Who am I?211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrDi5FLscN
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFS4Ci9R2C
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJziM4yXQff
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHFXxYqWvt
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nowrznrr4
but I feel like I’m stuck.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvl9dEGgvg
I don’t know what I want.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX46jGs4ekj
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m7vZPVJnX
I want to have a dream.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FJYtm12ab
Have a goal.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Zl7UGVBUt
Try to achieve it...211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxZswsjhLj
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5gb6mxbAB
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKCMqNCHQj
I’m alone, trying to dream,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV71aAeJ69G
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fj1RE4wSA
after a long journey,211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6AT1vclPJ
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...211Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPWhMrHokt
