I feel like loneliness will never let me go.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwctVsaRNzw
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz4zQzwxfu
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrSXFtXCl9
people I can turn to—any time—166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcHmx1PInA
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQWFnQz9Qh
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUTdAzGJWr
someone who chooses them,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPjPLzyFwT
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd2VJYKOLh
I don’t have siblings,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTx9XsLWs0
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlUMqlrHvT
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUssHqhiIt
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yRVRByrKX
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbSw3B2TaA
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5P3nlo7Li
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUImwXp50f
but maybe it’s worse.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeKEIJSZZ0
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFXNDFursa
I can’t.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrkAYkDGGo
Because if I go,166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfGPeanKUO
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK4ePm46GU
I would support him, and he would support me.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M9oEeyfUR
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN52fy6QcUs
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUBFg1fTye
when it was my turn to enter adult life—166Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZ5O0Q6dEC
I was alone.
