I feel like loneliness will never let me go.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB4Pem8Ai8
I should adapt to it, but still—it bothers me deeply.
I ask myself: What does a girl really want?101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrJtUzi5PN
Maybe I just need a person who will love me completely—not a princess on a white horse...
I want people who will prefer me over others,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZlo24lmsc
people I can turn to—any time—101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW2ZfyjZxN
whether I’m happy or sad.
I want someone who won’t sell me for their own benefits,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm4HQAKfZB
someone who likes me the way I like him.
You know, everyone around me has someone they trust,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyAlwX0oBU
someone who chooses them,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qeLSAhJco
but not me—as always.
When I was a child, during every fight with my parents, I was alone.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCSNzM5PCd
I don’t have siblings,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOXdseQb7g
so I was always the one asking for forgiveness.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydMPUnFOl4
I didn’t want to be alone.
In elementary school, they were my besties,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JwD3MbOCm
but I wasn’t their bestie.
It’s been like this ever since.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxm6yjBGPK
Now, I’m not afraid of being alone,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUuB0qozDB
but loneliness still lingers.
I was in a relationship for 2 years and 7 months,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHWunSGdgM
and he still preferred his friends.
Now I’m in a new relationship—101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5721h5WRR
but maybe it’s worse.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUDisJJukQ
Maybe I mean nothing to him.
But every time I try to leave,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxZT9AF7es
I can’t.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vMNUsG1Zf
Because if I go,101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqzywC7Syo
I really won’t have anyone.
Sometimes I wish I had siblings—like a big brother.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6UYeYwGaD
I would support him, and he would support me.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxRHc0C3pO
But I don’t.
In the old days, I was a stone for my cousins to rely on.101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQKyNwB5wZ
I tried so hard to keep them strong through difficult paths.
But when it came to me—101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoxO5j9yax
when it was my turn to enter adult life—101Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTFAwejCjP
I was alone.
