Who am I?41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8nBzP24Qt
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlAFee3Y3V
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnswwG0UaE
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6B5zrAvwA
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qFv8oMtfT
but I feel like I’m stuck.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCHYVZHyq6
I don’t know what I want.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjXssSFYmd
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57eMgcroIq
I want to have a dream.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyOQUVAlLp
Have a goal.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCo1AtBl0q
Try to achieve it...41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaVNP4yUEW
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrzrQwjAsM
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrWuEGv84W
I’m alone, trying to dream,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst9gcrsMQN
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI7ePi20UD
after a long journey,41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dmeAZrPsP
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP3x4eet7S
