I feel like loneliness will never let me go.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN5TgRo4kK
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYwYRW076V
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImGTV0HRlD
people I can turn to—any time—169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsg4T2pHeg
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuqm7cwRVh
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrbeBT3kg4
someone who chooses them,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfuDn6uCQS
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE17REBHdq
I don’t have siblings,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMxo7YQEvk
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m01mrv9UM
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡustuWYYPH3
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyRDmjuJq9
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrGreY8FUA
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIORYr9KxE
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNOcavBrud
but maybe it’s worse.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3MIUnkFLj
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B4upPOy2b
I can’t.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvfc7mKVBI
Because if I go,169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4hRKzCnfV
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngsrWHNxNP
I would support him, and he would support me.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVidzI2x6Vk
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15LKavFimf
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvxmtMgZ7r
when it was my turn to enter adult life—169Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcb0EKcUP9t
I was alone.
