No Plagiarism!7xy8oX2ZbinBOO3qSYPWposted on PENANA 林蓁說:「唔好意思,我講嘢可能跳嚟跳去。」8964 copyright protection420PENANA2WW6yCokva 維尼
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「好正常,人嘅記憶好似puzzle,唔使唔好意思。」輔導員說:「或者都係因為,你好少同人講起自己,所以發現喺整合上面,未必同講其他事一樣流暢。」8964 copyright protection420PENANApVRlvFy8xV 維尼
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「原本,如果我保持聯絡,可能仲會知道家姐過成點。」8964 copyright protection420PENANAHyadda432Q 維尼
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家姐離去後,父親變得更暴躁,他依然和母親吵架、打交;母親亦非柔弱女子,她不太管家事,雖然沒有工作,卻會出外直至吃飯時間——誰都不知為何,也無過問——可能因此沒有舊時傳統家庭主婦那般懼怕丈夫,敢於掌刮及喝罵。8964 copyright protection420PENANAeiiPm9AzuW 維尼
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一個出氣袋走失了,就自然會有另一個不會反抗的出氣袋填補這角色。8964 copyright protection420PENANAT7EK656JC6 維尼
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弟弟不是好人選,他還太小,身體不能受傷,以後尚要承繼林家血脈——父親一直這樣說。母親更不是好人選,她頗剛烈,可以和父親格鬥,她只是不想理家事。家中,就剩下林蓁一人。8964 copyright protection420PENANAkFU7HXo6Jp 維尼
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即使家姐不算特別聽話,但在被打時,只會默然承受每下痛擊,而非打回去。8964 copyright protection420PENANAS7Hv9KLWo2 維尼
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林蓁也如此。8964 copyright protection420PENANA0k9G2Mu5Pk 維尼
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這下才發現,被不斷地打,根本真如家姐所說是毫無道理,不是因為她做了什麼錯事。8964 copyright protection420PENANAABGefoVQO3 維尼
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老實講,家姐比她聰明、成績好、才能高,父親也能挑剔,不過因為其時時駁嘴,做不到他心中的溫馴女兒。她比起家姐,是更笨拙而不夠出眾的那個,好就好在笨拙而不夠出眾,聽聽話話,可是這份「好」沒有令她免受皮肉之苦。8964 copyright protection420PENANAYzNI8rCk3t 維尼
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父親心情不佳,或飲了酒,便會打林蓁;所謂心情不佳的原因有很多,可能是工作太辛苦,或賭馬輸了錢,或碰見舊識而對方過得很好。8964 copyright protection420PENANA6yQSfFq9gx 維尼
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她無法理解。8964 copyright protection420PENANAp9SAUWxdVP 維尼
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如果她已經幫照家務,柔和體貼,還有什麼做得不夠?難道反過來又嫌棄她意見太少、反抗太微弱嗎。8964 copyright protection420PENANABSIboAhtAd 維尼
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剛被父親打的時候,她還會像替家姐求饒那般,跟父親說「我錯了」「對唔住」「我唔應該激你」,他果真收斂了些;後來,這些說話已無任何用處,他只是聽了,但動作照舊。8964 copyright protection420PENANAX0LuevzZtA 維尼
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「咁快認衰女,如果我繼續打你,咪顯得我好衰?」8964 copyright protection420PENANAED7ugIT6wQ 維尼
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「你想我睇落好衰?你咩居心啊你?」8964 copyright protection420PENANAWGEBFbzUUF 維尼
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「唔係啊……」8964 copyright protection420PENANA0NRnzG0Gh3 維尼
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「生女吖生女吖!你同你老母一樣,勁有機心!」8964 copyright protection420PENANAUx2a2Oo5ra 維尼
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「大個咗仲得了,而家等我打死你先。」8964 copyright protection420PENANAIf6GRUnH1n 維尼
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「你哋啲女人,以為自己大咗有毛有翼識飛啦,就駁嘴駁舌。」8964 copyright protection420PENANAV76MGy57wu 維尼
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她流淚,身體的痛楚教她頭腦混亂,但應激眼淚的是被冤枉的委屈。她明明已不如這家中的其他女子,為何還要遭受一樣的言語責罵?8964 copyright protection420PENANAfh007rSIFc 維尼
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「你哋以為出到去會更加好咩?讀書喎?仲勾佬添喎?留喺度最好!」8964 copyright protection420PENANAT9F3Balmf7 維尼
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林蓁有時也不明白,父親到底在說什麼,她亦無心理會,始終身已顧不夠盛載更多訊息。8964 copyright protection420PENANAZirTKfURzV 維尼
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「乖乖哋啦!打死你,打死你——」8964 copyright protection420PENANAJ9iBZ0ZM4p 維尼
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所以到後來,林蓁不再似以前求饒,她知道無用,便變得沉默。每次,她都會想起家姐,家姐從一開始就一言不發,並且堅決地説,那是父親的錯,才保持沉默,在林蓁替她求饒時憤怒。8964 copyright protection420PENANAjmSzYKuwNF 維尼
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沉默看起來那樣軟弱,不加反抗,但此刻林蓁才察覺,當中意義原是堅強。8964 copyright protection420PENANAnOl8G1uqFp 維尼
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她依然被打,無論乖不乖、讀書好不好、聽不聽話反不反抗,她依然被打。始終,無法習慣皮肉上的痛楚,生理上的沉重太直觀,感受清晰,最多,她可以適應那種快要被打了的恐懼,還有,丢棄那些無謂的盼望,不再希求父親某日變得溫潤。8964 copyright protection420PENANAj5Q4OWPgkx 維尼
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這時,她才發覺當日叫家姐求饒,並且事後揶揄,是一件多麼愚蠢而使人傷心的事。她以為這叫好心、為人著想,實際上只是無知,徒惹人生厭,她傷害了愛錫她的家姐。8964 copyright protection420PENANAW6BI3ayTjd 維尼
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心底莫名生出一份愧疚,因此,不再聯絡家姐。8964 copyright protection420PENANANuiTxj5pA2 維尼
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家姐傳些什麼來,她也一律無視——在行動上,她沒有回覆,只是每張照片她也看得非常仔細,每句說話也謹慎琢磨,肯定家姐在外地的生活步入正軌,並多姿多彩後,她十分安慰。8964 copyright protection420PENANA024JeCye2j 維尼
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彼時,輪到她不斷被父親打。8964 copyright protection420PENANAiREQ2n1mjg 維尼
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每次看到家姐的短訊,林蓁都會想起自己昔日對家姐造成的創傷。誰都知道,罪𣁽禍首是家暴的父親,可是,林蓁感覺自己是那雪上加霜、落井下石的小人,有什麼資格得到家姐的愛護呢。8964 copyright protection420PENANAae8XpRwKxW 維尼
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她是慚愧的。8964 copyright protection420PENANA7k3hlDNg60 維尼
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那時以為這是最佳贖罪方法。8964 copyright protection420PENANAlmHlZsBqhN 維尼
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林蓁暗暗恨著父親,同時,又明明恨著自己,這種情緒使她咬牙堅持下去,在心裡默唸:8964 copyright protection420PENANAIJC5WmXjkq 維尼
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我大個啲都要走,離開呢度。8964 copyright protection420PENANAQsBzdotNiF 維尼
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