I feel like loneliness will never let me go.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxnBquDj12
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oN40ZWiaP
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF5HQCbzw7
people I can turn to—any time—122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIYjjpZGgV
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z4eEJ7RhZ
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ9VpE6cV8
someone who chooses them,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ8L6E2LFP
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5eLjnivn4
I don’t have siblings,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVm4A8lOY0
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNkMpUWFB1
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHld6zxwoG
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtjcIX54FK
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYw2RJvoD4
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxP4z2HTU7
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTB02f8wsm
but maybe it’s worse.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Kp0AgiPY
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBmHOeyg9E
I can’t.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3ptno0jPf
Because if I go,122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4B11swFWp
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpmDT1C8Uf
I would support him, and he would support me.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1UwR40tps
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoEFYDlfhl
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQIelYuj66
when it was my turn to enter adult life—122Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRhPDbfmhR
I was alone.
