗎,唔同你爭枱用啦,啲大口仔我只係帶個大公仔走,其他都係你嘅。不過有啲舊啦,唔好介意。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAlyw0UtifYS 維尼
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「多謝家姐。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAmV0NAwrbQS 維尼
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「多咩謝,我都霸咗佢哋咁多年。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAtWHN9M5baY 維尼
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「多謝家姐。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAF4r6WClagl 維尼
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也不知道為什麼感謝,可是除此之外,什麼也說不出口。8964 copyright protection319PENANALk5FwZP6T7 維尼
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「傻女。」8964 copyright protection319PENANAKg3CixgkJ2 維尼
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家姐多隔約莫一個月,便飛往外國;起初,家姐還會分享「開學啦」「宿舍好多蟲」「又要寫paper」,到後來,林蓁便沒有回覆。8964 copyright protection319PENANAtzrrFAx5iT 維尼
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然後,家姐便不再傳訊息。8964 copyright protection319PENANAJUAdydvnGe 維尼
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