I feel like loneliness will never let me go.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSOU2iIon0
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNVfOtmse6
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKTk3fIPUY
people I can turn to—any time—305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pqJL9GUGN
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxuZqIJfDJ
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKrsKP9hCv
someone who chooses them,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRp0c4NrLL3
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISrV266XCV
I don’t have siblings,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnboozs3br2
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdiD62loYM
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlCHF33UOp
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu9L6IAePf
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i68Aw6GxO
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhE2Ao3kST
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDgLWs1qJL
but maybe it’s worse.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCMguNsUeW
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MSOVhc8Rq
I can’t.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPCTxBZwCA
Because if I go,305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZeRXtGZ79
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJ2OiValV0
I would support him, and he would support me.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7o0sF2nLZ
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssr9bMhCDP
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuueQe8ZdWV
when it was my turn to enter adult life—305Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92PvTUdWuT
I was alone.
