I feel like loneliness will never let me go.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmMOOPaFb9
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLXXag2ull
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkLPeQBfKZ
people I can turn to—any time—275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhTZJGExpl
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho3XMn5nCL
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINhG6ZW8Oe
someone who chooses them,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69c3rNQjGe
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD2Fvc8ZIU
I don’t have siblings,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGr9Ol0TkB
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cd8qryEh2
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG2q1j4xmF
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuc9KIQWo4
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3qLl84V68
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu66a8BOaa
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfH0wHaaM5n
but maybe it’s worse.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLGY4d7urb
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVYgHh526t
I can’t.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqd0pgwHxn
Because if I go,275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGa7MuaUG0O
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFITonNrr1
I would support him, and he would support me.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzwz9gG6Sm
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MHHsO22Rm
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zuxr6ZE8F
when it was my turn to enter adult life—275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkTxsQR5Ii
I was alone.
