Who am I?83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJjbilohYO
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6eXsoNY4f
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV67zHB5h82
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7od9P3qFM
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dWfR2hu0Y
but I feel like I’m stuck.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSwzMJyp30
I don’t know what I want.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4Fie7JaPG
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ602R2Xb7Ct
I want to have a dream.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWvrFwitIW
Have a goal.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4sK139KID
Try to achieve it...83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW8hntG3Lo
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQBsMdcLrv
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS91THz0L0G
I’m alone, trying to dream,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbexidWxPNB
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIovtZ5ZwHx
after a long journey,83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxXhoDeD0h
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...83Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54B4WrQUpE
