張靜宜張了張嘴,腦袋一片空白,一時間說不出話。179Please respect copyright.PENANAcCTz9x8RHX
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月光越過雲霧散漫地灑進房間,窗簾隨風擺動,似乎在期待她的反應。179Please respect copyright.PENANAG49kOmaWvZ
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我們不是說好要一起走下去的嗎?為甚麼就要分開呢?179Please respect copyright.PENANAlrLZBaE6eG
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感覺自己的心意都付諸流水了。179Please respect copyright.PENANAslSOfHkiSB
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不,事實上此刻感覺只有她在一廂情願期望對方會等待自己。179Please respect copyright.PENANAXRwCH3nt5e
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她拼命忍著悲傷,可最終還是從喉嚨跑出一聲嗚咽。179Please respect copyright.PENANAOClNAPbVf3
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「嗯。」少女不斷點頭,強顏歡笑間抑制即將奪眶而出的淚水:「去外國好啊,見識多啲。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAumCQgIsd22
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誰不會珍視這種到海外念書的機會呢?179Please respect copyright.PENANAeijeDYh8s3
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道理她都懂,然而心臟像是被攥緊到幾乎捏碎的程度。179Please respect copyright.PENANAtdroA0z8pS
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畢竟說起未來前途的時候,一切兒女私情突然都會變得不值一提。179Please respect copyright.PENANARFDITkJvVC
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於是她的感情也顯得微不足道。179Please respect copyright.PENANADL5PxHAhrq
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「對唔住。」陳曉智一眼看穿了她的逞強,像是亡羊補牢般道歉。179Please respect copyright.PENANAeiiiHW6v5U
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接著他偏過臉,不敢直視張靜宜。179Please respect copyright.PENANA1Dfeu6yL6A
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少女眼眶驀然一酸,抿緊了嘴巴沒作聲。179Please respect copyright.PENANA9MMk6NVETD
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可我不想要你的道歉啊。179Please respect copyright.PENANANLzi6B81vm
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她忽然很想笑,譏諷自己可笑到可悲的模樣。179Please respect copyright.PENANAqtrEv4aYJX
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眼淚不受控制地流下來,她倉皇捂臉,想要埋下狼狽的樣子。179Please respect copyright.PENANAgVxnqWY7hy
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溫熱的液體卻從四面八方湧出來,訴說著主人糟糕的心情。179Please respect copyright.PENANAkEY2HYmOGK
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確實是糟糕透了,正正因為這些年來陳曉智陪伴她逐漸成長,尤其對情感上建立起一定的認識,因此少年在她心目中享有獨一無二的地位。179Please respect copyright.PENANA60CGqMYM4L
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只是,她沒想過這一次又會是一段無疾而終的暗戀。179Please respect copyright.PENANA1lJjFHXpHL
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上天對她未免太刻薄了吧?179Please respect copyright.PENANA7v6pWruQgt
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張靜宜吸吸塞住了的鼻子:「你講對唔住有用咩?」179Please respect copyright.PENANA5OUb4GQvER
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「我……」少年清冷的聲音在房間迴盪,語氣中藏不下自責。179Please respect copyright.PENANABBhJCpBM85
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張靜宜從手指的間隙瞧見陳曉智懊惱地揉頭,另一隻手向自己伸來。179Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8BolRWKC9
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他的手直接繞過少女的背脊,一下子把她拉進懷裡。179Please respect copyright.PENANA7UrakLnlUP
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張靜宜半個身子被按在溫暖的胸膛上,聽著對方紊亂的心跳。179Please respect copyright.PENANAdesEEgljYJ
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「我唔會逼你等我。」他下巴擱在她的頭頂上,讓她看不見自己染紅的眼眶:「更加唔想…」179Please respect copyright.PENANA1TpiWog65i
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更加不想自私地要求她一而再再而三地遷就如此懦弱的自己。179Please respect copyright.PENANA3jfFEo1cND
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話到了口邊又嚥下去。179Please respect copyright.PENANAEEX0hbsqIB
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他沒有勇氣完成下半句,生怕留下任何希望給對方。179Please respect copyright.PENANAhFxNiHyHia
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陳曉智不得不承認自己自相矛盾,早些日子才告訴張靜宜不要怯於開始一段感情,結果現在自己卻怕得要緊。179Please respect copyright.PENANAGaBrVos8yd
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他比任何人都更膽小。179Please respect copyright.PENANAqCDHAXcYEZ
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小時父母之間脆弱的羈絆,長大後不被理解的經歷,讓他對待感情愈發迷茫,甚至自卑。179Please respect copyright.PENANAMGlSaFQXdn
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但是,無可否認地,張靜宜確實在陳曉智最需要被理解和支持的時候,給了他一份不求回報且坦率的感情。179Please respect copyright.PENANAGuGFTZo4aO
