張靜宜站在家門前，拿着鑰匙的手停滯半空。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6HKjP5wcS
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從學校乘搭巴士回家的路程只需二十分鐘，而張靜宜平日當值後會準時六時半便出現在客廳中。然而她今天的腳步格外沉重，晚了十五分鐘才走到家門外。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTgp4Y2Asp
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我遲到了。媽媽肯定會質問我。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo1yZxDWek
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張靜宜嘆了一口氣，對接下來將會發生的一切萬分抗拒。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGiStYdQup
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人們總說家是避風港，能安撫疲憊心靈。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D3iv0Zpdt
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對張靜宜而言，門後那單位卻是煙霧瀰漫的戰場，無刻都要提心吊膽地生活，稍有不慎便會一命嗚呼。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3pI3aE7cz
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「點解你可以遲到？」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnxruXKerU
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門突然被打開，張太一手抵著門邊，丹鳳眼居高臨下地對張靜宜上下打量。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvOzpJS64X
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「連準時都做唔到嘅人注定唔會成功。」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM6D2pe3Ok
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張靜宜的媽媽是一名大律師。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojHE4ET9hT
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作為一個成功人士，她對管教女兒方面自然毫不手軟。張靜宜之所以能得到傲人的成績，除了因為當時想變得像鍾文傑般優秀，更因為張太的無情鞭策。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e6hhu68iu
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張靜宜肩膀無力地垂下來，萬分不願去回應母親的數落。她雙眼略略掃過七百呎的單位，父親已經安坐於飯桌旁，手中卷著報紙，對女兒的到來不聞不問。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaxdrZClpE
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客廳內鴉雀無聲。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQk5BdnWgw
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「人哋同你講嘢你要應。」張太站在張靜宜背後。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcA9aeaU6E
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張靜宜緩緩轉過身，一眼便看見母親那梳得一絲不苟的髮髻，尖削下巴勾勒出端正五官，久居上位者的凌人氣勢絲毫不減。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs0Yeo02hP
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「知道。」一切無聲抗議在絕對權力前蕩然無存。她竭盡全力牽起僵硬的微笑。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZgP8f3n12
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張靜宜連忙關上房門，小小臥室中刷上淡黃油漆，書櫃上整齊地放著她最喜愛的文學經典。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXWyLmEbrc
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專屬自己的空間看似舒適無比，她卻坐立不安。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jJLM1Xms3
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書桌上放了一張就讀小六時與鍾文傑的合照，那是鍾文傑拿到第一名而張靜宜屈居第二的一刻。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPItpMwkI58
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當時她雙眼發光，只顧著凝視站在旁邊的他。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm4TpXHySG
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真諷刺。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLcrcqEcWJ
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相框一下子被反轉，昔日的憧憬已化為泡影。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xvLQNH6XE
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「邊個俾你閂門？」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKYMCEBU0T
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「對唔住。」所剩無幾的私人空間最終被強行奪走，張靜宜不敢對上門外那雙眼，唯有低著頭坐到飯桌旁。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHjsopscul
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每天的晚餐流程都一成不變，先由張太追問學業進度起，到累得匆匆吃完飯去洗澡為止。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3krH7YDEeJ
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浴室裏亮起燈，蓬蓬頭的暖水飛到張靜宜臉上，沿著眼角滑下去，在白瓷磚上濺起水花。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EoF6D7aN2
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從小到大，張靜宜一直缺乏號啕大哭的勇氣。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfoMyZgUHc
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每一次禁不住眼淚時，母親便會變本加厲地苛責她：只有弱者才會哭，強者需要做到喜怒不形於色。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD22WYGM2Y
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正因如此，她對鍾文傑的心意隱晦而朦朧。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLoOeQB0gG
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她只需要悄悄地靠近對方，默默艱耘，成為配得上他的人。只要成績上能與他一起擠進全級頭三名，她便心滿意足。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfUau0JlCI
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也許一切還未被畫上句號。張靜宜突發奇想，偷偷拿走電話溜進浴室。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvHn0ajsE4
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這場長達十年的戰爭怎麼能就這樣結束？也許她能改寫結局。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn1WClDbvs
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一切由改變自己開始。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8rT3A4Hmw
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只要她明白鍾文傑的世界。只要她理解鍾文傑的心態。只要她…315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAccIPshMk
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「如何模仿性行為」張靜宜對自慰一事毫無概念，只能笨拙地將難以啟齒的內容交給偉大的搜尋引擎處理。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uc0Xg5sef
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兒童心理學…模仿電影性行為…模仿成人… 所期望的答案無影無蹤，看來得靠自己了。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR4mkUqF1i
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衣服一件件被剝下，露出蒼白身軀，贅肉沒精打采地圍繞腰間，雙腿下爬著若隱若現的青蛇。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA1gF0D4vI
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那並不是吸引人的身材。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4kmb2KBjw
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張靜宜終於發現自己和泳淇的差距。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcEFrzzoih
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一片片泡沫被沖刷到地上，張靜宜蹲下來，兩眼望著去水位上的小旋渦緩緩轉動。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkPkH2FAJL
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她帶著背水一戰的覺悟，按著記憶模仿起鍾文傑。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbd2o82LyQ
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指尖小心翼翼地撫上胸前那點紅，卻毫無變化。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMUX4ah1Gb
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那為甚麼當時他們看起來那麼享受？315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmWOBEwuVV
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張靜宜不禁焦躁起來，使勁地搓揉著乳尖。然而五感彷彿被阻塞了般，身體依舊麻木不已。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPOXEEXkCt
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微微顫抖的手指開始在下體摸索著，毫無預兆地刺進那乾澀甬道，最終跨越那道防線。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcYpJLPT54
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相關知識始終仍停留在理論上，加上張靜宜周遭的環境因素，她根本對性事一無所知。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZTGBTMiWu
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緊緻的軟肉似乎萬分抗拒異物的入侵，張靜宜只能艱難地把半根食指伸進去。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmVgAlfhc5
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「嘶—」315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLj40rXQa5
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強烈的不適感使張靜宜霎眼間便把手指抽出來，皮肉撕裂時痛得她倒吸一口涼氣。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxRKGWlgsk
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耳邊水聲嘩啦嘩啦地冷嘲熱諷著，淋熄了最後一絲希望。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8ckr99L7P
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也許像她一樣畏首畏尾的人不值得擁有快樂，也許這些年的奮鬥只是一個人的自我感動，亦是可悲的獨角戲。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz9nVM43HN
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她擦乾身體，換上睡衣，和家人道晚安。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1FSQ3ncJq
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一切動作如此平平無奇，今天卻暗藏著濃濃的不自在和逃避感。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQIm84S8gN
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頭上那盞燈被關掉，張靜宜眼睜睜地看著天花板，鼻子忽然酸溜溜的。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbnZCym52x
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她的真心被徹底捏死了。315Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhzLAnLoF9
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