I feel like loneliness will never let me go.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZrXB30HLS
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbFcYqxwtD
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Sj8aflhyw
people I can turn to—any time—37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5QrMDCgGV
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxlyeJOMPM
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4wn2dwmeI
someone who chooses them,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07Y20fLX77
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz1DHF8A4d
I don’t have siblings,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ964f9hHsfr
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlj5RzT8Wq
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwUd0GjyDV
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO9035V30X
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwmyms2MRr
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfZbmxxGlY
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4wNJKrecm
but maybe it’s worse.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbl5JW7kgI
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3OKJJPdfl
I can’t.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eV7HmQMba
Because if I go,37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzN7AGcQjz
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gcLwD6wDr
I would support him, and he would support me.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAkx18zYja
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlggL4VL7so
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNPlDMNqD7
when it was my turn to enter adult life—37Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNP0kFMpEKi
I was alone.
