Who am I?176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0L8GUBqFIp
This question trills through my mind every second of the day.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInqXwLfOGF
For 23 years of my life, I used to be a follower—a good child to my sensitive family.
I was a husband to my mother and a son to my father—except for the duty of being a daughter to my mother.
I had forgotten my dreams. It felt like sacrificing myself just for my family.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafffSJ2EiX
But I couldn’t continue down that path, so I decided to choose myself for the first time and try to do something for me.
I came to Germany from a faraway country to study and find myself.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIegSas8JSJ
It’s been a year here in this beautiful city,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk03sIgxLC
but I feel like I’m stuck.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwRdJVi7eg
I don’t know what I want.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIlRrxzIKI
I’m lost and filled with anger toward everything.
I used to sacrifice my dreams, but now—though I no longer want that—I’m still drowning in it...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFXZ230egS
I want to have a dream.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5STCHtykc
Have a goal.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOv1ei3owW
Try to achieve it...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalfVT41x8y
But I can’t.
When I open my eyes, I don’t know what I want.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyAXc3DJ0F
I know I want to want something—but what?
In the silence of night, in the darkness,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXrmJndKOU
I’m alone, trying to dream,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQRa3Od5j9
but my mind can’t seem to dream...
But I’m here,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnJyClJo0i
after a long journey,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo79xw6kNMX
that I’ll write in tiny, minuscule parts...176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnDPvzdHKl
