I feel like loneliness will never let me go.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e0vHa04el
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuYGj1seSn
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZXESgJCbH
people I can turn to—any time—64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXxdUhL5yH
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWDQbN10t0
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7BlDquKeb
someone who chooses them,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1RddOoEii
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gjR6V8T4M
I don’t have siblings,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xmOU7TPR6
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZBLSuEsYZ
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu25MFlTQD
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEl2X7wmEKz
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7gGr9FFkA
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQdwnWbIuK
and he still preferred his friends.
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but maybe it’s worse.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcHF12eyCR
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
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I can’t.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT3z1kr0mv
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I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hZAePkVY1
I would support him, and he would support me.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGJp8JymDq
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY6JH9ilTH
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr599zMR51U
when it was my turn to enter adult life—64Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvTCAY3oTV
I was alone.
