I feel like loneliness will never let me go.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqnpVxtH67
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWurdLIAfU1
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBKJW31A5i
people I can turn to—any time—352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJrHzy8MQh
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik2cVnCFsV
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7bUFt5oWz
someone who chooses them,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4KdOgEoWI
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXeWgaewc8
I don’t have siblings,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmewSObEa2v
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnjiW3LP77
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DO1RxUNKE
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb88B8AmPRd
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB35VuGLkND
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN6UU5zqlw
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQSRSz0Z4m
but maybe it’s worse.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkaLOIT18l
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vVZHWSl1V
I can’t.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7fmshJGrp
Because if I go,352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLipdflkAtP
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8oJT3quA1
I would support him, and he would support me.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKKJWCB0mJ
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURemcqLloD
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxmToOTqff
when it was my turn to enter adult life—352Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib0h5M8IaO
I was alone.
