「愛是最扭曲的詛咒，卻也是最純潔的祝福。」──《咒術回戰》219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaa9shGhlC
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陳凱婷依稀記得媽媽自殺前一天突然緊緊抱著她，說了莫名其妙的一番話。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihceaUZg43
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「阿婷。媽媽從來冇後悔生你出嚟。」年不過四十的女人五官素雅，纖手撫上陳凱婷的臉頰。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ug35b4w5D
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她長了一雙和陳凱婷一模一樣的圓眼，柔情似水，猶如看待工藝品般細細端詳面前的小女孩。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15e9pJSdtq
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「只不過世途險惡，人心難測…」她嗓音逐漸染上嗚咽，眼底下是無盡悲涼：「我已經冇辦法再行落去。」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0cgyRfNHt
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九歲的小女孩固然未能理解大人的世界，她感覺媽媽很委屈，很寂寞。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaaNUc5Wmf
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女人帶著拋下一切離去的決絕，卻流露出不捨的表情，矛盾極了。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTxDai8Jxo
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「所以你一定要堅強。」媽媽抱得更緊，聲音顛抖不已。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTrGwLuqdg
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「陳凱婷，你一定要堅強咁戰勝一切。」她在女孩的額上印下一吻，猶如給予對方最好的祝福。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmhKef2Mh7
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陳凱婷呆呆地凝望笑得淒涼的女人，有點不知所措。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP5crhbH4V
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那時媽媽倚在窗台邊仰望夜空，微弱的光不輕不重灑在她身上，襯得她無比光潔，好像靈魂不再屬於這塵世。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxeoIy4dET
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記憶是象牙白色的，可她清晰地記得媽媽的眼角泛了紅。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4OP2PgGpu
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就像面前這兩根紅線一樣。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ruXWqkr7i
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陳凱婷大腦瞬間變成一片空白，她獨自坐在那裏，仰起頭緊盯天花板，與蒼白光燈對望。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnTJBZSm8r
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神啊。我上輩子到底是犯了甚麼錯，才使得這輩子插曲不斷呢？219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4t0tygXQS
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看來你和我一樣笨呢。你投錯了胎，而我信錯了別人。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mQJgqLGvW
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她垂眼，捂上平伏的小腹，不敢相信有一個微弱的生命此刻正與她共享一副身體。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP20JFlqAbZ
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那只是片刻的慌亂，陳凱婷下一秒便整理好思緒，對她的決定極為清晰。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcg8AxYFZQ
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事實上，她作為一個年僅十七歲的中學生，還能作出甚麼抉擇呢？219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof6v2Bxwz1
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她根本沒有選擇權可言。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEdBi7TGIk
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死路一條。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3ogfqOFXf
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狹窄的廁格裡隱約傳來潺潺水聲，滲得人發慌，然而她信念無比堅定。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjjfCE989l
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對不起。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pHUaSv5F9
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這句是對肚子裡那人兒說的。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSFaD9PaLO
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陳凱婷深深吸了一口氣，推開門時恰巧照了些陽光進來，灑下一地溫暖。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlkI52m7Ov
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張靜宜見她出來，忙迎上去，滿眼擔憂：「點樣啊？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUVBPumM4B
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陳曉智也望了過來，熾熱的目光讓陳凱婷難堪地別開臉。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEd3fHjWCqu
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對不起，我終究是沒能好好保護自己。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN84Gs89sj
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陳凱婷沉默片刻，然後強顏歡笑：「係呢，有冇人想陪我去家計會？」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8kavyzwz4
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再遲鈍的人也能理解她說話背後的意思。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw94fesg0E3
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張靜宜瞬間神色泯然，一下子抱緊陳凱婷蹭著她的脖子：「我陪，我一定陪。」219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOugfr7fYKn
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也許神明刻意以黑暗籠罩著陳凱婷的前途，但張靜宜一定會陪她走出來。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvEXlosRlV
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畢竟再為無盡的黑暗也終會迎來光明，不是嗎？219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLGwRGwQs6
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這次輪到張靜宜成為陳凱婷的小太陽了。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxAkFGCOQO
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接下來的幾個星期，陳凱婷成為了家計會的常客，急急忙忙地排期進行手術，以及和社工周旋。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jDsLPiUll
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那些「點解要咁衝動呀？」、「你真係決定唔要啦？」成為家常便飯，陳凱婷聽了不下十次。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsbhQgsOXN
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她亦從未感到一絲動搖。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAocKORPg9m
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她並不是沒有想過自己能夠和心愛的人結成聯理，只不過…219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtHaQ4NHl0
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無謂再作解釋，一切已成定局，多想亦只會自尋煩惱。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXWs6lBWWU
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幸好她上學期沒有缺席，因此這段時間才能不斷請假去看醫生。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqrTBRvhIX
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與此同時，他們三人的保密工作做得天衣無縫，朱碩謙對這件事毫不知情。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbSQmLz8jC
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他一直以為陳凱婷是懶得上學。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6xcGjraRD
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但朱碩謙已經不會再對陳凱婷噓寒問暖了，因此理所當然地被蒙在鼓裡。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsqS0uLUbe
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聽陳曉智所言，他們的父親險些氣得要死，把陳凱婷趕出家門。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIW5AaFJ9j
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然而張靜宜並不知道這軒然大波是怎麼被擺平的，對方不願繼續說下去。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaf0tBLx3B
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即便陳凱婷回到學校上課時，不是在睡覺便是在發呆，整個人彷彿丟了魂，愈發寡言。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyPWRn3gc3
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最近她想起媽媽的次數也愈發頻繁。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UMChsBy6v
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窗外晨光拂照，嫩葉萌芽，一切都為春天的到來準備就緒，她內心卻透着死一般的靜寂。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPhc71nkDL
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她有意無意地將流產手術的日期定在二月十四日。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNWjDatNHC
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趁人們情意正濃，親手捏死自己的感情。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR44vgPWVd
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諷刺極了。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE7i4wNdcC
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說實話，陳凱婷和肚子裡的生命沒有甚麼特別的牽絆，感覺對方只是一個租客罷了。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd75rMl895S
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而那短短三十分鐘的手術便是請走客人的過程。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0Pn1gifIZ
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但是，當陳凱婷模模糊糊地從麻醉藥中逐漸清醒時，鑽心的痛感同時變得異常清晰。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOOHHmHRXR
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她對上張靜宜和陳曉智的目光，淚水驀地奪眶而出，眼角泛起薄紅。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC6Djtl0qc
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這是她第一次在倆人面前忍不住哭了起來。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nsKH9ha8m
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心臟好像隨著抽泣的起伏一抽一抽地痛，不斷錘著她的胸膛。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYBlJkGJjz
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她可是親手斷送了一個生命啊。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7XzRdUIZQ
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說到底，她比所有人更清楚自己根本無能力養育另一個人，另一個…有血有肉的人。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8bTL5IiA9
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陳凱婷腦海中浮起學期初和張靜宜的對話。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc427SJG8Lx
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那時，自己說小朋友只是一個副產品而已。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhcivj0XdT
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陳凱婷終究是錯了，徹徹底底地錯了。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWqMutvwPg
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她們從來都不是副產品。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSDJf0xDJi
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她是在黑暗中堅定地走下去的人啊。219Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOfY9EQPxY
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