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讓他知道,原來也會有人喜歡他軟弱不堪的樣子。179Please respect copyright.PENANA43R55ai51Q
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「唔想啲咩?」張靜宜仰起臉,桌燈下的她雙眼水汪汪的,我見猶憐。179Please respect copyright.PENANAymbEpyNQld
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陳曉智目光一頓,挪手蓋過她的眼眸。179Please respect copyright.PENANAcw8fSrOs59
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「冇。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAL4FUfGDmxr
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她太重要了,而自己不希望因未來一年的分隔兩地而讓這段關係冒上任何風險。179Please respect copyright.PENANAbSaCAQeCQ5
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他輸不起。179Please respect copyright.PENANA5sAdSkUvl0
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大概是理智和耐性一併耗盡,少年的遲疑在她心中擦出了數道無名火。179Please respect copyright.PENANAssxXmxcltD
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「點解去到呢一刻,你連自己最真實嘅想法都唔夠膽講?」179Please respect copyright.PENANAxjSB0wyWvg
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張靜宜猛然撥開陳曉智的手掌,一臉失望至極地支起身子,和他保持距離。179Please respect copyright.PENANABRT5JSKJEV
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他保持著垂下頭的姿勢,沒有作聲。179Please respect copyright.PENANA71UXqgov1S
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「算啦,我返去先。」張靜宜自嘲一笑,旋即走出房間。179Please respect copyright.PENANA9QXiGzCL4V
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天徹底黑了,回家的路今天感覺異常漫長孤獨,她邁著沉甸甸的步伐消失在街口。179Please respect copyright.PENANAfVLOblYHZ3
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樹木間的夏蟲縱聲大叫替她把哀傷傾訴出來,無奈此刻空氣悶熱侷促,猶如把這種情緒都困在一個狹縫中堆砌,累積,最後爆發。179Please respect copyright.PENANAU8TV1Q2fqS
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自己這麼久所醞釀的感情忽然就被貶得一文不值了。179Please respect copyright.PENANAnTDHbQDYAL
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最諷刺的是,對方好像沒有一絲挽留的意思。179Please respect copyright.PENANAw3EWkpbSt2
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少女站在家門前盯著腳尖,有一種無處可去的荒涼感。179Please respect copyright.PENANAM1BexXNmLc
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起初張靜宜還會自我感動,認為兩人可以一起攜手奔赴未來。179Please respect copyright.PENANAkmQTU3sosI
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到頭來原來只有自己一個自作多情。179Please respect copyright.PENANAnENRPHWTo2
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青春好像就是這樣被絕望的刀刃了結的。179Please respect copyright.PENANAmXtmTMXlnH
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她推開了門,迎上林玉嫻的臉。179Please respect copyright.PENANAV3atpKM72B
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母親有意無意地忽略了少女臉上的淚痕,遞上一杯水。179Please respect copyright.PENANAnKd9BODzmv
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「你考完試冇嘢做不如去我嗰邊做一個月實習生?」她托托眼鏡。179Please respect copyright.PENANAoB2CT8YNjP
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張靜宜毫無表情地望著她,整個人像被抽空靈魂般疲倦。179Please respect copyright.PENANArD9c6ec8Ip
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「既然你對我呢行咁有偏見,咁不如去體驗吓到底係咩感受先?」179Please respect copyright.PENANA1X9V8Uhhi4
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「好。」179Please respect copyright.PENANAGhrBivyVVt
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反正她也無力反抗了。179Please respect copyright.PENANANJHEzDBwgu
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事實證明工作確實能麻醉一切,自從那天後,張靜宜和陳曉智便沒有再聯絡,她的生活亦從此充斥著各種各樣法律學問和文件。179Please respect copyright.PENANAoymDGdb8rP
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身邊的實習生也很親切,沒有因為張靜宜的沉默寡言而嫌棄她。179Please respect copyright.PENANAYqLMk3pUtI
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雖然在庸庸碌碌中,她偶爾還會想起少年的樣子。可那個念頭下一秒便會被沖散,如被壓碎的瓦礫般埋葬。179Please respect copyright.PENANAWuE7ptnE3m
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說真的,她幾乎以為自己會好起來。179Please respect copyright.PENANA6utNJbwFfH
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至少在數天後的畢業典禮,她希望能佯裝若無其事地面對陳曉智。179Please respect copyright.PENANAMdZ2bEM0aM
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時間過得飛快,而事實證明,那點絲絲繞繞的情思根本早已深深植在心底裡。179Please respect copyright.PENANAygfmPcN8Wf
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她根本沒有一點反抗的機會。179Please respect copyright.PENANA04br2w2oaI