I feel like loneliness will never let me go.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRyo8ecduu
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN215eRRZlq
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAduU7VCGg
people I can turn to—any time—129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvcZWuLKlw
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdRgYGDlXX
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsORPFszxn7
someone who chooses them,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83S0X0T9B5
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfKwfLIIUw
I don’t have siblings,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvK5N6KZIQ
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5anVivMTG6
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7tcHYjmsc
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl4l4Ck0u7
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxp3UCOxuT
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTla1oKx7Lz
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzRhyodzIT
but maybe it’s worse.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3WOdV3IoZ
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKNjmqdxtT
I can’t.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkVQavWZwH
Because if I go,129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zNiFLdtVt
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvT4maqZol
I would support him, and he would support me.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywjiCs8MH6
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFkSYRl0wG
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RTisVFAbE
when it was my turn to enter adult life—129Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1SoBJeMLu
I was alone.
