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whether I’m happy or sad.
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someone who likes me the way I like him.
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someone who chooses them,375Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo49RPprru
but not me—as always.
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I didn’t want to be alone.
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I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
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I was alone.
