Who am I?175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTziRcIrFFu
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBWxNvhlCf
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yibamf7v3
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGmBmcmPbC
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesQoPf77Ii
but I feel like I’m stuck.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKYvNHHooP
I don’t know what I want.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDeyN8UJVf
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoHLDJgpsq
I want to have a dream.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWljYaEkWb
Have a goal.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbJVx1c18f
Try to achieve it...175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dozIQaf4x
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKhmOeQjcp
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbgoMtLQcM
I’m alone, trying to dream,175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26OoDtSADE
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7K8FCFq7e
after a long journey,175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFooa1SstX
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hQ5VtR3HL
