I feel like loneliness will never let me go.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyE2XPKHta
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhkUCtfZ85
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnp1iAQuNg
people I can turn to—any time—34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkLp469Hhh
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40vPsyDrH8
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPFBuyzVjC
someone who chooses them,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUWj4QEQ3V
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g2EXCv288
I don’t have siblings,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneELry7cBS
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8j4NLP1iz
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQJQgWRju7
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZwIEFD58k
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItFAHc1TFf
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaK2kpp52j
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvueheEC17u
but maybe it’s worse.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUsEFmBush
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JXFtc3wMs
I can’t.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1CXOGGOxK
Because if I go,34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTulpSBbOz0
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsxJJ6tu0s
I would support him, and he would support me.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsvxWuzNQF
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXMQCssYJU
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KH3KMc0Uj
when it was my turn to enter adult life—34Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYwWAeVckk
I was alone.
