
“Kiss my lips, Koichi.”
Kimijima Koichi shut his eyes tightly,21Please respect copyright.PENANAdNPlyqF1Vr
as if trying to suppress something dangerously wild rising from within.
“…I’m sorry, my lady.”21Please respect copyright.PENANAiu4XLXslS2
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“…This… is the one order I cannot obey.…”21Please respect copyright.PENANAA9Su8D2bmY
His voice was as gentle as ever,21Please respect copyright.PENANA5rflplqtEU
but trembling—so tightly restrained it bordered on breaking.
Suzuran froze.21Please respect copyright.PENANAy8xvDNkm6A
Then tears spilled from her eyes—just as he added quietly:
“…This is my personal will.”
And in the very next moment—
his lips came crashing down.21Please respect copyright.PENANA3irvdaKOUe
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That wasn’t a kiss between servant and mistress.21Please respect copyright.PENANAZa8KUpW18L
It wasn’t gratitude, or manners, or carefully restrained affection.
It was—21Please respect copyright.PENANAWAobe2PBzd
a man’s raw desire finally breaking free.
He was like someone who had finally allowed himself one moment of recklessness,21Please respect copyright.PENANAYkIW9X3Hfd
tearing through years of self-control,21Please respect copyright.PENANAqXA0qSfTSH
releasing everything he’d buried deep inside his chest.
That kiss carried all the love, all the pain,21Please respect copyright.PENANABZrKnzVMlD
all the things he could never say.
Suzuran froze in place, her lashes trembling.21Please respect copyright.PENANAmjHAiyFPUs
But in the next breath, she reached out—and wrapped her arms around him.
As if using every ounce of strength21Please respect copyright.PENANAW4J9ZDYNsu
just to hold onto the man who had finally stopped running.
In that moment, she knew—21Please respect copyright.PENANAkTzKtK3jjo
She hadn’t been imagining it.21Please respect copyright.PENANAc7ycemR5ML
She wasn’t being rejected in silence.21Please respect copyright.PENANAwvxw0l46oI
She hadn’t been loving alone.
The man she loved… had finally kissed her back.
The moment his lips touched hers, Suzuran forgot how to breathe.
It wasn’t a brush.21Please respect copyright.PENANArVgIXmglfT
It wasn’t hesitation.
It was a kiss that had been held back for far too long,21Please respect copyright.PENANAXBXBoedijH
and now—finally—it was flooding out.
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He kissed her hard—but not roughly.21Please respect copyright.PENANA7URfvgHfTN
It was filled with longing,21Please respect copyright.PENANA8JDpk4SqqQ
a tenderness pushed to the edge of madness.
One arm wrapped tightly around her waist,21Please respect copyright.PENANAcLrLutPat8
the other cradled the back of her head, pulling her into him completely.
His grip was possessive, but firm—21Please respect copyright.PENANAqxXgO5zKAa
like someone who had waited his whole life just to hold her this way.
Their breaths tangled,21Please respect copyright.PENANAYtOzTJ4Bgt
his kiss deep and consuming—21Please respect copyright.PENANAwk96vZJBVB
sometimes urgent, sometimes slow,21Please respect copyright.PENANAUK46qeEiK3
like waves of wordless hunger crashing over her reason.
Suzuran instinctively clutched his shirt,21Please respect copyright.PENANA1gMaICw3gq
her body pinned against his until she could barely move,21Please respect copyright.PENANAK4cSLBb9BT
small gasps catching in her throat as he kissed her breathless.
She stared up at him through hazy eyes—21Please respect copyright.PENANA2nRrkSXQLZ
his brows drawn tight,21Please respect copyright.PENANADQEJRWevqr
his focus locked entirely on her—
like he wasn’t just kissing her lips,21Please respect copyright.PENANADndSYBifjA
but her very soul.
Those weren’t a servant’s eyes.
They were the eyes of a man who loved her.21Please respect copyright.PENANACS3y8R3v1f
Deeply. Desperately. Entirely.
Her breath hitched,21Please respect copyright.PENANArhHcssoVEA
her chest rising and falling under his touch,21Please respect copyright.PENANAjSjFJ8NGw7
her body absorbing the heat of his.
She could barely think—only feel.21Please respect copyright.PENANAH8HTJcnlQ2
Only let herself be kissed, piece by piece,21Please respect copyright.PENANANVUkZ6aqkO
by the man she’d wanted for so long.
Every time she gasped,21Please respect copyright.PENANAwEhZEtAwH6
his kiss only deepened, gentler yet more desperate.
