陳凱婷的心死了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3V1zfQDiU
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準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfEN4c9Xxw
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老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKi8G0HnHI
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那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bpllXLAOC
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3hc49Qjz1
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8TMlOeNDr
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGWTOej7L8
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFI4bpOG5o
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陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa3F2p17G6
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要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnSoQ86AXE
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陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaGqiIBC5z
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zZTCE6tOl
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WdK7uMTU4
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陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4xrWkEY0j
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8XBleAcqe
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她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9cANhGQ1T
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只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZxOAkRW8A
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兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA7aN6eUVU
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於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXk2TjipeY
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說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59yWamjhIJ
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朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWQTkCx128
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAt1yqtLzX
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「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4sBri9H8p
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短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBfzChOXDS
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她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnHrizNT1K
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陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRLt4y4Htt
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她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbcz3OJnHs
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「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XKZYhGnru
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少年頓了頓，靜了下來。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbydcoWhYh
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他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Iic5m5wPk
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少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡampljWSZkf
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朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4CiFDyCVc
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「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMLNBVhfVf
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他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwVBtgkKHi
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事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSm7VTHH1a
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人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnUy1dSZJY
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他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAEwgwfcwM
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「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKCtQgDHPh
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陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFj15aF5Ju
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既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpFh3b4Gy5
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對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyPB5YRmpR
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她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbR5IFK6XQ0
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陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDdEpM1NyD
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她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSK1gDqw2H
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朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bvXb1YQwL
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他沒有資格安慰對方。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I8gTKD2xF
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「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xz7lw6O1
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即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgG1kv4j3j
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溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBkzSh1ruK
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL3JxnTMF5
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「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC8QVOCHhN
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她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui3NBlK3yx
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3m6v99f4N
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這個結局糟糕透了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwRUeY1x06
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「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfIOEm4Rva
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7IZEq7krM
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「我想要一個人靜吓。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPKciBcTJS
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夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaLiLfzpWP
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張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aIbwFgkyq
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他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtI1JabDXx
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但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHcHxFKZxY
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人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8x6cdq5YS
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張靜宜亦不外如是。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ6fksrr7L
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sXXOnQc52
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陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBv34PnJR9M
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「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLtz74P9Zj
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「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYpmVKgEgy
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