I feel like loneliness will never let me go.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h8L9SWONx
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR3UAG11Ip
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNJKq1QkKv
people I can turn to—any time—289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfh7yzLSC6
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZI4FbgCwt
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVbpdbdgRK
someone who chooses them,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCgoEoM5J3
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OPev7IxJK
I don’t have siblings,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QKSYCPmZ0
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq1vVcu1Bc
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEndWYGpE2
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNKIrGjgKP
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CROjsc7Br
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIFVTcjBPH
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrotFBYmdw
but maybe it’s worse.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE51wKDxhCy
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNOn6MemXJ
I can’t.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdh2kJtTrhW
Because if I go,289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7F5Ctm8lu
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMh3gQMy8d
I would support him, and he would support me.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGRb7dA3pk
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeGgxvZPbO
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4u4QI1vQK
when it was my turn to enter adult life—289Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UBOMmBg2m
I was alone.