He was no longer holding back.21Please respect copyright.PENANAYyHWTvO4u7
No longer retreating.
He poured everything into that kiss—21Please respect copyright.PENANAXEOrSdPFh9
his love, his grief, his devotion.
It wasn’t just a kiss.
It was defiance against fate.21Please respect copyright.PENANA2WIjQ7uahJ
It was a vow.21Please respect copyright.PENANA4adDelEfMC
It was the giving of a soul.
Tears blurred her vision.
She clung to him, trembling,21Please respect copyright.PENANAa2dHBf9hTM
her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
And she kissed him back.
Letting him steal her breath,21Please respect copyright.PENANAz2r2E43Lti
just so she could be closer to him—
to the man who had finally chosen her over duty.
Their breathing tangled,21Please respect copyright.PENANAZroZHCRcsR
their mouths meeting again and again,21Please respect copyright.PENANAC2YuBQozKJ
until all that remained was them.
No titles.21Please respect copyright.PENANA2nhcs4n2zl
No rules.21Please respect copyright.PENANAapOlW4TSR5
No fear.
Just her—and him.
Just this kiss.21Please respect copyright.PENANAi8JoTOS9M7
Kimijima Koichi kissed her again.21Please respect copyright.PENANAwlEeDVD61p
And again.
Pulling back only to return to her lips like he couldn’t bear the distance.
Suzuran gasped, barely able to speak.
The more breathless she became,21Please respect copyright.PENANAuazabKNJ3I
the deeper his kisses grew—21Please respect copyright.PENANASH3wJJoV3A
wild and unrestrained.
Like he’d fallen from the cliff of control,21Please respect copyright.PENANAXFiycVdh5D
and there was no going back.
“H-Koi…”21Please respect copyright.PENANAbliJodIuVu
Her voice trembled as she whispered his name.
He finally stopped,21Please respect copyright.PENANA5jgZleP5N2
resting his forehead against hers.
His breathing ragged,21Please respect copyright.PENANAnajaicWQzw
his brow damp with sweat.
He didn’t speak right away.21Please respect copyright.PENANA2gjoOtDn9z
Just held her, then whispered softly—
“…Ran.”
Their eyes met.
And for once,21Please respect copyright.PENANASfRbyt8563
his eyes weren’t calm.
They were burning.
She looked into those eyes—21Please respect copyright.PENANA2PFeCgmdof
the ones always so composed.
But now?
They were filled with raw, aching emotion.
He looked not like a servant,21Please respect copyright.PENANAygcUsrfB2y
but like a man who had loved her for far too long.
She bit her lip,21Please respect copyright.PENANASprZnq91U7
then finally asked the question that had haunted her for so long:
“…Koichi, do you—really love me?”
Her voice was barely above a breath.21Please respect copyright.PENANAqAveIxD7Ww
Tears shimmered in her eyes.
She almost didn’t dare hope that the warmth she felt…
was truly hers.
He was still breathless.21Please respect copyright.PENANA1YxvMWdMSG
His chest rose and fell violently,21Please respect copyright.PENANAKKH6Zw8XsO
as if he’d just come up from drowning.
Usually so calm,21Please respect copyright.PENANAZM6DFbaVVj
Kimijima Koichi now looked utterly undone.21Please respect copyright.PENANAyWUNdnzuVs
Raw.
He didn’t answer right away.
Instead, he pressed his forehead to hers again,21Please respect copyright.PENANAyu4qCsz9eW
eyes closed tight, as if enduring something painful.
Finally, his voice came—hoarse, shaken:
“…I wasn’t supposed to love you.”
“But I’ve loved you—this whole time.”
“So much I can’t stop.”21Please respect copyright.PENANAzGvbxb2F0k
“So much I can’t even meet your eyes.”21Please respect copyright.PENANAkPGaHG4zOo
“So much I’ve had to use everything I have to hold it back.”
His voice trembled.
Like the words weren’t just spoken—
but torn out from a bleeding wound.
Suzuran whispered:
“I thought… I was the only one whose heart was racing.”
“I thought it was just me…”
“A one-sided love.”
The words fell from her chest like a sob,21Please respect copyright.PENANAfzmocxAejr
barely held together by pride.
He didn’t answer.
He simply took her hand—21Please respect copyright.PENANAyVWUQ7jjCk
gently, as always—
but this time, with certainty.
And then, he placed her palm over his chest,21Please respect copyright.PENANAt7ZAixdiP4
where his heart was pounding.
“Why don’t you see for yourself?”
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