陳凱婷的心死了。196Please respect copyright.PENANAzju7Vk0pM6
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準確點來說,她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。196Please respect copyright.PENANAJWy3zeOaQe
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老實說,她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後,腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。196Please respect copyright.PENANAn6eyyDC8CR
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那個黃昏,朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡,頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上,臉色蒼白,奄奄一息地喘氣。196Please respect copyright.PENANANN1OrJ9Nzc
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他好像被擊中胸膛,一呼一吸間盡顯吃力,並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。196Please respect copyright.PENANAAlfIdwPDQ4
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由,亦毫無預兆。196Please respect copyright.PENANA0VpmIXxZdM
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。196Please respect copyright.PENANAe7nQjkUSM0
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視,她亦懶得再提起。196Please respect copyright.PENANAYgHNvdZZAu
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陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。196Please respect copyright.PENANAYDk2fKyMGh
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要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。196Please respect copyright.PENANAApuGrJMXis
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陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人,但朱碩謙始終是她初戀,是她第一個為之傾心,為之心碎的對象。196Please respect copyright.PENANAtMPIbuVO1T
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別,這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。196Please respect copyright.PENANATLxZqQkTqb
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋,她聽不下去。196Please respect copyright.PENANADWNU6Ys9Sy
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陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己,只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。196Please respect copyright.PENANAcUjNXrfkpo
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人,總比藕斷絲連更好過,因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。196Please respect copyright.PENANAYOtZVdDFrW
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她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後,悄悄埋藏於學校裡。196Please respect copyright.PENANA8nKfCz631p
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只是,自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後,陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。196Please respect copyright.PENANAx8I0ZK6KCi
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兩人不會再遇上對方了,是真正的分道揚鑣。196Please respect copyright.PENANAuaR6iz1M1R
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於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著,兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對,相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。196Please respect copyright.PENANANMKWbvKE5T
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說完全放下了是假的,可無法回到當初也是真的。196Please respect copyright.PENANAX3Btq3GHW3
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朱碩謙再不是穿著校服,臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃,笑容滿面。相反地,他變得消瘦憔悴,下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。196Please respect copyright.PENANAnoVDWyttJO
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。196Please respect copyright.PENANAdHCM3daJaL
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「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想,最後低下頭輕聲道歉。196Please respect copyright.PENANADHLzXF3GRw
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短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過,卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。196Please respect copyright.PENANArSGwI6cI2Z
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她鼻子本能地酸了酸,攥緊拳頭,心臟揪成一團。196Please respect copyright.PENANA29NcEx2yqq
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陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過,她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢,是因為她仍未放下他。196Please respect copyright.PENANAPxkQQ87Ha8
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她打得有多大力,代表著她當初有多愛對方。196Please respect copyright.PENANA3aDKfYmBNV
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「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字,聲線微微顛動:「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住,就可以當無事。」196Please respect copyright.PENANAxNiKt7BSDd
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少年頓了頓,靜了下來。196Please respect copyright.PENANA9C29MnFcFX
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他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光,心頭一緊。196Please respect copyright.PENANAcohrX4M0h5
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少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾,雙目如圓鏡清亮,眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。196Please respect copyright.PENANAnlIo6KxfrH
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朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣,彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。196Please respect copyright.PENANA1oVCJwzQ7D
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「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女:「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣,我知道你冇做錯決定,但我…我好似癲咗咁。」196Please respect copyright.PENANAHi5GCR9LWB
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他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己,竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人,然後接二連三地錯下去。196Please respect copyright.PENANAEvMzY9iSce
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事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命,可這樣一來,不就是逃避責任的表現嗎?196Please respect copyright.PENANAVSdL7zVJnA
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人終有一死,可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。196Please respect copyright.PENANA9DzzpXTUI5
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他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。196Please respect copyright.PENANAjw07q6ieY5
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「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止,嗓音變得沙啞。196Please respect copyright.PENANAzxIyVeRnKO
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陳凱婷難受極了,由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻,心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。196Please respect copyright.PENANA8CcqMeTI9S
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既然你愛我,那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢?為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候,你又再一次把我推下去呢?196Please respect copyright.PENANAuXDFxObzpk
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對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方,只不過那些日子早已一去不返。196Please respect copyright.PENANA4itxaptHkn
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她眼睛一眨,淚水瞬間奪眶而出,在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。196Please respect copyright.PENANAllJb890dWD
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陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽:「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可?」196Please respect copyright.PENANAd66CegpRnO
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她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚,哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。196Please respect copyright.PENANA13rgJOHKXC
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朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭,可手那刻凝滯半空,握成虛拳,最後收回身旁。196Please respect copyright.PENANAIwWVtjTHCe
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他沒有資格安慰對方。196Please respect copyright.PENANAMrlRHFr0Cd
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「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀,艱難地接受殘酷的現實。196Please respect copyright.PENANA20Hy2zAqbI
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即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張,那條裂痕也不會消失。196Please respect copyright.PENANA42LygonQdZ
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溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡,又酸又苦。196Please respect copyright.PENANA8ytHjVcaak
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。196Please respect copyright.PENANAtmROmraJHZ
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「出到去,記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛,傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的,她僵硬地牽起一個笑容:「我哋就咁先啦。」196Please respect copyright.PENANAYYbQUJDaEN
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她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間,轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。196Please respect copyright.PENANAMrPzZvcLSS
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。196Please respect copyright.PENANAdfzDa5ccsA
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這個結局糟糕透了。196Please respect copyright.PENANANurdQzRTFs
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「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問,伸出手想要握住對方。196Please respect copyright.PENANAyMbz4HI70S
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方,繼續獨自跑開。196Please respect copyright.PENANAW3xR8OsHZq
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「我想要一個人靜吓。」196Please respect copyright.PENANAO7XBA7wwEw
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夏天確實熱烈如常,可她的心也死得透涼。196Please respect copyright.PENANAziPkgRitbA
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張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣,少年兩側拳頭捏得發白,落寞的身影明朗不再。196Please respect copyright.PENANAt6ZFejAPli
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他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。196Please respect copyright.PENANAvUT1zcbUFq
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但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢?196Please respect copyright.PENANArQ48DXZGgE
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人類是很矛盾的動物,上一秒明明還信心十足,下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。196Please respect copyright.PENANANyLLSIiH5l
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張靜宜亦不外如是。196Please respect copyright.PENANAkNySe96H9p
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智:「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話,你仲會唔會開始段感情?」196Please respect copyright.PENANAjFSyLOhZbO
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陽光傾斜到他們這邊,少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂,散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。196Please respect copyright.PENANAMkEnisbMIP
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「我哋唔係先知,唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜,深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。196Please respect copyright.PENANAsozGBcrwmt
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「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇,咁你都注定唔會有結局。」196Please respect copyright.PENANA2iX0qQhnis
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